Crush

Author\'s Note: Well I just really wanted some good MWPP smut and this little plot bunny popped into my head. I know its tremendously LONG, but I like it that way! It didn\'t start out that way I assure you, but I just love the way it turned out and didn\'t want to break it up into chapters! So it\'s only a one-shot, meaning that there will be no more chapters after this one, but its always possible I\'ll write a sequel one day, though no guarantees on that. Anyway, anything you need to know for the story? Just that ~*~^_^_^~*~ means start/end of a flashback.

Summary: James has a problem that only Sirius and Remus can help him with. Will he be able to ask them? Will they be willing to help? How horny has James been all these years?

Rating: Most definitely rated \'R\'! Everything is described in immense detail and hopefully well. This is a SLASH story, in case you haven\'t figured that out, meaning male/male relationships. If you don\'t like-y, don\'t read-y, okie dokie? Has some language in it and other specifics are M/M, M/M/M, Anal, Oral, Rimming, Solo, Voyuerism, Double Penetration, Yaoi, Lemon and I suppose it really only has enough plot to move the story along, so its still really a PWP.

Disclaimer: I don\'t own any of these characters or the world of HP...yet! Mwhahahaha...coughcough, ah, nevermind go read the story and please enjoy! ;P


Crush


James was something he wasn\'t normally, nor did he savor, being. James Potter was unsure of himself. It had to do with Lily, his soon to be wife. The thought of that thrilled him and filled him with a terrible dread at the same time. But this uneasiness also had to do with his friends. They made his stomach twist in a few uncomfortable knots.

It had been building and building until James just couldn\'t take not knowing certain answers anymore. He hadn\'t slept the past few nights and had declined to see anyone as well. He was sure he looked quite a sight, but he didn\'t care. Right now he was trying to scrounge up the reason why he was standing outside Sirius and Remus\' door and not knocking to come in. For that matter, why hadn\'t he just flooed into their livingroom like he always had before? He knew why. He knew the questions he wanted to ask them and was afraid of the answers.

James took a deep breath and scraped together what little Gryffindor courage hadn\'t left him yet. He raised his hand to knock on the door, only to have it opened before he could tap on it. James took a quick step back at having a wand sticking in his face, \"Hey! It\'s just me!\" he said alarmed.

Remus Lupin stuck his young face out the door, looking at James disapprovingly. His sandy brown hair hung in his face and he impatiently swept it to the side, \"Merlin James, why were you hanging around the door like that? It\'s not funny you know with Deatheaters about and all,\" he said while opening the door and allowing James to enter into his small flat.

James swallowed his heart that had went into his throat at having a wand pointed at him. Remus was right, he shouldn\'t have loitered around their door like that, Remus could have hexed him into oblivion and not even known it was him. He walked into their livingroom and took off his cloak, he held it in his hands, fidgeting with the material. \"I\'m sorry Moony,\" was all he could think of to say.

James noticed Remus was looking at him with that odd penetrating gaze he often had when he would figure out what was wrong with one of his friends. James hurriedly looked away from those amber eyes, not wanting Remus to see the reason he was here. \"What\'s wrong Prongs? Is everything alright with Lil\'s?\"

James frowned not wanting to answer. Why the bloody hell am I here? Did he really intend on asking them what he wanted to know? \"No, no, she\'s fine,\" James said.

Remus frowned and took the James\' cloak from him, lying it over the arm of an overstuffed chair in the corner. James wished he hadn\'t, what was he going to do with his hands now? He started wiping imaginary dust off the front of his robes and still avoided Remus\' gaze. He was sure he looked like a fool, or maybe just crazy.

\"Prongs, is anything wrong with you? Remus asked much more directly. James fidgeted more, now shifting his weight from one foot to the other, and absently putting his hands in his pockets and then pulling them out again.

