Looking Through Your Eyes
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
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Adult ++
Chapters:
30
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24,800
Reviews:
117
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Ignorance is not always Bliss
Chapter 9 “Ignorance is Not Always Bliss”
“Draco calm down and quit passing like and impatient Gryffindor you’re a Slytherin.” After a quick trip through the fire Draco was in Snape’s office fuming mad. The waves of anger mixed with magic increased the temper of the dungeons to where even Snape was starting to get uncomfortable.
“How can I calm down? Harry just cried himself to sleep after I read his will!” Snape didn’t reply and waited for Draco to finish. “Did you know about this? Did you know about any of it?”
“Draco will you stop talking in questions and tell me what about Potter that is bothering you.”
“THIS! AND THESE! AND THE FACT NO ONE HAS DONE ANYTHING TO SAVE HIM!” The Slytherin threw the will and the journals at the potions master. The spikes of anger shattered a good many jars and glass around them. Snape calmly read the half written parchment.
Severus gave a heavy sigh he was not surprised to find Lucius was the father. Not too long ago he had to make the elder Malfoy a potion to detect the presences of magical beings. It would allow him to see the auras telling him if they were wizards or werewolves or others near by. He remembered Lucius came storming to him cursing the Veelan bitch of a wife and her half-breed son. “Draco I did not know the father of Potters child was Lucius, but I can’t say I’m surprised. As to these books they’re blank.”
“What?” Draco snatched the books fanning through them he saw Harry’s messy writing. “Harry seems to have charmed them for his eye’s only. No problem godfather I’ll read you a random passage.”
June 30
The ride home was bearable Dudley only shoved me into the trunk. It has to be my bad luck that he was sent to get me from the train. Vernon said that they were to give a dinner party and that some of my “Friends” had missed me and would be visiting my room. I shutter to think of what is to come, but Vernon gets well paid for their use of me. Funny once I started getting fucked by the fat SOB he starts buying me clothes that fit somewhat. The only thing is I can’t wear them out because they are for the role-playing or to show my body off to his “Friends”. I was given a bucket of ice water to clean up. Thank god for wandless magic being untraceable otherwise the scars would turn off his “friends”. I keep wondering why I have so much power why don’t I use it to protect myself. I found that I would not be able to stop the darkness from taking over and that is not defense it’s killing with out a care and I would be no better than Voldemort. Besides they say that which does not kill makes you stronger. Then why do I feel like I’m dying inside?
Harry
Snape sat there with his head in his hands. This was not the life he had pictured the great Harry Potter lived. How could he been so wrong? Lily would never forgive him in the neglect of her child. He promised his sister of the heart he would watch over Harry despite the feelings of hate that he harbor for James. Harry had been such a beautiful happy child and now he was a broken shattered young man and it was his fault. He should have never trusted Dumbledore’s idea of placing him with muggles. Despite what he thought of the man, Harry should have gone with Black.
“No.” He said finally looking up at Draco. “I didn’t know.” Draco’s angry melted away as he saw his godfather look at him with defeated eyes.
“Severus,” Draco said softly as he knelt by his godfather. “ I want you to help me find away to keep Lucius from taking the children. I love Harry and I want to bond with him.”
“Draco I’m not sure the how the bound will affect the children. Normally when a veela mates the claim is so strong that it aborts any sign that they had been with another.” This was going to difficult. Draco started to get discouraged; Harry would hate him if he lost the twins. “There is a slim chance that instead of being aborted the bound would change the children’s father from Lucius to you.”
“Really? That’s Great!” Draco ignored the fact it was a slim to nothing chance, the fact that it was a chance was enough to give him hope. “Wait how did you know I was a veela mother didn’t tell anyone.”
“Well your father came to me for a potion that will allow him to see the magic of a person. You mother’s magic is different because she is a veela. He came ranting and raving about being deceived he asked for a slow acting poison to feed both of you. Luckily he got arrested before I was force to make one. There would have be no chance to give you an antidote because he said he wanted to watch you both die painfully.”
“I guess now I know why he knocked up Harry. He was trying to get his perfect heir.” The bitterness was woven in his words as he got up to pace the floor once again.
