Harry Potter: Only you always and forever

Harry potter only you always and forever
Chapter 9: Tears and the truth


After dinner everyone apart from the girls and Fred and George, who had gone by floo powder to collect the Angelina and Katie, were in the garden trying to rid it of genomes. The other guys weren’t too pleased about this. Well, at least they weren’t being roped into cooking in a hot kitchen, like the girls were.

Harry turned to Ron and said "How come you didn't mention you were seeing Blaise Zabini for the past three and a half years until this morning?" Draco added "I would like to know the answer to that as well, seeing as Blaise is my best friend and like a brother to me?"

Ron replied "We never said anything until this morning, well actually we never said anything at all, we were actually discovered by accident, seeing as we hadn't seen each other all summer so naturally we for got where we were."

Harry asked "I wonder why Dumbledore brought him here?" Draco added "If I knew any better my guess would be he is here for the same reason as I am refusal to receive the dark mark, or even a murdered parent if not both of them."

When Draco mention the words murdered parent Harry and Ron visibly flinched, as they felt the rage and pent up bitterness in his tone of voice, and the way all of that lethal pent up rage was almost flowing from every mere inch of the beautiful young blond man.

Ron took a few steps back from Draco and said "What if he has already received the dark mark, then what will happen? It's just I don't think I could bear it if he already has, I think it would possible kill me."

Draco added "I'm afraid there is only one way to find out, I would do it, only I think you should do the honours this time, seeing as you share a closer form of relationship with Blaise then either me or Harry.” He added “Come to think it, I don't think even Harry knows Blaise all that well."

Ron sighed in defeat, he hated doubting or questioning his boyfriend, but he knew it had to be done. So then Ron reluctantly agreed to go over and find out was happening. Just as he was about to leave, Harry stopped him and said "Ron please do try to be discreet when you check to see if he has got the dark mark or not."

Ron nodded and made his way over to Blaise, who was talking to Charlie and Bill. When he reached Blaise, Charlie and Bill left to give them some time on their own, while they talked. Bill ruffled Ron's hair while Charlie winked at him, before heading for the other end of garden to tackle the genomes there.

Ron was greeted with a loving kiss and cuddle. Ron looked timidly up at Blaise, who was eyeing him strangely, as he noticed the usual calm laid back head strong red haired man was every tense. "What's the matter love?" Blaise asked, as he circled Ron's waist with his arms.

Ron sighed "How come Dumbledore brought you here? Don’t get me wrong I've missed you so much" he added when he saw the hurt slightly taken back expression that filtered across Blaise face. "It's just I hate it when your put in danger, and I'm powerless to stop it.”

He added “Where are your parents, do they know you’re here, and has he who must not be named been after you trying to force you to have the dark mark?" Ron knew straight a way he'd hit an extremely sensitive spot when he mentioned Blaise's parents and Voldemort.

"Blaise what is going on? I know I've hit a painfully sensitive spot, it's written all over your face, and besides most of the time I am able to read your facial expressions and your moods like a book." Blaise smiled sadly knowing it was true, Ron was indeed able to read his facial expressions and moods most of the time, just like a book.

Blaise sighed, as if he had the weight of the world upon his young shoulders, which was what it probably felt like to Blaise.
"Ron my parents and every single Zabini that was left living are now dead, all except me. Voldemort murdered them when I refused to take the dark mark, I'm the only living Zabini left, and he murdered them all on my birthday."

Blaise continued "He cast the killing curse, but I managed to dodge it and hit the door instead of me, where it land I have no idea what so ever. I could hear from out side the door as I made my escape. Voldemort recasting the killing curse on my parents and whole family.”

He went on “Before ran out of the manor and out of the gates where Dumbledore apperated in front of me, I saw the blinding green flash of the killing curse from under the door.” He added “As I heard my parents and my family screaming with fear and horror, as Voldemort suck their last living breaths out of their bodies, my parents had screamed telling me to make a run for it and save myself."

Blaise shook with silent tears of rage and pain, as he spoke his words full of hatred and venom and regret. "Ron I should have let that murdering inhuman bastard kill me, instead of my Parents and whole family. I'm nothing but a coward."

Ron voice was thick and choked with emotion, he too was now crying, he had never heard of anything so terrifying or devastating, ever since what happened to Harry when he was a baby. He croaked out "Don’t you ever dare say that again, you are not a fucking coward, you never were do you hear me?"

Blaise shook with the force of his painful gut wrenching sobs in the soft warm loving embrace of Ron. Ron could hardly breath but that didn't matter to him, all he cared about was that the man he loved more then living life it's self, who he would give up his own life for, was save wrapped in his arms. Ron never ever wanted to let Blaise go never ever again.

Harry and Draco watched what was happening from over on the other side of the garden. Draco said "I guess I was right, he refused to receive the dark mark and both of his parents were murdered." Draco shook and seethed with the most over bearing rage that he had ever experienced in his whole life. It was as if the rage and hatred were on the verge of swallow him entirely whole, and eating him alive.

Draco said "I can't stand it Harry, this whole thing is killing me, and fucking me up. I don't know how much more I can take." He added "Fucking hell Harry, I miss her so fucking much, I can hardly breathe.”

He choked out “When I stop what ever I'm doing and just stand still and let reality wash over me, I realise I will never touch or feel safe in my mothers arms, I will never ever see her again, god I fucking hate Lucius and Voldemort, so fucking Much."

Draco clenched his fists as he shook with rage, and silent heart breaking tears streamed down his face. Draco continued, he was clearly pleading. "I can't lose you Harry; I will definitely die if I lose you. I can't handle or survive to lose the only two people in the world that I truly loved with every fibber of my being."

Ron and Blaise came over to join Harry and Draco. Blaise quickly noticed Draco was a wreck and was sobbing into Harry's arms, just like he had merely moments ago with Ron. “Ron do you have any idea what is wrong with Draco?" Ron replied, "You mean you don't know what happened to his mother?” Blaise said “I have no idea why what happened to her, is she all right?”

Ron replied "Draco's mother is dead; Lucius murdered her with the killing curse when he discovered she was spying for the order of the Phoenix." Blaise stopped in his tracks and froze to the spot and went extremely pale. Ron added "I guess you now know what Harry must feel like, seeing as he has no living relatives."

Blaise replied "I thought Harry lived with his muggle aunt uncle and cousin.” Ron replied “He did up until midnight last night. Lucius Malfoy broke into Harry's relative’s house, obviously looking for Harry, and when he didn't find him he murdered all three Dursley's and completely destroyed their home.”

He concluded “But there is a large difference between you Draco and Harry. You and Draco actually care about your loss, but the thing is Harry is glad to see the back of the Dursley’s, and isn't sorry they are now dead. They treated him so badly when they were alive."

Blaise and Ron approached Harry and Draco. Blaise said "I'm sorry mate, I had no idea. Ron has just told me what happened.” Draco nodded as he clung protectively to Harry. Harry said "How about we all go back inside it looks like Charlie and Bill have managed to rid the garden of genomes.”

He added “Besides Ron you and Blaise might as well make the most of your room while you can, as I think the two of you are more then likely going to end up in my and Draco's room, while Charlie and Bill share yours." The four of them agreed and head back in doors and up stairs to their bedrooms."