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The Hole
A/n thanku fpr ure reviews and sorry i took long to update. i know it seems like the storry is going slow but dont worry im just building the plot enjoy!! and please review
Chapter 2
The Hole
Harry stood still trying to gain some composure hoping dearly that Dean couldn’t hear his rapid heartbeat. Adeline poured through his voice as he said:
“What do you mean?”
His voice sounded normal, to his relief.
“I heard he’s coming to join the ministry.” Dean said cautiously.
Harry picked up his drink and settled down in the dark room on a sofa with his back to his boyfriend “I “I don’t understand what you mean. What does this have to do with me?” he asked in a flat tone.
“Ron and Hermionie told me.” Dean went on ignoring Harry’s question. “They kept telling me to make sure you were okay. Why
would they do that?”
“I don’t know Dean. I don’t know why they think they should be worried about me just because Draco Malfoy is coming to London.”
His voice was calm yet inside he was cursing his two best friends for being so damn transparent.
“Than why are you sitting here alone and drinking? You only do that when you’re upset.” He pressed on.
“It’s just been a long day okay?” Harry retorted now extremely frustrated. “Do I have to give a justification for all my actions?”
Dean opened his mouth to retaliate but changed his mind. He didn’t like fighting with Harry. He preferred it when things were on a
low key with them. And if that meant dropping an irrelevant subject then he was more than willing to. And if Harry didn’t want to tell
him something, well that was okay because nobody said that they couldn’t keep secrets from each other. He took a deep breath
and walked over to the couch.
“You’re right I\'m sorry.” He said settling down beside him. Even in the dark he could see Harry’s eyes being reflected from the week
light coming from the living room. They looked entrancing as he stared in front of him the drink still in his hand. Thank god they
were no longer obscured by his glasses, which he had given up a long time ago.
“Lets not fight, okay?” Dean whispered before planting a soft kiss on Harry’s neck. His boyfriend nodded in response and turned to
look at him. This gave Dean a chance to capture his lips in a soft and gentle kiss that Harry savored by closing his eyes.
Harry remained still allowing Dean to move softly and slowly against him. After a few moments Dean broke the contact, instead
nuzzling into Harry’s neck. At this the former Gryffindor seeker set his drink down and moved so that he was settle on his back in a
sleeping position across the sofa propped up against the armrest with Dean lying on top, his head beneath Harry’s chin.
They remained silent reeling in each other’s presence as the week light from the room caused flickers across the wall. The soft
drumming of the rain lulling them to sleep. Harry was running his hands across Dean’s back wondering weather or not to break the
peaceful silence. However, Dean beat him to it.
“I’ve missed you.” He proclaimed huskily, his breath brushing agents Harry’s neck.
“I’ve been right here.” Harry responded his gaze examining the soft shadows on the ceiling.
“I know, it’s just…you’ve been busy with work lately.”
Harry nodded smiling softly, enjoying the feeling of being need around that Dean so generously provided him with.
“I’ve missed you too.” He whispered back.
Silence once again took over the atmosphere.
“Do you wanna spend the night?” Harry asked tentatively. “It’s pouring outside and its getting late.”
Dean only nodded in response against Harry’s chest. He moved slightly.
“Do you want me too?”
“Yes.”
Silence again.
“C’mon lets get ready for bed.” Harry said after almost dozing off twice.
Dean got up sleepily and allowed Harry to drag him up to the bedroom. Once Harry had changed himself and Dean, who was dosing
off on the bed, he climbed into the warm covers curling up beside his boyfriend’s comfortable body. He smiled softly as he felt Dean
wrap his arms around his waist and bury his own face in Harry’s neck. It was wonderful feeling, which caused the slight
disappearance in the hole in his heart that Harry had walked around with ever since he walked away from Draco. He knew that
perhaps if he would allow Dean to make love to him that hole would disappear. Now as Harry lay on his back with Dean on his chest,
the fire flickering in the room a little way off and the rain humming softly, he wondered why he didn’t allow his boyfriend to fill in
that hole. He told himself it was probably because he was afraid of making such a commitment at this point in his life. But he knew
it wasn’t true. He knew that the only reason he would allow that hole to disappear is because that is the place he had reserved for
Draco and Draco only.
But what Draco won’t ever fill it? Then what?
