Dark Desires

REmus wheeled his chair back and forth next to the windows, eyes tightly fixed at the sky outside.



"Laiza..." he muttered, his eyes fluttering sleepily, "where are you.." his thougts were swirling.. his tears streaking before his strained face..



For the past consecutive weeks, this was a habit he had gotten used to. And that habit worsens everyday.

His eyes were so sunken that it barely showed his youth. His gray hair, graying some more, his skin, very thin..

He barely ate, slept nor talked to anyone. No, he only wanted to talk if anyone had news about Laiza..but after that, none anymore. Nothing. He wanted nothing else.





The door opened and footsteps came in. Mrs. Weasley entered holding a tray of warm tea with some sleeping potion in it.

The Order decided it had to take potions now to make hjim sleep, to calm him, to relax him, to make him rest.



"Dear, here's your tea..Do drink it." Mrs. Weasley said, laying it on the end table and walking to REmus.

He didn't look up. He didn't even move nor said a word. Mrs. Weasley reached out a hand, but stopped herself. They all knw no calming words would help his emotion. Laiza was her life. And losing her, meant like losing his own.



"A foreign doctor might come in the morning for Harry.." she slowly began, "he agreed to help.. to come over here, for Harry." Nothing from Lupin. She nodded and sniffed away her tears and walked to the door, "If there's anything you need, dear, we're just downstairs."

Still, nothing. "We have great hope Harry will be fine when the doctor sees him. He's a great doctor, we heard so. Harry would wake up soon. There still is chance for Harry to wake up."

Nothing. So she decided to leave the room, closing the door quietly.













Severus continued to stare at Laiza's challenging glare. She was mocking him, his manhood, his abilities..

He could not believe that after weeks of being with him, a streak of memoir of the werewolf would still remain with Laiza.

It wasn't unexpected though. He knew that removing Lupin from Laiza wasn't easy task..but at this point, he already had the notion that at the least, it was only him, the whole of him, would be the sole sanctuary of comfort for Laiza.





He didn't know what to answer her words. It was crucual to give away any emotions. In fact, he was already at the edge of himself. He was on his knees, begging Laiza.

A Death Eater, begging towards his slave. It was embarassment for any Death Eater to go down this level.

Now he realizes how much his affection for her has gone too far.

But before he could say anything else, Laiza already snapped him out of his shocked state.

She pulled and turned away from him. "I knew I'll just be a slave," she slowly said, "a slave for you. Never someone you love.."





"Laiza..no.." his reaction was instant as he grabbed her to him tightly, but Laiza tried to pull away.

"No, no.. ofcourse.. that's not what I meant-" "You don't have to explain," Laiza whispered, forcing a smile, "I get it. I get what you want. I get what I am to you.. I just thought.." she paused, examining Severus' bewildered and horrified expression, "I just thought..you differ from them.. from Lucius."



Those words seemed to have hit Severus so hard that it left him stuttering for words to take back everything he said earlier to Laiza.



"Don't worry," Laiza went on, knowing every word she saw was already crushing Severus' mind and spirit..

"I know Remus wouldn't mind.. After all.." she faked a sniff of a cry, "he no longer is alive.. right? He might..already.. And..and i haven't got anyone else.. not even..not even you. I thought.." she paused, a tear fell off her eyes, "I thought.. I had you-" "You have me!" he quickly said, pulling her to him, comforting her and brushing kisses along her hair, "you have me.. I swear, Laiza.. you have me.." he whispered, bringing her to the couch.

No more streak of fear landed on Laiza. She needed all that it has to take to get out of this place.

"I want to help you.." she whispered, her hands wrapped around Severus' neck as he slowly kissed her around the neck and gently pushing her to lie down the soft couch.



Laiza faked all her tears and emotions towards him. These were the weaspon she have. And the most powerful against the most intelligent Death Eater there was. Every strong tower had its weak brick that'll crush itself into pieces.



"I have nowhere to go back to.." she went on, staring at Severus' eyes, "and you're my only home now.. I'm scared Severus.. I am. But not because I have you.. Don't let me be alone.. Don't tell me you only care for my body.." she whispered, as she felt Severus' hands reaching around her clothes.

"Shush," he whispered, covering her mouth with his, and forcing his tongue inside her mouth, tasting every sweetness of Laiza,.