James felt very hot in this room. He fanned his face and sank down onto the burgundy couch that dominated the small living room. He put his head in his hands, Why the fuck was he here? He couldn\'t ask them. He didn\'t want to know. What if they rejected him? James shivered at the thought, he then shivered more when he felt a gentle hand on his arm. Remus had sat beside him on the couch.

\"James! What\'s going on? I want you to tell me right now!\" Remus demanded. James knew from the sound of Remus\' voice that he wasn\'t mad at him but more scared for him. He was probably thinking Voldemort had made him promise to come to tea tomorrow or something truly aweful. This is truly aweful James thought.

The silence had stretched out to become a bit awkward and neither Marauder had moved when someone else joined them in the room. Sirius Black watched silently as his best friend sat on the couch with his head in his hands and Remus, his mate, worrying over him. What had happened?

James jumped a little when a deep baritone voice gently reached his ears and another weight sat down opposite him, \"Are you alright James? What\'s happened? Where\'s Lily?\"

James frowned, why was everyone so damn worried over Lily? What about him? He normally would have laughed over his petulant thoughts, but instead only gave a deep sigh. \"Lily\'s fine. It\'s just me,\" he said quietly into his hands.

He didn\'t see the worried look that passed above his head as Remus and Sirius communicated with each other. Remus gave a small shrug and Sirius\' eyebrows rose a little higher in worry. \"He was just standing at the door, not knocking or anything when I opened it and found him there,\" Remus said explaining at least a little.

\"Why didn\'t you just floo in Prongs? You know you\'re always welcome,\" Sirius said seriously.

James jerked one of his shoulders, \"Dunno, well, ah, I dunno,\" he finished lamely. This wasn\'t going how he wanted at all. He knew that Sirius and Remus would not let him leave now until he told them what was wrong. He just didn\'t want to see their faces when he asked them. The very thought made him want to retch on the floor.

James shuddered as Sirius\' hand rested on his back, he didn\'t know if he could handle both of them touching him at the same time, but then wasn\'t that what he wanted? Wasn\'t that what he had always wanted from them, he\'d just been to chickenshit to ask them before? Oh it had happened once and that was what had made it first all come out. He could still remember it like it had been the night before:

~*~^_^_^~*~
Seventh years, James, Sirius, and Remus were all in their dormitory playing a drunken game of truth or dare. Peter was off with his girlfriend, probably in the astronomy tower, and they had locked themselves in the room. No one wanted a repeat performance of Sirius waking up naked in the common room and revealing \'himself\' to a bunch of first years again. No that would be bad and they had lost enough house points the first time, no need to repeat it. They were pretty pissed this time around, having decided that after every dare was completed they would all have a shot of fire whiskey. The person who had just completed the dare, getting two shots. They had already went through three bottles already and were still going strong. It was Remus\' turn and Sirius had to ask him.

\"Trueth, er Dahre, Moony?\" Sirius slurred, looking at his boyfriend. Oh yes, they had been a couple for around a year now and James had known the whole time and not really cared. At least they were happy was all he had ever said about it.

\"Eh, Dare!\" Remus had exclaimed, trying to cheat and have a drink out of the bottle. Sirius quickly took it from him.

\"Cheeter! Anewayz, I dahre you to, to, kiss meh!\" he said, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

\"Sure!\" Remus agreed readily and leaned over to do just that, until his face hit James\' hand anyway. James pulled his face back, and both his friends pouted at him. \"Why\'d you stop us Prongsy?\" Remus asked annoyed.

James was always amazed at Remus\' ability to not slur his words even when he was shitfaced, \"S\'not ah fair dahre!\" he said in his defense.

Sirius looked at him and slowly nodding, not because he had thought about it and agreed with James, but because it had taken him that long to just understand what James had said, \"Yeah, so?\" Remus asked.

But Sirius interrupted James\' response, finally figuring out an answer of his own, \"Yez, he\'s reght, ya know. S\'not feair at all. So\'s I chnges\' its, okay?\" James nodded triumphantly, and Remus nodded slowly, not liking missing a chance at kissing Sirius.