Then…then he would walk around with that hole for the rest of his life and that was that.
~`~`~
Chapter 2
The Hole
Harry stood still trying to gain some composure hoping dearly that Dean couldn’t hear his rapid heartbeat. Adeline poured through his voice as he said:
“What do you mean?”
His voice sounded normal, to his relief.
“I heard he’s coming to join the ministry.” Dean said cautiously.
Harry picked up his drink and settled down in the dark room on a sofa with his back to his boyfriend “I “I don’t understand what you mean. What does this have to do with me?” he asked in a flat tone.
“Ron and Hermionie told me.” Dean went on ignoring Harry’s question. “They kept telling me to make sure you were okay. Why
would they do that?”
“I don’t know Dean. I don’t know why they think they should be worried about me just because Draco Malfoy is coming to London.”
His voice was calm yet inside he was cursing his two best friends for being so damn transparent.
“Than why are you sitting here alone and drinking? You only do that when you’re upset.” He pressed on.
“It’s just been a long day okay?” Harry retorted now extremely frustrated. “Do I have to give a justification for all my actions?”
Dean opened his mouth to retaliate but changed his mind. He didn’t like fighting with Harry. He preferred it when things were on a
low key with them. And if that meant dropping an irrelevant subject then he was more than willing to. And if Harry didn’t want to tell
him something, well that was okay because nobody said that they couldn’t keep secrets from each other. He took a deep breath
and walked over to the couch.
“You’re right I\'m sorry.” He said settling down beside him. Even in the dark he could see Harry’s eyes being reflected from the week
light coming from the living room. They looked entrancing as he stared in front of him the drink still in his hand. Thank god they
were no longer obscured by his glasses, which he had given up a long time ago.
“Lets not fight, okay?” Dean whispered before planting a soft kiss on Harry’s neck. His boyfriend nodded in response and turned to
look at him. This gave Dean a chance to capture his lips in a soft and gentle kiss that Harry savored by closing his eyes.
Harry remained still allowing Dean to move softly and slowly against him. After a few moments Dean broke the contact, instead
nuzzling into Harry’s neck. At this the former Gryffindor seeker set his drink down and moved so that he was settle on his back in a
sleeping position across the sofa propped up against the armrest with Dean lying on top, his head beneath Harry’s chin.
They remained silent reeling in each other’s presence as the week light from the room caused flickers across the wall. The soft
drumming of the rain lulling them to sleep. Harry was running his hands across Dean’s back wondering weather or not to break the
peaceful silence. However, Dean beat him to it.
“I’ve missed you.” He proclaimed huskily, his breath brushing agents Harry’s neck.
“I’ve been right here.” Harry responded his gaze examining the soft shadows on the ceiling.
“I know, it’s just…you’ve been busy with work lately.”
Harry nodded smiling softly, enjoying the feeling of being need around that Dean so generously provided him with.
“I’ve missed you too.” He whispered back.
Silence once again took over the atmosphere.
“Do you wanna spend the night?” Harry asked tentatively. “It’s pouring outside and its getting late.”
Dean only nodded in response against Harry’s chest. He moved slightly.
“Do you want me too?”
“Yes.”
Silence again.
“C’mon lets get ready for bed.” Harry said after almost dozing off twice.
Dean got up sleepily and allowed Harry to drag him up to the bedroom. Once Harry had changed himself and Dean, who was dosing
off on the bed, he climbed into the warm covers curling up beside his boyfriend’s comfortable body. He smiled softly as he felt Dean
wrap his arms around his waist and bury his own face in Harry’s neck. It was wonderful feeling, which caused the slight
disappearance in the hole in his heart that Harry had walked around with ever since he walked away from Draco. He knew that
perhaps if he would allow Dean to make love to him that hole would disappear. Now as Harry lay on his back with Dean on his chest,
the fire flickering in the room a little way off and the rain humming softly, he wondered why he didn’t allow his boyfriend to fill in
that hole. He told himself it was probably because he was afraid of making such a commitment at this point in his life. But he knew
it wasn’t true. He knew that the only reason he would allow that hole to disappear is because that is the place he had reserved for
Draco and Draco only.
But what Draco won’t ever fill it? Then what?
Then…then he would walk around with that hole for the rest of his life and that was that.
~`~`~