In The Mind

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Summary: Harry finds himself in a new challenge after his godfather leaves his life. He must face the evil in his heart, and choice between his one great loves. In addition, he will meet new friend that will charges his life forever.

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In The Mind

Chapter 1: Dealing With The Heartache


Harry Potter lay in his room bed back at the Dusley’s. The room is gloomy and freezing to Harry. Harry feels his heartache with the lost of his dearly loved Godfather (Sirius Black) Harry cursed his cousin the one that had killed him. That evil witch had took the one Harry loved most, and the only true family that loved him he had left in his life. He brushed back his hair as he stood up in the bed wiping away he tears. He looked out his window and the sky reflected his mood, it wad dark and stormy and raining.

He walked over to the window and looked out into the yard and he saw Dudley running his fat ass in the house. He had lost weight but he was still big as a house. Harry did not smirk as Dudley fell over running to the house and his Uncle Vernon coming outside too help him but he only he tripped and fell on top of his son.

Hermione and Ron letters lay beside his bed the two they had sent, both of them seeing how he was holding up, and telling him they were going to bust him out of that hellhole soon. Harry had a slight hope they would keep their promise, but something might happen to prevent it. All he could do is trust that they would come though for him.

Just then, a letter seemed to pop into his room with a blaze of fire and left blue smoke. Harry feeling down as he was was not scared and just picked the letter up. Moreover, he opened it.

Dear Harry Potter,
I must in form you that we will be coming to get you shortly, and the Weasleys will be joining me on coming to get you. I say you have twenty-three minutes, well give or take a few. So please be ready, because I do not want to be talking to your uncle as so I have heard.

Ric Long.

Harry thought for a minute, who was this Ric Long, was he, some important adult that works for the order. Nevertheless, Harry dismissed the idea because he had asked him to pack and most likely, at the most Harry had twenty minutes left.

Harry slow but surely got his things ready he was in a way happy to be leaving this place, but in a way, he was going back to a world that had once seemed like home to him when he knew he had his godfather around. Now he was going to be hunted by the past again, but worst now that he had known love and now it was gone.

Harry felt darkness grow in his heart where Sirius had once been he tried to stop thinking about him but the love he had for his godfather was to much and the pain of his lose brought Harry to tears. The shadows of Harry’s past had hit him all at once, he saw the death of a great man, friend to him, and the hole that he felt could not be filled by the world again, and while the wind blew against the trees, Harry cried and waited on his people to get him.

Harry tears rolled down his face he was embarrassed of them they mirrored his pain and suffering he was feeling inside of his mind and heart. He pain was like a raging fire that burned in him that could not be put out, but and the same time the coldness he felt was as real to him as a cold winter night when you are alone and you feel that no one cares if you live or dies and your heart eats away at you till you give in and just fall to the ground. Harry was in his own private hell in his heart and he could not find away out.

Harry unexpectedly heard a rumble, outside of the house, and he walks over slowly and looked out the window. He saw nothing but the reverberations kept on growing hardest and louder.

“What is going on, is this a Muggle earth quack or something more,” Harry deliberated feeling a bit worry now. If this was magic, was it good or evil? Had the Voldemont found this house and know were going to slaughter Harry, and did he really care about his life right now. After Sirius fell though the vile and died he had thought he could join him in death and be with him, his mother and father, and just forget about saving this wizarding world when half believed him and the other hated his guts for telling them the legitimacy and trying to help them.

Right as he thought that he heard someone knocking at his bedroom door. Harry just walked to it without his wand he did not care if it was a death eater or not. If it was a Death Eater maybe, it could help him end his life. He opened the door slowly and saw a black teenage boy about 6’ 2” with long hair and to his shoulders it was a very dark brown; he had friendly eyes that were black. That for some reason reminded him of Sirius.

“Harry Potter, I heard you would be a little more lively guess I got my information wrong. My name is Ric Long, nice to meet you,” Ric said nicely nodding to Harry. Harry warmed up a bit and nodded back.

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Ric walked Harry out of the Dusley’s house, and down the driveway they walked where Harry saw a girl standing. The ground was still shuddering and when they came to the end of the driveway where the undulating long black down to mid-back haired girl with knife-like crystal blue eyes, almond shaped and pale white skin about 5'3" in height and sexy, lean and slender was walking back and forward holding her wand pointed at the ground.

"Crystal, baby come on you can stop now," Ric, said putting a hand on the girl’s shoulder," All the Muggles should have thought it was an earthquake and are now hiding in a safe in their house. We best be off quick while there are still hiding,"

The girl entitled Crystal give a nodded in addition, raised her wand and the ground shaking stopped. Ric started running down the street, on the soggy pavement. Harry and Crystal followed directly behind him.

