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What We've Always Wanted - Series Pt. 1

By: Queenie106
folder Harry Potter › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

What We've Always Wanted - Series Pt. 1

Story 1: Comfort and Reassurance

Characters:
Allison (I, Alli),
Severus Snape (Sev, Sevvy),
Lucius Malfoy (Luc, Luci),
Draco Malfoy (Dray, Drakey),
Harry Potter (Harry).

Warnings: Slash, sappiness, funniness (is that a word?) and total fluff & also extremely OOC Characters (if you like the mean Potions Master and cold and aloof Malfoys you're in for a BIGG surprise if you read this!) and mostly dialogue is used.

Features: bottom!Draco & bottom!Lucius.

Disclaimer: All characters belong to J.K. Rowling and Harry Potter Inc. whatever is unknown is mine I am in no way gaining any profit from this series and in no way making accusations about the sexuality of men portrayed in this story. It is completely fictional.

A/N: This is my first time really writing aanything like this (although I have a previously started H/D Story that needs ot be finished in my Yahoo! Group- if anyone wants to take it over and finish it just email me and let me know, but you'd have to join the group first- the group's called Checkoutthe_hotguyz@yahoo.com -you can get there from here: http://movies.groups.yahoo.com/group/checkoutthe_hotguyz/ - and features alot of my unfinished stories) and each story can stand on it's own. Please don't be mean when reviewing, be encouraging, as I am more of a reader than a writer, and totally likely to screw this up.

Complete Summary: Allison and Severus have a heart to heart conversation over Lucius, their love and what makes him sad sometimes. (Allison’s POV)


Severus and I were outside sitting down on the bleachers outside of my mansion watching Lucius run around and play with Draco and Harry on our own personal Quidditch pitch. And we talked while they all went to take a shower.

“Precious isn’t he Sev?” I said to him.

“Yes, yes he is,” Severus responded.

“I’m so glad that I could finally convince him to get over his shyness for you,” I said.

“Me too Alli, me too,” Sev said and continued, “I love him so much, and he’s so sweet.”

“Sevvy! Hi baby!” Lucius came running up to Severus to hug him.

“Hey sweetie, what have you been doing all morning? You smell like sweat and sex,” Severus asked.

“Me, Harry and Draco had sex,” Lucius grinned in his silliest smile, “and it was so much fun! But it was really hot and that’s why I’m sweaty, I’m sorry Sevvy, so sorry, I’ll go take a bath.”

A little frown formed on Severus’ face, “You had sex with your own son? Luc look at me, did you?”

Lucius looked up shyly from where he was staring at the ground and nodded, he looked so ashamed of himself as if he was only realizing what he had done.

“Oh, I’m so sorry Sevvy, I… I… Sevvvvvvy,” Lucius wailed, tears falling freely down his beautiful face.

“Hush Luc, hush baby, shhh, it’s okay sweetie, I was just asking, I didn’t mean to upset you baby, I just wanted to know which one you had sex with baby, shhh, stop crying please, for Sevvy, stop crying baby, shhh,” Severus was trying to calm Lucius down but it wasn’t working.

“Alliiiii…” Lucius bawled, “I want Alliiiii…”

“Hush pet, come here my little snuggle bug,” I said gently to Lucius, holding my arms out so he could crawl into them and he did and curled right into my lap with his head on my shoulder.

I looked at Severus and he had a miserably sad look on his face.

“I can’t even comfort him myself, damn it, I was never good at this sort of thing,” he admitted.

“It’s okay Sev, you’ll learn, I’ll teach you, you don’t have to be perfect for him you know, I can help once in a while, that’s why I’m here, you all are my precious little babies, I could never imagine not being here to help you and comfort you sometimes,” I said to Severus quietly as I was now rubbing Lucius’ lower back; he had now stopped crying and was sitting in my lap with his head on my shoulder sniffling.

“I know Alli, I know, it’s just so hard when I see that he can just crawl over to you and stop crying almost the second he puts his head on your shoulder without you doing more than rubbing his back, it’s just hard and sometimes I get a little jealous and my mind starts to think that he wants you more than he wants me and I… sometimes I just don’t know what to do and sometimes I think you love him more than you love me and it hurts so much Alli,” Severus said softly, tears falling from his eyes.

“Aww, baby, I didn’t know you felt like that, why didn’t you tell me? You know I love the four of you equally, even though I may “baby” Dray and Luc a little bit more, it doesn’t mean that I love you any less, oh, sweetie, come here, come here and let me hold you, since Luc has gone to sleep I can put him down beside me,” I spoke softly to Severus for fear of making him cry anymore and then put Lucius to rest on the left side of my leg. He curled up and I transfigured a stone into a soft little pillow. He looked so adorable.

I then pulled Severus into my lap and stroked his hair. It was a lot easier to put my hands in it now that I had told him to stop using that hair gel.

“I’m, *hiccup* sorry *hiccup* Alli, for *hiccup* saying *hiccup* that,” Sev said while curling up around me.

“Hey, no, no, no, you have nothing to be sorry about sweetie, you were just telling me how you felt, that’s okay to do, alright, never keep your feeling bottled up inside you baby, that’s bad,” I said to him while rubbing and patting his back to try and get the hiccups to go away.

“I love you so much Alli, so much that I can’t even begin to *hiccup* describe how much, I promise I’ll try not to get jealous of when I see *hiccup* Luc respond to you like that, because I see how you *hiccup* hold him and then I feel how you how me, and while it’s different it’s just because of *hiccup* the circumstances and just because you’re holding me different doesn’t mean you don’t *hiccup* love me any less,” Severus said while trying to breath in and out to get rid of the hiccups.

“I’m glad you know that Sevvy, so glad, I love the four of you equally, you all mean so much to me, but all for different reasons so many different reasons,” I trailed off.

“Will you tell me *hiccup* the reasons Alli?” Severus said lightly as he rested his head on my shoulder.

“I will someday, Sev, I will, but not right now, right now you need to go and curl up with Luc, I can tell the both of you are extremely tired and I need to go and find Dray and Harry,” I said softly, lifting him off of me to put him on the floor next to Luc. People would be surprised at how strong I am that I can lift me a man who is more built than me, but that’s just another secret of mine that will remain a mystery to all.

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