The Willing Wand

Title: The Willing Wand
Author: Yhu
Pairings: Sirius/Lucius
Rating: NC-17 for mentions of drug use, abuse and well... sex.
Summary: Here lies a story of what some desires lead to.
Disclaimer: Boy, would I be happy if I owned them.
~The POV of Sirius~

Water ran down the sides of the cave that day, collecting in slow
forming puddles around the rocks on the floor. It was freezing cold and I
wished nothing more than to be in a nice warm home with a fireplace. Liviing
in a cave with Buckbeak has been an interesting experiance. With no one to
talk to, I was forced to relive painful or embarressing moments.

Such as, I remember the first time I tried acid back when I was 15.
Some of the kids who lived in London during the summer offered me some. Of
course I took it, Sirius Black is no coward. But when the walls started to melt,
and suddenly Hagrid had grown two heads, I decided promptly never to use it
again. I\'m not sure, but I think I might have told Lucius Malfoy he was
a delicious little prick whom was nothing more than legs and an arse.
...Though, I probably would have said that eventually, I just wish I
wasn\'t hallucinating at the time.

Now normally Remus would have been by to visit, but even he can\'t seem
to find the time for me. He says he\'s quite busy trying to clear my name,
and yes, I do believe that\'s true. But since my senses are heightened, I
can tell he\'s been with another man. His body language said it all too. The
way he\'d talk quickly, and pace back and forth like he had some place to go
other than stay here with an old friend. The abundance of cologne
hasn\'t escaped my atttention either. Sometimes he\'d even bring me delectable
meals that I know he didn\'t cook. Remus never was gifted in that area.

My stomach growled hungrily. I certianately did want some of that
gormet cooking... Sadly though, all I had were rats. I wonder what everything
would look like if I were hallucinating right now? ...It wouldn\'t matter, I\'d
still be hungry. And rats are rats, no matter what shape they take.

Surely I will go mad soon. I need human contact. I need... I need sex.
Masturbation only does the trick for a little while, and it holds no
bars when it comes some one else\'s warm hands. I\'ve been without it for so
long I\'d even have a go with that greasy git Snape if he came waltzing
through the enterance of the cave.

\"Sirius!\" Called a voice. I recognized it to be Remus. Instantly my
mood perked up.

\"Remus!\" I shouted as I ran to him. \"You came! You came to visit me!
Did you bring some of that food?\"

\"Yes I brought some stuffed mushroom caps and fresh bread. But that\'s
not why I came to visit..\" He said placing container of food in my hands.
\"Dumbledore-\"

\"Good Merlin! This is great!\" I exclaimed as I stuffed my face. \"I have
to meet who you\'re shagging, Remus... This food is like a dream!\"

\"I am most certinately not shagging anyone, Sirius! For your
information I\'ve been taking cooking classes. Anyway.. If you\'re done stuffing your
face with food, I have something very important to tell you.\"

I sat aside the now empty containers of food, taking a seat on a large
rock. \"Yes, I\'m finished now. So go ahead and talk.\"

\"As you know, Dumbledore and I have been working to clear your name.
But.. It could take a good deal longer than what we originally had estimated.
I\'m sorry Sirius, but you\'re going to have to be here for at least another
year or two.\"

\"Another year?! Here?! All alone?! That\'s maddness! I\'m going batty
living in this cave! All I have to talk to his Buckbeak!\"

Remus attempted to calm me down by rubbing my shaking shoulders
slightly. \"It is the price you must pay to be free. Dumbledore gave me this to
give you.\" He pulled out a long narrow box from beneath his robes, handing
it to me. It was wrapped in maroon and gold paper with a big bow on the top.
\"I haven\'t the slightest clue of what it is.. I bet he bought you a new
wand to use out here.\"

\"New wand? ...Yes, that is handy... Thank you, Remus. Give Dumbledore
my thanks as well.\"

\"Of course. Now, if you\'ll excuse me... I have to get going.\"

My eyes widdened. \"No! Not yet! You haven\'t even been around for ten
minutes, Remus! Stay for a little while longer...\"

\"I am sorry, but I must go. I have to meet Dumbledore.\"

\"Right...\" I muttered. Maybe I would have been slightly more
enthusiastic if I knew he wasn\'t lieing. Remus always was a bad lier. He was going to
meet whom ever he was seeing. Strangely enough, I can\'t seem to match the
scent with anyone. Whomever they are, I doubt they\'re even human. Which
probably would have concerned me if I hadn\'t gotten a new wand. I tore open the
paper with more enthusiasm than I had in months.

