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But I Might Love You

By: gaagaa
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

But I Might Love You

DISCLAIMER: This is a story. That means this is fiction. I don\'t own any of these characters; I didn\'t invent any. It\'s all JK Rowling, so sue her.

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I still miss you. I\'m awake most nights, just remembering. I can\'t escape the nightmares, but I can\'t escape the angry, confused awake thoughts either. When they found me, screaming and crying, clutching your limp body like it could save me, they thought I killed you. Me! That I would kill you, Cedric! Because no one knew. No one guessed.

But I still miss you.

Do you remember how we\'d burst into the dormitory? How you\'d throw me onto the bed, ravaging me with your passionate kisses, our limbs tangled together? How you\'d enter me so slowly, saying my name, us both holding hands? How we\'d kiss, our tongues touching, our bodies as one? How we spent those evenings, just us? And how we were so in love...

But now you\'re gone.

You\'re gone, and I\'m alone. I don\'t understand how I\'m feeling. I haven\'t touched myself since you left. Because I loved you. And I love you still. But I miss you so much! I miss the way you\'d dance with me, our bodies touching. I miss the way you smiled, our eyes casually connecting, in a way no one else could know. I miss the way you\'d hold me tight, with the faint moonlight beaming down on our naked bodies, warmed only by the thin white bedsheets, and the fire in our hearts.

And it\'s not fair! It doesn\'t make sense! Why are you gone? Why are you dead? Why aren\'t you here, with me? Holding me, touching me, carressing me, loving me, making love to me? Because I still love you Cedric. You were taken. You were stolen from me.

Dangerous thoughts have been running through my mind. The thought that maybe I could see you again. It\'s just a simple spell. With just one flick of my wand, I\'d be with you, forever. But I know now that there\'s no God, no heaven and hell. If there was, why would you be gone? Why would I be alone, alone with no comfort, except the thoughts of how we were in love? And one thousand flicks of my wand could still never bring you back.

I loved you more than anything. And I still do. I want you to know that, Cedric. I love you. And I know that there is some beautiful bond that will never break - that can never break! So I\'ll still remember the way we groaned and shouted each other\'s name, dowsed in sweat as we reached a climax. And I still remember the way you panted hot breath into my ear, as you pushed yourself inside me, arms around me, holding me tight.

So will you still hold me tight, Cedric? Please. I need you to. And never let me go.

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I dashed this together earlier today. I think it\'s nice, but if you don\'t like it, it\'s OK. Please, rate and review.