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I Am . . . James

By: druscillaryan
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 2
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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I Am . . . James

Title: \"I Am . . . James\"
Author: Me, Druscilla Ryan
Pairing: Harry/Sirius (my first HP/SB fic!!!)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Don\'t own HP characters, okay? Thanks for asking.


\"I\'d give up me for you.\" -Danielle Selders

I Am . . . James

Sirius was drunk, much to Harry\'s amusement. When his godfather had suggested a small drink before the pair of them retired, Harry hadn\'t thought Sirius meant a bottle of vodka, a six pack of beer, and half a bottle of wine. But apparently, it had.

Sirius excused himself to go to the bathroom and when he got back, Harry had a sneaking suspicion he must have snorted or smoked something because he looked worse than when he went in.

Harry was about to start cleaning up their mess, when Sirius grabbed his wrist and kissed him. \"Hullo.\" he said, smiling. \"Haven\'t seen you in awhile.\" Sirius kissed the confused boy again, who responded hesitantly. \"Neat trick with your eyes.\" Sirius giggled, a most un-Siriuslike characteristic. \"Is it a game, Jamey?\"

Jamey? Who the hell is--oh shit. Harry\'s eyes widened with realization.

Sirius pushed Harry flat on the couch and straddled his waist. \"You\'re so beautiful . . . Jamey.\" He pouted after a moment. \"Why haven\'t you said anything?\" he demanded. For a moment, his eyes seemed to clear up. \"H-Harry?\"

\"No.\" the boy lied. \"I am . . . James.\" It seemed as though the dream where Sirius claimed his body and pronounced his love might actually happen to Harry . . . in a left-hand way.

\"Jamey.\" Sirius traced the boy\'s jawline with his fingertip and then kissed him. \"Mine.\"

\"Yours.\" Harry agreed softly.

Sirius slowly tugged Harry\'s shirt over his head, then began to kiss his way down Harry\'s slim torso . . . until he reached the button on his jeans. His long, pale fingers made quick work of both zipper and button before he pulled the fabric to Harry\'s ankles.

In a few seconds, Harry\'s boxers were removed and Sirius threw both articles of clothing to the floor, leaving Harry completely naked except for his socks. Which was all James ever wore when they shagged.

\"Mmmm...\" Sirius smiled. \"It\'s been forever, hasn\'t it, Jamey?\"

\"Y-Yes.\" Harry stammered, knowing what was going to come next.

Slowly, Sirius lowered his head and opened his mouth to lick the tip of Harry\'s erection. Then, even more slowly, he enveloped Harry\'s turgid prick with his mouth, licking and sucking like a professional. At the same time, he cupped Harry\'s sac and squeezed gently, then ran his fingers over the bit of length he couldn\'t fit in his mouth.

To Sirius it seemed like seconds before Harry came, a volcano of sweet white lava. To Harry it seemed hours.

Then, after licking up the few drops of salty liquid he had missed, Sirius licked a finger and slowly slid it into Harry\'s opening. Harry gasped, never having felt the sensation before. Sirius added another finger. \"I miss you, Jamey.\" he said, murmuring a lubrication spell.

\"I miss you, too, Sirius.\" Harry said breathlessly. Slowly, he brought a hand up to his godfather\'s cheek. \"I love you.\"

Sirius\' smile seemed to make him look twenty years younger. \"You do? Still?\"

\"Of course.\" Harry said.

Still smiling, Sirius positioned himself and then quickly thrust into the young boy. \"Jamey . . . you\'re so tight.\"

Harry tried not to wince, but it hurt and then . . . \"Oh!\" He jerked as Sirius hit his prostate gland. \"Oh... Sirius. God!\" He let his hands slide over the scarred back of the man taking him. \"Fuck, Sirius!\"

Sirius kissed Harry\'s neck, then collarbone, then his lips. \"So beautiful, James. So fucking beautiful.\"

Harry tensed and then came for the second time that night. Sirius quickly did the same.

The collapsed together, a tangle of arms and flesh and sticky sweet seed. \"I love you, James.\"

Harry\'s eyes filled with tears as he turned away. \"I love you, too.\" He tried not to cry. I\'m sorry. he thought bitterly. I\'m sorry I\'m not my dad.

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