\"I\'s chnges\' tha dahre to you, Moonies, kissing Prongz instad!\" he pointed at James and grinned really big, taking a swig from the fire whiskey bottle in his victory at changing the dare.

\"Really? Well, okay!\" Remus said brightly, not seeming to mind a bit at kissing James. James though was a bit reserved on the matter and narrowed his eyes at both Sirius and Remus. It\'s not that it really bothered him, but it did make him a tad nervous.

\"Don\'t worry Prongs, I won\'t bite,\" Remus said wickedly and leaned over so that the two boys\' lips were touching. James\' lips were a bit numb from all the liqour he had had, so the sensation wasn\'t bad, in fact not feeling anything made the experience quite normal. James relaxed some and his intoxicated mind didn\'t really comprehend what was happening when Remus\' tongue eased its way into his mouth.

James finally became aware of it and found it a little surprising that he didn\'t mind Remus frenching him. It was curious to feel Remus\' slick tongue moving around in his mouth, gliding over his teeth and batting at his tongue. James was a little more surprised when he found himself responding to Remus\' kiss. He started kissing him back. His tongue slowly inching its way into Remus\' mouth, with Remus sucking and urging his tongue in the whole time. Remus seemed to not mind a bit and they continued kissing each other for only Merlin knows how long.

It was when James heard a deep moan that he broke his kiss with Remus and saw that Sirius had wanked off watching them! Remus was grinning widely and James couldn\'t stop looking at Sirius\' cock. He looked away finally as Sirius tucked himself back in and said drunkenly, \"THAT waz fukin\' hot you\'s two!\"

Remus was still grinning and swiped some of the come that had landed on the floor on to his finger and promptly put it in his mouth. He sucked off all the come and James found himself wondering what come tasted like and more specifically what Sirius\' come tasted like. James noitced that some of the come had landed on the glass whiskey bottle that was in front of Sirius. He reached over and picked it up, not noticing Remus and Sirius watching him.

It was mostly just a small glob of come, but it fascinated James. He already knew how come felt on his fingers, he had wanked off many times himself, but he didn\'t know how it tasted. He raised the bottle to his mouth and lapped off the glob of come. Remus groaned and fell to the floor, inbetween James and Remus. James paid him no mind and concentrated on how Sirius\' come was salty and tangy and slid around in his mouth. James decided he liked the taste of Sirius\' come and swallowed.

\"Ah! He\'z a swallowher Moonies! Fuck, Prongsies...you gay?\" Sirius asked peering at him intently like the word \'Gay!\' would suddenly appear in flashing letters on his forehead.

Remus had crawled into Sirius\' lap and was busy kissing Sirius\' ear. \"Don\'t knows Padsfeet,\" James said slowly. Was he? He liked Lily still, the thought of her in only her knickers still made his cock twitch to life, but then the thought of kissing Remus, or the taste of Sirius\' come did too. \"Have\'s to thienks abouts it,\" James said standing up with the bottle of fire whiskey and only wobbling a little. He went to his bed and sat on it, he looked at Remus and Sirius again and they were both looking at him curiously.

\"It\'s okay either way, you know,\" Remus said, finally stopping his nipping on Sirius\' jaw. Sirius nodded his agreement, still watching James.

\"Yea?\" James said, \"Yea, you\'s right. Buts I\'s stell got to thienks abouts it, okay?\" he asked. Remus and Sirius nodded in usion, a small miracle for two drunk teenagers. James cradled the whiskey bottle and somehow shut his curtains with one hand. He laid down on his bed and stared up not really seeing the canopy ceiling, thinking. He soon fell asleep.

