Far From Inadequate

Status/Part: 1/1
Rating: NC-17
Date: May 2006
Key words: M/M, language, sexual content, OOC

Summary: Lucius feels he’s been replaced with a “toy” and has to prove to himself and Severus that he’s better than a “toy”

Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoat Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

Beta: allexandrya


Far From Inadequate

I felt like a voyeur as I sat huddled in the corner of the couch. Somewhere along the way it was no longer us in the heat of passion. He had become more enamored with his hands than he was with me.

My eyes tried to watch his face and those slender hands as they continued where I had been just minutes ago. His face was more expressive then I remember ever seeing it. His fingers on one hand stroked his blossoming cock from tip to base and back again. I could even see them gently squeeze his now straining member.

The fingers on his other hand stroked his perineum before moving down to teasingly tap his puckered entrance. I could see his entrance almost begging to be breached. I could not believe my eyes as he turned on the couch, throwing one leg over the back as he spread his other out to rest on the coffee table.

Seeing him lying wide open before my eyes only made me feel more inadequate. Here he was pleasuring himself and I could not. I sat there feeling younger than I truly was. Having been his lover for the past year, a person would think we would know how to please one another. I heard him “Accio” for something and was surprised as the biggest dildo I had ever seen came flying into the room. It landed on his stomach and I was surprised to hear him grunt under the contact.

Taking the fingers away from his entrance, he grabbed his toy and stroked it over his weeping cock. I realized he was using his own pre-cum to lube it. He stopped rubbing it over himself and brought it to his mouth.

I made a strangled sound and the dark eyes snapped open to look at me. I watched now in fascination as he gingerly sniffed at his essences coating it before extending his pointed tongue to lick it. I waited and watched. Something inside of me said to watch, that he was going to be sucking that imitation dick.

My feeling of inadequacy abated as I watched him. I sat straighter and leaned closer to him. I couldn’t believe it as I heard his lusty voice call my name as he continued stroking himself and licking his dildo. I decided enough was enough. I was his lover, not that artificial prick and I was prepared to show him I would not be pushed aside.

I took it from his hand while maintaining constant eye contact. I sniffed at it once, barely smelling his essence. I wanted more. Moving back to my original spot, I leaned forward and sucked hard on a nipple before licking it and blowing gently across it. He twitched and moaned under me. I continued down that lithe body, determined to find my own reward.

I found his cock with no problems as his hand kept stroking it. My tongue whipped across the tip as he thrust his hips up. It was a hard move being in the spread position he had assumed. I moved my face down further, teasing his perineum and ball sac. Biting the inside of my cheek had the saliva building in my mouth. I let it dribble out to lie around his entrance. I took the monster toy and slowly started rubbing it across his entrance.

His little pucker quivered and convulsed around the tip of his toy. I saw him trying to move towards the tip, trying to thrust himself onto it.

“Oh gods, please. More. I need you or it in me. Please”

His tone drove me on. I let it break through the little ring of the expectant man only to stop it as it barely entered him. I let it tease him as I twisted it but not allowing it to penetrate any further. I wanted to build the tension. My own body was responding to his sounds and his heady scents. It always made me hornier to smell his arousal. I finally relented and moved it in just a touch further. I smiled as I saw him squirming, trying to get it in further.

“Easy, my love, I promise you are going to be fucked thoroughly tonight.”

He whimpered again as I thrust it in deeper. It is a good thing the body emits endorphins to relax muscles during sex or he would have severely injured himself. I pushed in on it again and could imagine his muscles clenching around it as I hit his prostate and he voiced his pleasure. Another push and it is fully sheathed.

I was feeling unfulfilled as I pulled it out and pushed it back in that tight passage. I quickly looked into those glazed eyes and felt my own cock leaking. Leaning to the side, I grabbed the bottle of lube off the table. I took his hand off his cock and coated his fingers. I turned around so I was straddling his chest and shook my arse in his face.

I felt his lips on my globes, down the crack and finally running flat across my entrance. He was pleasing me as I took his weeping cock into the heat of my mouth, sinking down until I could feel his pubic curls tickle my nose. It was then I felt the two fingers enter me.

I moaned around him and contracted my throat at the same time. His fingers pushed further and then backed out. I felt his tongue reach out and touch where it could. My prick responded and snapped up against my stomach. He added a third finger and thrust hard. I swallowed him again before moving up to suck on the mushroom head.

As we sucked and fingered each other, I let a hand glide the toy in and out of him. His whimpers spurred me on. I pulled the toy out again, pushed back in and tilting it until I hit his prostate. I moved my hand away leaving it in place. The smallest movement from either of us and it touched off sensations in that sensitive little organ.