"You have me.." he assured her, closing his eyes, knowing this was his defeat, "you'll always. I wont let you die in this war. I'll have you to be alive. I promise you that.." then he covered her mouth with his..



Laiza pleasured herself with the though he was moaning before her.

He pushed her back the couch, he let her hands around his neck and his hands roamed Laiza.

He slowly placed down her nightgown lace and for the first time, Laiza felt his kisses on her barechest.

She tightly closed her eyes, thinking greatly, "For Lupin..for my Remus.."





"My plans must not give away.." she chanted inside her mind. It was her mantra for every weak point she reaches. Anything to get back to Remus and out of this hell.

"For Remus.. For Remus.. I love you.. wait for me.."





She felt Severus' hands slither downwards her skin, giving her a tingling sensation.

His long slender fingers, running along her kegs.. then it slowly parted her legs.

Her grip around his neck sharpened, but Severus ignored. His face was buried busy on her chest, his mouth, tasting every inch of her.. Sweat over their faces..

"Let me.." he gently whispered, biting her shoulders as he swayed her legs apart and knelt between her legs.

Laiza flinched as his hand slowly pulled down her undergarment and threw it on the floor. Laiza was only half-dressed already.

"S-S-Sev-Severus.." she shuddered, beneath his touch that made Severus' mood better.
His long fingers touched every inch of Laiza, and Laiza couldn't supressed the tears in her eyes when she knew that the only way to save her skin, to get back to Lupin and save REmus' life was to get through this.. She closed her eyes, biting her lip, as she felt Severus long fingers.. slid through inside of her.. taking his time into exploring her..

Just as he was half excited as Laiza looked, there came a nerve-wrecking knock at the door.
They both ignored, Not when they were halfway to haven already.
"The Dark Lord calls for the Sylph's presence." a voice shouted.
Both of them stopped. She was half tantalized, her hands inside his clothing and his face was buried halfway down Laiza.
Worry came to Severus' face, but Laiza merely tried to pretend to look fearful.
"The Dark Lord wishes to see the Sylph right now, Severus." repeated another Death Eater.

He quickly pulled himself up and dressed himself. He grabbed a robe and threw it over Laiza, "Wear that.." he instructed, straightening himself and cursing why the hell Laiza needed to be called right at that very moment.

"Severus.." Laiza whispered fearfully as she dressed herself hurriedly. He kissed her lips, "It's going to be alright. I'll come with you." Then he went and opened the door.
Two Death Eaters entered, quickly followed by Lucius. The death Eaters grabbed Laiza's hands and quickly pulled her away from Severus' reach.
Lucius stopped Severus from getting near her. HE smirked at him after staring around the room, "I'm sorry.. Sorry to interrupt you..your little ceremony.." he said, smirking as he eyed Laiza's garment on the floor.
"But the Dark Lord wishes me to bring the Sylph to him." "For what?" Severus asked, eyeing Lucius angrily.
Lucius smirked, "You'll see."
He headed for the door followed by Laiza and the two Death Eaters holding her as they dragged her forcefully.
Severus followed, but Lucius stopped him. An evil grin at his face, "Oh, Severus..before I forget. The Dark Lord specifically asked to see only Laiza. Only the Sylph. He spares your presence." Then he walked off, a smile on his face as he walked out, clicking his staff on the floor.

Laiza didn't know if she needed to be scared. Fear wouldn't get her anywhere near her escaping. No, she needed courage now. She only needed courage and ability to keep from Voldemort what he wanted from her in the first place.
They halted in front of a massive door. It opened and revealed a darkened room with great furnitures and vast bookshelves.
Laiza could guess this was Lucius' place in the Dark Lord's lair.


"Leave us." he ordered the two other Death Eaters who smirked and locked the door as they went on.
From the floor from where they threw Laiza, she watched as LUcius lit the fireplace and walked around the room. He walked to the table and removed his gloves and drank wine.
"Where's your bloody master?" Laiza asked, looking around the gallant chambers.


Lucius drank the goblet of wine and smield at her. "Tell your master I'm not scared of him. Where is he-" "The Dark Lord won't be heere for an hour or so." Lucius interrupted, finishing the goblet of wine and throwing it aside and he walked forward Laiza.
Laiza didn't know if she should be happy with that knowledge.

