Shattered
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Category:
Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female › Snape/Hermione
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,120
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Shattered
I'm losing control
I'm losing my mind
I can't do this
Now is not the time
Emotions circling
So close to the surface
Can't let them break through
Now is NOT the time
Calm and collected
Always in control
You're so strong
You can handle
Anything
Why can't they see?
I'm falling apart
I can't do this
I can't be like this
I can't cry
I don't want to cry
Why am I crying?
What is this inside?
So close to the surface
Waiting...
For the wrong moment
To come out
Why me?
Why does it hurt?
Why do I feel?
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL!
Turn it off
It's not appropriate
Have to be in control
Shorten the leash
I don't want praise
I want to be adored
I want to be ignored
Leave me alone
Why must I shine?
Why do I try?
Whay do I work
So HARD
For acceptance
I don't want?
I don't care
What you think
But I want you to like me
Why does it hurt?
Why am I here?
WHAT DO I WANT?
What do you want?
What can I do
To impress you?
Have to be perfect
Have to do everything right
No room for mistakes
Anything less than an O is a T
Why me?
Why me?
Why me?
Did I ask for this?
Did I ask to be smart?
Did I ask to have talent?
Did I ask for any of this?
Make it stop!
Make it all go away!
Leave me alone
I don't wanna be alone
Hold me
Tell me you love me
Lie to me
Tell me it'll be alright
Tell me there's a reason
Let me out!
Let me go!
Make it stop!
No more emotions
No more feelings
No more hiding
Lock it up!
Lock it away
No one cares
It doesn't matter
You don't matter
I don't matter
Let me die!
I don't want to die
Why does it hurt?
I don't WANT to feel!
Go away
Get out of my head
Get out of my heart
Get out from under my skin
I've got my own little worldview
I think outside the box
I'm still inside a box
Mine's just bigger
Than everyone else's
I feel sick
I can't deal
But I do
Take those lemons
And make lemonade
Hold on to it
Let it go
Head's not on straight
Straighten it out
You have to think this way
No, be yourself
I'm looking for approval
That I don't want
Why can't you just leave me
Alone
In my own little world