The next morning, no one said anything about what had happened. Sirius and Remus didn\'t even give him any funny looks. James figured they didn\'t even remember, they had all been pretty shitfaced. James remembered though, and he knew he hadn\'t dreamed it. There was still a little dried come on the whiskey bottle he had been holding when he had woken up. It certainly hadn\'t been a dream. James didn\'t want to say anything though. What if it wasn\'t okay with Sirius now that James had snogged his boyfriend? What if Remus hadn\'t really wanted to kiss James and felt bad about it now if her knew? James had decided he would never tell them what had happened, it would just make things weird. But James never forgot, no he certainly didn\'t.
~*~^_^_^~*~

Ever since that night James would unexpectedly think of his two friends like that. He would be wanking off, thinking of Lily and suddenly he would see himself kissing Remus and jacking Sirius. Sometimes he would dream of Sirius bending him over and taking him and then Remus taking him and James himself begging for it the entire time. Even when he was awake at odd times he would find himself admiring one of his friends or accidently staring at one of their crotches, wondering.

That night had opened a pandora\'s box for James and the closer the wedding date came for he and Lily, the more and more he thought of Remus and Sirius and what might have been. Would they have wanted him then? Would they want him now? These thoughts tormented him and he wanted to know the answers, but how was he going to ask? They didn\'t even remember that night! But James knew he couldn\'t, wouldn\'t be able to rest and marry Lily without knowing the answers first.

James was brought out of his thoughts though as both Sirius and Remus were calling his name, rather urgently. \"James, James. Prongs! What are you on about?\" He must have been muttering.

James finally just let it tumble out of his mouth, it wasn\'t out of courage either, he just couldn\'t take the pressure that was building in his chest. Not that this might relieve it. \"Well one night when we were seventh years we were playing truth or dare and we were drunk and you Sirius dared me Remus to kiss me and he did, but we sort of snogged actually and you thought it was really hot and it probably would of went a lot farther if I hadn\'t went to bed, but you two don\'t remember any of it, because you never asked me about it afterwards. But I can\'t stop thinking about it and wondering about what might have been and could be and I and, and,\" James seemed to run out of steam there and refused to move his face away from his hands, he refused to think about what their faces looked like at that moment.

Remus and Sirius were being completely silent, James couldn\'t even hear their breathing. He felt Sirius\' hand leave his back. Oh Merlin, he\'s going to punch me for snogging Remus, shit!

James was surprised though as his hands were gently pried away from his face. Sirius was kneeling before him, a concerned expression on his face. \"James, we remember that night,\" he said quietly.

James blinked. \"You do? But, But, neither of you ever asked or said anything about what happened!\"

Sirius nodded, \"We didn\'t want to make you feel uncomfortable. You never said anything yourself and we were afraid that you didn\'t want to remember what happened.\"

James looked down at his shoes, that did make sense from their point of view. James fidgeted with his hair, making it messier each time he pushed a hand through it.

\"James, why is this bothering you now?\" Remus asked, obviously not missing that part of his speech \"wondering about what might have been and could be...\".

James swallowed, \"It never stopped bothering me, I have always been thinking about it,\" he said quietly.

Sirius took a deep breath, \"Are you afraid that you\'re gay and it bothers you about Lily and all that?\"

James finally looked at Sirius willingly, \"I\'ll still marry Lily no matter what. I love her more then anything,\" he said strongly. \"It\'s just that, that I can\'t marry her without,\" he muttered the rest of it.

Remus nudged him, \"What was that James? I don\'t think you could have said that any lower,\" he teased.

James ghosted a smile, and finally just said what he wanted from his two best friends, \"I can\'t marry her without being with you two first. I suppose you could say I\'ve had a bit of a crush on the two of you since that night,\" he said blushing furiously.

Remus, quiet sensitive Remus actually laughed at him. It wasn\'t a chuckle, a giggle, or even a normal laugh, no, it was a full out belly laugh that few people were privleged to here from Remus John Lupin. James at the moment wasn\'t so appreciative. Sirius looked amused though James wasn\'t sure to who\'s expense it was at.

\"I\'m sorry to laugh James, but I never thought you of all people, would have a,\" he giggled,\"crush on me and Sirius!\"

James rolled his eyes, \"Shut it Moony,\" and somehow felt immensely better that he could still laugh with his best friends. He was still nervous, but he did feel better.

