Forever Wanting

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY

In the smallest room in the most ordinary house in Little Whining,
London, there lives a boy. But this is no ordinary boy. This boy is the
second most known wizard in the wizarding world. His name is Harry
Potter. Harry wakes up in a cold sweat. He has just woken up from a
very odd dream. In his dream he was back at the beloved school that
acts as his home during three seasons of the year. Hogwarts School of
Witchcraft and Wizardry. He was walking the halls when a figure with a
face he could not see walked up to Harry.

\"This year, you\'re mine Potter.\" The stranger said with an oddly
familiar voice.

It was then that he awoke. Now Harry is pacing back and forth in his
room thinking of the possibilities of who the stranger could be and
what he would want. He could be an enemy, which would explain why he
used Harry\'s last name. For Harry has made many enemies back when he
was only an infant. A dark wizard named Voldemort killed his parents
and tried to kill him, but for an unknown reason, he failed. He left
Harry with only a cursed scar, while Voldemort was left with virtually
no powers. He had went into hiding for many years. Until two years
ago.In Harry\'s forth year the Dark Lord rose again, and only last year
killed the last bit of family Harry liked. Harry was still trying to
get used to the fact that he was never going to see his god father
again. He tries writing to him still, but then remembers the horrific
events that took place only a few months earlier.

Voldemort has many followers that want Harry dead. Maybe this up coming
year will bring death to Harry. He didn\'t really care. At this point
that was all he really wanted. Death. But he had a feeling he would
never be so lucky.

Sadness and anger warped his mind to depression. If only his so-called-
friends Ronald Weasley and Hermione Granger could see him now. These
days he dresses in black and covers himself in chains and spikes, only
wanting to huddle up in a corner and waist away. But his mothers sister
and her family would not allow it. Whether they want to believe it or
not, they need him. Who else would cook and clean? All summer that is
all he does for those people that are supposed to be his family,
supposed to love him. But no, all they do is boss him around and
occasionally beat him if he dares get out of line. If he could only use
his wand. He would curse them to oblivion. But no matter, in a few days
he would be on his way back to school, the only place where he truly
feels at home.

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After what seemed like forever, Harry finally got to the train station.
As he made his way to Platform 9 3/4 he couldn\'t help but wonder what
the new school year would bring. So far Harry had managed to avoid
anyone worth talking to. Why bother? His friends had not sent one
single letter this summer. Would they if they had known what exactly
was going on in Harry\'s newly demented head? He would rather not know.
He found a compartment that was empty and plopped down for a short nap.

He woke about an hour later to a soft knock on the door.

\"Go away!\" Harry commanded. Unfortunately whoever it was, was
determined to get on Harry\'s nerves because they walked in.

\"Hey. How was your summer?\" Asked Ron.

\"Well, I got stuck doing chores, Sirius has died because of me, and had
no friends to console in. In short, my summer sucked.\" Harry says
obviously getting angry.

\"Sorry about that mate, but me and Hermione have kind of been absorbed
in each other lately. I am very sorry that we neglected you.\"

\"Oh, okay. You sorry for making my life a living hell all summer all
because you were busy with a GIRL! I thought we were better friends
than that. You\'d think that you could at least send me a fucking
birthday card! But no! You are too busy for poor pathetic Harry!\" By
this time Harry was breathing heavily.

\"I said I was sorry.\"

\"Get out.\" Harry was fuming.

The compartment door shut and Harry was alone once again. He was
surrounded by peace and silence, just the way he liked it. Ron must
have spread the word that he was in a bad mood, either that or they
heard the yelling, because nobody bothered him for the rest of the
train ride to Hogwarts.

A few hours later they arrived just outside Hogsmeade. Harry found a
nice deserted carriage. But after about five minutes his silence was
broken due to the fact that a very handsome blonde boy by the name of
Draco Malfoy had just walked in.

\"What do you want?\" Asked a very annoyed Harry.

\"All the other carriages are taken. So deal because you\'re stuck with
me.\" Malfoy grinned.

\"Oh yay.\" Said a very unenthused Harry.

\"And a good thing too, because I wanted to talk to you.\" Harry glanced
at him shocked. Why Malfoy want to talk to him?

\"What are you up to Malfoy?\"

\"You know... You would have done quite nicely in Slytherin.\"

\"So I\'ve heard...\"

\"And you look really sexy with the Goth look.\" His grin grew wider.

\"You think I am sexy do you?\" Malfoy nods. \"I don\'t buy it. What the
fuck is this all about ? And why the sudden change of heart?\"

\"Now that my father is in prison I am free to be me without his ideas
being forced on me. The is I have always liked you ever since we first
met in the robe store. But the boy you were then and the man you are
now do not compare. You are sexier than ever Potter.\"

This was quite a shock for Harry. He had never questioned his
sexuality, but Malfoy was certainly turning him on now more than any
girl ever has. While Malfoy was talking he smoothly pinned Harry where
he was on his seat and their faces were merely inches apart.

