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Past Consequences

By: swirly
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Remus/Sirius
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 4
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Past Consequences

Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

Summary: Remus and Sirius were expecting a baby when the Potters were killed, but Remus thought he lost her. But everything comes out when dreams of the past reveal some truths. It turns out that their daughter is very close.

Pairings: Harry/Ginny, Sirius/Remus, Arthur/Molly, Ron/Hermione

A/N: I was curious what kind of response thid would get.

Warnings for chapter: Mpreg, M/F, M/M (others apply to future chapters)

Ch.1: Dreams of the Past?


She woke up screaming, "No don't leave me!!!!" She gasped as she looked around and grasped her wand from her nightstand, where she had left it for just this purpose. She placed the tip to her head and pulled a silver strand from it. She then placed it into the waiting phial. She put down her wand and fell back asleep. She would view the memory of her dream when she woke up in the morning, and perhaps get to the bottom of her dream.

OOOOO


He jolted awake, his green eyes wide. He jumped out of his cot and rushed over to the bed where his godfather slept, healing from his injuries from the Department of Mysteries. He shook him awake. "Sirius, Sirius, wake up. I need to talk to you." Finally, Sirius woke up, Harry continued, "Sirius, what happened to your daughter?"

"What, Harry, what are you talking about?" Sirius asked blinking himself more awake.

"What. Happened. To. Your. Daughter. I said. I just remembered something from right before my parents died. I remembered you and Remus visiting my parents and me, and Remus was talking to me. He was holding me and he told me that I would be getting a little friend soon, and he was asking me if I minded if it was a girl. So I repeat what happened to your daughter? She would be about Ginny\'s age." As he thought about his girlfriend he grinned to himself.

"Harry how do you remember that? That was on your first birthday. That was right before your parents went into hiding under the Fidelus Charm, at the same time Remus went in hiding because it's illegal for werewolves to have children. I didn't see him again until the Shrieking Shack, your third year. I found him again while I was away, and asked him about our daughter," Sirius looked to be on the verge of tears. He continued sadly, "He told me he lost her after he found out from the Daily Prophet that I had betrayed James and Lily to Voldemort."

"I'm sorry, Sirius. I didn't mean to bring up painful memories for you," Harry said softly, rubbing Sirius's back.

Sirius sobbed, "All those years in Azkaban, I thought they were safe together. I didn't even think about what I had done to him. I should never have gone after Wormtail, then I could have been there for him, but I wasn't. It's one of the things I will always regret, along with letting Hagrid take you to the Dursley's. I should have taken you to Remus right then, but all I could think about was revenge."

"Its okay, Sirius. I'm sure Remus doesn't blame you," Harry said comfortingly.

"So, he says, but I see the look in his eyes when he looks at me sometimes, when he thinks I can't see him," Sirius fell silent, and soon the two fell asleep.

OOOOO


Remus knew he was dreaming but couldn't stop the dream.

He sat at the kitchen table eating his breakfast, his hand rested on his stomach and felt his daughter moving. "I can't wait for you to get here, then we can join your daddy, and then you can meet my friends James and Lily and their son Harry. You'll like him. You two are going to be good friends." He looked up when he heard an owl scratching at the window, he flicked his wand allowing the owl in. An owl cam once a week bring the weeks news. He paid the owl and started to read, "Well, Baby lets see what's new."

As he read the first paper, he saw that there wasn't anything interesting, just some reports of Death Eater activity. The same with the second. The third paper though caused him to gasp: "He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named No More? There have been reports that He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named has been destroyed. In some of the saddest circumstances, on Halloween night, He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named apparently was able to get thru the Fidelus Charm placed on the Potter Family, and killed Aurors James and Lily Potter with the Avada Kedavra curse. However when he went to kill the couple's young son Harry, the curse seems to have rebounded and apparently destroyed him. The-Boy-Who-Lived "¦." Remus dropped the paper with a gasp, he grabbed up the rest, thinking there had to be a mistake, he read through the rest, but when he reached the last one he collapsed a sharp pain shooting through his body, and as he was fading out heard Albus Dumbledore's voice, "I'm sorry my boy"¦" The article had read, "Sirius Black arrested in connection to Potter deaths, and for the deaths of 13 muggles and one wizard, a friend of the Potter's, Peter Pettigrew. For more details, see page 4."

