So Long

Warning/disclaimer: All recognizable Harry Potter characters and places are not mine, They belong to J.K. Rowling. I just use them for my own twisted amusement. Almost all the dialogue in this story is taken directly from \'Kim\' by Eminem, which is what inspired this dark fic to begin with, so I give all credit to his talent and anger. This story is dark and has murder and death, if that disturbs you then stop reading now.

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Harry stood beside his son\'s crib looking down at him. He ran a hand lightly over the sleeping two year old\'s dark curls, smiling.

\"How did you get so big? I can\'t believe you\'re almost three already. I\'m so proud of you.\"

He looked up at Ginny who was standing fearfully in the doorway. He moved towards her quickly, grabbing her hair when she tried to run. He led her down the hallway like that and then shoved her down onto the couch when they reached the living room.

\"Sit down, Bitch. Move again and I\'ll crucio you.\"

She stared up at him, eyes wide in shock, tears streaming down her face. She nodded.

\"Don\'t make me wake that baby, he doesn\'t need to see what I\'m gonna do.\"

He watched her sobbing softly, her lip swollen and her eye a bit puffy from when he\'d hit her. He felt the rage swell up as he paced, making his head throb. \' Why the fuck is she crying? She did all this, it\'s her fault.\'

\"Quit crying, Bitch!\" He yelled.\"Why do you always make me shout at you!\"

He stepped in front of her taking hold of her chin tightly, making her look him in the eye.

\"How could you? Just leave me out of the blue and love him? Him!\"

He smirked at her flinch. \"Oh, what\'s the matter, Gin? Am I too loud for you? Too bad, Bitch, you\'re gonna finally hear me out now. At first I was like, you wanna throw me out? That\'s fine.\" He tightened his grip on her chin. \"But not for him to take my place, are you nuts?\"

He shoved her into the couch again and kicked it, then he stepped back gesturing with his arms.

\"This couch, this TV, This whole house, it\'s mine!\"

He grabbed her hair again and pulled her into the kitchen. \"How could you let him sleep in our bed? The bed we conceived Jamie in?\"

He pushed her towards the limp body on the floor making her practically land on top of it.

\"Look it, Gin, look at you new husband now!\"

She scrambled frantically backwards her head turned away. She couldn\'t see Draco lying there dead, she couldn\'t, because then it would be real and not just her worst nightmare. She screamed. \"No!\"

\"I said look at him! He\'s not so hot now, is he? Fucking prat!\"

She stared in horror at Harry as he kicked Draco\'s body repeatedly.

\"Why are you doing this?\" Her voice cracked.

\"Shut the fuck up!\"

She yelled louder. \"You\'re nuts! You\'re never going to get away with this!\"

He grinned. \"That\'s what you think. Come on, we\'re going for a ride, Bitch.\"

\"NO!\"

She tried to run for the back door but he caught her, holding her by the hair once more. He pulled her outside to where his car was. It was bewitched like her father\'s old Anglia but nicer and the magic was more stable. The Ministry had given the Mustang to him as a gift for defeating Voldemort.

\"Sit up front.\"

She struggled. \"We can\'t just leave Jamie alone, what if he wakes up?\"

He smiled. \"We\'ll be right back. Well, I will.\"

He shoved her into the car and got in. He started it up and tapped the button to make the car invisible. They flew over the neighborhood of Hogsmeade, heading towards the dark forest a few miles away. She huddled into the seat giving him wary looks and flinched when he spoke.

\"You really fucked me, Gin. You really did a number on me. I never thought me cheating with Lavender would come back to haunt me. But we were only kids then, I was only eighteen. That was years ago, I thought we wiped the slate clean. That\'s fucked up!\"

She thought frantically, trying to think of something to calm him down. \"I love you.\"

He flinched at her words, running his hand over his face and then through his hair. \"Gods, my brain is racing.\"

\"I love you!\"

He glared at her. \"What are you doing? Stop fucking lying! I hate it when you patronize me like that! Does this looked like a big joke?\"

\"No!\"

\"There\'s a four year old girl lying dead from the killiurseurse, in your bedroom, Ha-ha.\" He gave a psychotic laugh and noticed her sick look. \"What you think I\'m kidding you?\"

She just looked at the dashboard her hand over her mouth. \' How could he? Adriana? She was so sweet and looked just like Draco, like a little angel. Oh Gods.\'

\"Gin. Gin!\"

She looked at him.

\"You loved him, didn\'t you?\"

Ginny shook her head quickly, not liking where this was going.