\"You know you want me too.\"

The carriages came to a halt. Assuming that they were now at Hogwarts,
Harry managed to get Malfoy off of him, scrambled to get out of the
carriage, and ran as fast as he could inside the school. Harry was
determined to not let Malfoy get to him.

Not wanting to speak with anyone, Harry quickly made his way to the
room of requirement. When he walked in he noticed that the walls were
covered in paintings of skulls and dead people. There was a bed covered
in black sheets with a black fishnet vale. On the nightstand was a few
magazines with naked guys on the front cover, to take care of the
problem that Malfoy so willingly left Harry with.

\"Damn him,\" he said silently.

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The first week of school was completely un eventful for Harry. Classes
came and went. Potions was terrible, as usual. Snape always criticizing
poor Harry for every little thing he does wrong. Professor Treawny was
just as crazy as last year. Professor Binns just as boring. And
Professor McGonagal just as strict. Harry spent most lunches in the
library or in the commonroom because he could not stand the looks
Malfoy was giving him. Harry has managed to avoid being alone with
Malfoy so far. As for Ron and Hermione, he tries at all costs to not
look them in the eyes in fear that they would try engaging in a
conversation. Luckily, Ron seemed to get the message on the train and
passed it on to Hermione, because they tried just as hard as he did to
not talk to him. Friends. Who needs them? Obviously not Harry.

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One night, about two weeks after school began, Harry was in the
bathroom in the boy\'s dormitories . He had just finished piercing his
lip when the door creeped open.

\"Now you\'re piercing your lip? What\'s wrong with you Harry? Why have
you changed so much?\" Asked a baffled Ron.


ver ver the summer I realized... I don\'t need to impress anyone. I can
just be myself. This is me, how I want to dress, how I want to act, how
I want to be. Can\'t you and Hermione accept this \'new\' me?\" Harry asked
sincerely, trying not to get angry and blow things way out of
proportion again.

\"We want you to be happy, but shutting yourself away from people is not
the way to go about it. You need a girl or something mate. Maybe
someone who could make you happy. I hear Lavender is available.\"

\"I don\'t need a girl, Ron.\"

\"Don\'t be ridiculous, of course you do.\"

\"Ron... I\'m gay.\"

\"Haha, Harry, this is no time for jokes. You are seriously unhappy. You
need a chick, just admit it.\"

\"Ron! I am not joking! I AM GAY. I like guys, not girls. Deal.\" said
Harry.

Ron tilted his head and looked at him confused, he looked like one of
those people on that muggle TV show, Jerry Springer, just finding out
that his lover was not a girl, but a guy in disguise. \"Y-You\'re gay?\"
He stutters.

\"Yes, Ron.\"

\"Well, what ever toots your flute, mate.\"

\"You\'re not mad?\"

\"Why would I be? In the wizarding world people are more open to things
like this, unlike those muggles. I fully support you, Harry.\" Ron
smiles.

\"Thank you. Your acceptance means a lot to me.\"

\"What are friends for? But I still feel really bad about not writing to
you over the summer. So does Hermione.\"

\"No, I\'m sorry. I shouldn\'t have blown up like that.\"

\"You shouldn\'t have had a reason to blow up.\"

\"What do you say to forgetting that ever happened?\"

\"Sounds good.\"

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And so the trio is reunited again, but Harry chose not to tell them
about Malfoy. Since they are still a little awkward between them he
decided that it wasn\'t time for that just yet. They would freak and
make a big deal, something that Harry did not want just yet. He goes to
all the meals now, but still leaves early with a lame excuse.

After breakfast one day Harry decides to wander the halls and explore
unknown passages and so on. But as he turned the corner not far from
the Great Hall, Harry collides with something.

\"Ugh. Get off of me Potter. I like to be on top.\" Before Harry opened
his eyes, he knew who he had ran into. Malfoy.

\"Watch where you\'re going next time.\"

\"I was. And I got exactly where I wanted to be.\"

\"How cheesy. Did you come up with that all on your own, Malfoy?\"

\"Yes.\" He smirks. \"And by the way, I love your lip ring.\"

They were still entwined on the ground, only Malfoy had managed to get
on top and was holding Harry down.

\"Get off.\" Harry said.

\"Make me.\"

Harry tried to push him off, but failed. Malfoy smirked and bent down
to kiss Harry. As their lips met Harry tried to pull away, but Malfoy
was persistant. Before Harry knew it he forced his lips against
Malfoy\'s with just as much eagerness. Malfoy smelled like vanilla. And
tasted like vanilla.

