Coming Out

Title: Coming out 1/1
Author: PadfootLivesOn (email: sagittarius_91285@hotmail.com)
Paring: Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy
Rating: Between R and NC-17, I still don\'t know the dif. between the two.
Genre(s): Romance(a lot of that), Drama (just a little bit, I promise).

Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations, created and owned by J. K. Rowling, various publishers including, but limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books and Warner Bros. Inc. No Money is being made and no copy-right or Trademark infringement is intended.

A/N: Hello everyone!! I just had this wonderful idea of a nice little one-shot, I know there are allot of \"Coming Out\" stories out there, but I hope mine is original. This is my first one, so please be gentle!! NO FLAMES!!! or I shall use them and burn your hair off!! lol^_^ I know kind of a lame threat...oh well, hope you like it and tell me what ya think!!! I love reviews!!

*Oh some details that you might need for the story, the story will take place at the end of 7th year. This will be Draco POV.

Enough of my babble...On with the show...


Coming Out

I\'m lying on \'our\' bed in a secret room Harry and I found. I say our bed because, I\'m almost certain nobody knows about this room. I feel like it\'s our room. It\'s the only place Harry and I can be together, without having to fight or insult or be mean to each other. In here we can show how we really feel about each other.

So now I\'m lying on \'our\' bed, moaning and whimpering, as Harry slowly sucks and nips my nipple, with that oh so talented tongue of his. After he repeats the same action on my other nipple, he slowly trails kisses down my stomach. I arch my back as he dips his tongue into my belly button. He continues trailing kisses down my stomach, stopping when he reaches my boxers. In one swift movement he pulls them off and discards them on the floor somewhere.

He then positions himself between my leg and starts kissing the inside of my thigh, slowly making his way to my now very hard cock. He grabs the base of it, with one hand while the other hand is on my hip holding me down. I moan, when I feel his tongue lick the tip of my cock, tasting the pre-cum. He takes the head of my cock in his mouth and slowly sucks on it, swirling his tongue in the most amazing way. I hate it when he goes this slowly and he knows that I hate it.

\"Harry...Please...ahh...stop teasing...go...ugh..faster.\"

He chuckles slightly, with his mouth still around the head of my cock, this action making my moan even louder, but he soon complies, taking the whole length into his mouth. I trust my hips up, wanting him to take more of me, but he push my hips back down to keep me from trusting further. I groan. His head is now bobbing up and down on an extremely fast pace. I know I\'m close, but I don\'t want to come in his mouth.

\"Harry...ahh... I\'m so close...\"

He then stops and I whimper at the loss of contact. He leans over the side of the bed and grabs his wands and mutters the Lubricating Charm. He wraps his hand around my cock making sure it\'s sufficiently coated. He then positions himself above my cock and gently sits down on it. I hear him groan of pleasure and a little in pain. He doesn\'t move so he can adjust, after a minutes he lift up a little and the sits back down. He sets in a slow pace. Fucking himself on my cock. I hate going this slow, but I know he likes it this way, so I let him have his fun for now. When I feel my orgasm nearing, I change our positions. Now he\'s on his back and I\'m on top of him trusting into him

Each trust, is deeper, harder and faster then the last. I make sure I hit his prostate with each trust, because I know it drives him wild.

\"Ahhh Draco...oh god...more....love you...\"

I grab his cock and stroke it in tune with my trusts. We are so close now. I seek out his his mouth and our tongues entwine in a battles for dominance. He comes first, screaming my name. I come three deep trusts later, screaming his name as well, collapsing on top of him, feeling totally spent.

After I recover some what, I pull out of his body and lie down next to him, wrapping my arms around him.

\"God that was wonderful...Love you.\" I say

\"Yes, it was. I love you too.\"

We lie there in silence, basking in the after glow of our love-making. When I almost fall asleep I hear Harry speak.

\"Dray?\"

\"Yes Love?\"

\"Um well, we\'re going to be graduating in two days. Well I was..um..wondering don\'t you think it...um..time we came out. I mean were going to be leaving and nobody even has a clue we\'re together, I think it\'s time to let people know. I don\'t want to hide anymore.\"

\"I don\'t think that\'s a good idea Harry.\" I know this conversation is not going to turn out good.

