Dangerous Game

Lily got up the next morning almost in a zombie like state; she had not slept well the night before, crying most of the night. When she looked in the mirror she saw her eyes were red and puffy, there was no way Severus could see this or she would probably suffer another smack, and he would do something to hurt James. Freezing some water, she put ice on her eyes to calm the swelling then applied makeup before going to breakfast.

James did not bother getting up for breakfast that morning, he was not planning on going to classes that day either. Grunting, he rolled over in bed when he heard Lily leave her room. He almost went out to see her but decided against it. It was lucky, had he seen the marks that had been left on her, he probably would have gone and killed Severus with his bare hands.

“Good morning love,” Severus said as she took a seat next to him. He reached for her hand, taking it within his own. Lily held it back very lightly, trying to block out what was going on.

“Morning,” Lily mumbled reaching for a piece of toast.

Severus saw the mark he had left on her skin, and felt horrible for it, but she deserved it, it was the only way she would learn to obey and listen to him. Plus he needed the others to think he did not care for her.

“We have potions together today,” he said smirking over at her. “You are to sit next to me, not your friends,” he said and saw Lily’s face turn angry for a moment, but went back to complacent.

“Okay,” she mumbled finishing off her toast. He noticed that she hardly ate a thing in the past two days, but he figured she was still upset about James.

Severus decided it was time to go and he rose from his seat, reaching his hand out to her. Lily took it, but remained staring at the ground.

People in the halls were turning their heads as they walked by, and whispers were erupting all over the place. Lily felt like crawling into a hole and dying, it would be better then living like this. They made it to class, and Severus choose to sit in the back.

People filed in, looking at the new odd couple. Once class began, was when the nightmare began as well. Since they were in the back, the Professor could hardly see them, and they could not be heard.

Sitting quietly trying to pay attention, Lily felt Severus’ hand slip up slightly under her skirt like it did the day before at breakfast. Shifting, Lily tried to get him to stop, but it just made him go further up. She was getting flustered, and very upset, she did not want this to happen ever, but especially in class when people were around.

“Please stop, I am trying to pay attention,” Lily said as she wrote down more notes.

“Shut up,” Severus hissed under his breath. He knew he loved her, but Severus had an odd way of showing it. His way was by sheer force, just as his parents had been.

Groaning on the inside, Lily kept quiet, and felt his hand snake all the way up to the elastic of her knickers on her hip. He played with a bit, and Lily felt disgust wash over her in a way. Glancing over at him, she saw the sick smirk on his face, and could see he was aroused.

“You still haven’t kissed me you know,” Severus said looking at her, licking his lips a bit. One stray finger had slipped completely under her knickers, but still had not reached what it was looking for exactly.

Lily nodded, trying to ignore where his hand had ventured up to. She stared at the clock, there was still twenty more minutes to go. Shaking her foot, Lily stared hard at the board, willing time to speed up.

“You will after this class Lily, you will be all mine,” Severus said his finger finding exactly what it wanted. He flicked that small little spot there, it had been the first time he had ever touched a girl like this. He watched her adjust slightly in her chair, and swallow hard. Smirking, he removed his hand, and began to take down notes as well.

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James emerged from his room around nine that morning, his headache still there, but not as bad. He went down to the main common room to find the other marauders there waiting for him.

“Hey,” James said as he approached and saw them all jump, and try to act like they had not been in deep discussion.

“’lo mate,” Remus said rubbing the back of his neck, looking at the other two apprehensively.

“What’s going on?” James asked knowing full well there was something they knew that he did not.

“Sit down,” Sirius said pulling over a chair for him. James complied and stared at the rest of them, who were just exchanging glances.

“Just tell me, I am not in the bloody mood!” James said a bit loudly causing some heads to turn, and Peter to jump.

“Fine,” Sirius said. “Lily…Lily is with Snape now.” He winced slightly waiting for James to strike with either fists or words.

James looked at the other two who nodded in agreement. “How do you know?”

“I saw them together holding hands,” Peter said in his nervous squeaky voice.

“Your positive?” James asked raising an eyebrow.

“Yes,” Peter said sinking back a bit, as if he was trying to use Remus as a shield.

