A Traitors Heart

Disclaimer: Harry Potter and all its characters are the property of J.K.Rawlings and all the affiliates. I am simply borrowing them for this story and make no profit from it although there will be a few OC’S that are my property and creation which I make no profit from either 

“RECOVERY”

Chapter Seven

Two months seemed to take forever to pass but pass they did and my time healing and recovering from what the Medi-Wizard was calling a deep depression passed, eventually I was healthy enough to be returned to my cell where I had no choice but to remember and think about what  had happened and what I had learned through my near death experience, if everything was as my parents had said, my babies were still part of the wizarding world and the healer had gone against my express wishes to have my children removed from the magical world. Pacing the cell I kept trying to think what could be done I mean really what could I do from here, it wasn’t like I had any power. All I could really do was pray to Merlin and whoever that my babies would remain safe with whoever had them and that they would be taken well care of.

As the world continued to exist without me I knew that I couldn’t let myself languish and surrender to the despair that threatened to overwhelm me daily.  Having been given another chance at life even if it was as  prisoner, I knew I couldn’t lose whatever I retained of myself I couldn’t let Harrison James Potter disappear, I would keep myself no matter what.

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TIME SKIP

 Staring at the guard that stood over me removing his trousers, I knew what was coming and it was just something that I had learned to accept as part of life here, some time later I re-focused on the cell around me feeling the cold hard floor under my body as well as the semen running down the back of my thighs.

“Happy Birthday Potter you officially hit twenty-one today and wasn’t it a fun birthday? “

Hearing his laughter and footsteps leaving I remained on the floor making sure nothing was broken or internally damaged.  Another birthday or in my case another day added to all the other days that had turned into years. Six years had come and gone, and I had to wonder did anyone even think of me anymore, did my past love even remember my name. I was sure that Malfoy had moved on married and had his heirs never knowing that three such heirs lived. In the years that had passed I often thought and cried for my babies well children actually knowing that they had grown without me. Pulling on the prisoner garb I wore everyday, I returned back to the window, it was all I had and I cherished it. Hours passed and I woke to pain in my body forgetting that I had slid down against the wall. Assuming that my crooked body position was responsible for the pain I headed to the flat mattress and laid down wanting to return to sleep. Falling back to sleep I had no idea that the pain wasn’t from what I attributed to. Tossing and turning I remained asleep falling deeper into the darkness that was unconsciousness. Jolting up I had no idea what had woken me but suddenly I realized I wasn’t awake at all but probably dreaming. The world around me wasn’t the cell that was my home.

“Hello Harrison it is good to see you again.”

“Mum?”

“Yes son, your father is here too.”

“Am I dreaming?”

“It’s time Harry.”

“Time for what?”

“Your inheritance, it is time for you to become...”

“Become what? I’m a prisoner what do I need with an inheritance?”

“Change will come soon and you must be prepared Harrison, it is time, things will move swiftly and you need to be ready.”

“Again for what?”

“Harry, son what everyone knows and believes will fall to the side and the war will end, but you will have to have faith and trust in yourself.”

“You will be what stands between true darkness and peace son and as our son as a descendant of the Potter line you will be gifted with so many gifts, but to achieve your true potential you had to suffer, it was a test, a test of your soul and true strength.”

“What are you saying mum? If I hear you everything, all that I had to go through, loosing my babies, loosing everything it was a test? Some god’s forsaken test for what to prove I was strong! Prove to who and what! What if I would have rather had my babies, Draco, a life! Who gave you the right to destroy my life! You’re both dead, gone! I grew up an orphan, alone and abused by those awful Dursely’s, for more time then I care to remember I suffered their abuse and hate, and now here you are saying it was a test of what fortitude?”

“Harry?”

“No, dad, I don’t want whatever gift you have for me all I want is to finally be free of all of it! I hate every last one of them! Everyone that abandoned me that left me to whatever fate occurred. You come to me talking of gifts and having passed some test when not long ago I had a gift from my very own special guard. I want nothing from anyone I want peace!”

“As sorry as we are for everything son and for dying you have to believe that we wanted nothing more then to be there to see everything to raise you, to see the good, bad and funny. I would have given everything I ever had to have remained with you baby. You were the most wonderful thing to happen to us and every moment I had with you was a blessing ad miracle and as much as I wish it could have been changed or done differently fate and destiny will not be tampered with or refused. We each have a role to play and you will be coming center stage soon and you will have no choice but to use everything you have and more to fight.”

“I refuse, I won’t fight!”

“Then you will loose everything more then your life, will you forsake your three children to a life of suffering and death, because that is what is coming.”

“You have no right to speak of them!”

“Regardless, you will consign them to hell to spite us and fate?”

“If they had sent to the muggle world this wouldn’t be happening!”

“The muggle world is in danger as well the whole world is in grave danger and you my son are the only thing standing between peace and total destruction.”

“I could care less about the world, but I won’t sacrifice my children they are innocent in all of this.”

“Of course.”

I had no idea how long or when it all took place all I knew was that when I finally opened my eyes everything felt so different. Pulling the glasses off my face I realized that I could see without the blurriness that I normally had. Dropping them to the mattress I pushed up and the world spun for a bit and finally righted itself and I could feel the magic and strength flowing through my body, for the first time in a long time I felt full of life and energized. Getting up I looked around the cell and began making the changes that I felt would be necessary to the new life that I would be facing and I wanted to build as much strength as possible. I also knew that I had to hide whatever changes that had taken place within and keep everything under wraps. Recalling everything that I learned from my parents I began practicing the spells trying to build up my wand less magic. It’s not like I had anything better to do. I wanted to make sure that I could cast the glamour’s easily and quickly. I intended to use them to hide everything going on. I wanted to be ready when the time came because those who condemned me would learn what the meaning of vengeance meant, and I wasn’t going to let anyone get away, I had suffered what no man had ever suffered and I would return it all a thousand fold. As I paced my cell I began making lists, for every wrong, pain and sin. I was going to tear the wizarding world down and with it they would all fall. I needed to get rid of that bastard first, then  I would confront the light and the whole goodie-goodie, do-gooder troop and I had no intentions of letting even one of them escape.

I hope everyone has enjoyed this new post again any grammer mistakes are all my own and unintentional, I would also like to thank all of you who have read and reviewed I love all of you.