Harry speculated what were they doing, but did not ask.

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Ric and Crystal stopped running, and Harry stopped once he caught up with them. Ric looked at Crystal.

"Come on lets leave quickly, before the Muggles find out anything,” Ric swiftly garbed Harry and Crystal. In addition, looked around like he was looking for somebody, he gave a nod but Harry did not know what he was lethargic to. He flicked his ward and Harry felt like, his lungs felt like rubber band being pulled away from each other. It was a most bizarre sensation. Moreover, he could not see anything because his eyes were shut forcefully.

They stopped and Harry almost falls on the ground but he caught himself. Where they were now it looked like, it had not rained there. In addition, Harry turned around and saw the Weasley’s House. He was at the Borrow.

“The Weasley should be making definite that is all clear back at the Muggle neighborhood before they arrive here from checking the vicinity,” Crystal said.

Ric nodded.

Harry did know what was going.

“Soon as all of this gets settled away, then we’ll tell you everything,” Ric said softy.

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“Come Crystal and Harry let head to the House. We need to get there its not safe outside,” Ric said walking front of them on the dried grass.

It seemed warm right now at the Burrow. It was strange Harry had seemed not to feel warm for months, but being back at the Burrow it seemed to feel more at Home, but sadly, his heart still seemed cold and uncaring.

Unexpectedly Harry had cracks and pops. He turned around and saw Fred, George, and Bill.

“Ok, it is clear back at the Muggle area, they all seem fine and didn’t see anything,” Bill said to Ric and Crystal.

Ric and crystal nodded back,” Good they didn’t see nothing we only had the permission as long as no Muggles saw us, cause we are still underage,” Crystal said rubbing a hand though her hair.

Harry was still confused but understood the last part. He walked to the house with the rest to the Weasley’s House. It felt nice to be a little warm in Harry heart.


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They got in the house and it was the same as ever. It had the smell of cinnamon to it. Moreover, it warm and comfortable, Harry felt a little better until and a voice came out of nowhere.

“What were you thinking you stupid child,” Harry saw Snape come out of nowhere and garb Ric by the neck of his robes. Crystal stood there looking at Ric with only the smallest bit of worry in her eyes. Snape eyes were raging with angry, his face was pale. He was showing his teeth. Harry didn’t understand what was going on,” Tell me right now what the hell gave you the right to go and plan a way to get Harry Potter,”

“Put me down now,” Ric said calmly,” I will break you hand in two pieces,”

“Your not calling the shots here Mr. Long, I am the adult here not you, your going to tell me what I want to know or I will, read that little head of yours,” Snape said sounding as malevolence as ever.

Ric sneered,” Adult you no you are acting more like a bitch in my mind, and as for you looking into my mind ago head make my day. All you will find is hell and angry and I could easily block my mind. On the other hand, has Voldemont’s little dog forgotten what I can do to you. I can bring a whole world of hell on you and more,” Ric as evilly as Snape. He garbed Snape’s arm on his neck, and Snape jerk his arm from his grab.

“And as for what gave me the right to get Harry this does,” Ric throwing a parchment to his chest with enormous vigor,” Letter for Dumbledore, so do not be jumping at me, or you find you self on the floor Snape.

Snape glared at Ric,” You will treat me with respect…,”

Ric cut him off snapped on him and started yelling,” I don’t have to treat you like shit, you’re a no good murderer, no matter what Dumbledore says I know you killed them, all of them,” Tears in Ric eyes, “and you laughed about, my mother lay on the floor begging for her life and you killed her and smiled, about it and my sisters were in they bed sleep,” in such a cold tone that Harry blood was running cold in his body.

“You lair,” Snape running and grabbing his shoulder, but Ric pushed him off and hit him right in the jaw. Snape fell to the floor, and his blood smacked the wall and the floor.

Ric looked like he was about to hit him again, but crystal garbed. And Ric stopped and turned away from Snape,” See you at Hogwarts Professor,”

In addition, Harry, Ric and Crystal walked out the room leaving Snape wheezing for breath on the floor.

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“Ric you know better,” Crystal said almost roared at him,” I have told you not to get on to Snape, he is your Professor at Hogwarts,” She said all this as they walked down the hallway.

“Crystal I know and I am sorry you I can’t let that bastard have his way it’s not me, now is it,” Ric replied tranquilly, looking at her,” I’m sorry, but some stuff you don’t let got that easy ,”

“I see,” Crystal, said staring by in front of her.

