Dying To Love You

Harry looked at his mates with a shocked expression as his mouth opened and closed like he might have something to say. Tom and Fenrir just continued to smirk at him as the boy looked back and forth between the two. "How did you know that you are my mates? I mean, I\'m glad that you know, but--- how?"



Severus and Sirius stayed silent and waited for the answer, both equally as curious to know as their son. "Tom and I are mates already and when we held you that first night, we could feel that you were ours. We could feel a new link starting and knew that it was you. We have always felt that there was something missing in our relationship as we are both dominates." Fenrir looked to Tom to see if there was anything that he wanted to add.



"What Fenny said is correct." At this statement there were three snickers from the couch and a glare from the opposite chair. "As I was saying, what he said is all correct. We can see, feel, and smell that he is our submissive."



Harry was looking at his mates in amazement. They already knew, that took such a load off his mind. He had been trying to figure out how to tell them for the past few of days. Then a sudden thought came to his mind, \'What if mum and dad don\'t approve?\' He looked at both of his parents and could see vastly different reactions in them. Severus was pale and had sickend look on his face and Sirius just looked surprised and curious as to why his mate would hold such an expression.



With Harry being the boy that he was and having the past that he did, he was very insecure and had the urge to please those around him that he cared about. Thus, he took the look on Severus\'s face the completely wrong way and automatically thought that his father was sickened by him. He stood with tears in his eyes and kept his back turned to Severus and said, "I\'m sorry dad. I can understand if you don\'t want me anymore now that you know who my mates are. You probably don\'t even want to see me now, so I\'ll just go." And with that, Harry ran out of the room, tears rolling down his face.



Fenrir and Tom could not believe what they had just seen. After finally having his family back after seventeen years Severus had just caused his own son and their mate one of the greatest pains that a child could ever feel. The rejection of a parent. "Why the hell would you just fucking do that!? He finally found you again and just go and hurt him so calously! How could you do that to him?!" The sound of the two pissed of domanates yelling in his face snapped Severus out of his own thoughts.



In a very small voice Severus answered their questions, "I just remembered. That first night, when you called me here. Do you not remember who it was that you wanted me to look at? I just remembered the diagnosis and was shocked for a moment." then as if just remembering, "Oh, shit. He thinks I hate him now!" Severus ran out of the room in search of his and Sirius was left sitting there in utter confusion.



"What the fuck is going on? What diagnosis was he talking about and why would it have caused him to react that way?



Tom and Fenrir explained to Sirius how Harry came to be in their care, they also told him Harry\'s condition and what Severus had told them about what all had happened to the boy. By the time they were done, Sirius had tears rolling down his cheeks and silently vowing the he would take revenge on the muggles bastards that had done this to his baby boy.



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Severus followed Harry\'s scent to the master bedroom and went in without even knocking on the door. When he entered the room, he found Harry curled up in one of the closets crying silently, like he was afraid to make any sort of noise tht would bring attention to himself. Severus\'s heart broke when he looked at his son and knew that he had been the cause of this sadness. When he drew closer, he could hear Harry muttering to himself about \'promising to be good\' and \'begging not to be hit anymore\' and the broken pieces of his heart shattered even further.



"Harry? Please look at me, son." Harry turned glazed eyes up to his father, "Harry, I don\'t hate you. I couldn\'t be happier about who your mates are. During the conversation I remembered the forst night that you were brought here, I performed the medical exam on you and remembered the diagnosis. I remembered what those horrid muggles had done to you and thought about how I had let Albus talk me out of checking on your wellbeing in that house, and how I had never pushed another member of the order into checking on you. My poor darling. I should have done more. I should have protected you."



Severus was crying by the time he was done talking and pulled Harry into his arms, as much to comfort himself as the boy. Harry had stopped crying and had listened to his father\'s words, he had snuggled deeper into the embrace and let his father and alpha calm his fears and heartaches. "Daddy, don\'t cry. There was nothing that you could have done, and I am out of that place now. Don\'t cry anymore, I\'m sure that by now, Tom and Fenny have told mum about that night, so we have to go take care of him and make sure that he doesn\'t cry either."



"Alright, son. Let\'s go take care of your mum, I\'m sure that he\'s worried about us." They dried their faces as best they could and headed back to the study to take care of mother and mate respectively, as they could feel the hurt and dispair through their bond with him.