\"Why not? We don\'t have to hide anymore, Voldemort is dead and your father is in Azkaban, he can\'t hurt you anymore. I don\'t care anymore what people might say. You always come up with excuses for not telling people. I\'ve been very patient with you, but I want to tell my friends. I want to tell people, I don\'t want to hide.\"

\"No.\" I say firmly

\"Why the hell NOT!? I don\'t get it. You never tell me why. Are you ashamed to be seen with me? You say you love my, but you don\'t even want to let people see us together. People will be fine with it. You should not care what people might say. Please Draco?\" his eyes are pleading with me to agree with him, but I can\'t.

\"No Harry, we can keep it secret for a little while longer can\'t we?\"

\"We could do that Draco, but you\'ve been saying \'a little while longer\' for almost a year now. I can\'t wait forever. I want people to know. I hate keeping this from my friends. If you can\'t do this, then I don\'t think we can be together anymore. I can\'t be with someone that ashamed to be with me.\" my eyes widen a bit.

\"No Harry that\'s not it, I do love you, but I just don\'t want them to know.\"

\"Why Draco?\" he asks, but I don\'t reply. I hear him sigh, he gets out of the bed and I watch him put on his clothes. He walk to the door and turns to looks at me.

\"I love you so much Draco, but you won\'t talk to me. I can\'t read your mind. I can\'t help you, if you don\'t tell me what\'s wrong. You know what I want, you know where to find me, I\'ll be waiting, but I won\'t wait forever. Goodbye Draco.\" with that he turns around and leaves the room without a backwards glance.

I lie there in bed for about and hour, just staring at the ceiling. Thinking about his question. Why don\'t I want people to know? I\'m not at all ashamed of Harry. So the only answer I can come up with is. That I\'m afraid. I\'m afraid what people will say. I know same sex relationships are very common in the wizarding world, but this is Harry Potter. I\'m afraid people will think it\'s all a plot to kill Harry and that they\'ll take him away from me. I especially want Harry\'s friends Granger and Weasley to accept us. I know Harry says he doesn\'t care what people say, but I know he wants his friends to accept us... but then what if they don\'t. I can\'t live with the thought that I destroyed their friendship. I know these reasons are stupid, but it bothers me.

But after some more thinking, a lot of thinking, I realise something. I need him. I can\'t live without him. I love him to damn much. I can\'t lose him over something like this. So who cares what people think. It\'s about us. That\'s all that matters. So I start thinking of a plan, he wants to come out to everyone, well then that\'s what he\'ll get. I get out of bed and put on my clothes and head back to my Head Boy room to get some sleep. Tomorrow I start putting my plan into action.

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The next day Harry is avoiding me. He hasn\'t even looked at me once. Now I\'m starting to feel really guilty, I\'m hurting him now. It\'s my fault, I should have just listened to him. He\'s right I shouldn\'t care about what people think. If they can\'t except us then that\'s their problem. As I look at him from the Slytherin table at lunch, I think, \'Don\'t worry Love, tomorrow I\'ll show you how much I love you. I just hope you can forgive me.\' I get up from my table and leave the Great Hall and make my way to Hogsmeade. There is one thing I need to buy. I was planning on buying it anyways.

After I come back from Hogsmeade I safely store my purchase in my school truck and then go to dinner. Harry is still not looking at me. I see his friends trying to get him to talk, but he won\'t. I can\'t bear to see him like this, so I leave to Great Hall. I go back to my room and make sure I know exactly what to do tomorrow and I have everything I need. I go to bed thinking about tomorrow and I how know everyone is going to get the shock of their lives.

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Our graduation ceremony came sooner then I expected. I\'m feeling very nervous right now. The Great Hall is completely full. All the students are here, many families of the 7th years students are here as well. Practically every teacher is here too. Everyone is waiting for Dumbledore to start speaking. The Hall becomes quiet, when Dumbledore begins to speak.

\"Welcome student, families and teachers. This is a very special years for us all. Voldemort has been dead for over a year now and I\'m very happy that these students have made it. They war has taken many lives from us, but many were saved as well. Congratulations to you all. Our Head Girl and Boy would now like to say some words. Miss Granger if you will.\" Everybody in the Great Hall claps as Granger approaches the podium looking very nervous. Well she can\'t possibly be a nervous as me.

