Forbidden Love

Forbidden Love.
Role played By: Abused light and Padfoot.
Posted by: DarkEmbrace
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Summary: What happens when a girl melts the ice of a Professor? One everyone thought was untouchable? And what happens when They fall in love.... and end up on different sides of the War? Will they still stay together? Set during and after the 6th book... If you don\'t want to know what happens in the 6th book, don\'t read this!
Rated: N-17 for Lemons.
Note: We started rping this before the book came out, so Snape got the DADA spot but he stayed in Potions. Forgive the grammar and any spelling mistakes.
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Chapter One: Meetings and Potions
On one side of the long hall was one Professor Snape, who was looking down his nose into each corner in hopes to find a few children doing something wrong that he could yell
at them about, but no luck seeing as how the hall had no one in it but for a girl he didn\'t see turn into the hall and run right in to him. The girl gave a gasp and moved away from him. \"Sorry.\"
\"Watch are you are going.\" Snape snapped at the girl before actually looking at her. She was short, around five foot five inches, wish ink black hair that fell to her waist
and turned red. Her small feet covered by black leather knee-high, lace-up boots. The rest of her legs were covered by black fishnet tights before they disappeared under a lacey black skirt. Her torso was covered lightly in a dark green silk tank top. Silver eyes watched the Professor as he spoke his next words. \"Why aren\'t you in your School uniform?\"
\"Because it\'s a Saturday and there are no classes.\" She stated this simply, as she shrugged and then smiled. \"Plus the Uniforms get boring... And I don\'t like being bored..
It\'s bad enough that there isn\'t much to do here as it is.\"
\"Really?\" He simply raised an eyebrow at the girl as she tilted her head. \"I don\'t know what being bored as to do with you wearing your uniform however.\" While yes Snape
didn\'t really mind the outfit he was just trying to annoy her and get her to give up.
\"Yes Really.. and It as everything to do with it.\" She spoke this with a smile. While the girl didn\'t talk much it was clear she planned to enjoy this. \"It\'s been proven that
Boredom leads to depression, or to people causing problems just to have something to do.. And for some the Depression leads to other things.\"
\"Mm and where, may I ask did you learn all this?\" He was being mean yes, but he was slightly surprised that the girl could keep up with him. Of Course, him like the other
professors knew that Hizashi was the youngest member of the Order of the Phoenix, but why Dumbledore allowed her to be in it as confusing to all... She was after all only in the sixth year. A Slytherin on top of that. He knew about her even through not many knew her.
\"I read it some where.\" She shrugged it off. \"And worked with it.\" She smiled lightly and then looked at him. \"Don\'t you ever get bored, Professor?\"
\"Well if you have get bored, Miss. Hakai, I am sure I can find something to keep you from being bored.\" Even with the way he said it, The girl\'s eyes brightened slightly.
\"And is that an entirely appropriate question to be asking a professor?\"
She just shrugged and then smiled at him as she looked at him. \"And what would you have me do to keep me from being bored?\" She just seem to be wondering what he said, this was something he found ever odd... He wasn\'t use to people being interested in what he said or anything.
\"Perhaps help me with Potions.\" He say that to see if the girl would actually be willing, not that he cared or anything. \"I brew potions and then tested them.\"
He watched as silver eyes brighten more. \"Really? I would love to help you.\" He nodded and turned, walking away, before glancing over her shoulder to tell her to follow, when he saw her already on his heels, and smiling softly.
\"I\'ll show you to the room, if you wish to stay today, then you may, but I am normally in there after a class or during the night after dinner.\" He would leave it up to her
to actually help him, not that he cared either way.
\"Okay.\" She followed him to the room and then inside the dimly lit room that was filled with the smells of different potions brewing. A desk was covered in papers, books, and
scrolls. two tables in the middle, one with nothing on it and the other with different roots, plants, and other potion-making things. The Potions that were already being made were line up on one wall while cages of animals from rats to dogs lined the other and under the tables.
\"You can Test the potions and take note of the reaction that the animals have to them.\" Snape\'s voice filled her ears and she gave a small nod and the pulled a ponytail
holder from a hidden pocket on her skirt to tie her hair back with. Looking at him she gave a smile before following him to the table without anything on it and looking as he placed a potion that was a lime-green color in front of her and then a cage filled with Rats. She started the testing of the potion and writing on a piece of paper he brought her with a tilted head.
