Second Chances

TITLE: Second Chances

AUTHOR: Lady Sirius

PAIRING: SB/RL

RATING: NC17

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DISCLAIMER: Of course all rights to Harry Potter belong to JK Rowling

- I would claim Sirius if I could (but alas this is not meant to be!)


DEDICATION: To my glorious, talented, wondrous and everlastingly sexy
inspiration - Gary Oldman. And it is also dedicated to my good friend
Kitty - she is the Remus to my Sirius in our rpgs, and has inspired me
to write about their love.


Chapter Seven

Appearances Can Be Deceiving

Snape stood in the doorway a moment, his eyes drinking in the sight of the half-naked Sirius before he left. He shook his head at them disgustedly. \"Can\'t you animals control yourself in the slightest?\" he asked, before sweeping from the room, resembling nothing so much as an overgrown bat.

Remus\' eyes widened at this parting shot, and it took a great deal of effort to keep the wolf from hastening after Snape. But he managed to control him. He glanced down at Sirius, surprised that his lover wasn\'t trying to go after the dark wizard himself.

But to his dismay he found that Sirius had apparently fainted.

\"Sirius?\" he said softly, touching his cheek. There was no movement.

Alarmed, Remus laid his ear gingerly on Sirius\' chest, making sure there was a heartbeat. Yes, strong and steady. He breathed a sigh of relief. Surely he hadn\'t been that badly hurt? It hadn\'t seemed that way, at least, and he blamed himself for his lover\'s current condition. If anything were to happen to Sirius, he would never forgive himself.

Okay, Remus, he told himself, stay calm and think. Don\'t panic. He\'ll probably come around in just a minute. Maybe it was the crowd that was in here. Yes, that must be it.

And he continued to believe that up until the moment when he felt a hand snake between his legs, grabbing his trousered cock, and a voice whisper suggestively in his ear, \"You could try mouth to mouth resuscitation. Or mouth to cock. I understand it works wonders.\"

Remus reared back his head to behold the grinning countenance of his lover. \"Sirius Black!\" he hissed, \"what the hell are you playing at?\"

\"I thought they\'d never leave,\" he sighed, making himself more comfortable beneath Remus, and squeezing his erection more firmly. With the hand that was not otherwise occupied, he found his wand and, directing it toward the door, closed and locked it. \"Now we won\'t be disturbed,\" he said with a grin.

\"We have nothing to disturb,\" a disgruntled Remus said, attempting to disentangle himself from his lover. \"That was a nasty trick, Sirius. You scared me to death. I was afraid I had killed you.\"

\"Really?\" Sirius sounded pleased, in a rather perverse manner. \"You would be upset if I were dead?\"

\"Sirius, don\'t talk like that,\" Remus frowned. \"Of course I would be upset, you know that. It wasn\'t funny at all.\" He shook his head at his lover\'s apparent insensitivity. Sometimes he just didn\'t understand him at all.

\"You\'re right, I\'m an insensitive dog for even suggesting that. I\'m sorry, love.\" And he managed to look very contrite, as he turned his big puppydog eyes up at Remus. And for good effect, he moaned a little.

Remus couldn\'t help himself. He laughed, and then he knew he was done for. He was a gentle soul, and not given to anger or thoughts of revenge - unlike his better half, who sometimes had a dark side to his nature. \"Sometimes I wonder why I love you so much.\" He shook his tawny head. \"And no more pouting, haven\'t you had enough of that for one day? While you\'re at it, kindly remove your hand, there\'ll be none of that while I am taking care of you.\"

\"Aw, Remy, don\'t say that...\" he whined, not moving his hand even an inch. \"How can I get better without that special brand of tlc which only you provide?\"

\"You can, and you will, by laying here quietly, and behaving yourself,\" Remus said firmly, trying to ignore the fact that Sirius\' hand was wrapped around his growing erection. \"One of us has to be the mature one here, and I guess I\'m elected - as usual.\"

\"Remus Lupin, you\'re not prefect any more, so quit acting like it.\"

Remus arched an eyebrow, looking down at his willful lover. \"Sirius, you must be getting rusty if that is how you practice the art of seduction these days.\" Although he had to admit, Sirius\' hand was getting to him, as his slender fingers splayed about his hardness, caressing it firmly through the material. Keep your mind on saying no, he admonished himself.

Sirius sighed dramatically. \"You\'re right, of course, love. Twelve years languishing in prison, trying to keep from being turned into a vegetable, and only holding on by thinking about you.... no, that doesn\'t enable one to practice the pretty words, or the smooth moves - the ones that used to turn you on so much.\" He pressed his free hand to his forehead, sighing even more loudly.