Sirius was smiling at them both, \"James, do you mean, really mean what you want from us?\" he asked. James nodded his head slowly, and then again much more certain.

\"Okay then, you game Moony?\" Sirius asked wiggling his eyebrows suggestively, just like that night so long ago.

Remus grinned, \"Yes I am,\" he looked over at James, \"I think that we might need a little something to help James be a little more comfortable,\" and with that he pulled out his wand and a bottle of fire whiskey flew from the kitchen and into Remus\' hand. Remus broke the seal of the bottle and took a fast swig of it. He growled a little bit, \"That\'s some good stuff. Take a pull boys,\" and he handed the bottle to Sirius.

Sirius took a good pull from the bottle and handed it to James, \"Just like old times mate.\"

James smiled a little and took the bottle. He couldn\'t help but think of Sirius\' come being on that old bottle and him tasting it. Now here he was at their flat and they had just agreed to let James explore something that could be very pleasurable for them all. James took a large drink of the whiskey, letting it slowly burn a way down to his stomach and simmer there. He took another drink right after the first.

He was excited that this was really going to happen. He had wanted this for a long time, whether he wanted to admit it or not. It still made him nervous though. Remus must have sensed his unease and that\'s why he had brought the fire whiskey into the mix.

They drank a while longer, none really talking just taking pulls from the bottle. James slightly noticed that he was drinking much heavier then Sirius or Remus. He was about to take another swig when Remus said his name. James felt the bottle being taken from his hand as he turned his face to Remus. He was again slightly surprised as Remus\' lips met his own.

This time James wasn\'t so drunk that everything was numbed. He could feel the warm, slightly wet lips that pressed against his own dry, chapped ones. Remus kissed him a couple more times, closed mouth kisses, sweet kisses. He backed off a little, looking at James, \"Yea?\"

James nodded, \"Yea.\"

Remus leaned back in and kissed James again. When Remus\' tongue slid suggestively over his bottom lip, James found himself eagerly opening his mouth. Remus invaded his mouth, his tongue going over all the same spots he had before, relearning James\' mouth. James let out a small whimper as he felt Remus\' hands push his robes open, revealing his t-shirt and jeans underneath and pushing his hands under James\' shirt, letting his hands roam over bare skin.

James couldn\'t believe how good this felt and he gasped audibly when Remus\' fingers brushed over his sensitive nipples. He let out a small yelp as Remus pinched one and rolled it between his fingers, making it pebble from the attention it was getting. Remus left his mouth going down to nip his teeth along James\' chin. He shifted between licking and nibbling when he reached and went down James\' throat and James thought he would fall off the couch when Remus pushed his shirt up more and started lapping at his nipples.

He moaned and opened his eyes that had closed while he and Remus had been kissing. He saw Sirius still in kneeling in front of him, looking flushed. James watched as Sirius slid back into his seat on the couch, beside James. He caught James\' chin in his hand and held James\' face straight, so he couldn\'t see Sirius except out of his side view. James let out a low moan as he felt Sirius\' hot breath against his ear, \"You and Remus together are still fucking hot,\" he whispered.

James let out a loud moan when he felt Sirius beginning to suck on his earlobe, biting and nibbling at it. James jerked his face from Sirius\' grasp and turned it to Sirius who crushed his mouth onto James\'. Sirius was different to kiss then Remus, James soon realized. He was demanding and immediately took what he wanted, while Remus was more patient and liked to coax. Sirius\' tongue thrust into his mouth and fought with James\' tongue dominating him in the end.

James didn\'t know how much time passed, but then Sirius pulled back, \"We need to continue this in the bedroom, I think,\" he said, his voice much more husky then usual.

Remus who had been busy lapping a way down James\' stomach nodded while he untangled James\' hand that was still tightly gripping his hair. James nodded too, \"Yeah, the bedroom,\" he said.

