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We entered the bedroom again while I still had tears on my eyes, I expected him to leave, to just let me be alone, but of course he wouldn’t allow that. He held onto my waist from behind and moved my brown curls out of the way to kiss my neck, I didn’t even try to fight him. It felt nice to be comforted even if it was by the dark lord, him being the one comforting me didn’t even register in my mind.

I turned around and kissed his lips, he deepened it as I moved my arms around his head, I never noticed how passionate he was-maybe because every time before it was by force except the last one outside Harry’s cell, but this was so much better. As I broke away, his eyes showed a little surprise in my responding but quickly shifted away to show only pure lust.

He ripped off my slave ‘costume’ and disappeared his robes with a flick of his wand, we were both naked as he dragged me to the bed. I lay back while he straddled me and I stroked his muscular chest-something I had never noticed before and lifted my head to kiss him again. With one quick thrust he was fully inside of me as we both cried out in pleasure, he rode me while I met his hips and we moved as one. This was the first time I had ever had consensual sex in my life and it was the most pleasure I had ever felt. It was the longest we had been together but finally we climaxed together as I screamed the name Voldemort. He collapsed on top of me and rolled over to my side, he ‘recovered’ much quicker than me while I was still breathing quickly. I turned round to see him staring into my eyes, a smirk over his face as mine widened.

“What did I just do!”, I gasped, I just realised I had slept with the most evil man in the world-and enjoyed it! I knew it was happening but I didn’t want it to stop while I was in the moment, now all I felt was regret.

“You just felt the best pleasure you have ever felt in your life, I told you you could of felt it with me before but you chose to deny yourself…”

“It was just comfort…I-I felt sad and needed someone, you just happened to be with me when I felt like that!”, I stuttered, it was half true, I did want some comfort but I also felt attracted to him as we entered the room. What’s happening to me?

“Deny it all you want, I saw the lust in your eyes as you saw it in mine. I prefer you when you are responsive, it makes it so much more…fulfilling, having more pleasure and knowing that you are lusting after me”.

“No! I hate you!”,

“You keep forgetting something…”, the next moment I was being crucioed on the bed as I heard him laugh.

“What was that for!”, I shouted, he was still lying next to me and was now stroking my hair.

“I am your master, I don’t remove rules just because you gave me a good fuck! Anyway, you may hate me but that wont stop lust, love and lust aren’t the same-as you know. I don’t feel love but that doesn’t stop me wanting you…”

“But why? I have nothing to offer you in that way, there must be hundreds who would want to be yours! Why not use Bellatrix or someone?”, I asked quietly, he lifted his eyebrows, “…master”, I added.

“Yes maybe, but I want power and knowledge in a woman, and you are a good fuck if I might add. You know why I took you, to have control over your power but…the last few days have changed some things, I want you to want to be here. Maybe not now but you will eventually come to my side, that little moment we had is just the start”.

“I wont ever!”, I closed my eyes as he rolled on top of me again, his hands wondering to my breasts.

“I wont worry about it, it will happen. By the way tonight’s execution is still to happen and you are coming. You are also Lucius’s reward for the night, you will be his until dawn for him to use you how he likes, I don’t care if its consensual or not, you have no say in the matter”, I glared at him, I already knew I was his reward but I didn’t realise for that long and for the first time I realised how protected I had been with Voldemort, now I would be more vulnerable.

“When are you going to teach me more things?”, I asked out of curiosity, I didn’t care for the dark arts but that crucio counter thing he taught me would come in useful, maybe any knowledge of the dark arts would help me help the order counter them.

“already ready for your next lesson? I am pleased, tomorrow evening actually, also…”,he flicked his wand and all evidence of bruises and any damage to my body had gone, “That’s for the pleasure you brought me. Tonight all the death eaters will be at the execution, not just the inner circle, I think its time you were introdu-", a knock at the door surprised us both, no one ever knock at that door!

"Enter", voldemort said annoyed, he was still on top of my naked body but had covered himself up with a robe.

"Milord, i-im so sorry to intrude, but th-there has been an incident! I-I came to you as soon as i heard!", Wormtail stuttered as he entered nervously.

