Wishing For Darkness

A/N: So...I have decided I am going to try and make sure that I update every other week on Wednesday or Thursday, since trying to do it every week is difficult since I don't have a beta, and right now I'm really busy ^^; so sorry to everyone and I appreciate your continued interest in my story.. So thank you all for your reviews, and patience. My next chapter though will definitely, promise on my word as a yaoi fangirl, that it will be out by at the absolute latest Wednesday.

WARNING!! There is slash going on in this chapter, if you don't like don't read :P It will begin once you see *Dream Sequence*. Please tell me how it is, as it is my first slash one. x.x Thanks.

“Mental Thoughts”
“Speech”
“Parseltongue”
Thoughts
“Flashback”

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Recap:

Smiling a little, he hugged her. “I am fine, head hurts just slightly, and no I'm fine. How long was I out?” he asked.

“One hour and twenty three minutes,” she replied softly. “Umm, one more thing Harry..your mu-”

“Mother is here,” a new voice cut in.

HPDMHPDMHPDM

Harry's head swung to where the voice came from. Unwilling tears welled in his eyes upon seeing her. Her hair was tied into a braid, that was a little more than midway down her back. Her emerald eyes were staring at him lovingly, though they looked a bit sad. Her skin was the same porcelain white as his own, and she was dressed in a flowing, gauzy, sea foam green dress. He was overwhelmed with the urge to hug her, and scream at her.

“My Harry...” she said softly, tears of her own ready to spill down her cheeks.

Finally making a decision, he asked the question that was rolling around in his head, “Why didn't you save me?”

Kneeling down on her knees next to him, the tears rolling down her cheeks. “I couldn't... I wanted to so badly, you must believe that, but because of the wards around the Dursley's I could not leave my animagus form. At Hogwarts, I tried to get subtle messages to you, but they were always intercepted. I am so sorry my baby.” She pulled him into her arms, after Ginny moved off to the side.

“Why didn't you tell anyone? Hell, even Voldemort could have gotten past those wards, and would have been more acceptable than being there,” Harry asked, not able to get around the fact that she left him there. Though he did snuggle into her arms, it felt good.

“Voldemort...he refused to help you. As he had the memory charm on himself also. He didn't realize that you were my son, even if I told him, it was immediately erased from his head. Though in the ritual, to bring him back. His connection with you strengthened, because it had become an equal exchange of blood. Where he had given you his own when you were in my womb,” she explained as she squeezed her son. Just now realizing that this was but the second time she was allowed to hold her baby boy. She let out a sob.

Harry thought about this for a moment, before coming to the decision that even if she had been lying he would have smelt it. He inhaled deeply, and held onto his mother tightly. “Mum...” he said, as his own tears started escaping.

Lilith's tears stopped eventually, along with Harry's and they just sat there holding onto each other. For one of them, it was the second time they'd gotten to hold their child. For the other, it was the first time ever being held, and feeling completely safe by a parent.

“So brother, are you going to introduce me to your mum?” came the laughing voice of Ginny.

Smiling, he held out his hand to his sister. “Your mum now too, sister. Mother, this is Ginny, soon to be Ginny Freya Grindewald,” he said cheerily.

“It is a pleasure to meet my new daughter,” Lilith said with a smile, as she held out her other arm to the other red head. Where Ginny promptly cuddled into her other side, still holding Harry's hand.

“Pleasure is all mine, mum,” she said.

“Well now that you've caught up a bit, and you aren't going to kill each other. I must be leaving to the Council meeting. Lilith you should take your children to them soon, they will want to meet them,” Nastusia said as she began walking out the door.

Nodding her head, Lilith replied, “I know Nastusia, I will do that before my son's birthday.”

“Good. If you don't mind, please make sure my brothers don't get into too much trouble, while I'm away,” the princess said with a slight plead in her voice. She left once she received a nod.

Silence ensued for several minutes after the door closed behind Nastusia. Ginny opened her mouth to speak, but her stomach interrupted her with a loud growl, which made both Harry and Ginny laugh hysterically.

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Draco smirked, as he gently probed at the mind of the sleeping mind of his mate. He was finding out lots of things about his mysterious mate. Like the fact that he liked the colors green, blue, black, and silver. His best friend was his sister, Ginny. His first friend was a bat that was in the Dursley's attic. Along with numerous other menial things.

His eyes widened as he fell into Harry's current dream.

*Dream Sequence*

Harry was laying in the grass on a small blanket, writhing, and moaning. Draco was over his mate, slowly sucking and licking his way down Harry's body, starting from his neck, going down. He bit lightly down on Harry's nipples, making the dusty rose color deepen.

Dream Draco was smirking, and had sat up. “When am I going to be rewarded?” he asked haughtily, while running his fingers down Harry's naked torso.

“Depends on what you would like, Dray,” Harry replied huskily, as he was arching into the pale hands, and gripping hold of the long silver blond hair.

Humming the blond laid a hand over Harry's barely clothed cock, and squeezed gently. “For my reward I simply request you ready to bend to my every whim, for the next day,” he said with a tinge of softness to his voice.

Moaning, Harry pushed his hips into the palm above him. “F-fine,” he breathed out, as he tugged Draco down and kissed him heatedly.

Slowly Dray slipped his hand into the thin silk pants Harry wore, and gripped Harry's length lightly. He slipped his tongue into brunette's mouth as he started moving his hand.

Harry sucked on his mate's tongue, as he maneuvered his free hand down Draco's back. Slipping his hand into his pants, and gently squeezing his ass.

The real Draco backed out of the dream quickly, as the dream him vanished both his own and Harry's clothes.

*End Dream Sequence*

I can't believe..was that really Harry's dream? Draco's mind was turning circles, as he tried to recover from what he saw. Rolling over on his bed, he fell into a confused, lust filled sleep.

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Harry woke up, and immediately dropped off the bed into a crouch, before remembering where he was. Sighing in relief he stood up, just now noticing the drying wet spot on the front of his pajama pants. He quickly went and showered, after murmuring a few curses.

When Harry finished, he exited his bathroom to find his mother sitting in the chair next to his bed. He was still slightly upset, about the fact that he had to go so long thinking his mother was dead. He spelled a pair of his clothes on, and sat down in front of his mother.

“Harry...there is something I must discuss with you..” she said slowly, her eyes forcibly trained on the grains in the cherry flooring.

Blanking his face, Harry replied with a simple okay, and watched his mother. Her continuation to avoid his eyes, worried him more than it should.

Clearing her throat and ringing her hands, she began speaking softly, “Harry, you...you have a long future ahead of you..you have creature blood in you. What it all is, we don't know which is why I'd like for you to come with me to a Council meeting today. Ginny will be able to come along as well, just we know what creature blood she has. I need to introduce you both to them...” She wiped a tear from her eye and continued. “I am warning you now, they may seem a bit...cold at first.”

Frowning slightly, he thought it over. I don't understand why she seems so sad, if it's something that important...unless.. “They aren't going to try to keep me there..away from you, will they?” he asked in a whisper. He didn't think he could bear losing his mother after literally just getting her.

Lilith's eyes widened, and she shook her head quickly. “No! They could never take you away from me, it's against the laws of the Council...” her normally soft voice, was raised with terror. She stood up, and hugged Harry tightly, almost pulling him off of his bed where he was seated.

Patting his mother's back awkwardly, he stood up. “I will go with you then. Have you spoken to Ginny yet?” he asked. He held out his arm to his mother, and they walked out of his rooms, towards the dining room.

“Yes, she has accepted the request, on the condition you will be there with her. Nastusia will be escorting us today,” she said.