The next thing Remus knew, he was waking up in St. Mungo's. A mediwizard soon came to talk to him. "I'm sorry to inform you sir, but you have had a miscarriage. It seems as if it were stress-induced. I'm sorry for your loss.." Remus tuned out the rest. He held his now flat stomach and rocked himself on the bed. His poor baby girl. She was gone now. His arms felt empty. He would never be able to hold her, hear her heart beat, see her smile, nothing. How could Sirius have done something like that to their friends, to him.


Remus jolted upright in bed, clutching at his stomach, wishing he could hold his daughter, that he could have at least seen her once, but he had been informed that the body had been disposed of already, because he had been out for over a week. He had also been unable to talk to Sirius because he had been placed in Azkaban without a trial. He sobbed for the almost fifteen years he had spent not knowing his baby girl, for not being able to see her grow up, for not even knowing what she looked like. He sobbed himself back to sleep.

OOOOO


As she woke up she saw the phial laying next to her on her night stand. Hopefully, she would be able to see the dream that had haunted her, her whole life. She saw that it was only 5 am in the morning, but she couldn't go back to sleep, so she got out the Pensieve that she had "˜borrowed' from Snape's office. It was slightly broken and Snape had had a newer one that he was using and this one had been stashed away, so she had assumed it wouldn't be missed. She had set it up last night before going to bed on her desk. She picked up the phial and walked over to the desk. She poured the memory into the Pensieve. Harry had told her how the Pensieve worked. Then she grabbed her robe and pulled it on over her nightgown.

She leaned over the Pensieve, and felt herself being sucked in. The experience was different than what Harry had described. Harry had said that he had stood outside of the person's whose memory he was observing. But she was looking through what semed her own eyes.

Her vision was slightly blurry, but she could make out brown hair and kind brown eyes. A deep voice was whispering softly to her, and the person leaned forward and her vision blurred more, but she could hear him now, a raspy voice was saying, "I love you so much, my baby. I wish I could keep you, but I need to protect you. I know your new family will take very good care of you. You'll have plenty of older brothers to care for you. Always remember I love you very much. Maybe you'll meet Harry someday like I promised you." She felt a soft kiss on her forehead, and then the man moved away and he came into slightly better focus. "Baby, I want you to meet your new parents." She was transferred into new hands and her parents came into fuzzy view. She would recognize that red hair anywhere. "Hi, little one. We'll be taking you home with us. Welcome to our family, you'll be the first girl in the family in a long time." She heard that other voice from a distance, "Bye, my luv. I shall miss you always." And then the man was gone. She wanted to yell for him to come back, that she needed him, but all that came out was mewling cries. She was than being rocked, "Ginny, it's okay. Come we're taking you to meet your new brothers. They're going to love you." She was soon asleep, and the next thing she knew she was surrounded by red-haired boys of varying ages. Soon she was being passed around to everybody, and while she loved all the attention, but she missed the other one.

She came out of the Pensieve, shocked. Did this mean she was adopted? Was it even what really happened? She needed to talk to her parents and now. She rushed out of her room and down the hall to her parents' bedroom. She went in and woke them up, "Mum, Dad, wake up, I need to talk to you. Once they both sat up, and were looking at her, "I need to talk to you two. Is now okay?"

"Of course, Ginny. What's bothering you?" Her mother asked, stroking her red hair back.

"Am I adopted?" Ginny finally asked leaning against her mother's chest.

Her parents looked at her, and then at each other. Her father finally said, "Ginny, why don't you shower and get dressed and we'll discuss this after breakfast."



TBC ?

A/N: Should I continue? This was just something that begged me to be written. Updates might take a while though, because I still have my other fics to work on.
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