“ I will do research as to the bond and children but first you have to convince Harry that you care for him and that you mean it when you finally tell him you love him. He won’t be easy to win over but I’m sure you can do it. He can be as stubborn as Lilly was.” Severus seemed to drift off in to a memory of when he and Lilly fought over studies and who was the better potions expert.
“You knew his mum?”
“Yes Draco that was along time ago though. I doubt Harry would like to know that she was the sister I never had.” He gave a hallow chuckle. “That would make me like a surrogate uncle.”
“I don’t think he’d mind he respects you and is grateful for all things that you have done for him and his unborn children. I’m sure he’d love to hear about what his mum was like.” Draco gave his godfather a soft smile. “ I better get back I don’t want him to wake up alone. Send an owl when you find anything on the bond.”
“I will.” Snape watch his godson vanish through the green flames. ‘I’m so sorry Lilly. I promise your grandchildren will be safe and your son will live.’
*~*~*~*~*~*~
Harry seemed to toss and turn as he was thrown for one nightmare of a memory in to another. There seemed to be no escape until he heard a voice gently coaxing him out of his never-ending hell. “ That’s it Harry your safe. Wake up love you’ll be alright everything is going to be ok.” Harry slowly opened his eyes to see worried emeralds shining back at him.
“Hi” Harry said in a small voice. Draco’s heart just melted.
“Hi yourself. Are you ok to eat something you missed lunch.” Harry gave a small nod and sat up.
“Draco I’m sorry about before…”
“Don’t be Harry you did nothing wrong. Lucius is a bastard and you have every right to hate him and me I’m related to that bloody arsehole.”
“I don’t hate you.” He whispered while finding the comforter utterly fascinating.
“Well good I don’t hate you either.” Draco smiled as he place the heated tray on Harry’s lap. Eat up you have another Quidditch Practice before you play Ravenclaw this weekend. Harry just groaned at the thought and Draco just laughed. He knew this relationship would take time. Harry was still vulnerable and his feelings were fragile so he would have woo the gentle boy out of his shell and in to the warmth of his heart.
‘Don’t worry love, nothing will ever happen to you or our babies.’
*~*~*~*~*~*
“Draco calm down and quit passing like and impatient Gryffindor you’re a Slytherin.” After a quick trip through the fire Draco was in Snape’s office fuming mad. The waves of anger mixed with magic increased the temper of the dungeons to where even Snape was starting to get uncomfortable.
“How can I calm down? Harry just cried himself to sleep after I read his will!” Snape didn’t reply and waited for Draco to finish. “Did you know about this? Did you know about any of it?”
“Draco will you stop talking in questions and tell me what about Potter that is bothering you.”
“THIS! AND THESE! AND THE FACT NO ONE HAS DONE ANYTHING TO SAVE HIM!” The Slytherin threw the will and the journals at the potions master. The spikes of anger shattered a good many jars and glass around them. Snape calmly read the half written parchment.
Severus gave a heavy sigh he was not surprised to find Lucius was the father. Not too long ago he had to make the elder Malfoy a potion to detect the presences of magical beings. It would allow him to see the auras telling him if they were wizards or werewolves or others near by. He remembered Lucius came storming to him cursing the Veelan bitch of a wife and her half-breed son. “Draco I did not know the father of Potters child was Lucius, but I can’t say I’m surprised. As to these books they’re blank.”
“What?” Draco snatched the books fanning through them he saw Harry’s messy writing. “Harry seems to have charmed them for his eye’s only. No problem godfather I’ll read you a random passage.”
June 30
The ride home was bearable Dudley only shoved me into the trunk. It has to be my bad luck that he was sent to get me from the train. Vernon said that they were to give a dinner party and that some of my “Friends” had missed me and would be visiting my room. I shutter to think of what is to come, but Vernon gets well paid for their use of me. Funny once I started getting fucked by the fat SOB he starts buying me clothes that fit somewhat. The only thing is I can’t wear them out because they are for the role-playing or to show my body off to his “Friends”. I was given a bucket of ice water to clean up. Thank god for wandless magic being untraceable otherwise the scars would turn off his “friends”. I keep wondering why I have so much power why don’t I use it to protect myself. I found that I would not be able to stop the darkness from taking over and that is not defense it’s killing with out a care and I would be no better than Voldemort. Besides they say that which does not kill makes you stronger. Then why do I feel like I’m dying inside?
