A Night Out With Snape

The week started and no visible change was seen but for the fact that Harry started receiving letters from Lucius Malfoy during breakfast almost throwing Severus into apoplectic fits each time a royal looking owl landed in front of Harry\'s plate. A few times Harry had a half mind to answer the letters but one look from Severus was clear enough to show him that he would be dying a slow and painful death under his merciless burning gaze alone if the thought of engaging himself in a letter exchange with Lucius Malfoy ever crossed his mind again. Apart from letters though Harry started receiving every morning one silver rose though to Harry\'s great relief no one knew about it (mainly Severus) as long as roses always ended up on Harry\'s bed and vanished every midnight only to reappear again the next morning. Harry didn\'t tell Severus about those being afraid that Severus would do something drastic. But in Harry\'s opinion roses especially such beautiful and fragrant were very much welcomed and always made him smile. Harry wondered if Lucius Malfoy knew exactly what those roses did to Harry\'s mood and wondered if it was all calculated. Also every morning he started inspecting himself for any changes not knowing exactly what he was looking for. He supposed that soon enough there would be sign of his pregnancy the word he couldn\'t master enough courage to say out loud or even in his mind. A shudder pierced his whole body each time he tried to make himself think about his current state as pregnancy. Harry even went to the library to take as many books on male pregnancy as he could possibly sneak and hide in his dorm without anyone noticing. But these books were of little help as long as his pregnancy was less natural and he supposed that the symptoms and effects would be slightly different that\'s why he made a mental note to ask Lucius Malfoy all about it.

So it was in three weeks time that Lucius Malfoy made his another appearance at Hogwarts. Harry knew the date of his arrival for quite some time now and he noticed that he was very much waiting for this day to come. He started yearning and fidgeting and thinking about Lucius more and more and it was very hard concentrating on his work that\'s why he tried concentrating on Severus instead bringing him to bed every opportunity he got. It seemed to help him forget about Lucius but at the same time it made him feel guilty for using Severus like that.

Now he was sitting in Severus\' quarters once again under the guise of another week-end\'s detention for the whole school and under the guise of reading something on Transfiguration for Severus with his hands wringing in his lap or stroking his abdomen every now and then. But it was very hard to fool Severus and soon enough he let Harry know just that.

\"Harry, put that book aside and calm down. Are you that anxious to see Lucius Malfoy again?\"

Harry wondered if he heard more anger or disgust in Severus\' words. He stopped all movements and blushed furiously. But how he could confess to Severus that he was indeed very anxious to see Lucius Malfoy again. He lifted his eyes to look at Severus who was sitting at his desk with a pile of papers to grade looking back at Harry with what could be described only like being very cross. Harry stood up and approached him trying not to pay attention to the way something fluttered very horribly in his abdomen making him almost jump up with every step he took. He wondered if his child was that anxious to meet its father too but he tried to quell any desire to stroke his belly so as not to infuriate Sev any further. After all he still loved the man and he still was afraid that the man would dump him for all Harry knew Severus had all rights to after all it wasn\'t his child Harry was carrying now even if he did it to save Severus\' neck. When he came up he leaned in to peck Severus on the cheek and to wait until Severus would be mollified enough to take Harry into his lap. It didn\'t take much and Snape himself wondered if he was getting mellow or if it was just Harry who effected him that way but indeed Harry was sitting on his lap now being kissed very possessively. Harry didn\'t mind one bit but rather moaned loudly into the kiss that made him feel reassured that Severus wasn\'t going to leave him because why would he kiss him so otherwise reasoned Harry. The kiss would have lasted long if not for a highly amused voice that cut through their mutual groaning and moaning.

\"Well, I remember saying something about a nice and warm reception from you Harry but this is rather hot I must admit.\" said Lucius Malfoy stepping into the room.

Snape scowled and Harry who was bright red as it was kept on blushing now not knowing what to do either to hide his face in Severus\' shoulder or run towards Lucius. Because as soon as Lucius stepped into the room Harry felt a huge flip in his stomach and an immense desire to be in Lucius\' arms. Harry was sure that both men knew his dilemma and wondered how he was to act but Lucius as always seemed to take initiative into his own hands.

\"So, Harry dear, don\'t I get a small kiss too?\" he said smiling something Harry couldn\'t get used to. Lucius Malfoy smiling was wrong as well as having his child thought Harry.

Harry looked at Severus but before he could get an answer from him he heard Lucius scoff and say in an undisguised contempt:

\"For Merlin\'s sake, Harry, he is not your master. You don\'t need his permission every time you try to do something.\"

\"He may not be my master but he is my lover and I need his permission before I go kissing someone else.\" shot Harry back making Lucius scowl and Snape smirk at the blond in a very pleased sort of way. Harry turned back to Severus who nodded though very reluctantly and let him go though not before giving him another kiss though less intense knowing that Harry tended to get dizzy.