Quietly, I turned to look into his eyes. I moved my body from his and turned as I slowly dragged my mouth up his member until it was standing openly and glistening with a combination of his pre-cum and my mouth juices. I scooted up his body, making sure our cocks rubbed each other in passing. I let myself rest when I felt the tip of his cock against my arse. Bracing on one hand I leaned down and kissed him hotly and deeply as I guided his straining cock into me.

Slowly, I moved back until I was fully impaled on him. I don’t know if it was my warm passage surrounding his cock or his own impalement or a combination that caused those delicious sounds being groaned into my mouth, but I felt them. I slowly broke the kiss and sat up. My body shifted, took him in deeper and knew the extra pressure inside of him brought more moans.

I uttered two spells as I lifted up slowly. I felt his discomfort though and knew we had to stop. I whispered for him to hold onto me and to bring his legs back to the couch. The shifting and new position moved his embedded toy. I heard him whimper as the one spell took over and began moving the fake cock in and out in a very slow pace. I waited until I could feel its rhythm. When it moved out, I’d sink down his cock and then up when it dived back in.

His sounds were the sweetest music to my ears as his bent legs braced me as I leaned back to find a new angle. I felt his strong hands grab my hips and begin rising and lowering me on his steel like staff. I had been enjoying just feeling him fill me. It was even better to feel us both moving, yearning for release.

Those strong hands tightened around my hips again and stopped my moving. I could see from his expressions the dildo was still moving in him. With these same sure hands, I felt myself pushed roughly down on his cock in my arse as the toy thrust into him. It was a good thing I set it to a slow pace as he began lifting me up and down in sync with it.

I also discovered the faster and harder I moved, the same action was repeated by the toy. As that thought registered in both of us, I felt him reach down and wrap his had around my neglected, weeping cock. He wasn’t neglecting me now.

Those nubile fingers played along my straining cock like it was a flute and only he knew the tune to play. When he squeezed my swollen cock head I felt my balls tighten up and my internal muscles clench around him.

The reactions and sounds only pushed me faster. I felt my muscles bunching up as I slowly eased up one more time and just stopped. The toy backed out and stopped. I leaned forward just enough to take his nipples between my fingers and to gaze into his eyes. With a sudden move, I let my body drop itself down on him as I squeezed those hard nubs held in my fingers.

“Oh Fuck!” was all that echoed in his room. He trembled, I trembled. Muscles on both of us clenched as we succumbed to the pressure of our bodies pushing out our essences. In a word, it was fantastic. Being filled with his heat, covering him with mine and to his surprise, nothing filling him. He never knew I emptied that special feature with the second spell.

As we stilled and calmed down with each other, I leaned back, took a hold of the base of the phallus in him and slowly pulled it out. I let it drop to the floor as I moved forward. His softening member slid part way out of my well used arse. I could feel him trying to leave and clamped my muscles around him again.

Leaning forward some more, I placed a hand on either side of his face. He caught on to the serious look in my eyes. I licked his lips slowly, wanting his full attention. I had it.
“Now, my lover, let me tell you something. You made me feel inadequate and I felt I had to prove I was not. My new rule will be for you. I don’t care what you use on yourself just remember this – I will be the only one to fill you with my liquid heat. Nothing imitation for you there nor anyone else’s to fill you. I. DO. NOT. SHARE.”

His eyes reflected his brief confusion for mere seconds. I tried not to sound or look menacing, not at this time. With a smile on my face and letting it shine from my eyes, I waved us clean as I relaxed my muscles, slid off and laid to the side of him. I turned to face him and placed a hand overt his heart as I reached for his to place over mine.

“Do you feel that? It only beats that fast for you. You stir me that much. You always have and always will. Can I be that for you?”

His dark eyes sparkled. Those thin, sinful lips glistened as he wet them with his tongue. I felt both of us responding again. Would I ever get enough of him?

It was then his silky voice caressed me when he spoke. “My only grey-eyed lover, my only lover, I would never dream of anything filling me but you or water. You never need feel inadequate. You are far from inadequate, always have been, always will be. There will be times we use my toys or yours. Yes, I know you have them. They will never be a replacement, only an enhancement.”

He stopped talking and covered my hand on his chest with his own. He raised my hand, kissed the palm long and reverently before replacing it.

“Never fear, my loving Lucius. You have been and will be the only one to make my heart beat like that. You will forever be my only. I, too, DO NOT SHARE.”

He stopped talking to look into my eyes, sending the same message that I had. We both smirked at the other as the same thoughts crossed our minds and we said “Oh gods, if only the others could hear this. The two most feared Slytherins of the day.”

We laughed together. Who would have thought we could be so emotional? It wasn’t part of our public personas. We had to be cold, aloof and conceited. When we were alone, we were free to be out true selves – warm, tender, passionate – at least with each other and our families. It felt great.


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