Harry
Snape sat there with his head in his hands. This was not the life he had pictured the great Harry Potter lived. How could he been so wrong? Lily would never forgive him in the neglect of her child. He promised his sister of the heart he would watch over Harry despite the feelings of hate that he harbor for James. Harry had been such a beautiful happy child and now he was a broken shattered young man and it was his fault. He should have never trusted Dumbledore’s idea of placing him with muggles. Despite what he thought of the man, Harry should have gone with Black.
“No.” He said finally looking up at Draco. “I didn’t know.” Draco’s angry melted away as he saw his godfather look at him with defeated eyes.
“Severus,” Draco said softly as he knelt by his godfather. “ I want you to help me find away to keep Lucius from taking the children. I love Harry and I want to bond with him.”
“Draco I’m not sure the how the bound will affect the children. Normally when a veela mates the claim is so strong that it aborts any sign that they had been with another.” This was going to difficult. Draco started to get discouraged; Harry would hate him if he lost the twins. “There is a slim chance that instead of being aborted the bound would change the children’s father from Lucius to you.”
“Really? That’s Great!” Draco ignored the fact it was a slim to nothing chance, the fact that it was a chance was enough to give him hope. “Wait how did you know I was a veela mother didn’t tell anyone.”
“Well your father came to me for a potion that will allow him to see the magic of a person. You mother’s magic is different because she is a veela. He came ranting and raving about being deceived he asked for a slow acting poison to feed both of you. Luckily he got arrested before I was force to make one. There would have be no chance to give you an antidote because he said he wanted to watch you both die painfully.”
“I guess now I know why he knocked up Harry. He was trying to get his perfect heir.” The bitterness was woven in his words as he got up to pace the floor once again.
“ I will do research as to the bond and children but first you have to convince Harry that you care for him and that you mean it when you finally tell him you love him. He won’t be easy to win over but I’m sure you can do it. He can be as stubborn as Lilly was.” Severus seemed to drift off in to a memory of when he and Lilly fought over studies and who was the better potions expert.
“You knew his mum?”
“Yes Draco that was along time ago though. I doubt Harry would like to know that she was the sister I never had.” He gave a hallow chuckle. “That would make me like a surrogate uncle.”
“I don’t think he’d mind he respects you and is grateful for all things that you have done for him and his unborn children. I’m sure he’d love to hear about what his mum was like.” Draco gave his godfather a soft smile. “ I better get back I don’t want him to wake up alone. Send an owl when you find anything on the bond.”
“I will.” Snape watch his godson vanish through the green flames. ‘I’m so sorry Lilly. I promise your grandchildren will be safe and your son will live.’
*~*~*~*~*~*~
Harry seemed to toss and turn as he was thrown for one nightmare of a memory in to another. There seemed to be no escape until he heard a voice gently coaxing him out of his never-ending hell. “ That’s it Harry your safe. Wake up love you’ll be alright everything is going to be ok.” Harry slowly opened his eyes to see worried emeralds shining back at him.
“Hi” Harry said in a small voice. Draco’s heart just melted.
“Hi yourself. Are you ok to eat something you missed lunch.” Harry gave a small nod and sat up.
“Draco I’m sorry about before…”
“Don’t be Harry you did nothing wrong. Lucius is a bastard and you have every right to hate him and me I’m related to that bloody arsehole.”
“I don’t hate you.” He whispered while finding the comforter utterly fascinating.
“Well good I don’t hate you either.” Draco smiled as he place the heated tray on Harry’s lap. Eat up you have another Quidditch Practice before you play Ravenclaw this weekend. Harry just groaned at the thought and Draco just laughed. He knew this relationship would take time. Harry was still vulnerable and his feelings were fragile so he would have woo the gentle boy out of his shell and in to the warmth of his heart.
‘Don’t worry love, nothing will ever happen to you or our babies.’
*~*~*~*~*~*