He watched as she finished up testing the potions, a very faint smirk forming on his lips as he noted that all of the rodents were in fact still alive. Some were a little
worse off then before but all seemed to be at least less sick then what they had looked before the testing. This emotion faded fast however, not wanting her to see it as he set down the other vile. \"This one is from one of the finished potions, you can test it out as well. There’s no need to record what happens on it.\" He leaned back into one of the tables. \"It will ether kill or cure it. I would suggest not picking any of the rodents you might find cute.\" He said the last word in a way that sounded a bit like it tasted bad. \"The earlier of the two outcomes is more expected.\"
She smiled lightly and nodded at the Professor, taking the potion and giving the potion to the rats, of course she didn\'t like rats so no worries on her picking one up.
After giving the potion to the rats, she looked up at the professor, a question on the tip of her tongue, one that many would never thought to ask, a question that she did. \"Is this what you do when you aren\'t teaching classes? Test Potions?\" The wonder in her eyes and the fact that she asked in a way that said that she truly wanted to know said that she wasn\'t just being nosy, perhaps she was just trying to found something to talk about, but then again, who knows with the way her mind worked.
He watched her as she selected a rat, trying to not get his hopes up that this one might actually live. As she asked her question however he gave her a slightly cold look,
the look changing to slightly confused as he saw she actually wanted to know, thinking at first she was just being snide. \"No, contrary to what many think, I don\'t spend all of my time standing over cauldrons and watching to see what’s going to happen to an animal. I simply do things on my own time is places a little further off then Hogsmeade.\" He paused giving a sigh and rolling his eyes in slight defeat as the rat stopped moving. \"Can\'t very well feed that to Lupin.\" The words were said under his breath but loud enough for her to hear if she was listening for it.
She blinked and nodded to show that she had listened, and then frowned at the rat... Of course the girl didn\'t know what to do with the dead rat, but she glanced over at
him. Though this time the question on her tongue didn\'t come out, but she bite the inside of her cheek... The Headmaster would get onto her from asking that question if he ever found out she was again playing with blood magic... Seeing as how the Headmaster had yelled and told her next time he was going to take away her rights of messing with magic or potions... yet he didn\'t even know she was still working with blood... But doing it alone behind his back and doing it with someone else behind his back were two different things.
\"Here.\" He said turning around and getting a small empty cage for it to go in for now, not that he was concerned it would go anywhere but he didn\'t want to get anything
else sick with the virus. The rat needed to be dealt with special. \"If you wish.\" He started not knowing exactly how to say what he was about to offer to her. \"That is if there are potions or magic you would like to try, but would need a way of doing so. If you tell me what some of them might be I might as sometime be working on them anyway.\" He paused knowing a little bit but not all about what she had tried. \"It would save me time and effort if someone who is skilled enough as yourself might be, to simply do it for me.\"
She blinked a few times at him but slowly a smile pulled at her lips. \"I thank you. I have had a time trying to see what all blood could be used for.\" She smiled, she knew a
few things it seemed to work good with... but Healing was something she hadn\'t tried. Mainly \'cause the headmaster found out and get made... But mainly \'cause she knew it was a deadly magic and potions...and most were outlawed years ago because of the potions and magic being to strong to use right.
\"As long as you keep record of what you\'re doing and keep the area clean you can do as you wish.\" He motioned to one of the corners of the large lab area. The size was
about that of the area that ten of the school tables in the class room took up. \"Make a list of what you use also so I know what to get more of. There’s everything you will need in the other room.\" He wondered silently what all she had already done with it, making a note to himself to ask her about it all later.
She nodded and jumped to work, her eyes dancing in happiness that was not always there. Idly thinking on what she needed, and pushing those voices that sounded a lot like
her Grandmother from her mind. Oh! That woman would be upset with her if she knew... Of course The headmaster would be too; but for another reason. After all the Headmaster disliked her family; for matters he wouldn\'t speak of. She made her list and placed it on the table before frowning... Her eyes dazing off for a minute... Now blood wise, it would be the easiest... So she thought... She couldn\'t remember what she had in her room...