Harry walked towards Lucius not quite knowing what to do with his hands opting at last to place them on his belly that seemed to be having a sort of war dance going on inside that is before he appeared to be in Lucius Malfoy\'s personal space with the man\'s hands nicely covering his belly in no time at all. It was indescribable feeling to have Lucius\' hands stroking his overexcited belly that seemed to find peace immediately shoving Harry further and further into Lucius\' arms until there was no space between them left.

\"That\'s much better, isn\'t it, Harry?\" purred Lucius before taking Harry\'s lips into his own.

\"I thought that was supposed to be a greeting kiss!\" cried Harry indignantly when his lips were finally free from Malfoy\'s invasion and when he could will the dizziness away.

\"Yes, dear and what is wrong about the kiss we just shared?\" asked Lucius trying to sound innocent though failing miserably.

\"The wrong part is that you kissed me on the lips!\"

Lucius chuckled:

\"But dear heart do you expect me to neglect your lips that are just begging to be kissed after they were ravished so nicely by Severus in favor of any other part of your face?\"

\"Mr. Malfoy…\" growled Harry.

\"Yes, Harry, dear? Did you want something? Perhaps we should sit down? I want to see how my beauty\'s doing?\"

\"Your what? I hope you\'re not talking about me.\" said Harry glowing crimson.

\"Do you see another beauty here?\" said Lucius steering Harry to an armchair and placing him on his lap just like Severus used to do. Severus. Harry looked up and found him sitting at his desk his eyes boring into Harry. Harry tried to stand up but Lucius\' arm was on Harry\'s belly the moment he tried to make a move.

\"Sit down, Harry.\" he said softly but under the softness of his voice Harry clearly heard the steel of a command he was to obey.

\"But…\" said Harry still looking into Severus\' eyes that were ablaze with fury that Harry couldn\'t stand at the moment not while being trapped in Lucius Malfoy\'s arms.

\"Sev, please, don\'t look at me like that.\" he said quietly wishing man man would stop looking at him so accusingly and disapprovingly.

\"Oh oursourse not Harry. Frankly speaking I prefer not to look at it at all.\" sneered Snape standing up and leaving the room in a swish of his robes.

\"So much the better.\" Harry heard Lucius mutter.

Harry knew he was going to cry. Lucius Malfoy or not. He could already feel his eyes getting wet but he couldn\'t care less. He felt his heart breaking and his breath hitched as he started trembling. He was hy awy aware that Lucius meanwhile was taking off his shirt and it was only when he felt Lucius mouth on his neck that he looked around at the man with his eyes red and asked hoarsely:

\"What are you doing?\"

\"Making you feel better, dear.\" replied Lucius as he proceeded kissing Harry\'s bare form. He now turned Harry so that he straddled his lap kissing his chest while Harry made no moves to protest.

\"Do you love him that much?\" asked Lucius after awhile looking at Harry with something between pity and concern.

\"It doesn\'t matter now does it? He left and he won\'t come back.\" said Harry miserably.

\"Well, I wouldn\'t be so sure about that.\" said Lucius as his hands roamed all over Harry\'s chest in slow lingering movements that send goosebumps down Harry\'s whole body, \"After all he lives here so he is bound to come back sooner or later.\"

\"You know what I mean. He left me. He won\'t come back to me. Not after what he saw. I should have fought you but I just can\'t. I feel the baby inside and it pushes me to you in your arms into your touch. I am pliant in your arms and I do crave your touch. You didn\'t lie.\"

\"I had no intentions to.\"

\"Why are you doing it?\"

\"To make you feel better, Harry, haven\'t I told you?\"

\"I don\'t mean your touching and kissing me right now. I mean in general. Aren\'t you friends with Severus? Couldn\'t you just let us be?\"

\"Harry, dear, why would I do it? Where\'s…\"

\"…the fun in all that.\" finished Harry bitterly.

\"You learn fast, beauty.\"

\"I have to learn fast if I deal with you.\"

\"I\'m glad you understand that.\"

\"So you didn\'t have any intentions of actually using this potion before you saw Severus and I and decided that it would be a perfect opportunity?\"

\"Indeed, I haven\'t.\"

\"I don\'t understand why you need this ?\" ?\"

\"I always wanted to have another child.\"

\"And I suppose you couldn\'t work with your wife on that?\"

\"Harry, I wouldn\'t want to touch her more than necessary and in order to have another child from her I would definitely have to.\"

\"I suppose. Don\'t you love her?\"

\"Love her? Why would I possibly do that?\"

\"Really, why? Where\'s the fun in all that?\"

\"Exactly. And now how about another kiss Harry?\"

\"Bite me.\" said Harry scathingly.

\"With pleasure darling, though I should warn you that I have very sharp teeth.\" and with that Lucius bit Harry on the shoulder making him yelp in pain and tears spring back into his not so dry eyes.

\"Oh, God…\"

\"Like it, dear?\"

\"You are a monster.\"

\"Well thank you. Now maybe we should go to bed?\" mused Lucius brushing tears out of Harry\'s face.