\"Don\'t fucking lie to me!\"

\"No, I didn\'t! I swear!\"

\"Then why don\'t you like me? You think I\'m ugly don\'t you?\"

\"It wasn\'t like that at all!\" \' How did he get this way? How did the man she loved get so disturbed?\'

\"No, you think I\'m ugly.\" His voice was cracked and broken.

She reached out to him. \"Harry.\"

He pushed her away. \"Get the fuck away from me, don\'t touch me!\"

He slammed his hands on the wheel. \"I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I SWEAR TO MERLIN I HATE YOU!\"

He slumped against the wheel, his shoulders shaking, making the car dip and swerve in the air. \"Oh Gods, I love you. How the fuck could you do this to me?\"

\"I\'m sorry, Harry, I -\"

\"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!\"

He took the car down quickly into the forest and stopped, turning it off. He got out and walked around the car opening her door.

\"Come on, get out.\"

Ginny shook her head, the fear taking over her. \"I can\'t, I\'m scared.\"

He scowled at her grabbing her head again and dragging her from the car. \"I said get out, Bitch!\"

\"Please don\'t do this, Harry. Please, I love you, we could just take Jamie and leave.\"

\"Fuck you! You did this to us! You did it, it\'s your fault!\" He held his head, swaying slightly. \"Oh my God, I\'m cracking up. Get a grip, Potter!\"

He looked at her, a crooked smile on his mouth and an odd light in his eyes.

\"Hey,\" He ran his fingers over her cheek. \"Remember the time we went to Dean\'s party? And you got so drunk you threw up all over Neville? That was funny, wasn\'t it?\"

She nodded a tiny bit then gasped when his nails dug into her cheek.

\"That was funny, wasn\'t it?\" He growled.

\"Yes!\"

Harry smiled. \"See it all makes sense, doesn\'t it? You and your husband have a fight, one of you tries to grab a wand and during the struggle he gets Avada Kedavra.\"

\"NO!\"

He ignored her. \"And while this going on his daughter\'s just woke up and she walks in, you panic and she gets it, too.\"

\"Oh my God.\" She moaned.

\"So now they\'re both dead, you freak and run off. So now it\'s double homicide and suicide with no note.\"

He stared off into the trees. \"I should have known better when you started to act weird. We could\'ve . . . Hey! Where are you going? Get back here!\"

Ginny used his distraction as a chance to escape and tore away from him, leaving some of her hair behind. She ran as fast as her shakey legs could take her. She sped up when she heard him crashing through the trees right behind her.

\"You can\'t run from me, Ginny! It\'s just us, you\'re only making this harder on yourself!\"

He caught the ends of her hair and yanked, knocking her to the ground. \"Ha-ha! Gotcha!\"

She tried to roll away, screaming loudly, but he pinned her down.

\"Ha! Go ahead yell! Here I\'ll scream with you! AH SOMEBODY HELP!\"

She screamed again, still struggling below him until he hit her hard and slammed her head on the ground, stunning her.

\"Don\'t you get it, Bitch, no one can hear you. Silencing charms, learned them in fifth year. Now shut the fuck up and get what\'s coming to you!\"

His face went cold as she blinked up at him. He took the knife from his belt and leaned close to her face.

\"You were supposed to love me.\"

Harry gave her a light kiss then slashed the knife across her throat. \"Bleed, Bitch, bleed.\"

He crawled off of her and moved a few feet away, watching as she struggled to breathe. After he was sure she was dead he made a few more cuts on her body, getting her as bloody as possible. He stood, cleaning the blood from his body and clothes, then let out a shrill whistle, once, twice, three times. He saw the first thestral coming and tucked Ginny\'s wand, which he\'d used to kill Draco and his daughter, into her pants pocket. He made his way back to the car humming softly.

When he got back to the house he heard Jamie crying and ran down the hall to him. The baby was standing up in his crib screaming. When he saw his father he did a frantic movement and held out his arms. Harry picked him up and hugged him tight, rocking him.

\"Ah, ssh, Jamie, it\'s alright. Dada\'s here. Everything\'s alright now, ssh.\"

He rocked him until his tears stopped and he quieted. Jamie looked up at him.

\"Momma?\"

Harry ran a hand over his head and shook his own. \"Momma\'s gone bye-bye, Jamie. She won\'t be back.\"

Jamie sniffled. \"Buh-bye?\"

\"Yeah, baby, Bitch\'s gone bye-bye.\"

\' So long, bitch you did me so wrong
I don\'t wanna go on
Living in this world without you.\'


~End

This just might be lame but oh well. review if ya wish or not don\'t matter.