\"Its all in the other room.\" He said looking over her list before moving back to the potions on the far wall, starting to work on them again. \"What is it exactly that you
plan on trying?\" He was slightly curious as well as wanted to make sure he knew what it was she was doing exactly. He knew that when Albus would find out he would have to
be able to explain himself as well as have a reason ready as to why he was suddenly working on what she had been told not to. In part he was doing it to make the older wizard a little upset, knowing he couldn\'t stop him. But part of himself wondering abut why she was acting the way she was towards him, thinking it odd for another to show even the slightest real interest in anything to do with him.
She blinked. \"I want to see if using human blood will help in healing... I know it can be used as protects; for those who use their blood in the potions, like the ones that let you into one\'s mind can make a \'link\' if you will to keep one from getting lost in the other\'s mind.\" She smiled.. The potion that did that had been outlawed three hundred years ago because they didn\'t know to add two things; a lock of the person\'s hair you was going to go into, and a few drops of your own blood.. She wanted to know if adding a few drops of the person who is sick blood into a basic healing potion would help the potion to heal them.
He nodded as she talked thinking that her idea was actually quite good, finishing with the rest of what he was doing he turned back to look at her. \"You might want to try
and learn a little bit about how to control your mind a bit better.\" He crossed the room sitting down now behind his desk and writing down a few notes. \"That is if you haven\'t already tried on your own.\"
She smiled as she went and got the stuff for the potion and started working on it. \"I don\'t know what you mean...\" Control her mind? she frowned slightly, her eyes taking on
a thoughtful look to them. Really she was getting use to being around the professor already... He didn\'t make her feel like she was under pressure like her classmates said that he did.. really she was somewhat relaxed... though not completely... but she was never truly fully relaxed...
He gave her a slightly curious look, he noted that it seemed to be a habit he was starting to have around her. \"Occlumency, as well as Legilimency. Both help sharpen your ability to go into another’s mind, and not become overwhelmed by it. Both would help you better control that potion of yours.\" He looked up from what he was doing as he watched her for a moment. \"Its not to hard to learn if one as the will to do so.\" He finally looked back down to what he was doing, sliding her list in front of him as he added what she was going to use to his own larger list that sat in front of him.
She blinked, and looked at him for a minute, before tilting her head. \"I guess you are right... But I don\'t know many people.. I would take it.. but I don\'t know anyone who is willing to look into my mind, even the Headmaster stays out...\" She knew why too... with all the things she has gone though, it was something she hated speaking about.. Her father was the only one who as even gone into her mind... and that was not to look at her memories, it was to use them against her.
\"Well...\" He tried not to sound to help about finding a potential student who would be smart enough to spend his time on, he really did like to teach when it was with the right person. \"If you wish to learn it, and are willing to put forth the time and effort to practice, I would teach them both to you.\" He kept his eyes down to the papers in front of him, trying to force down the urge that came with being happy, it was an emotion that he hated above all the others.
She smiled, and nodded. \"Okay.. I\'ll keep that in mind..\" Once more she returned to her potion, humming softly to herself for a minute... before she got to work... trying to think on if she wanted to use human blood, knows she would be testing it on a rat... more and likely.
Finishing with what he was working on he got back to his feet, collecting the different information she wrote down on the rats before moving off to one of the doors on the back wall. Shutting it behind him he disappeared behind the door for a while returning after a long while with a few different books that he doubted would even help him in his quest to cure the disease. Flipping open the book to a well read passage he re read what was in it, carefully trying to get something out of the old text, wishing that the actual scrolls that it came from were still around.
Hizashi took the time he was gone to pull out a knife and cut on of her fingers, dropping four drops into the potion she then placed the finger into her mouth, and put the knife up, watching the normally pale blue potion turn red and then a pale purple... She blinked a few times before bottling the potion... then carefully pour a drop onto her cut finger.. watching as the cut disappear nearly as soon as it touched the cut, she smiled. Well one way down, a few hundred to go. She put a stopper in the bottle, and bottled what was left of the potion, taking notes...
For a week their lives intertwined well as they both went though the classes, one teaching while the other learned, and then after supper the small by the name of Hizashi would come to her Head of House\'s lab and either help him on a potion or work on her. Not many words passed between them but for a greeting, or a bye, or something else to do with the potion. In this week The Professor found himself warming to the girl and the girl to him.