Harry realized what was happening and thought of Ron and Hermione\'s
face if they were to find out that Harry was making out with Draco
Malfoy. He summed up all the strength he had to push Malfoy off of him.
Malfoy wore a shocked expression, but it faded as he saw Harry\'s face.
Harry liked it. That\'s what was wrong. He felt that he shouldn\'t have.
Malfoy was mean. This was obviously a big joke. On that note Harry ran.
He didn\'t know where he was going, but he had to get away from Malfoy.
An hour later Harry found he way to class. Unfortuanately his first
class of the day was Potions.

\"You\'re late Mr. Potter. Do you have an excuse?\" Snape snarled.

\"No Professor.\" Harry looked around at the class that was staring at
him. Malfoy was smirking. Ron and Hermione were looking at him in
confusion. He sat next to them.

\"15 points will be deducted from Gryffindor. Next class, be here on
time Mr. Potter.\"

\"Yes Professor.\"

\"The assignment is on the board.\" Snape sat at his desk and started
some work.

\"Where were you Harry?\" Asked Hermione.

\"I went back to the dorm to get some sleep. I accedentally slept in.\"
Harry claimed.

\"I went back to look for you thinking you did just that, but when I got
there, you were nowhere to be found.\" Ron said.

\"Tell us the truth Harry.\" Said Hermione.

\"Look guys, I am just to embarassed to talk about it right now.\"

\"Okay Harry. We\'ll leave it for now, but we are going to need an
expanation if this ever happens again.\" Oh how Harry loved Hermione at
that moment.

\"Thank you.\" Said Harry graciously.

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There was only a week left until Halloween. This year Dumbledore wants
all the students to become more familliar with muggle traditions. So
every one is to order bl a l a costume. On Halloween there will be a
school party, in which there will be music and snacks.

Harry was looking through books and magazines trying to find out what
to be. A wizard was deffinately out of the picture. Suddenly a thought
occurs to him. He races down to the owlry getting his order down on a
piece of parchment.

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Halloween morning at breakfast Harry was starting to think he would
never get his costume on time. But then he saw Hedwig flying twards him
with a rather large package.

\"Is that your costume for Halloween, Harry?\" Ron asked.

\"Yes, but I want it to be a surprise so don\'t ask any more unless you
want your ass kicked.\"

\"I\'m going to be a troll and Hermione is going to be a cat.\"

\"That\'s nice. So Hermione finally got over the whole cat accedent that
happened in our second year?\"

\"She says that the only way she can heal is to have a positive
experience as a cat, so try not to screw anything up.\"

\"I\'ll try.\"

\"Okay. Meet us at seven in the commonroom.\"

\"Fine.\"

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When Harry entered the commonroom at seven everyone gasped. Harry was
wearing black leather pants, a black tee shirt, black eyeliner and eye
shaddow, black wings, a spiked collar and spiked bracelets. He was a
dark angel.

Ron anrmiormione gawked.

\"Wow,\" said Hermione.

\"Is that a good thing?\" Harry asked her.

\"You look great Harry. It was just unexpected.\" Answered Hermione.

\"Thank you. Can we go now?\" Harry asked impatiently.

\"Of course.\"

They walked in silence to the Great Hall. It has been redecorated in
black and orange ribbons, and skeletons hung freely in the air. Candy
was scattered over a table that stood against one of the walls.

About five minutes after Harry had arrived Malfoy walked in. Apparently
they had thought somewhat alike because he was also wearing dark-red
leather pants. Attached to Malfoy pants was a red belt with black
skulls on it. He wore a long sleeved black and red fish-net shirt. A
black cape hung loosely around his neck the inside of the cape was red.
He wore no jewery, but he did have black makeup on. Everytime he spoke
silver fangs could be seen peeking from inside mouth. Harry was
mezmerized. He slowly made his way to Malfoy.

\"Hey, Potter.\" He greeted.

\"Hi, Malfoy. I like your costume.\" complemented Harry.

\"Is the great Harry Potter complimenting me? His arch nemesis?\" Harry
nodded. \"Well you don\'t look so bad youself Potter. Would you like to
go outside?\" Harry nodded again.

The boy boys made their way out to the gardens. Luckily no one was out
there. They sat on a bench.

\"Why are you suddenly so interested in me? Last time we came face to
face you ran awayMalfMalfoy stated.

\"I guess I was scared. I started thinking about what my friends would
say if they found out that I was making out with my \'arch nemesis\'. I
freaked out and ran. I\'m sorry.\" Harry answered.

\"Why are you speaking to me now?\"

\"I don\'t know. But I am here... talking. Better late than never.\"

\"If I try kissing you again will you ru Mal Malfoy asked.