Harry was in good spirits he had finally gotten to see Snape get his butt handed to him on a plate. What was next,” Well I feel better now, but just hungry,”

Ric and Crystal let out a laugh.

“Glad to hear it Harry, “Crystal said smiling, not a natural thing for her to do.

They heard footsteps behind them, and they turned and saw it was Ron, Bill, and Fred.

“What the bloody hell happened back there,” Ron said subsequent to catching up them,” Harry did you finally kick his a*s mate, and I must say he needed it a long time ago. I would have done but mom would have killed me,”

Harry laughed,” No, but I must say you are right,” Harry turned around and pointed to Ric,” That your man right there and I have to say, Ric you’re my hero,”

Ric shook his head,” Hero, no not me, I just a person who’s been waiting 15 years to do that,” Ric said with a faint grin on his face.

Crystal smacked him by the head,” Don’t do it again,”

“Awww come on now,” Harry, Bill, Ron, and Fred, said.

All laughed.

Harry and the others arrived at the conclusion of the hallway, and they walked in to the living room but it had been recreated. The walled were a dark blue that seem to luster light like the sky as the sun hit it form outside form the window by the, fireplace. The wood on the floor looked in mint condition and was faultless dark brown and it smelled of fresh oak wood. The old grandfather clock that did not show time but, the where about and what condition each of its family currently living in the house was in. Everyone’s was set to mortal peril. Percy’s name seemed to had been detached.

“Wow, nice you guy redid the whole room,” Harry looking around the room as he walked into the room, it was pleasant attachment he was closer to home.

“Yeah, it is. Well mainly after fixing up Sirius’s…” Ron stopped lifeless in his sentence after saying Sirius’s name. He looked at Harry,” Sorry mate, I really am,”

Harry felt his heart stop when he heard the name but was trying to be a man about it,” It is ok Ron; really it is, because if I cannot talk about Sirius, I will never be the same person I was. And Sirius would want me to be, having fun while I could,”

Bill nodded,” Harry that is very wise, Sirius would be very proud of you right now,”

“I just have a heart full of pain, head full of stress, and a hand full of angry held in my chest,” Harry said to the others.

Ric set down in a sofa chair behind him,” Harry you can’t let past get to you…,”

“Oh you are one to talk,” Crystal grinning and cutting him off,” You just left Snape on the floor wheezing like a baby,”

Everyone busted out laughing.

Ric shook his head,” Just because your always right doesn’t mine you have to be,”

Crystal set in his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck,” Sorry, you still love me right?”

Ric sighed and look down at her and made a puppy dog face.

Crystal shook her head playfully,” No, Mr. Man that not going to work give me an answer,”

“Yes I love you and you know I always will,” Ric said looking in her blue eyes and her back at his.

Harry sigh,” awwww…how sweet,” teasing them both.

Ric shook his head, and Crystal laid her head on Ric right shoulder,” Ok now, say, Crystal’s my queen,” Crystal said and kissed his neck.

Ric looked at Harry and the other person.

“Don’t look at us mate, this is a battle even you can win,” Said Fred

Bill laughed,” He is right, mate,” said Harry pretending to be falling off the sofa from shock.

Ric looked at Crystal and said softy in her ears,” You are my Queen,”

She smiled,” Thank you,” she kissed him.

Ric was rubbing her legs.

“Stop that you making me blush,” Crystal blushing said.

“Aww…,” Ric said now rubbing her stomach.

“Stop it not in front of Harry and the others,” Crystal said in his ear.

Ric gave the people a look like to say you all I like ya’ll but you might want to leave.

Harry smirked and said,” Ok, this isn’t going to be Rated PG,” He and the other got up and left.

Ric slowly rubbed down her stomach as she kissed him sympathetically on the lips. He stroked her suppliant ass, and French kissed her flavored the insides on her mouth which tasted sweet. He put his hand underneath her shirt and fooled around with her breast all the same her bra was on, he did it just to tease her just to tantalize her.

“We need to stop baby, this isn’t own house someone could just walk in here and we don’t want the Weasley to kicked us put,” Crystal not really wanting to but used her judgment about it.

“Ok, baby anything you say, I love you and I can wait a long as you love me as well,” Ric said kissing her.

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As Harry and the rest walked to the up stairs Harry turned to the rest,” You ever of the Muggle term lady in the street but a freak in the…,” But he saw Mrs. Weasley up stairs setting on the top step, so he cut it off.

“Hey, Mom what up,” Ron said.