Unwanted

'I don't bloody well think so! I'm not going to the vegetable patch and be oggled at like everyone does Lockhart! Bastard! It's all your fault anyway. If you'd just let me die with my mum and dad....' Hermione could hear, barely what was being said in her room. She wished she could respond. He had destroyed her, and he was putting her in the nuthatch? 'I don't think so.' She screamed silently in her own head, wishing she could move, talk, do something to let them know she was there and knew what they intended. She had to waken and get out before HE did something even worse to her than he'd already done. Then again, was there anything worse he could do to her?
Seething, she drifted off again, listening to them coo over...it.

[Flashback]
She woke with a strange dull throbbing behind her eyes, her arms and ankles bound tightly, a filthy rag stuffed in her mouth. She gagged and coughed, could barely breath lying on her side on the wet grass. She opened her eyes, blinked and focused on swirling robes and feet in front of her. She moaned, remembering the attack at her parents' house, being pulled out of her bed and Apparated out to the sounds of her mother's screaming and her father's angry yells. It had taken two Death Eaters to bind her and finally knock her out. Now, between the Death Eater robes, she could see the bright pink of her mother's nightgown.

Her eyes widened as legs moved, and her father bound nailed by his wrists to a pole, naked, watching his wife's humiliation at the hands of their tormentors. David Granger's eyelids were gone so he couldn't stop himself from seeing everything; dried blood covered his pale distraught face. His face was black and blue, bloodied and swollen. His eyes bore all the pain of what he witnessed. Hermione turned her attention back to her mother. Jane Granger, an older version of her daughter lay on the ground, barely covered by her torn nightgown, a Death Eater knelt between her legs, thrusting and grunting, urged on by his compatriots, his fingers digging into her flesh. She screamed wordlessly, obviously they had decided to use some magic in their torture, a silencing charm. Wouldn't want the victim to distract them with her denials and begging.

'Mummm!!!' Hermione tried to scream, but the gag only caused her to make a loud high pitched moan. It also caught the attention of her captors, who immediately grabbed her and lifted her to her feet.

"Oh, look, the little Mudblood finally woke up. Enjoying the show, Granger? It's all for you, you know. To show you what you and your other Mudbloods can expect." She recognized the voice of Lucius Malfoy, even saw some of his white-blonde hair from behind his Death Eater mask. He kicked her side then, making her scream and try to crawl away from him. She gasped as another Death Eater grabbed her hair and yanked her back into his chest. Eyes filled with tears of pain and anger, Hermione tried to turn to look at her newest attacker.

"Going somewhere, Miss Granger? Or should I say, little miss know-it-all?" Snape's voice hissed in her hair behind her ear. His voice used to turn her one in school. now, she shivered in revulsion as she felt his tongue lick her cheek wetly, leaving a trail of saliva to dry in the night air. "I can't wait for our Lord to see how well I can teach you, Mudblood bitch!" Squeezing her eyes closed she prayed to any and all dieties to relieve her of this nightmare, to save her parents. She didn't see the blow that left stars behind her eyes and a temporary feeling of peace.
[End Flashback}

'I am going to kill him when I get out of here. For what he did; for making me his whore,' Hermione snarled inside her mind, feeling healer's magic re-enforce the sleeping charm, making... her... so... sleepy...


A/N~~~ Ok, This is the last update til friday or saturday. thought I'd show a little darkness before I left, to give some people something to think about...

Thanks to everyone for the wonderfully encouraging reviews. If you can't wait to read something of mine until I log on again, I have three stories in the buffy the vampire slayer section, same author name *hint hint hehe** , some written years ago lol

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marti