What lay in the box was a normal, balck in color, 12 inch wand.

I can make a camp fire! I thought gleefully. There was a small hole in
the cave\'s ceiling where smoke could get out. I stood a little off center
beneath it and shouted \"Accio fire!\" When nothing happened, I scratched
my head. It had been awhile since I used magic... Maybe that wasn\'t the
right spell. As I soon found out, nothing I tried worked. Enraged at myself,
the wand, and everything else, I threw it down the cave.

Buckbeak raised his head to look at me, then back into his sleeping
position. Sighing, I past by him to lay on the ground. \"It was probably
just a gag wand from Honeydukes anyway. I shouldn\'t have gotten so excited.
Oh, what do you care? All you ever do is sleep and eat all the rats.\"

During the night, I could have sworn I heard a voice calling to me from
the depths of the cave. Apparently, Buckbeak heard it too for he began
nudging me to wake up.

\"Alright, alright... I\'ll go see what it is....\" I muttered dragging
myself down the long passage way. The voice was got louder as I got closer. A
large holligraph appeared before me of a middle aged, roundish man in ancient
robes. It was projecting out of the wand I had disguarded earlier.

\"Thank you for purchasing MY WILLING WAND. Some of you maybe asking
yourself, what is a MY WILLING WAND? Well, that is a good question
indeed! MY WILLING WANDS are magical devices given to the extremely lonely,
widows or widowers, and recluse wizards and witches. The MY WILLING WAND takes
on a form of the buyer\'s desire. Why, in just five minutes or less, you
could be having a conversation with Merlin himself! All brought to you by the MY
WILLING WAND corporation of 1501.\"

The holigraph stopped then, rewound it self, and began to play over
again. I was amazed. Dumbledore\'s gifts were always amazing, I should have never
doubted it... I picked up the wand, and fiddled with it trying to turn
it off. When I figured it out, a tiny little keyboard appeared on the
wand\'s hilt. A projectile came out of the tip, making a blue screen appear on
the cave wall. Letters began forming slowly as I watched intently.

PLEASE TYPE IN THE NAME OF THE DESIRED PERSON:

Now I was stuck. Who the hell was I going to pick? There were so many
people I could think of. I suppose the correct person would be the one who
could suit me best for my duration in the cave. The idea the creator
suggested of bringing back Merlin was a tempting idea.. But what would I talk about
with the greatest wizard of all time? I barely remember my magic as it is. I
could bring back James, but that would cause too many painful memories.
Then I remembered... A sex toy would be nice... Someone to fuck, and they
can talk too! That may just be for the best. Mr groin tingled with
excitment at the thought. Now... Who would I want to be my own personal toy? Names
of famous witches and wizards all started coming to mind. My body was
flushed with anticipation as I typed in the name

LUCIUS MALFOY

Perhaps looking back at the time, that wasn\'t the best idea. But to my
attention starved mind that was the greatest idea possible. Lucius
Malfoy in all his leggy blonde beauty would be my personal slave. The words
vanished, making new ones appear.

ENTER IN PERSONALITY TRAITS:

Personality... Lucius was beautiful, but he was not the kind of man I
can spend in a cave with. I\'ll just tamper with him slightly.

LOVING
WILLING
GENTLE
SUBMISSIVE
DEPENDANT

These words vanished too, making my whole body seem to sweat. So
close...

PLEASE WAIT...

The whole thing seemed silly.. How can a wand do such a thing.. It was
more like a pipe dream than anything else. After a few seconds the blue
screen vanished completely. There stood Lucius Malfoy, beautifully malificant,
and perfectly snobbish. Merlin\'s ghost! Have I never been more shocked and
aroused! The older Lucius was even bettter looking than the younger!

\"I am MY WILLING WAND #34012, Lucius Malfoy. I am here to serve Sirius
Black, mind body and soul untill I am to be disguarded.\" He said in a
monotone voice. \"Starting program... In 5..4..3..2..1..\" Eyelids
fluttered open, revealing stone grey eyes. \"Hello... My name is Lucius Malfoy..\"

I blinked several times. Walking around him I examine him. He is a
perfect likeness, right down to the black ribbon which holds back his long
locks. Perfect. Utterly perfect. And completely wrong. This was wrong. He
wasn\'t a real human being at all. \"I\'m sorry. But you\'re going to have to go.\"
My cock ached at those words disagreeing completely. Guilt never did
settle well with Gryffindors.