I\'m not really listening to Granger\'s speech. It\'s the same kind of speech every year. I\'m just concentrating on my task. I\'m trying very hard not to back out of my plan. When Granger stops talking and Dumbledore calls me to come and speak, I slowly make my way to the podium. I take a deep breath. \'Well here goes nothing\', I think.

\"Good evening, students, families and teachers. I would like to congratulate everyone that made it this far. I knew we could do it. I would like to apologize in advance for what I am about to say. I was going come here today, with a speech I had already finished a week ago, but there is something more important I need to to say. So please listen.\" I take another deep breath and continued. The entire Hall was silent.

\"First of all, before I say anything else, this might come as a very big shock to everyone, but I\'m gay.\" I hear the entire hall gasp. \"I know your wondering why would you need to know this. Well just listen to the next part of the story. I know most people don\'t believe in love at first sight, well neither did I until it happened, I knew the moment I saw this man, that he was special. I didn\'t know what love was at the age of eleven, but as I got older I just knew it was love. I was convinced I would never be able to be with this man. I knew he didn\'t like me very much or so I thought, by some miracle and I thank god for it, he loves me back. I don\'t know why, but he does. We\'ve been seeing each other for almost two years.\" I pause.

\"We\'ve been very good at hiding our relationship, not because we wouldn\'t be accepted, same sex relationship are very much excepted in the wizarding world, but it was because of who we were. He \'s been trying to convince me for over a year that we should to come out to everyone, with Voldemort dead it would be safe, but I didn\'t want to. He told me that if I couldn\'t do this, that he didn\'t think we could be together and that scared me. I need him. I love him so much. I realized it shouldn\'t matter to me what other people thought, it\'s about him and me. Nothing else matters. I get that now.\" I sigh.

\"Your probably wondering, why I told you this, so big deal Malfoy\'s gay. We don\'t need to know this. Yes you do, because you have no idea who I\'m with. You wouldn\'t believe me if I told you who it was. So I\'ll just have to show you.\" I step of the podium and slowly walk over to a Gryffindor table towards Harry. I stop right in front of him. Everyone in the Great Hall gasps in surprise. Some shaking their head like they couldn\'t or wouldn\'t believe it.

I look at Harry, I can see he\'s close to tears. I see the love in his eyes and the shock, he probably didn\'t think I would ever do anything like this. I take his hands in mine.

\"Harry, I love you so much. I was so scared of people might think, that I forgot what was important. Us. I know that know. I want you to be happy and if everybody knowing about us makes you happy, then I\'m happy. I can\'t bear the thought of losing you. I need you. I\'m so sorry I made you wait this long to tell people, but we don\'t have to hide it anymore. I was going to ask you this tonight in private, but I think this is the perfect time to ask you.\" I take a deep breath and reach into my pocket and take out the dark velvet box and get down on one knee.

\"Oh my god...\" I hear Harry say. I look at him, there are tears are running down his face now.

\"Harry James Potter, I know I did some very stupid things and I might not be the most affectionate person in the world, but I love you very much and it would make me very happy if you would marry me.\"

I open the box and in it was a very simple silver ring, with an emerald stone in the middle. His eyes widen a bit when he sees it and then he looks up at me and smiles. The biggest and brightest smile I\'ve ever seen on his face. The Hall is absolutely silent, so silent that you could hear a pin drop.

\"YES!!\" he almost shouts. I smile and pull him out of his seat and wrap my arms around him and press my lips firmly against his. The moment our lips met, it was like the world had dissolved, it was only us. When we finally pull away and I rest my forehead against his. I sigh of happiness. I can hear the people in the Great Hall Clapping.

\"So is this what you had in mind.\" I say

\"Oh yes, absolutely. I can\'t believe you did this.\"

\"Well what can I say, I didn\'t want to lose you.\"

\"God Draco, I love you.\"

\"And I love you. Always remember that.\"

With that I pressed my lips against Harry\'s for another kiss. I knew that no matter what happened, that we would be together and I couldn\'t be happier.

~Fin~

A/N: Well I hope that was better, I\'m never posting without sending it to my beta first. God, my English sucks!! lol k well anyways, I would really like to know what you think. Did you like it? any comments? Please, I\'m all ears...

Oh and a very, very big thank you to Newra (elfmaiden_92@hotmail.com), my beta reader, without her the story would probably make no sence at all. Thank you lots!! oxox

Pamela

P.S.: sorry but I gotta say it, Review, Review!!! ^_^