They all stood and Sirius took his hand, leading the way. James felt like he was having an out of body experience, he felt like he wasn\'t really in his own body but floating somewhere close by, watching what was happening. He could feel Remus walking behind him and he shuttered knowing what was soon going to happen. He couldn\'t wait.

They reached the bedroom and James couldn\'t stop staring at the bed with its blue and white checkered sheets. \"You still okay with this Prongs?\" he heard Sirius ask him. James looked at him and did the only thing he knew that would convince his friend completely. He leaned forward and kissed Sirius, catching his bottom lip inbetween his own teeth, making Sirius groan.

They continued kissing as James felt both Sirius and Remus\' hands undressing him. Remus pulled off his robe, while Sirius pulled up his shirt, momentarily breaking their kiss to get it off of him completely. James moaned when he felt both their hands at the front of his jeans, teasingly brushing over his erection. Soon his pants went down and he let out a distressed noise at the fact he couldn\'t kick them off because he still had his shoes on.

Sirius chuckled and broke their kiss. He pushed James onto the bed, making him land on his back with his feet still on the floor. Remus laughed too and bent down, taking off his shoes and socks. Sirius leaned forward and suddenly pulled not only his boxers, but his pants as well off in one sweep.

James was naked before the two lovers and he felt very exposed being the only one without any clothes on. He noticed the way both Sirius and Remus were looking him up and down. Taking in his smooth chest, flat stomach that still had definition from playing quidditch so much. He watched them take in his hard cock that was at the moment touching his belly and his balls nestled in a patch of jet black hair.

Sirius smiled, obviously liking what he saw. He winked at James and turned to Remus who was still checking out James. Sirius slowly slid a finger from the top of Remus\' throat down to his first shirt button. He slowly popped each button out of its hole, kissing each new exposure of bare skin. James watched as Remus closed his eyes and arched his back into Sirus. Sirius slid his mates shirt from his shoulders and went down on his knees. James watched wide eyes as Sirius undid Remus\' pants, which had a noticable tent in them, and slid them down his thighs, knees, and calfs. Remus didn\'t have any shoes on and so he quickly rid himself of the pants.

Sirius pulled down Remus\' briefs, letting James see Remus\' cock in its full glory. It was hard and leaking precome from its tip. Sirius glanced to make sure James was paying attention and then engulfed Remus\' entire cock in his mouth. Remus let out a cry and began rocking his hips back and forth, fucking Sirius\' mouth. James found himself turned on like never before and wrapped his hand around his aching cock.

He jacked himself in the same time as Remus fucked Sirius\' mouth. Remus noticed James pleasuring himself and smiled, \"You want to be in Sirius\' position?\" he asked breathlessly. James nodded.

Remus pushed Sirius off of him, only to have him pout a little before he realized why Remus had pushed him off. James slowly slid off the bed, kneeling where Sirius had been just moments before. Sirius had backed up, out of the way watching the two intently. \"Come here James,\" Remus said, urging James\' face toward his crotch. Remus moaned as James flicked his tongue out, tasting Remus\' precome from the tip of his cock. He urged him on, allowing James to lick all over his throbbing cock. It thrilled James who found he loved the way Remus\' cock tasted. He kept licking until he reached back to the tip of the shaft and felt Remus\' hand guiding from the back of his head, for his cock to go into James\' mouth.

James opened wide and took in as much he could, feeling uncomfortable at how full his mouth was. Remus slowly slid his cock back and forth, allowing James to take in a little more each time. Soon though Remus couldn\'t control himself much longer and was fucking James\' face as he had been Sirius\'. James didn\'t gag, but he could feel the pressure building up and it excited him. He let out a moan when he felt Sirius from behind him. Remus moaned at the vibrations James was sending through his cock.

Sirius had removed his own clothing while watching James and Remus go at it. He slid behind James and tweaked his nipples, making the man moan. Sirius started licking his way down James\' back, making sure his hands kept going down, sliding down James\' belly, down into those dark curls and one hand wrapped around his friends cock and the other started playing with his balls.