Which of course produced exactly the effect he was counting on - a distressed Remus, feeling guilty about the lost years when he had doubted his lover. \"Sirius,\" he sighed, \"please don\'t talk like that. Don\'t even think about that. And for merlin\'s sake, quit MOVING like that!\" The last because Sirius was seriously writhing beneath the other wizard, bringing their sheathed hardnesses in contact. And Remus was afraid that he couldn\'t hold out much longer. Reluctantly he decided his best course of action for now was to move from his position to one a little safer - say across the room. But he must have signaled his intent with his eyes, for Sirius was ahead of him - and muttering a quick spell, he had both of them naked in a heartbeat, and then it was too late as Sirius arched his hips directly into Remus\' very very hard cock.

\"Gods help me,\" Remus muttered under his breath. \"Sirius, what are you doing to me? I know better, I shouldn\'t be doing this....\" but almost against his will he was drawn down to the other wizard\'s waiting lips, moaning softly, and leaving no doubt that this is just what he wanted to be doing.

\"Remy, I want you!\" Sirius whispered into his soft lips, \"Remy, I NEED you!\" And Remus Lupin was completely and utterly lost. Lost in the beauty that was Sirius Black.

The cautious werewolf tried to keep his weight from resting on his lover\'s chest, but this wasn\'t an easy thing to do, so he decided that for now, a different strategy seemed to be called for, for expediency\'s sake. He had to still the wolf, which merely wanted to claim its mate. Today he would let Sirius be dominant, but he himself would be able to do all the hard work.

He took Sirius\' lips into his, licking at that delicious pout, his tongue flicking over those pristine teeth, restored to their natural beauty by a lot of hard work but well worth the effort, claiming him all over again. \"Love you so much, Sirius!\" he moaned into his lover\'s mouth, before he moved to lick at his mark, still very visible on Sirius\' neck. \"Why don\'t you prepare me, love?\" And he watched the impact of his words on the animagus, as he drank in the import of that request.

\"Why, Remy, you mean...?\" he smiled with delight.

\"Yes, love, I mean........\" Remus left the words hanging between them. They always knew what the other one was thinking. He moved off of Sirius, reaching into the drawer for the jar of lube. \"Almost out,\" he said with a knowing look. \"I\'ll have to go get some, won\'t I? I can just imagine Kreacher\'s face if you tell him to do it.\"

\"We could always put it on the list for Snape,\" Sirius said mischievously, \"just hand it to him like usual, and then watch his face when he reads it.\"

Remus was tempted, but he was nicer than that. \"No, I don\'t think so. And let\'s not worry about it now, shall we?\" He helped Sirius into a sitting position, carefully, although he could see that the other man was having no difficulty in moving - he still worried about him. \"Once you prep me, and then I prep you, all you will have to do is to lay back and enjoy. Got it, love?\"

\"Got it,\" Sirius responded obediently, looking lovingly at his Remus, his dark blue eyes glowing happily. He dipped his fingers into the gelatinous lube, covering two digits completely. He moved his hand between his lover\'s legs, brushed across his opening lightly, savouring the moment - it didn\'t come very often. Not that he minded. After all, Remus was the alpha male. But now and then it was fun to have a little role reversal in their relationship. Remus returned his loving look, his amber eyes locked onto Sirius\'. Sirius was indeed his one and only, his mate for life, and he knew without a doubt that he would give his life to protect him. Never again would they take him away from him, never.

Slowly, for once taking his time, Sirius inserted the tip of one finger into his lover\'s orifice, relaxing the tight muscle, as Remus got used to the feeling all over again. Then moved it in farther, and farther, until it had disappeared from view, and Remus relaxed into the intrusive digit with a happy sigh. \"Am I hurting you, Remy?\" Sirius asked anxiously.

\"No, love, not a bit,\" Remus encouraged him. \"Keep going.\"

Sirius added his second finger, scissoring them both to stretch his lover\'s beautiful tightness. He felt so good to touch - so warm and inviting. He kept his movements slow and deliberate, searching for that special spot, the one place that would cause Remus to.......

Remus caught his breath, jerking involuntarily. Bingo! He had it. Smiling, he hit it again, felt Remus\' reaction, heard his moan of pleasure. \"Want a third finger?\" he asked, continuing to move the same way.

\"No... want... you....\" Remus gasped out. He reached for the jar of lube, lathered it lavishly over Sirius\' rockhard cock, rubbing his thumb over the opening as he did so, which elicited a moan from his lover. \"Lay down now, my love, and let me ride you,\" Remus said, drawing Sirius\' fingers from their warm nest and encouraging him to take a prone position on the bed.

