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none\'>Drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>So slowly…it drips… down, reaching the floor…
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drip…
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>The sweet noise of blood colliding
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none;text-underline:none\'>Love it… Don’t you?
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none;text-underline:none\'>I no I do. It’s so fucking sweet. The blood oozed out
of my slashed skin. I’m a fucked up person, I know. I don’t need to be told
twice.
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none;text-underline:none\'>That stupid mudbloodnormal\'> bitch already told me in the morning. She and the other fucking
Gryffindor friends.
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none;text-underline:none\'>She said I was fucked up in the head. I believe her.
I always do. She’s always right, never wrong. normal\'>Never.
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none;text-underline:none\'>It was great.
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none;text-underline:none\'>I was happy.
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drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Why can’t see just normal\'>see the goddamn facts. I thought she was smart.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Oh well.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Now I have a reason
to do this.
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none;text-underline:none\'>That’s why I’m so fucking normal\'>happy.
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Ah…the blood. The luscious, red
liquid pouring out of my arm. The sweet…sweet…normal\'>blood…
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none;text-underline:none\'>If only she knew.
Then I wouldn’t be doing this to
myself. Yep…there it goes….blood, oozing out from my palm.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Just squeezed the blade in my hand.lang=EN-AU style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
F so so fucking good.
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>No one would have guessed
I’m I’m this kind of person.
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text-datioation:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>I’m not a person. I’m a fucking normal\'>god. Everyone loves me. class=GramE>Except her. Why
can’t she just love me!? I need her.
I need her to love me…
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n:
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none;text-underline:none\'>What can I fucking do to change that? class=GramE>Nothing. I’ll just
stay here till she comes to look for me. If she doesn’t then…I’ll just bleed to
death…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Sweet, remorseful death.
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Hmmm. Think another cut should do.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Yep.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Great.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>Sweet…sweet…blood…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Wish I can just cut myself open. Pour my heart out to
her. Literally.<:p><:p><:p>
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>That would be fun. See her face. Surprised.
And I? Bleeding at her feet. class=GramE>My fucking pure blood
surrounding her. Enveloping her after so many years.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Wish I was him.
Then I would be loved by her. Can’t
believe it…but it’s true.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Stupid thought…
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none;text-underline:none\'>I wish I was the Boy-Who-Lived…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Oh well. I’m not so I can do nothing. Completely style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>nothing…
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none;text-underline:none\'>I’m not living either…am I?
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none;text-underline:none\'>But you can always wish…and dream…
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>I’ve dreamt I was him.
So I can always hold her in my arms. Protect her from all the shit that seems
to follow through. Like Weasley. He’s a piece of shit…isn’t he? Yea…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Waste of space. Should be me. Not him. I’d be better.
She would love me then. Love me…the
way she loves Potter.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Fuck him. Fuck them all. If she
doesn’t love me. Then…well I don’t care anymore...
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Wish I can just slit my throat. Then I can bleed
faster. Gasping for some fucking air.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>If only…lang=EN-AU style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>But I won’t…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Well… Not yet…
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>I’ll wait. Patiently. I’ve been waiting long enough.
She’ll come. I know she will. And when she does. I would bleed at her feet.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>That’s funny. She probably normal\'>won’t come. But then again. class=GramE>That look on her face before I lefe hae hall. class=GramE>Pure guilt. class=GramE>Written over her flushed face.
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none;text-underline:none\'>I hate that face. I hate seeing her with style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>him. Their little kisses and hugs. Fuck
it. This is pointless. She WON’T come…
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drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Sigh.
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drip…
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Pain.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Love…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Alright….my last few minutes of life. I knew it. I am
a fucked up person. Look at me.
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amE>text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>Yea that’s right you mudblood. normal\'>Look at me. You’ve
finally came.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Too normal\'>late…text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>Oh, bitch... Don’t be surprised. You practically did style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\is to me.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>There she goes. Tears willing up in
her fucking eyes.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>
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none;text-underline:none\'>She’s crying for me.
This time… It’s me…not style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>him.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Great.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Just what I wanted. To see her
cry…for me…
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style=\'font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Drip, drip,
drip…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Yep. You see it don’t you.an can class=GramE>The pureblood
that has been pumped through me for seventeen fucking years. But you’re
too late. You can’t help now you little bitch.
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text-decoration:none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.
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none;text-underline:none\'>She’s screaming for me to stop this stupid
act…bullshit... I’ve done it for two years. And she just noticed style=\'mso-bidi-font-style:normal\'>now?
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none;text-underline:none\'>At least she’s screaming normal\'>my name. Finally. Screaming… And
screaming… I think her lungs might burst…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Hah. Yea. You see this
smirk? Last time I will smirk this way. Last time I’ll do anything.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Yea that’s r. Ru. Run up to me. Oh, you’re begging
now? Too bad. It’s too fucking late now.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Yep. There goes my legs.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.
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none;text-underline:none\'>The floor is so wet. My own blood. Yea…just how I
imagined it to be. Me bleeding at her feet.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Ahhh… I can taste the blood in my mouth. My own…
sweet… blood…
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none;text-underline:none\'>The bloon isn’t dripping anymore. It’s just oozing
out of me…Too slowly…
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care anymore. It doesn’t matter where I am now… yea normal\'>bleeding at your feet. It’s all too fucking pointless now…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Just too pointless.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Heh.
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none;text-underline:none\'>Ah…. Finally…blackness…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Free. Free from all the fucking pain. The taste of
thtterttersweet memories...The taste of myself…
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none;text-underline:none\'>Free. Free from the noise and disruption that
surrounded me before. I’m free…
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none;text-underline:none\'>I’m free…
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none;text-underline:none\'>But you know what? I’ll never be free from one
sound…the beautiful sound that has engulfed me all these long years…
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