He seemed shocked, and some what scared. \"Wh-What? Why? But I was just
created! I..I never had the chance to live before! And no one else will
want me since I have not successfully pleased you! Please, please! One
chance, master Sirius Black!\" Lucius begged, holding on to my tattered clothes.
He slithered down my chest and got down to his knees. Hands traced over
the bludge in my pants from my erection. \"I can fix this...\" He murmured
seductively in that snooty voice of his. \"I only want to please you..\"

My cock pulsated disobeyingly. \"...Well, alright...\" I watched him
un-clasp my pants, easing them down my hips gently. Always a sucker for a pretty
face. His hands gripped the base of my cock, his tongue darting out to
lick the head. I had to bite down on my tongue to keep me from coming too
fast. It was definately a fight as I watched my shaft slowly disapeer in
Lucius\'s Malfoy\'s talented mouth. \"Merlin, finally a good use for that mouth of
yours...\"

His mouth was teasing... Licking in some placings, avoiding others. I
wasn\'t going to last long like this. When he removed his hand and deep
throated it, that was it. I came hard into his mouth, making him utter a cry. Lucius
withdrew his mouth instantly. He must have swallowed it all, expect for
the little bit that was trailing down from the side of his mouth. \"Did I do
good, Master Sirius?\"

\"O..Oh yes... Very good indeed.\" I murmured with a broad grin. I traced
my nail along his skin, picking up the bit of my seed on his face. He
winced slightly as I did so. I looked closer--I scratched him... \"You scratch
too? And bruise? Can I see if you bruise?\"

Lucius\'s face filled with anixiety. \"S-See if I bruise? Well... If you
wish to see so...\"

My face lit up. Here was my chance to take out all the hate I felt for
Lucius Malfoy. I helped him to his feet, and proceded to punch him in
the face. When he recoiled in pain, I got him good in the stomach. I took
him by the front of his fancy coat, shoving him to the ground. He landed with
an \"ofh!\", then tried to move away from me. Oh it felt so good as I
continued my assualt. I had never felt better in my life, and I could feel my
cock beginning to get hard again. I couldn\'t believe I was getting turned on
by the whole thing but at that point it didn\'t matter. Lucius Malfoy was
my punching bag. It wasn\'t until I heard him sobbing that I stopped.

\"P-Please M-Master Sirius... Give me more.. I.. I deserve it for being
a bad servant...\"

My heart exploded upon hearing such words. \"Oh Lucius.. Look what I\'ve
done to you...\" I whispered, getting down on the floor with him. I really
hurt him. They really bruise and bleed much to my dismay. I wrapped my
strong arms around him and drew him close to me. His body shook, probably in
fear that I was going to continually assualt him. \"I am sorry.. I am so
sorry... I\'ll never do it again, I promise. What can I do to make it up to you?\"

His head was burrying into the crook between my arm and my shoulder. He
said nothing for a long time, but continued to cry. My robe was soaking wet
by time he was done. Lucius\'s eye lashes bat against my body as he sighed
softly to look up at me. Part of his face was swelling and bruising,
his eyes all puffy and red. \"Don\'t deactivate me.\"

\"Deactivate...? How would I do that?\"

\"There are three spots on the back of my neck on the spine.\" He said
pointing to them. \"You press them and then I\'m gone... And you\'ll have
the wand back...\"

\"Okay, I promise not to deactivate you. It sounds horrible anyway.
...You know, I only did that because the model I made you after was such a
rotten prick to my friends and myself in school.\"

\"Really?\" He asked suddenly interested. \"Oh.. Please tell me how not to
be like him! I don\'t want to displease you...\" He wiggled up onto my lap,
long legs straddling both sides of me, pressing his arse down on my forming
hardness.

My cock jumped slightly. I haven\'t gotten this much action in years.
\"Just do what ever I tell you.\" I choked. \"And right now, I want you to go to
sleep.\"

Grey eyes widdened. \"What? But you\'re...\" His eyes traveled down to my
lap, then went back to my face.

\"I\'m very aware of that problem, Lucius. But right now, I want you to
sleep... You suffered greatly today.\"

\"You\'re so kind...\" He breathed in awe. Arms wraped around my neck, his
head lay on my shoulder. I watched him drift off to sleep at a good pace.
But soon, I really began to wish he hadn\'t fallen asleep in this position.
Lucius\'s gentle hot breath on my neck, Lucius\'s meek little sleeping
noises, and Lucius\'s body brushing and wiggling on my acheing cock.

But I bit the bullet and didn\'t wake him up for a fuck. He just looked
too peaceful and I was already feeling quite guilty at the moment.