"What is it? this had better be important!", voldemort said still staring into my eyes.

"I-I, Milord you would prefer to know in confidence about th-this matter! P-please its very urgent milord!", wormtail cried, voldemort seemed to realise it had to be urgent and rolled off me and led wormtail out of the room silently.

I lay looking at the ceiling, if it was a serious matter and it sounded like a bad one, it was hopefully for the good of the light! Maybe an important deatheater had been killed or something? My thoughts turned to the moment me and voldemort had just shared. Why the hell did I just do that with him? Im losing it! But...it was just for comfort and meant nothing at all!

Frustrated, I stormed out into the bathroom not caring that I was naked and ran a bath, it only took a few seconds so I slid in slowly, savouring the feel. It smelt of lavender with thick bubbles and was just the right temperature, it was big enough to have a small swim in but I couldn’t be bothered. I noticed I wasn’t in any pain like the previous sessions I’ve had with Voldemort, just a bit achy, I leaned against the side just clearing my head. I hadn’t felt this relaxed in over a fortnight! After about an hour of pure relaxation and cleanliness, I got out.

As soon as I left the water my body dried itself so I walked over to a small table with a bundle of clothes on top. Green and black yet again, he makes me where them colours too much! But I knew today it was on purpose, the black symbolised the darkness, the green symbolised slytherin, basically I was a slave to the darkness, to Voldemort. It was a dress by the looks of it but I couldn’t tell the style much until it was on, black silky underwear was in the bundle as well. I slipped it all on and went to the full length mirror, no longer looking like I had been beaten up, I looked alright. The dress was so short the mark on my thigh was showing-intentionally obviously, If I bent over my underwear would defiantly be on display, a lot. The top looked better though, it was like a corset but thankfully wasn’t too low, so attention was more drawn to my mark, my sign of ownership, great.

I left the room to sit on the armchair by the fire, i had nothing to do and had no idea when he'd be back, I didnt even have a clock so i couldnt check how long he'd bene gone and time seemed to go so much slower!
Without warning my mark started to give me the worst pain it ahd ever given, i fell to the floor writhing but it soon stopped. I sat up slowly and pulled myself onto the sofa, gasping for breath. What was that for? I didnt do anything wrong! Probably in a mood about whatever that incident was and is taking it out on me. Bastard.

The next thing i knew was i was waking up to a darkish room, i must of fallen asleep some time after my mark started killing me. I could feel it giving me a little prickly pain but ignored it.

"CRUCIO!", a voice boomed at me, i felt like i was dying, millions of white hot knives were stabbing me over and over again, my head felt like it was about to split open and i felt myself losing consciousness. It halted after a few minutes of pure torture, i couldnt even sit up. I heard heavy shoes come towards me and i could just make out voldemorts figure and crimson eyes glaring back at me.

"What did I do?", i gasped, i couldn hardly breathe and i was still in really bad pain, once again i was hit with a crucio, it stopped almost as soon as it started.

"Your precious Potter has escaped, that pathetic order of yours 'rescued' him, i have no idea how it was done but im curious...did you have anything to do with this?", my heart skipped a beat as i felt happiness over take me, he was safe...

"No! How could i? ive been stuck in here all the damn time! Im only ever allowed out at your wish!", i moaned, i felt like i was dying.

"I was going to spare your order and put them to good use, but when i do find them now, Every. Single. Member. Will. Die!", he shouted at me as i cowered at his feet-a place i had gotten used too. I was half crying, half smiling-just hiding the smile from him.

"No..."

"No? You are just a slave, i will kill everyone you ever loved! I dont care if you were involved or not! I am ready to kill and will kill many tonight! Your people are the first on my list!"

"Please! Have mercy! My family, my friends-they're innocent!"

"I. Dont. Care.", he whispered into my ear as he bent down by my side, "I've killed for much less than innocence, you seem to forget what i'm capable of! Your coming with me", i didnt even have time to be surprised as i was apparated out of the room.

I felt a cold breeze over my body, the first time i had left voldemorts headquarters in over a fortnight.
I was faced with my best friends family home. The burrow.