To find a dream

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Chapter 6.


Since Hermione ate her breakfast at the Gryffindors’ tower, the daily prophet and a little package with it came to the tower too. She threw the prophet straight to the fireplace and ripped the wraps around her new diary and a pen.


~*~*~*~*Hermiones’ diary*~*~*~*~

Hmm… it’s been a while since I’ve been writing in to a diary… Well, this is for me and only me so I might as well just get to business…

I don’t feel so well now days. I feel like I’m a lunatic or something, but I just have all the time this awful feeling all around my body, especially on my chest. I think it’s just about the fact that in these dark hours I’m being a coward. I’m just so afraid! But I’m the only one feeling this way. Everyone else’s so brave and all I do is cry and worry.

Oh well…

Then there’s this other thing. I have just fallen so deeply with my potions master, Mr. Snape, but I know he hates me more than anyone. And no wonder, since I look like this! I’m just a stupid, ugly, muggle fat ass and nothing more!

But I got to go now, my first class of the day is starting, double potions.

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Hermione took her robes and ran since otherwise she would’ve been late and that she did most certainly not want to happen! She almost flew the stairs down to the dungeons to be on time in the class. Just as her breath had fell back to normal rhythm and she’d got her robes on, the door to potions class opened.

The class slowly flowed inside the dark room, sitting on their places, Hermione next to Harry and Ron. They waited for the instructions and started to work.

“Where were you yesterday!?”

Harry whispered to Hermione.

“Umm… I… I wasn’t feeling too good, so I stayed whole day in my bed”

“You should’ve gone to madam Pomfrey if you were sick! Hermione, we were really worried about you!”

“I know, I’m so sorry…”

Suddenly they all felt the presence of Snape behind their backs.

“I think it’s wonderful that Mss. Granger has decided to please us all by her presence, however, that doesn’t mean I would tolerate this kind of habits from the three of you. Ten points from Gryffindor!”

The first hour went on as Ron and Harry were mumbling to Hermione how awful Snape was and Hermione kept listening and nodding, in her mind she just thought the opposite.

Suddenly Hermione felt like throwing out, she had to get out of there!

“Umm… Excuse me, professor, but I’m not feeling so good. I… I think I need to throw up! I have to go!”

Hermione was panicking already, her body trembled and there was tears forming in the corners of her eyes.

“Well, if you must, I wouldn’t want you to mess up my clean floors, now would I. As soon as you feel better, you’ll come back to here, Mss. Granger.”

Hermione ran as fast as she could to the nearest loo she found and emptied her stomach in to the toilet. When she was done their potions class had ended already. She washed her face and mouth leaving to go back to the potions class as Snape had demanded.

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