Sirius stroked James making him start to thrust into his hand, James couldn\'t believe the way it felt to have another man\'s hand around his cock and on his balls. He could feel Sirius\' tongue going down his back to his arse and he couldn\'t help but spread his legs wider when Sirius reached it. He knew what Sirius was going to do and he couldn\'t wait. While Sirius continued jacking him he felt his tongue start to lick around his hole.

James shuddered, feeling his hole pucker everytime Sirius hit it. James was on his knees and was uncomfortable in his position, but wouldn\'t change it for the world. He knew Remus had to be close to coming, he was thrusting into his mouth harder and had a death grip on his hair. Sirius had let go of his cock and balls and had instead spread his ass cheeks apart, allowing him much better access to James\' hole. He was now lathering James\' hole, pushing the tip of his tongue into James.

Remus suddenly cried out, thrusting his entire cock into James\' mouth and came. James gagged then, not used to spurts of come spiraling down his throat. Remus pulled out a little, allowing his come to fill James\' mouth. James eagerly swallowed all he could, loving the fact that Remus\' come tasted just like his dreams had remembered Sirius\' had; salty, tangy and perfect.

Remus finally pulled out of James and sat on the bed heavily. James could see he was satisfied and felt a thrill go through him that he had done that. He licked at his lips, trying to get all the come that had leaked out of his mouth, he wanted to keep every bit it. \"Sirius,\" he heard Remus say hoarsely, \"Get him on the bed before you fuck him.\"

Sirius\' tongue left James\' ass and James groaned at the loss. He heard a growl behind him and gruff, \"Get on the bed James, on your hands and knees.\" James clamoured up beside Remus, getting into the position that Sirius had ordered, quivering with excitement.

He felt Sirius\' fingers gently probbing at his entrance and whimpered. He wanted it so bad, he had waited so long. Remus wiped at James\' chin, coming away with the rest of his come, \"Here use this as lube,\" James heard and shuddered at the thought of Remus\' come being used as lube for Sirius to fuck him. It was just such a damn hot thought!

Sirius smeared three fingers with Remus\' come and pushed the first one slowly into James. James gave a small cry, but otherwise seemed to take it well. \"Just relax,\" Sirius crooned, as he slid his finger in and out of James tight hole. When he pushed a second finger into him, James winced and gave another little cry. It hurt, but felt good at the same time. He never wanted it to stop. James thought he was going to come all over the sheets when Sirius started talking, still fingering him.

\"Do you like it James? My fingers fucking you? Do you want me go a little harder, like this?\" and he increased his pace making James gasp. \"You do like it don\'t you? I bet you wish that I had done this in seventh year, don\'t you? That I had bent you over and just fingered you until you came all over the floor.\"

James moaned out a, \"Yes,\" and Sirius added a third finger, scissoring his fingers some to stretch him out more. \"Tell me what you wish James,\" Sirius ordered.

James moaned as Sirius increased his pace again, \"I, I wish you had fucked me in seventh year. I wish you both had. I wish you had fucked me with your fingers, your cocks, with that damn whiskey bottle! Anything!\" James cried out, starting to lose control of himself.

Sirius moaned, \"Don\'t tempt me with that bottle idea,\" he growled.

James couldn\'t take the thought of that, he let out a wanton moan and pushed his arse back onto Sirius\' fingers, hard and begged. \"Fuck Merlin, Sirius please! I need, I need you now, now!\" Sirius didn\'t need anymore incentive then that. James whimpered at the temporary loss of Sirius\' fingers but then let out a small scream as Sirius thrust himself deep inside him.

It was like someone had suddenly shoved a beater bat up James\' ass. He cried out as Sirius sank his entire length into him. Popping his ass \'cherry\' in one blow. Sirius didn\'t allow James much time to get used to a cock filling his ass to the brim and immediately started pulling out of him, all the way to his tip, only to slam his cock back inside. James felt like a ragdoll as he felt Sirius\' strong hands holding his hips and roughly pulling them back everytime he would thrust forward into James.