Sirius did as he was told, watching hungrily as Remus positioned himself over his reddened weeping cock, and then proceeded to impale himself upon it. Gods, he moaned, as he felt the warmth and the tightness that was his lover, his muscles gripping Sirius\' erection greedily as he slowly took it all within himself. Slowly, both to get used to it, and to prolong Sirius\' enjoyment of it. Remus smiled at the look of ecstasy that crossed Sirius\' face - he loved to watch that familiar smile - it started with his lips, slightly parted and flushed, travelling to those deep blue eyes, framed by those dark silky lashes, rolling slightly in their sockets as he got caught up in the wonder of it all. He was so utterly beautiful.

For a moment he did not move, the two of them bound together as one, joined by something that went infinitely deeper than the merely physical - the emotional bond which could never be put asunder. Then he began to move up, almost off, and then back down again, harder this time, as he grew accustomed to the feel of Sirius\' hardness inside of him.

Sirius moaned loudly at the sheer pleasure of the feel of his lover. He reached for Remus\' cock, began fisting it hard.

\"Tell me how much you need me,\" Remus whispered huskily, his normally soft voice hoarsened with lust. \"Tell me, Sirius.\"

\"I need you, Remy, gods, how I need you!\" he murmured in reply. \"I need you in me and with me and beside me, always and forever and ever. Without you, I cease to exist!\"

Remus was satisfied, rocking back and forth, speared on Sirius\' hard cock, feeling a myriad of sensations course through his body at his lover\'s touch. He felt complete, whole - and only when he was with Sirius did he feel this way. They WERE soulmates. He felt the wolf inside growl, and he pushed him away - this moment was for Sirius, and he would do nothing to ruin it.

Remus increased the tempo of his movements, from andante to vivace, heading toward presto, even as Sirius\' moans ran the gamut from piano through moderato, and were well on their way to forte, maybe fortissimo. The friction produced by the tightness of Remus\' channel against Sirius\' achingly hard cock was downright maddening, while his talented hand was doing things to Remus which sent chills up and down his spine.

\"Gods, Remy, you\'re so bloody tight....I love it!\" he moaned. He arched his back, which only drew a growl from his wolf. \"Don\'t move like that, let me do it!\" And Remus continued to ride Sirius\' cock, hitting his prostate at just the right angle, loving the feel of it.

\"Can\'t..... last.......long.....\" Sirius gasped, almost mournfully, not wanting it to end.

\"Cum for me, love,\" Remus encouraged him, \"I want you to cum inside of me, fill me.....\"

\"Remy..........Remy.........Remy.........REMY!\" Sirius\' cries became howls, as his rising orgasm quickly overwhelmed him, spurred on by the sound of Remus\' lustfilled voice, and he spilled his seed deep inside lover. Almost simultaneously, Remus reached his own climax, and came in great sticky spurts over Sirius\' hand and stomach. He felt the pulsing of Sirius\' release inside of him, and he gripped it tightly, crying out Sirius\' name loudly.

Remus reached down and Sirius reached up, and the two men came together in a fierce kiss, passionate and warm and explosive, sated and happy. \"Mine!\" the wolf murmured possessively into Sirius\' lips. They clung to one another as their orgasms receded, just holding one another closely.

\"Lay down, love,\" Remus encouraged him, trying to get Sirius onto his back once more, mindful of his injuries.

\"No, you,\" Sirius insisted, resisting Remus\' attempts, \"I want to lie on you, love, like we always do.\"

Remus knew better than to argue with his stubborn wizard, smiling to himself. Sometimes old dogs didn\'t want to learn new tricks. He assumed the proper position, then reached out his arms and drew Sirius into the warmth of his embrace. The animagus sighed happily and nestled against his wolf.

Remus stroked the lustrous dark curls of his lover, as was his wont. He was glad Sirius liked to wear his hair long - it suited him, and Remus loved to move his fingers through it, especially after lovemaking. \"If your chest hurts, tell me,\" he said softly, \"I\'ll move.\"

\"I\'m fine, Remy, I promise,\" Sirius reassured him. \"Just hold me like this, and please don\'t let go.\"

\"Never, my love, never!\" Remus returned fiercely. \"Nothing or no one shall ever tear you away from me again! This I vow!\"

Sirius snuggled against him more tightly, their arms winding about one another in old familiar patterns - a perfect fit, as if they had been made just for one another.

And Remus and Sirius lay there together, holding one another, loving one another, for the rest of the afternoon.