Mind Reading Isn\'t Just A Myth

This plan had better work.

Because if it doesn’t, I’m stuck with the whole school knowing I’ve renounced Voldemort.

And Father.

But he’s still in hiding.

And he’s hardly going to prance into Hogwarts just to kill me, is he?

~You do realise who you’re talking about, right?~

Yes I fucking do!

Ah, I se your point.

Lucius Malfoy, the second craziest man on Earth with absolutely no patience or self-control.

He’d march right in and kill me in front of Dumbledore.

Without even a second thought for the consequences.

Maybe this isn’t such a good idea.

~No fucking way are you backing out now Draco Malfoy!~

Sod off.

I mean, it’s just Potter.

He’ll come around.

Everyone does.

~Just Potter? Stop lying! It doesn’t get you anywhere! What’s the point in lying to yourself?~

I’m not lying to myself!

~No?~

NO!!!

~Really?~

Yes, really.

~You’re absolutely positive?~

Yes, I am… oh sod off.

Why did I even think of this?

I mean, the fake row with Blaise will be bad enough.

He won’t talk to me for at least a week.

Before deciding he misses me and comes back to me.

~You are too full of yourself, you know that?~

Refer back to aforementioned sodding off of you, please.

Thank you.

And then the Slytherin’s are going to get pissed of.

They’ll tell their father’s, who’ll tell mine, who’ll tell Voldemort.

Who won’t be very pleased.

~Understatement.~

You are right.

And you have no idea how much it pains me to say that.

So, in going through with this plan, I will have pissed of my whole house and the most deranged men in the world.

What more reason do you need to not go through with this?

~Coward.~

I’m not a coward!

~Are too.~

Am not!

It’s just Potter.

He’s not exactly worth all the aggravation is he?

I mean, is he really worth the imminent death going through with this will lead to?

~Yes.~

Was I asking you?

~Yes.~

Sod off.

It’s just Potter.

Potty.

Who poisoned me.

Again.

Who found a way to wreck my life.

Again.

Who walked away form me.

Again.

Who beat me at Quidditch three weeks ago.

Again.

Who looked at me like I was filth.

Again.

Who has seriously messed with my brain.

Again.

What possible reason do I have to go through with this?

~Because he loves you.~

And?

~He really loves you. And the only other person to love you is your Mother.~

Shut up.

~Who is dead.~

SHUT UP!!!!

YOU DON’T GET TO TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!!!

~And who you miss more than anything.~

Please shut up.

I can not cry again.

Not now.

Please.

~You want to be loved, don’t you?~

Um… yes?

~Exactly.~

I am loved, anyway.

~Not really. Pansy only ‘loves’ you because of your surname.~

Er… well, yes, I guess that’s true.

~And everyone else in the school ‘loves’ you because you’re so good in bed.~

You can’t be nice about it can you?

~And you miss someone telling you they love you without any strings attached or hidden meanings. You miss someone loving you for who you are instead of where you born.~

Well, that’s… true.

~You miss someone treating you differently because you’re the centre of their world.~

Yeah, I do.

~You miss someone whispering to you at night; to the world you may just be one person, but to me, you ARE the world.~

Well, yeah, I guess.

~You miss being loved.~

Ok, that is true.

~And you love him back.~

There is that…

Say what?

~You love him back.~

Excuse me?

Could you please repeat that?

~You. Are. In. love. With. Harry. Potter.~

Huh?

No, no, no, no, no, no, no!

You’ve got it all wrong.

I’m not in love with Harry Potter.

Oh no.

Not me.

Ok, he is cute when he’s coming.

And when he blushes.

And when he’s sticking up for someone or something.

And when he smiles.

~See? You’re whipped.~

Am not!

~You want to be the one who makes him come and blush.~

Er… maybe.

~You want to be the one he sticks up for and smiles at.~

Possibly.

~You want to be the one to hold him.~

I do?

~You want to be the centre of his world.~

Did I say that?

~You’ve always wanted to be the most important person in his life.~

I have?

~You want to have him as the centre of your world.~

I thought he already was!?

~You want him to love you.~

Did I ever say that?

~And you want to love him.~

Really?

~YES! In fact, I think everyone else has noticed that you always want his approval, or his disapproval.~

They have?

~Yes! Merlin’s beard, yes! You are the slowest prick on this planet.~

I am?

Hang on, when did we start insulting me?

Aren’t you supposed to be convincing me to go ahead with this plan?

~I have.~

You have?

Did I miss it?

~Are you going to go ahead with the plan?~

Maybe?

~Wrong answer.~

Possibly?

~Draco…~

Ok, ok, I’ll go ahead with it.

But I don’t love him.

~Liar.~

Sod off.

~Do you or do you not love Harry Potter?~

I said SOD OFF!!!

Do I or don’t I?

I guess I do.

Wow.

I’m in love with Harry Potter.

Merlin, this can not be good.

Well of course it can’t be good!

I’m in love with Harry Potter.

~Sucks, huh?~

You could say that.

~Remember when things you used to be nice, boring and Potter-free?~

Um…

No, I don’t actually.

There’s never really been a time I can remember when Father hasn’t ranted about Potter.

For nearly all my life.

For almost as long as I’ve hated him.

~You’ve loved him longer than that.~

You being right is getting old really fast.

~I’m a conscience. It’s my job. Besides, if you’d listened to me earlier, you’d be in Potter’s bed already.~

It’s ‘Harry’s’, you idiot.

~Excuse me? YOU are telling ME to call him HARRY?~

Me?

No, not me!

I did not say that.

~Liar! You are so whipped!~

Sod off.

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