James thought he might break in half for a few minutes, but loved the feeling of Sirius\' cock fucking him. Sirius began pounding his hard meat into James and James moaned in ecstasy. \"Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!\" James chanted over and over, completely lost in the sensations that had taken over his body. He didn\'t know anything else in this world except Sirius\' cock pounding inside of him.

At this pace it didn\'t take Sirius long to go over the edge, with a deep moan he thrust himself once more into James completely and came. He filled James\' ass with all his seed and moaned as he slowly slid out of him. James laid there, breathing deeply as his mind came back to him. Sirius had just fucked him and it had felt good. He shifted a little, now lying completely on the bed. James whimpered as he rubbed his cock against the sheets.

He was uncomfortably hard and wanted to come badly. He slid his hand down and wrapped it around himself and began to pump his cock. He whimpered loudly though when his hand was pulled off of his cock. He felt himself being turned over and found his head in Sirius\' lap, who sat with his back against the headboard. He stroked James\' hair and watched as his mate got inbetween James\' legs. James looked to see Remus lick at his balls.

James cried out, not knowing how much he would be able to take. Remus smiled that smile of his and ran his tongue from the base of James\' cock up to the tip. He then slid just the head in and sucked greedily on it. James couldn\'t take it and thrust his hips upward. Remus though pushed his hips back down and wrapped one hand around James\' shaft. He continued to suck only the head and jacked the rest of James\' cock.

James moaned, knowing he wasn\'t going to last much longer. And again it was Sirius that threw him off the edge with his dirty talk, \"Come for us, we want to see you come into Remus\' hot mouth. He loves drinking come James, give him what he wants. Come for us,\" and with those words James did with a loud cry. And it was just as Sirius said, Remus loved drinking come and swallowed every drop of James\', not allowing a single drop out of his mouth.

James went limp and smiled dreamily as Sirius continued to smooth his hair and stroke his face. Remus climbed up beside of him, wrapping an arm around his waist, nuzzling his face into James\' neck. James gave a contented sigh and didn\'t see both Remus and Sirius smilng at him.

\"Are you satisfied Prongs?\" Sirius asked.

James nodded happily.

\"Does that mean I don\'t get to fuck that hot arse of yours too?\" Remus pouted.

James\' smile widened and he finally spoke, \"Mr. Prongs would like to make it clear that he is satisfied right now, but in an hour or so he will most positively want Mr. Moony\'s cock up his arse.\"

\"Mr. Moony would like to state that that suits him just fine,\" Remus replied.

Sirius pouted now, \"Mr. Padfoot would like to question where he will be during all of this?\"

James giggled, \"Mr. Padfoot will be under Mr. Prongs getting back what he so readily gave a few minutes ago, if that\'s alright with him anyway.\"

Sirius let out a bark-like laugh, \"Mr. Padfoot thinks that\'s fine as wine.\"

\"Mr. Moony wants to ask if Mr. Prongs still has a,\" he sniggered, \"crush on his friends.\"

James lazily slapped at Remus, \"Sod off,\" and Remus sniggered again.

James felt so much better, cocooned between his two best friends, his lovers, for now. He couldn\'t believe that he had been nervous about telling them how he felt, he should of known that they would understand and be accepting of him. He didn\'t know how long this would last really, but he knew he had tonight and the morning and he planned to use as much of that time as possible. This wasn\'t over yet!

THE END! (for now)

Well did you like it? Was it so unbelievable long that you quit reading it and had to come back to it? I know it was long but like I said I didn\'t want to break it up and disrupt the flow of the story with chapters. You would have read all that one way or another either way really! Sorry for any grammar mistakes and PLEASE review if you actually read this story, it would mean so much to me to hear your thoughts, good or bad. It really does help me to be a better writer based on what you people think and I can\'t know what you think unless you review can I? So please review! Pretty please?!?