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Misunderstood Snarry

By: Kbokoolness
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Snape
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 7
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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A Decision not from the Heart, but from the Brain

Disclaimer: I don’t own it, I’m just using it.
Title: Misunderstood Snarry
Summary: A faculty Christmas party seemed to be a great Idea, now Harry and Severus are both hurting and it takes some time but they begin to understand that the fates had meant for them to be together. Severus is Pregnant and Harry is on probation. Denial is not just a river in Egypt for these boys.
Pairing: Severus X Harry (Main) Ron X Hermione, Sprout X Neville, and Minerva X Albus (Mentioned)
Warnings: Slash, M-preg (future events.)
AN: Aw, come on, you know this type of story, I’m not going to spill anything about it, but… lets just say… you know what happens… right? I’m still in need of a beta, anyone interested?

Chapter 7. A Decision not from the Heart, but from the Brain.

Neither one of our boy’s showed up for breakfast, lunch or dinner. Everyone was starting to worry, especially Dumbledore who knew the full extent of what was going on. He had planned on talking to them both the next day, knowing that they’d still be a little tender after whatever happened.

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Severus was holed up in his room, drinking tea and eating the chocolates that Harry had bought him. Alone with several books and tea seemed to make the man pale and depressed.

He wanted to be with Harry, but not because he was pregnant, he wanted it to be for the right reasons not because of responsibility, as he’d stress to Harry; but what were the right reasons? The lines were becoming blurred with everyday; his heart wanted a fairytale romance, but his brain was telling him to accept Harry’s proposal, he couldn’t very well raise the child on his own.

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Harry on the other hand had been so depressed he wasn’t eating, wasn’t sleeping, all he could do was pace around his rooms and try to figure out what he’d said that was wrong to Severus.

He remembered everything, every last detail. Tears fell down his face as he remembered how beautiful Severus had looked in the candle light. How he’d made small talk over dinner.

The main part that made him upset was how he’d looked when Harry had began the conversation, “Severus, I really can’t stand the thought of not being able to take care of you and the child, I was wrong and I’m sorry about what happened the other day.”

He’d meant it from the heart, he knew he loved Severus, he had since his Seventh year, but he didn’t know how to express his feelings, growing up in a home such as the one he was in. He’d never really known love until he was at school and even then he’d started to fancy his dark and mysterious teacher. He craved to learn how the man loved someone, now it was still the same, only he wanted to be that someone, he wanted to feel the tender touches, smell the sandalwood and primrose. He craved to give the man tender kisses, hold him in his arms as he fell asleep, wake up every morning to the dark man.

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Albus had decided it was time to interfere once again and while doing so, he should very well simply convince the boys that it was merely to keep the eyes of the public turned away, he couldn’t let Severus take the full bash of the media in his current condition and he wouldn’t let Harry let Severus take it. He was going to interfere and fast.

“Albus, Dear… what are you thinking about? You seem off in thought about something that’s making your twinkle grow. You’re not going to interfere again, are you? You know Severus will never forgive you if you keep telling Harry to throw himself at him, especially while they’re both in such a sad state.” Minerva McGonagall said softly, her hand caressing Albus’ cheek.

“Minny, my dear, I would say that I’m not going to interfere, but that would be a lie; I told you when we first were together, I’ll never lie to you, no matter how much it hurts me to tell the truth. Our boy’s are hurting a lot and they’re going to need all the help they can get.” Albus said turning to face her, his wizened hand moving to capture hers.

Minerva sighed and took his hand, she knew what Albus meant, but couldn’t in the least feel happy about the thought of tricking Harry and Severus, not in anyway.

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Ronald Weasley and Hermione Granger were walking around the burrow, Ron’s old house. They were there visiting his mother and father when they got a letter from Harry.

“Should we open it now, Mione? I doubt its good news, never is when Harry decides to contact us. Lets get inside, it looks like its going to rain and I don’t want you getting sick, you may be Seven months along, but our child still depends on you.”

“Ron, don’t be such a worry wart, there’s only one cloud in the sky and it’s a fluffy white on.” Mione giggled and looked at the letter, “Lets open it and see how Harry is, maybe he’s writing to tell us that he’s found someone, or maybe he’s going to come visit us here.”

Ron tore open the letter and read aloud;
Mione and Ron,
Hey, long time no see, I’m sorry about the state I usually send you letters in, but I can’t help it. I’m always very busy and when I not busy it usually means it’s because I’m upset and can’t stand the thought of living any longer, well this is no exception.
It would seem that I’ve gotten Snape pregnant and he won’t allow me to marry him or even love him. He says it’s too much responsibility and I’m not doing it for the right reasons, only out of feeling sorry for him.
Would there be anyway I could come visit you guys or you guys could come visit me? Mione, I know you can come back and get reacquainted with the Library, after all the baby is the only reason you’re not here, no offence but they seem to cause more damage than joy.
H. J. Potter.