\"Try it and we shall find out.\" Harry answered. Malfoy grabbed Harry by
the back of his neck and forced Harry\'s lips to meet his. Harry slipped
his tongue into Malfoy\'s mouth. His tongue brushed against Malfoy\'s
sharp fangs. The taste of blood filled their mouths. The blood did not
phase them in the slightest. The kiss only becmoremore intense. Harry
pushed Malfoy down on the bench and climbed on top of him.

\"Oh, Harry...\" Malfoy groaned.

Harry got off and stood up.

\"What did you just call me?\" He asked.

\"Umm, Potter?\" Malfoy answered.

\"No you didn\'t. You called me Harry. Why?\"

\"Last names are so juvenile. We are past that.\"

\"We are?\"

\"What did you think this was, Harry?\"

\"Things are going way to fast for me. I think I need to go and think
over some things.\"

With Harry\'s luck, when he bac back into the castle he ran strait into
Ron and Hermione.

\"Where have you been?\" Ron asked.

\"Outside.\" Harry answered.

\"Why?\" Asked Hermione.

\"Listen... I need to go. I do not want to talk about it just yet. I\'ll
tell you when I am ready, just leave me alone for now.\" Harry ran back
to the dorm. Since everyone was at the party, there was no one in the
commonroom or the dorm.

Harry had been so sure that this whole thing with Malfoy had just been
a joke, but when he said Harry\'s first name it was then that Harry
realized this was no joke. Malfoy had meant everything that he had said
to Harry. Was Harry willing to put aside everything Malfoy had done and
said? Yes. But what would his friends think? They hate Malfoy with a
burning purple passion. And what of Malfoy\'s family? Wouldn\'t they
disown Malfoy if he were to become allies with the famous Harry Potter?
The stakes seemed stacked against him. But Ron was right about one
thing. Harry did need someone. He was a very lonely boy. He only ever
felt alive when he was with Malfoy.

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The next morning was a Saturday morning. Harry had woken up unusually
early, which gave him time to take a shower and choose his clothe
carefully, unlike normal days in which he barely had enough time to get
his school bags, let alone take a shower. (He now takes them at night).
Once out of the shower Harry noticed Ron had just woken up.

\"Ron, I need to talk to you.\" Harry stated.

\"Is this about last night?\" Ron asked.

\"Kind of...\" Harry replied. \"Malfoy likes I guI guess. And a few weeks
ago we ran into each other in the hall. One thing lead to another, and
some how we ended up making out.\"

\"WHAT?!\" Ron screamed. \"But he\'s always been nothing but a dick to all
of us! How can you be sure that he\'s not just doing this to make you
pay somehow for you putting his father in jail?\"

\"Last night we got together again and he called me by my first name. He
didn\'t use it sarcastically or anything. It was sincere. I think he
actually likes me, but I am not sure what to do.\"

\"Well, you deserve to be happy Harry, and if you think that Malfoy can
make you happy then you should at least try it.\" Harry hugged Ron.

\"Thank you.\"

Harry ran down to the Great Hall. Malfoy was already there eating. He
looked up at the front door to see Harry beckoning him with his index
finger. He got up and followed Harry silently to an unknown corridor.
Harry walked back and forth three times and a door appeared out of thin
air. They walked in to find a fairly ordinary room with a few couches,
a large fireplace, a bookshelf, and a few small tables.

\"So did you do your thinking?\" Malfoy asked.

\"Would we be here if I didn\'t?\"

\"Maybe. You are a strange one, I never know what to expect.\"

\"Well I did a lot of thinking.\" Harry said.

\"And?\"

Harry pushed him onto one of the couches . The fire flared up as Harry
lightly pressed his lips

against the other boy\'s.

\"I want you, Draco.\"

Draco\'s eyes grew wider.

\"Surnames are beneath us.\"

Draco genuinely smiled.

\"Oh, Harry-\" Harry cut him off with another kiss. Once again their
tongues were dueling, this time with a taste of strawberries. A step up
from blood.

When they separated the same bed that Harry had used the first night of
school had returned.

\"Where the hell did that come from?\" Draco asked.

\"Did you happen to think about needing a bed?\" Harry smiled.

Draco\'s smirk had returned.

\"This is the Room of Requirement,\" Harry explained. \"What ever you
need, the room will give it to you.\"

\"I only really need one thing.\"

\"And what is that?\"

\"You,\" replied Draco. He got up from his position on the couch and
swiftly picked Harry up and set him back down on the bed.

\"So does this mean we are boyfriends?\" Harry questioned.

\"Are you comfortable with that?\"

\"Yes.\"

\"Will you be my boyfriend Harry Potter?\" Asked Draco.

\"Of course.\"

Draco pinned Harry to the bed and kissed him firmly. And there they
remained for the rest of the day making out, and just being there
together. Their first day as a couple.

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A/N: Please tell me what you think.