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I Love You... I Hate You

By: QueneArual
folder Harry Potter › Het - Male/Female › Snape/Hermione
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 1
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

I Love You... I Hate You

A/N This is based on the Saliva song “Always.” Beta’d by DracosGirl.
I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING HO RELATED! IT IS ALL JKR!

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I Love You… I Hate You

Hermione Granger walked into her husband’s lab in their house in Hogsmeade after a rough day at the office. She was an Auror and five years out of school. It was summer so Severus Snape was home from Hogwarts full time instead of just the weekends. Lately it seemed like they fought over everything. Hermione wanted to keep her Muggle ways, but Severus was adamant that they were to live like Wizards. They both had various scars from the Cutting Curse they constantly used on each other. Yet, miraculously, they were still together.

“I’m home,” she announced. “What are you working on?”

“That’s none of your business,” he snapped, covering up the potion he was brewing.

I hear, a voice say \"Don\'t be so blind\"
It\'s telling me all these things, that you would probably hide
Am I, your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry


“You’re working on something for her again, aren’t you?”

“You’re paranoid. You know I love you and only you. Don’t be stupid.”

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can\'t live without you


“Stupid! You’re calling ME stupid? Who’s the one who can’t get his potions to work?”

“Why don’t you just shut your know-it-all mouth? I’ll get it, I always do.”

“Why do you insist on fighting about everything? Just tell me what you’re doing.”

“Why do you care? It doesn’t concern you.”

“Because you’re my husband! I’m interested to know what you do while I’m at work.”

“Well, you shouldn’t stick your nose in where it doesn’t belong.”

“Maybe I’ll just go to Harry’s for a few days.”

I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can\'t live without you
I just can\'t take anymore, this life of solitude
I guess that I\'m out the door and now I\'m done with you
Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you


“Don’t be like that. I want you here, but not in my lab.”

“You act like you don’t want me anywhere near you,” she said, turning to leave.

I feel, like you don\'t want me around
I guess I\'ll pack all my things, I guess I\'ll see you around
It’s all, been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound of


He forgot his potion and ran up to her. “I don’t want you to go. Come on, I’ll make you dinner.”

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can\'t live without you


“Why is it you’re only sweet when I’m about to walk out on you? Why can’t you be like this all the time?”

“I have better things to do,” he said simply.

“You were always so sweet when we were dating. What changed?”

“I won you over, and now I have you. I don’t need to try and get you to love me anymore.”

“Maybe you should put some effort into loving me. I’m not a prize to win. I’m your wife!”

“Then act like one and stop bitching that I don’t love you.”

“Prove you love me. We haven’t made love in ages.”

“Is that what all this is about? Why didn’t you just say so?”

I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can\'t live without you
I just can\'t take anymore, this life of solitude
I guess that I\'m out the door and now I\'m done with you
I love you, I hate you, I can\'t live without you


“I shouldn’t have to tell you! You should just know.”

“Well, how do you expect me to know these things?”

“You can read minds! You’ve used that on me before. Why not anymore?”

“YOU told me you hated it when I did that!”

“That doesn’t mean I wanted you to stop!” she shouted at him.

“First you say you don’t want something, then you say you do. Would you make up your fucking mind?”

“My ‘fucking mind’ is made up. I’m going to Harry’s.”

“You wouldn’t dare!” he snarled, walking up to her and putting his face right next to hers.

“Get out of my face. You’re not the boss of me.”

“Sure, just run to Potter. I bet you could get him to do you… again!” he bellowed.

Hermione slapped him hard across the face. “How DARE you bring that up! That was after you cheated on me with Tonks. I ran to him for comfort. You started the whole extra marital affair thing!”

“I told you, I was drunk and it was a mistake. And I wouldn’te bee been drinking if you hadn’t been such a bitch. I hated you that night.”

“One minute you love me, the next minute you hate me. Which is it?”

“I don’t know anymore.” She slapped him again and this time he retaliated. He knocked her to the ground. “Why do you have to act like that?” he spat.

I wrapped my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?
Always... always... always... always...


She got up and dragged her nails across his face. He knocked her down again. He whipped out his wand and cried, “Diffindo!” sending a cut to her abdomen.

I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man?
Was it all, just a part of your plan
The wand’s* shaking in my hands and all I hear is the sound


She groaned in pain and he immediately rushed to her side. “Merlin, what have I done?” he asked no one. He dropped her and ran to his cauldron. He returned with a vial of steaming blue liquid. “This is what I’ve been working on. It’s a healing potion.” He desperately poured it all over her stomach. She was immediately healed.

She stood up and threw her arms around him. “Severus! I’m so sorry! But it worked! Your potion worked!” The realization of what she just said hit him and his face lit up in a grin.

“I told you I’d get it,” he smirked.

“I knew you would, too. I love you.”

“Even after that?”

“Well, I started it. I’ve done worse to you.”

“So, are you still going to run to Potter?” he asked, his eyes narrowed.

She smirked. “I love it when you’re jealous. You’re incredibly sexy that way.”

He grinned devilishly and spoke his most silky voice, sending shivers down her spine. “Potter is a rat bastard and I never want you to talk to him again!” She kissed him passionately, forcing her tongue into his mouth. He threw her to the ground and climbed on top of her, ripping at her clothes. She did the same.

I love you, I hate you, I can\'t get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can’t live without you
I just can\'t take anymore, this life of solitude
I guess that I\'m out the door and now I\'m done with you


“Oh, Merlin, Severus! Take me!” she cried into his mouth. He obeyed orders and inserted himself into her and thrust in and out. She moaned in pleasure and he sped up, bringing her to climax. She lay panting in his arms while he finished, groaning in pleasure himself. They were both covered in sweat, but satisfied. “You have no idea how much I’ve missed that. It’s been a long time since we’ve had passionate sex.”

“I know. Lately it’s been routine and boring. When we even bother to do it.”

“We should fight more often,” she said, kissing him.

“Love, I don’t think that’s possible.”

She laughed. “Maybe you’re right. But something tells me things wil bet better from now on.” He nodded, ravishing her mouth once more. “Let’s make a deal not use Cutting Curses anymore.”

“I agree to that. And no more being paranoid about me being with other women.”

“I agree. And I won’t run to Harry anymore if you won’t run to Tonks.”

“Agreed. I love you. I’m sorry we’ve been at such odds lately. It’s been all my fault.”

“No.. Well, yes. But still I stay. I can’t live without you.”

I love you, I hate you, I can\'t live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can\'t live without you
I just can\'t take anymore, this life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor and now I\'m done with you
Always... always... always...


“I either love you or hate you, I don’t know. But I can’t live without you either,” he agreed.

THE END!

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*In the song it’s pistol, but I changed it because Wizards don’t use pistols.

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