“That dolt, he went and got Snape knocked up.” Ron muttered.

“Ron, he needs us, more than your family does. Come on, let’s go to Hogwarts, we can stay with him maybe.” Hermione said, worried about Harry.

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Harry was deep in the darkness that was his room. He was listening to something rather depressing on the Cd player he’d created to work on magic and not electricity. He was laying on his couch and drinking tea, since he was still on probation.

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Snape on the other hand had decided to go out shopping, he’d need new robes soon, seeing as he wasn’t going to be leaving Hogwarts while he was showing. He was going to splurge a little since he was proud of his child and that he’d be able to take care of a child and school it in the way that he saw fit.

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Harry didn’t really even move as he heard a knock on his door, he simply waved his hand and muttered ‘enter’. He looked up and saw that it was Ron and Hermione, “Hey, you guys.”

“Harry, what’s going on? Why are you alone in the dark? It can’t be very healthy, why don’t you go read a book, or talk to Snape?” Ron asked softly, coming to sit on the arm of the couch at Harry’s feet.

“I told you guys in the letter, he won’t let me near him. He thinks I’m not fit to help parent our child. I don’t want to hurt him, but I want to be with him. Is there anyway you guys could maybe talk to him or something, maybe you could, Mione… you’re pregnant and all, too.” Harry mumbled softly and looked at the bulge of his friend’s stomach, sighing.

“Fine, I’ll talk to him after dinner.” Hermione smiled.

“Oh thank you, Hermione!” Harry said getting up and hugging her.

“No problem.”

Ron sighed and looked away, he hated to see his best friend upset, he also hated to see the two of them hug, he knew Harry was gay, but there was something about him that made him uneasy.

“So, what have the two of you been up to lately?” Harry asked the two, seemingly in a better mood.

“Same old same old, Mate. I’m still working my way through training, Mione’s six months pregnant and well, it’s all the same you know.” Ron answered him as he moved to let Mione sit down.
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It was near Nine o’clock when Hermione went to talk to Snape. She knew he’d let her in since they’d become something close to acquaintances while she’d been working there at Hogwarts. With a knock on the door, Hermione stood to wait for a little bit while Severus tidied up and answered the door.

He wasn’t expecting Hermione to be at Hogwarts and thought that it was Harry there to bug him again. He opened the door ready to yell but smirked when he saw the long bushy haired young woman who was obviously in the same condition he was in.

“Hermione, Hello. I wasn’t expecting you to be here, and it shocks me greatly to see how fast you’ve begun to show. Come in, Come in.” Snape said softly.

Hermione entered the room and smiled at the scent of coconut and roses. She didn’t see either of the two, so it had to be Snape that smelled that way.

“Severus, Harry’s told me about what’s going on. I’m not here to lecture you, only to offer friendly advice and catch up on what’s going on in the world of Snape.” She smiled and turned to face him.

Severus offered her a sarcastic smile and looked at his floor, “Isn’t the same thing always going on in the world of Snape? Drama, Drama, Drama. First, I had confessed my feelings for your so-called boy wonder, I then slept with him. After that, it all become a blur, except for the fact that first he denied it, then wants to claim the baby as his own after seeing my pensive. I’m not going to let the boy ruin the one thing in my life that is pure and mine.”

“But, surely Severus, you know that the child is also Harry’s, as much as you loath to admit it. He helped create the small one growing in your stomach. He doesn’t want the child to have only one father. He wants the child to know something that he hasn’t had.”

“Hermione, it’s not that simple. You know as well as I that Harry isn’t ready for a child. He lacks the responsibility and attention span. I can’t be the responsible one for both a child and my husband.”

“Harry will try to be there for you, trust me. You have to accept him and allow him to learn and become the parent he should be and the lover you want him to be.”

“Hermione, I can’t let the man ruin my life. He’s not exactly fit to be a parent. I’ll give him the benefit of the doubt and say that I’ll allow him to court me. I’m not going to promise anything, but I’ll give him a try.”

“Oh, Severus, you’re so sweet. So, tell me. Are you excited about the child?”

“Very, Hermione. Everyday that goes past, I realize is one more day closer to my becoming the father my father never was.”

The two sat and talked for hours, before Hermione finally decide it was time to get back to Harry’s rooms to talk to the man about everything she’d found out.


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