~*SB~*LM~*~

Time had passed again. But it certainately didn\'t seem like it. Not
with my Lucius at my side. He was a perfect compainon for me, and I was
praising the MY WILLING WAND corporation everytime he brought me back fresh fruit
from the forest or got down on all fours. Or course, I treated him well,
made him feel like he was a prince.

I began to excercise again, not wanting to form into some undesirable
shape for my Lucius. I became less guant, gaining back the form I once had
from playing Qudittich. I quickly found that there is no greater reward for
my efforts when Lucius\'s nimble fingers trace ovver my muscles in awe.

I know it is foolish to have such affections for a simulated being of
an enemy, but... One day I had gone to the lake to bathe sweat off of my
body. I figured Lucius was off near the cave picking flowers or berries.
That\'s when I saw him batheing in the shallow part of the lake. He looked so
perfect with his damp blonde hair clinging to his back, his perfect
skin sleek and shiny with wetness.

So beautifully he smiles as he threw his arms around my neck. \"Oh you
truely are the best, Sirius Black...\"

I disgaree. Where I am supposed to be master, and he slave to my
desires, it is the other way around. And I think of that as he bites my shoulder to
keep from calling my name as I come hard into him.

That was when I came to realize that I think I love him. I know it is
foolish to love something that deep down isn\'t real, or can\'t even
think for themselves. I know that when I am free and bring him around with me
that people will think he\'s just some ex-convict\'s toy. I know this, and yet
I still love him. There goes Sirius Black, in love with an illusion.

I haven\'t seen Remus in a little while. Not since he dropped off the MY
WILLING WAND. But who can notice that when one has some one willing and
wanton all the time awaiting your for your touch and kiss. Sometimes
all it takes is just a brief glimpse of his bare shoulder, or a coy look from
across the cave and there I am, hard and ready to go. Even Buckbeak
likes my Lucius. He lets him pet the top of his head and feed him rats and
berries.

I can\'t wait untill we are allowed out of here. The things I can then
do with (to) Lucius give me more motivation then I have ever had. I want
to have him wear a thong and parade about in tight leather pants. I want
to use a whip on him and make him wear a collar and leash. But the thing I
most want to do is take a walk with him in public.

One morning, when Lucius was walking around the cave wearing nothing
but a wildflower in his hair, Remus showed up. Scared at the sight of him,
Lucius ran to me, burrying his face into my shoulder like he always did when
he was afraid.

I could tell Remus was surprised by the shocked look on his face. I
only grinned as I looked up from caressing his silvery blonde mane as I
cooed gentle things to my shaking lover. \"Remus, you scared him.\"

\"...I scared him? Talk about the other way around! What the bloody hell
is Lucius Malfoy doing here?!\"

I laughed lightly. \"Oh, you aren\'t REAL Lucius Malfoy, are you
darling?\"

Lucius turned to Remus and shook his head. Then he turned around and
burried his head back into my shoulder.

\"He\'s a little shy of people, Remus. Understandably so, he\'s only seen
Buckbeak and myself.\"

Remus\'s face filled with disgust. \"That\'s a MY WILLING WAND isn\'t it? I
can\'t believe Dumbledore gave you a MY WILLING WAND. Even worse, you
made it into Lucius Malfoy. You know those things are illegal, Sirius!\"

\"I guess that just must have slipped my mind Remus. Though it probably
wouldn\'t have if you would have just spent more time with me than with
than that thing you\'re fucking with...\" I said as my eyes rolled over
Remus\'s new hickey on his neck.

Furiously he yanked up the collar on his robe. \"Sirius Black! Must you
be so vulgar infront of your toy?!\"

I nuzzle the side of Lucius\'s soft blonde hair in response. \"He likes
me vulgar, isn\'t that right?\"

There was a faint nod of his head as his arms clung tighter to my
waist. \"See? Finally a person custom made to fit me perfectly. So, what do I
deserve the pleasure of Remus Lupin dropping by?\"

\"Well Sirius... You\'re free and so\'s Buckbeak. We captured Pettigrew...
He confessed. Come on, we have to go meet the Ministry. They want to
apologize.\"

I\'ve never been happier. I picked Lucius up and swung him around
merrily. \"Free, Lucius! Free! Go put your robes on, we can finally leave!\"

\"I can finally have leather pants!\" He said gleefully. I grinned at
that as well. As Lucius scampered off to go get ready, I leaned against the
wall to face Remus.

\"He finally gets to wear leather pants.\" I couldn\'t get over it, nor
could I wait.

