TRYING TO REMEMBER

“Can I see him now, Doctor?”

“Go ahead.”

Sirius walked slowly in the room for the first time seeing all the machinery hooked up to his lover. His head shaven and bandaged with a thin tube running down from it. There were clips on his chest leading to a machine that showed lines going up and down, And then there was a big machine with what looked like an accordion moving up and down, his eyes followed the tubes that went to his mouth, this was the machine that was keeping him alive. Sirius grabbed his hand. which had a needle with a tube leading to a bag that looked like water, pulled it to his face and kissed it?

“We’ll make it through this, I promise babe.”

Harry and Hermione watched from a window. She leaned on Harry and started to cry. “Why don’t you go to the burrow and tell them we found him and that he’s here. Besides, I think you need Ron.”

“You don’t understand, the full moon is nine days away and I’m afraid to think what will happen.”

“I guess I’ll let Sirius know. He just needs time alone with Remus right now. Can you send Ginny back?”

“Of course.”

Hermione left to inform the Order.

Harry walked into the room and over to his godfather.

“He’ll be okay. You’ll see.”

Sirius hugged his godson, “I know. Then I get to do some heavy duty apologizing.”

“Sirius, the full moon is nine days away, and the doctors said that he won’t be ready to breathe on his own for another two to three weeks.”

“It won’t take him that long to heal. Hanging around a werewolf all these years you still don’t understand the healing power?”

“I always thought it was the charms and potions.”

“Partly, but his metabolism helps too.”

“I sent Hermione to inform the Order.”

“Why don’t you go home? No sense both of us being here.”

“I’m actually waiting for Ginny. Would you like something to eat or drink?”

“Nah, I’m fine.”

“Sirius you’ve barely eaten in three days, you’re no good to him wasted away.”

“Fine just get me a sandwich and coffee.”

Harry left.

“Just you and me. I’ll make this all up to you I promise. Despite my foolishness I love you, and I never stopped. It’s funny seeing you with no hair, I wonder if it will grow back all grey or will you have some of your natural hair color left? Not that it matters, you’re still beautiful in my eyes, and that better be all that matters. I wonder if Tonks and Charlie set a date yet. I’m sorry I’m rambling I just don’t know what to say or do. Tomorrow’s Christmas, you know and I haven’t gotten any presents. That’s not true I got Harry a little something and even though I never got you anything I do have a little something that I put away years ago. All you have to do is wake up.”

Harry came back with two sandwiches and a coffee.

“Here you go.”

“There are two sandwiches here, aren’t you going to eat with me.”

“I have a feeling once you eat you’ll realize how hungry you are, if not save it for later. I’m going to get something with Ginny once she gets here. I wonder where she is.”

A few minutes later Hermione and Ginny walked in. Ginny gave Sirius a hug and whispered in his year “He’ll be fine.”

He gave her a slight smirk back, “I know. Why don’t you kids get going I’m staying here tonight.”

Hermione asked, “Are you sure you don’t want company.”

“It’s Christmas Eve spend it with your loved ones. They’re a precious gift.”

“Well I ‘m going back to the burrow. Sirius here. It’s a cell phone, press this button to turn it on, and press one it’s my home phone number. Call if there’s a change, or even if you need someone to talk to. My parents will floo a message.”

“Thanks Hermione.”

“We’re taking off to Grimmauld Place.”

Sirius left alone with Remus brought the chair over next to the bed, laid his head down , kissed Remus hand and fell asleep. About an hour later a nurse cam by, “Hi there I’m Lucy, I’m his night nurse. I see we finally have a name for him, and you are?”

“Sirius Black. I’m his boyfriend.”

“I guess it’s true all the cute ones are either married or gay.”

He gave her a slight smile.

“You know he probably won’t wake up for another few weeks at least.”

“I know I just want to be near him.”

“Here let me help you then.” She unfolded the chair and instant bed. “It’s not the most comfortable thing, but it serves the purpose.”

“Thanks Lucy.”

When they left the hospital Harry stopped at an Indian restaurant that just so happened to be open at got some take out. They apparated back to Grimmauld Place.

“He will be alright won’t he?”

“I don’t know, we all keep telling Sirius that but I’m not sure. The full moon is coming and he still might be unconscious and in a muggle hospital.”

“Do you think the wolf will wake up?”

“I have no idea. Gin I love Sirius and Remus but the last few weeks have been very trying. I want tonight to be about us.”

“What did you have in mind?”

Harry led Ginny up to the library where laid a faux fur rug. He levitated some pillows from the sofa onto the floor. He then picked her up and laid her on the rug and laid down beside her resting his head on his palm of his hand, just looking at her.

“I love you Ginny Weasley.”

“I love you too.”

Just then he leaned over and kissed her at first slowly and then much more passionately tongues dancing around in their mouths. Harry then took off her sweater and unbuttoned her shirt. Harry was in heaven as she did not wear a bra that evening, He started sucking on her left nipple then circling it with his tongue. All the while massaging the right breast and lightly pinching the nipple. Ginny moaned as he was getting her nipples nice and hard. Then he switched breasts sucking on the right one while messaging the left. She whimpered when he stopped with her left side but was soon rewarded as his hand made it down to the insides of her thighs and her very wet thong.

“Well this is a nice surprise.”

“You like it?”

“Yeah.”

Harry moved the cloth to access her vagina and started to finger fuck her with his index and middle fingers, after they were wet enough he then moved his fingers up to her clit and started to rub the little nub, which was getting more swollen. Ginny was withering with each ministration until she couldn’t take it any more and came.

“Oh my gods, Harry.”

“I want to make love to you.”

“Please.”

Harry took off his clothes while Ginny grabbed her wand and muttered something which Harry knew to be conception charm. He was hoping someday in the distant future they wouldn’t have to worry about that.

“Are you ready?”

Ginny nodded

Harry took his very hard thick member and plunged it inside his beloved. Ginny gasped for a moment, he then moved he legs on his shoulders to get better penetration he started slowly moving in and out of her feeling her juices and tight pussy surround his hardening cock, since it had been awhile since they engaged in this activity he knew he couldn’t last long and soon after he came.

“Sorry about that.”

“Shhh.” Ginny lifted his head and kissed him. She rolled him over and straddled him. She nibbled his ear which really turned him on, then his jaw and lanced on his mouth, she could feel his cock twitching under her. It wasn’t hard yet so it needed some persuasion. She moved her body between his legs and started to move her tongue up and down the vein of his shaft. She could see the effect that this had on him. She then started to lick the head sticking her tongue in his slit. Harry withered and moaned she then started sucking his cock and taking it deep into her mouth and sucking until he was so nice and hard again. When she completed her task she climbed on top of him and impaled him into her again dripping wet opening, she loved being on top and controlling the situation. Harry took his two fingers stuck them up her vagina along with his cock and got them well lubricated he then stuck them up her ass and all the while she was moving up and down on Harry he was finger fucking her ass, she was hoping he would come soon as she wouldn’t last long and she wanted to come as close to him as humanly possible. Harry started to twitch and started to breathe heavy. Ginny new he was so close and then she screamed his name. With the contractions of her orgasm Harry came soon afterwards.

“Happy Christmas, luv.”

“Happy Christmas.”

They fell asleep in each others arms on the rug fully satiated.