\"Bed? No! You can\'t. We can\'t! It\'s Severus\' bed! Whatever you are going to do…not on his bed…\" pleaded Harry.

\"Ok, table then.\" said Lucius lifting Harry effortlessly up and carrying him to the table, \"You are extremely light. You should eat more. I hope you\'re taking care of my child?\"

\"I\'ve been doing everything you told me to do in your letters. But you haven\'t told me what exactly I am going to feel and how my child is going to behave.\" said Harry already sitting on the table his legs wrapped around Lucius\' waist of their own volition, \"So…ah…oh….\" was all Harry managed to say as he felt Lucius kissing his belly and what must have been the beginning of his child fluttering there in response to his father\'s ministrations.

He couldn\'t see Lucius\' satisfied smirk. Somehow Harry\'s hands ended up tangled in Lucius\' long silver hair while Lucius\' tongue and mouth continued travelling over Harry\'s belly making Harry wonder how long he could be doing it and praying for him to never stop because he liked that feeling a great deal and he also was very grateful that Severus had left and didn\'t see now Harry\'s pleased expression.


***

Later that day Harry found himself cuddled in Lucius\' arms listening about what was about to happen to him.

\"As long as it is not a natural pregnancy but magical one you won\'t have any side-effects at all. You won\'t feel anything but the baby waking up every time I\'m beside and I will make sure to be beside you quite often and of course your forms will change slightly. I strongly recommend though no I don\'t recommend I order you to quit playing Quidditch.\"

Harry gasped but said nothing and nodded after awhile admitting that Lucius was quite reasonable with this demand.

\"That\'s a good boy.\" said Lucius affectionately and Harry wondered where did that come from before kissing Harry softly and without much pressure on the lips.

\"Thank you for the roses.\" said Harry suddenly.

\"You\'re welcome. I hope you liked them.\"

Harry smiled and nodded vigorously.

\"They were perfect. I\'ve never seen anything so beautiful before. And their fragrant was somehow soothing and calming and enchanting and….\" here he stopped and blushed.

\"I\'m glad you liked them. They were picked up every day at dawn from my Rose Gardens at the manor.\"

\"Rose Gardens? Manor? Oh my God…They are silver though.\"

\"Of course they are. That\'s my favorite color.\"

\"Mine too.\" mumbled Harry and Lucius smirked once again his hands running in small circles all over Harry\'s stomach making him arching his back into Lucius\' touch occasionally whimpering and moaning. Though Lucius noted with a great deal of respect that Harry tried to fight any urges with great persistency and only the fact that it was for a new life inside of him made him give in. And Lucius loved it and respected it about Harry congratulating himself for the perfect candidate for a \"mother\" of his child knowing that Harry would do anything to make his child feel comfortable and safe not to mention that he would give his child some very valuable qualities Lucius himself didn\'t possess.

\"Tell me about my father.\" said Harry abruptly.

\"Your father, yes, always liked to play with fire. Every Slytherin in my year drooleer her him and he didn\'t mind it one bit but it turned out that he wasn\'t brave enough when it came to the real thing.\"

\"I bet.\" snorted Harry.

\"You look very much like him though your features are softer. Must be your mother. And of course your eyes. So huge and startlingly green. Green is so much more alluring in my opinion.\"

\"Is that what allured you this time? Or the fact that you could finally have a Potter at your mercy and in your bed if you so wish.\"

\"Indeed, Harry, that was an opportunity I wouldn\'t miss along with other things. No matter how much I tried your father always managed to stay out of my reach.\"

\"I see and what other things you\'re talking about?\"

\"Not now, dear heart, not now.\"

\"As you wish. Who am I to tell you what to say or do.\" said Harry shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly.

\"You seem awfully resigned to your fate Harry. Where has your Gryffindorism gone?\"

\"It\'s still here. But I\'d rather stay on your good side.\"

\"Good thinking, Harry.\"

\"I thought so myself.\"

\"Why though?\"

\"Well, now that I lost Sev…\"

\"It\'s funny that he doesn\'t appreciate what you did for him…\"

\"He doesn\'t have to appreciate anything. It was me who asked for the chance and obviously I didn\'t justify it.\"

\"You really shouldn\'t treat yourself with so much disrespect.\"

\"I asked him to let me in his life, to take me and to make him happy. But that is definitely not what I had in my mind and neither did Severus and now I don\'t have him anymore. After all he wasn\'t even supposed to love me. Just to let me love him. That\'s all.\"

\"But you\'ve got me, dear Harry\" said Lucius in a rather soothing way that made Harry smile though in a bittersweet sort of way.

\"Whatever for do you need me? For fun?\"

\"Well at least we won\'t get bored.\" said Lucius suggestively hooking his fingers into Harry\'s belt.


A/N: Damn, is this what writer\'s block is all about? I am sorry this chapter just wouldn\'t come out the way I planned it! And it makes me completely insane!