James sat quietly for a second before getting up, “I have to go,” he said getting up from the chair. Sirius reached to stop him, but James just gave him one look, and Sirius dropped his hand.

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Class ended, and now Lily did not want it to end. She really must of done something to piss God off she finally concluded as they left the potions room. There she saw James leaning against a wall, his wand in hand at his side. Nervous she glanced at him, then down at her hand within Severus’. Apparently he had seen all that he needed to see, before with a shake of his head, he turned and walked off.

Lily slumped a bit as they walked, well Severus practically dragging her along in anticipation. He finally found what he was looking for, and Lily knew exactly what it was. Many students came here when they wanted some ‘alone’ time. It was an old supply closet that the teachers had long forgotten about. It held old broken chipped beds, desks, chairs, and drapes.

Severus basically threw Lily into the room, turning around to lock the door, and put a silencing charm on the room. Lily backed up slightly, not liking the look in his eyes that he was giving her. She did not go far though, her calf’s hitting a low lying bed. “Severus please,” Lily tried to get out, but it was no use. He had removed his cloak, and was on her now, throwing her down on the bed.

Lily struggled a bit, and then received a quick smack to the face. Knowing there was no way out; Lily just laid still under him. His hair brushed her face as he kissed her, and she closed her eyes kissing him back. It was impossible to pretend this was James, he was too rough, and a complete opposite of James.

He was aroused again, and he sat up a bit, undoing her Gryffindor tie, throwing it to the side, before ripping open her shirt. Severus saw her hesitate, but decided against hitting her again. He looked at her for a good minute, taking in her body. The only time he had seen a naked girl was in his magazines he hid under his bed. With his wand, he severed the front of her bra, and push it as well as her shirt off of her.

Keeping her eyes closed Lily held back tears as best as she could. She felt his hands on her chest, rough and angry, there was definite passion there, but not the kind Lily wanted. Then she felt him bite her neck, and Lily yelped slightly as pain shot up her back. He then took one of her breasts into his mouth with a fierce hunger that hurt badly. She knew she was going to bruise from this as well, but she still laid there as quiet as she could.

“So beautiful,” Severus said sitting up again, his hands sliding up her skirt, not bothering to remove it.

Lily opened her eyes for a second, and saw the bulge in his pants. Shutting her eyes tight, she felt his hand reach up and push aside her knickers. Replacing them was his hand. They were shaking, and a bit gentler this time. Lily figured it was because this was totally new, but once he got used to it, he would not be.

“Your mine Lily,” Severus said his finger running up and down her center, causing Lily to squirm. It was a bit pleasurable but she was mad at her body for betraying her mind. “Give in to me. You will always be mine. Potter is no more so get him out of your head.”

She turned her head to side, and stared at the wall, concentrating at the dust and wall paper there, and not on what Severus was doing. He seemed satisfied after a while, since Lily was not reacting. She heard him fumbling with his own pants zipper, and instantly Lily curled up her legs.

Severus had his pants and boxers down and he stared at Lily, who was wide eyed. “Do it,” he commanded her, and Lily knew exactly what he meant. “If you can do it for that filth, you can do it for me.”

Closing her eyes tight, Lily did as he said. She could feel his hand on the back of her head, pushing her to do more, and his moaning was loud and eerie. Lily stopped though, not wanting what was supposed to come, and Severus glared at her.

Pushing her back down onto the bed, he moved to get between her legs, and for the first time Lily fought him. She curled her legs up, and shoved him off of her. Quickly she reached for her shirt, but he was faster, his wand out.

“You’re going to regret that,” Severus said and with a flick of his wand, cuts appeared on Lily’s arms. Yelling in pain, Lily dropped to her knees, as the five new cuts began to bleed. It was the same spell Bellatrix had used on Mulciber when he pretended to be James.

“Please Severus,” Lily said crying now, unable to control the bleeding. “Please.”

Severus obliged, lowering his wand. He adjusted his pants, and zipped up his zipper as he looked at her. “You will eventually Lily. You will not be able to hide from me forever.”

Lily did not respond as she tended to her wounds with her shirt. The bleeding eased, and she pulled on the blood soaked shirt, and her cloak as well.

Severus left without another word to her, and Lily followed a few minutes later, tears stinging her eyes as she dashed up to her room.