Letters to Lovers
Chapter 8
Ron?
I’m here.
I didn’t see you anywhere after lunch. I thought I made you mad.
You didn’t. I could never be mad at you. It was just hard to hold you and then pretend I don’t feel anything. I will find a way to deal with it don’t worry. How are you?
I’m good. I’m glad we met.
So am I. It will hold me until we can meet again.
When do you think that will be?
I don’t know, but we’ll figure something out. I promise. Pansy?
Yes?
You know I feel strongly about you, don’t you?
Yes, I could feel it in the tower. I don’t know what it is, but I knew you felt something.
How do you feel about me?
I don’t know Ron. Does that sound bad?
No, it doesn’t. I prefer hearing that you don’t know rather than something that isn’t true.
I enjoyed getting letters. I appreciated how you tried to make me feel better. I like talking to you, and I loved how we spent our time in the tower.
And?
I look forward to when we can meet again.
So do I. I want to kiss you again.
I want that too. It was nice wasn’t it?
You have no idea how it felt to hold you in my arms.
I know how I felt.
How did you feel?
Like a lady.
You are a lady. A beautiful lady.
I felt beautiful. I’ve never been kissed like that before.
Really?
Really. It didn’t…I mean, you ….
It’s alright, just say what you feel.
I didn’t seem like you were kissing me to try and have sex. It was like you just wanted to kiss me. I didn’t feel pressure to be anything else.
I’d never ask you to do anything you weren’t ready for. I wouldn’t treat you like that.
Ron, can I ask you something personal? Without thinking I’m suggesting anything?
Of course. This is just talking. I won’t think you’re asking for anything.
Have you thought about us together?
You mean like us dating? Or do you mean us sleeping together?
Both.
I’ve thought about us dating. I think about it all the time. There is nothing I’d want more than to have you as mine. I know I’m not in the same league as your status, but I know what kind of man I am. I know what I can offer.
And the other part?
Yes. I think about it all the time. Even more today since the tower.
You liked it?
Oh yes, I loved it. Kissing you was amazing. You taste so sweet.
I’m blushing.
I wish I could see it. Have you thought about us together?
Yes. I thought about the hard time Slytherins would give you. I’ve thought about the things they would say.
I don’t care what people say about me.
I know. I guess I would feel bad if they said something to you just because of me.
Don’t worry and don’t feel bad.
I miss you already Ron.
I miss you too.
We’ll meet soon. I think I may already have a way.
How?
I’ll let you know tomorrow. I’ll be dreaming of you tonight.
I’ll be dreaming of you too. “kiss”
Thank you “kiss” Goodnight Pansy.
Goodnight Ron.