Death By Love

Harry Potter
\" Death By Love \"
By: GothDevilKitty
Rating: R
Notes: Harry Potter and company are property of J.K. Rowling and used without permission. Song owned and created by Korn and used without permission. One shot
Summary: Draco has done what his father asks of him, spite what it does to his secret heart. A AU song fic


It was what expected from him. It didn\'t matter that he had broken the one heart that meant more to him then his own life. He looked away as the wand touched his arm. He bit back his scream as pain shot up his arm, licking the back of his eyes. He will never see his son grow up, never see his love smile as she slept.

//Realize that I can never win
sometimes I feel like I have failed inside
where do i begin my mind is laughing at me//

That\'s when he felt it. It first started as a wisp of darkness in the back of his mind. It then took him over. The powerful wizard in front of him gave a evil smile. It felt like he was watching himself. His unmarked hand\'s grip tightened around the wand in his cloak pocket. His eyes became black pools as his wand came into the Dark wizard\'s eye sight. The Dark wizard dared him to act on is desire.

Draco Malfoy stared at his Father\'s stony face, for once seeing fear in his eyes. Draco\'s eyes remained black pools as the words formed in his mind.

\" Watch me,\" Draco growled.

Out of no where a storm formed above the gathering of Death Eaters. Somehow funnel of dark clouds formed above the youngest Malfoy. His wand still aimed at Voldermort.

If you could give heartbreak a flavor it would be metallic, tasting a lot like blood. Always in your mouth, never going away.

Voldermort laughed, and with a flick of his wand Draco was sent backwards into a stone pillar. The storm grew bigger, and lightening struck a hair away from Voldermort\'s feet. Draco stood up again. Rain started to come down, first whisper light, then steadily became hard heavy drops.

//tell me why am I to blame
on me
both will be the same,
that\'s why I can never change
this thing that\'s burning in me//

\" You will obey me,\" Voldermort growled. \" You are bound to me, soul and body. You try and kill me and you will only kill yourself.\"

The color slipped back into Draco\'s eyes, now back to their original steely grey.

\" And now you will prove your loyality to me,\" The dark wizard said. \" Kill your Father.\"

Draco\'s gaze went from Voldermort to his Father several times. This was his chance to be free from the evil bastard. To take revenge for what he had to do just to be a Death Eater.

\" You know how much I fucking hate you?\" Draco asked, wand pointed between his father\'s eyes. \" You\'re nothing to me. You\'re like a Mudblood to me.\"

//I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn\'t last
I feel the life pulling me
I feel your hate changing me//

His father\'s eyes flashed with a hate that Draco had never seen before. But this new Draco didn\'t care. He plucked a curse out of his memory and recited it, whispering it so his father couldn\'t hear it. Lucius Malfoy crumbled to his knees, clutching his chest. The elder looked up at his son.

\" What did you do to me?\" He asked.

Draco smirked as Lucius skin started to dry out and crack. Soon his father was nothing but a bag of bones and dust. Draco put one foot against his father\'s chest and pushed. It fell back, sending a dust cloud big enough to block out most of the moon light.

\" Very good,\" Voldermort said cooly.

There was a edge to that voice that made Draco\'s skin want to crawl off his body. But he knew that now there was no turning back. No returning to the life he could of had with his secret heart\'s desire. He felt the heavy black cloak being put on him, and he pulled the hood down tightly around his face. Now being ashamed for choosing this path.

By the looks he recieved he knew all the other Death Eater\'s feared him. Feared him like they do Voldermort. He killed the muggle borns left and right, and as time progressed he felt nothing. He couldn\'t stand eating or drinking, it felt like a chore. It was like he was a shell of his former self.

//Sometimes, I can never tell
If I\'ve got something that remains
That\'s why, I just hang in grief
For this, good to leave me//


He was the most feared now, No one stood in his way. Something about that made Draco feel a small bit of relief, knowing Voldermort himself was scared of him.

//Tell me why am I to blame?
Aren\'t we, supposed to be the same
That\'s why, I will never change
This thing that\'s burning in me//

That\'s when he found himself in a familiar house. He knew the place like the back of his hand, since he had been the one to buy it. Hard to believe it was just a year before he had proposed to her and they began to settle down here. He and two others stayed behind Voldermort as he walked in. Draco found himself holding his breath, waiting to see if his \'rival\' would be waiting for them.

What they found was a little boy in a play pen, with a woman with brown hair peering at the boy, singing a lullaby. This site made Draco stop in his tracks, but the others didn\'t. It was like history was repeating itself. Voldermort after another couple, who had a little boy. The only difference is that the boy was his own flesh and blood.

The woman clutched the child to her chest, it\'s white blonde hair glittered in the light. Voldermort raised his wand at the woman.

//I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn\'t last
I feel the life pulling me
I feel your hate still changing me//

She used her free hand to throw a spell at them, but it only bounced off Voldermort. On that free hand was a ring that Draco recongized. A silver ring with two snakes coiled. The ring he had given Hermione when he had proposed. He felt as if his heart was breaking yet again.

\" Mione,\" he whispered.

Her eyes went to him, recongizing his prestance. Voldermort then cast a unforgivable curse. Which bounced back after hitting the baby. The little boy glanced at the old wizard with it\'s silver blue eyes.

//Betrayed,
I feel so Insane,
I really Tried
I did my time I did my time//

Voldermort landed on his back, twitching and convulsing. Victim of his own curse. The woman then looked at the two remaining Death Eaters.

\" Come one step closer and I\'ll kill you where you stand!\" She yelled.

//I did my time
I did my time
I did my time//


Draco watched the other Death Eater step towards her. Draco closed his eyes, feeling the heat of the woman\'s spell hit the other man. He opened his eyes again and watched the woman step towards him.

//I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn\'t last
I feel the life pulling me
I feel your hate still changing me//

\" Get out of my house,\" She said. \" Or you\'ll join them.\"

He glanced down at Voldermort and the dead Death Eater.

//Oh god the anger\'s changing me
Oh god the anger\'s changing me//

\" I\'m not like them,\" He said quietly. \" You know me.\"

\" GET OUT!\" she yelled.

Draco felt the tears slide down his face as the child began to cry. How he wanted this all to be a bad dream.

\" I don’t know who you are,\" She said. \" Draco Malfoy died.\"

She glanced behind him and he began to turn around. When he did, a dagger buried itself in his back, piercing his heart. He fell to his knees. Rather quickly blood began to seep from a unnoticable wound in the front of his chest just where his heart was. He struggled for breath.

// I did my time.......
I did my time........
I am the one who chose my path.......//

He looked to see his attacker and saw that unmistakable unruly black hair.

//I feel your anger changing me……//