\"Sirius...\" Remus started seriously. That was not good news for me.
\"You can\'t expect to bring that thing with you to see the Ministry.
Especially since Lucius Malfoy is IN the Ministry! You have to get rid of him.
Now.\"

\"No...\" I hissed. \"Never. I love him Remus, more than anything!\"

\"This is exactly why MY WILLING WANDS are illegal and immoral! What\'s
more important? Going back to society or you phantom lover?!\"

That was an unfair question. I obviously can\'t have both it seems.
\"Well, I...\"

\"Deactivate him, Sirius. You have to.\"

\"I-I know. Just give me a minute...\"

Remus nodded, walking to the front of the cave.

Lucius came back, fully dressed with Buckbeak. \"We\'re ready to leave if
you are, Sirius!\"

I must have looked miserable because instantly Lucius\'s happy visage
turned sad. He hugged me tightly, resting his chin on my chest. \"What\'s
wrong..?\"

\"I have to do something I don\'t want to... Lucius... Kiss me, please.\"

He complied happily, kissing my mouth with his own velvet mouth. He
gave a slight squeel when my three fingers pressed into the spots on his neck
that he had showed me all those months before.

I stepped back watching him fade. He heart ripped in two for it looked
painful. Before he vanished completely, his lips moved to say You
promised. I crumpled to the ground, holding the wand clenched tightly in my
hands.

\"I\'m sorry, Lucius! I am so sorry...\"

\"Sh, Sirius...\" Remus murmured, rubbing my back gently. \"It had to be
done, and deep down you agree. Drop the wand and never look back. Come on,
let\'s get going.\"

I released the wand, listening to it as it clattered loudly on the
ground. Buckbeak, in an attempt to cheer me up, rubbed the side of my leg. I
patted his head and started toward the enterance of the cave. Furiously, I
rubbed away the tears that went down my face. Never have I been so sad. Even
when James and Lily...

I felt something slip into the back pocket of my robe. There was
Buckbeak\'s tail, sticking the WILLING WAND in. I smiled at him, rubbing his head
furiously. \"Good hippogriff.\" I whispered to him. I don\'t have to tell
Remus now, do I? Hang on Lucius, I\'ll bring you back!

______________________________________________________


~The POV of Remus~

Every time I come home I am greeted by the delicious aroma of gormet
cooking. Though, my home is just a temporary one bedroom apartment in
Hogsmede for the time being. It started to rain on the way back from
dropping Sirius off at the Ministry. They\'ll help him get a place of
his own and eventually get him a job. I hung my coat up on the coat rack,
letting the rain water run on the floor.

The room was dimly lit, giving off the cozy atmosphere I love. I was
really beginning to love it here. It was also well cleaned, as it always is,
thanks to him. The only thing that lay on the table was a thick white manual.

\"You\'re home.\" Came the rich baratone voice of my wonderful lover. He
walked over from the kitchen, smelling of the spices he used for cooking. \"I
missed you.\"

I almost coo when I feel his nice warm arms wrap around me. Licks of
black hair stick to my robe as he rests his head on my shoulder. \"I hate
leaving you, Severus.\"

\"Then don\'t anymore. I get lonely.\"

\"I would love to spend the whole day with you here conversing. You are
the most intelligent man I\'ve ever met. So what\'s for dinner?\"

\"Your favorite. Spilt pea soup and ceaser salad, follwed by stuffed
pheasant in a portabella sauce.\"

My stomach growls with anticpation. \"Sounds wonderful.\"

\"Remus will you fix my stomach please? Lately it\'s been feeling
slightly funny, and I know you don\'t like me to touch your magic wand.\"

I nod and sit him down on the couch. Flipping through the pages of the
manual on the table, I begin a bit of small talk. Can you believe my
friend Sirius was using a WILLING WAND mostly as a sex toy?\"

\"It\'s understandable. Silly, but understandable. Did he... You know..
Deactivate him?\"

\"Mmhmm.\" I nod as I stop at the section about illness problems. \"Just
take a tablespoon of baking soda after we\'re done eating and you\'ll be right
as rain again.\"

\"Good. Remus... Would.. Would you ever deactivate me?\"

My face freezes and my heart nearly stops at the thought. \"Sweet gods
never! I can\'t live with out you, Severus!\"

He seems satisfied with that, kissing the mark on my neck. \"I am sorry
about leaving this mark on your neck last night. But you enticed me so...\"

I grinned sitting up and helping him up to his feet. \"I know. Let\'s go
eat.\"

~*RL~*SS~*~