She sat on the floor with her hands tied, with a Death Eater poring over her.
"So why am I here?" she dared to ask, even though she could already tell the answer.
She quickly composed herself. She pushed all fears away and though how this situation was to be used with her own advantage.

Lucius sneeer and reached out a hand, "Why don't we talk?" he asked.
He pulled the tie away. "What do you want?" she asked him angrily.
Lucius smirked, "The Dark Lord did want to see you. But that's for an hour later. Meanwhile.." he paushed, edging forward her, his gloved hand tracing her jawline, "I wouldn't pass up the chance to take you earlier, would I?" then he rigidly grabbed her hair and forced a kiss to her.


Lucius didn't care if Laiza protested or if she even tried to scream. But to his utmost surprise, she didn't. In fact, what she did surprised him, she slowly lowered herself backwards and bent back, she let him kissed her in a powerful way.
His hands held her head tightly, possessively, as if he feared she would try to escape him.

There was great smile in Laiza's mind. How to use this instance. She was right. Lucius was also very, very much interested with her.

They broke apart. "Is this what you want?" she asked innocently. Lucius laughed at her, "No.. that's not the question.. "he leaned into her ear and licked it. It made Laiza shudder, but she had to focus. If she also, necesarly had to endure this for the escapade she needed for Remus, then there was no way out. She would do this, with full and strong will.
Laiza leaned back as Lucius pushed her to relax in his hand as they ran along her.
"The question is.. What do you want?" he leaned again and this time, he bit her neck.
Laiza flinched, but Lucius had both her hands pinned on the couch.
"I could free you from Severus.." he whispered, "you can stay..with me.."


Slowly, his hands slithered from her shoulders and inside her chest.
It took Severus weeks to reach this level, for him to have the strength to do this to her, but Laiza figured Lucius was far different from Severus.
He had no qualms into choosing a timing. Lucius gets what he wants, when he wants it.
And Laiza needed all that to escape.

Lucius was almost sure she would be protesting, but she didn't. He was even half surprised when Laiza relaxed beneath his hands, her hands trying to reach up for him. But Lucius was Lucius, he woudl lay the rules between them.

He quickly withrew his hand and settled himself next to Laiza's ears, "Tell me.." he whispered gently, "because I could if I want to.. Would you like me to take you away from Severus?" he asked her as his gentle smooth hands ran around her neck.
There was a long pause. Lucius thought Laiza was weighing things. BUt she didn't need to weigh things. No. She was bidding her time.. thinking how she can use this one for her own good.

She slowly moved away, giving him a worried look as she settled her back against the couch next to them.
"He would kill me." she whispered, fearful in her eyes as she stared at him.

Lucius was quiet as he stared at her, then he sneered, "You're supposed to be scared of him?" he mocked, "I can take you off to a life of pleasure..power..prestige.. Something.. he could hardly give you.."
Lucius watched Laiza's expression. "How will you do it?" she asked a spark of interest in her eyes Lucius saw.
"I"m the Dark Lord's right hand.." "Severus just bragged that your master entrusted him a task only his most trusted servant would be trusted to do.."

A spark of rage came upon Lucius' eyes.
He sat opposite her, "Tell me what you want Sylph.. Because I can give it to you.."

There came another silence. Then slowly, Laiza stood from where she sat, and slowly, he went to Lucius, kneeling between his legs.

"Severus promised me anything.." she whispered as she leaned forward and teased a kiss on his chest as she slowly placed her hand, slowly unbuttoning his collar. A sign that she was accepting his offer, in favor he tells her what he can give in return.

Lucius closed his eyes and laughed, letting her settle her hands inside his clothing. He reached around her and held her waist, he moved his face forward and kissed slowly her ears and licked the side of it, "He promised you just anything.." he slowly whispered, "I can give you..everything.." Lucius whispered, his tongue lingering in her ears.
They stared at one another, Laiza's expression of excitement, Lucius was full of pride and pleasure..
"Do we keep this a secret then?" Lucius asked, his hands at his sides as he moaned a little as Laiza's right hand slowly caressed his hardening flesh..
"Absolutely.." then Laiza leaned forward as Lucius took her lips to his, forcing it open with his own tongue..