Loss of Control
Seven
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Disclaimer:
them for my own amusement.
Content rated NC17. Basically,
this is total smut. If that offends you stop right here.
I see Lucius as being in total
control always.
On Monday Gwen returned to
work, as she was in her office going about her various daily chores Stephen
knocked on the open door frame. Looking
up and seeing who it was Gwen smiled and gestured for him to come in.
“Alright,
and you?”
“Just fine, what can I help
you with?”
“Um… nothing really… I just
wanted to see how you were doing.” He
couldn’t quite make eye contact with her.
pan>pan>“Still seeing…whoever he is?”
“Stephen,” she scolded gently,
“don’t make this harder than it has to be.
any number of women who would be more than willing to go out with you.
this building.”
“I don’t want any of them.”
“It’s not as if you are in
love with me…” Gwen started to say.
“…..How do you know I’m not in
love with you?”
Gwen looked into his eyes
losing any tender feelings she may had had for him in the past as she saw the
hardness in his face, “Just like all men, you only want what you can’t have.”
“I was willing to wait until
you were ready; I never forced you to do anything you didn’t want to do.
“Okay…you didn’t force me…but
you never turned down anything I offered either.
you. Just like every other man in my
life you used me for what you could get, not bothering to think about what I
might need.”
“That’s not fair! I would have
done whatever you asked. You always
pushed me away as if I was beneath you.
I guess I didn’t compare to favorably to whomever it is you really
wanted.” Stephen was getting louder with
each word.
“Stephen, calm down, you’re
right,… you didn’t compare with him, but then no one
can, that has to do with the way I feel about him, not about what I felt for
you. I had the problem, not you…I’m the
one who treated you unfairly by not letting you know upfront that I wasn’t over
my last relationship. And I let you have
unrealistic expectations about us and where we could be going.
want you to forget about me.” Gwen
stopped to catch her breath, she took Stephen’s hand in hers and said, “I am
not good enough for you, you deserve much better than someone who is unable to
tell you the truth. Forget about me.”
Stephen turned to the door
pulling his hand from her grasp as he moved away, “I can’t Gwen….I can’t” he
said softly as he walked out the door.
‘Great,’ she thought, ‘how
many more lives I can screw up.’ As she
sat at her desk the reality of the situation hit her.
her. Not that Gwen was sure she wanted
him to. Did she even want to see him
n afn after what he had done? “Who am I
kidding?” she muttered to herself. Knowing she couldn’t wait to see him again,
recalling the taste and smell of his skin, the way he had felt when he was
sleeping in her arms. How good he made
her feel. Yet, under all that was the
fear she couldn’t deny.
Things stayed quiet
did her best to avoid Stephen at work and tried not to think about Lucius when
she was at home. She knew no good was
going to come from this sick little arrangement they had.
Over the weekend Gwen visited
with her parents, she returned to the
slept in the bed she had used as a child.
Her mother sensed something was bothering her but didn’t
are having guests for dinner this evening, old family friends, and it would be
so nice if you could join us.”
Without really thinking about
what she was saying Gwen replied, “Sure Mom, anything I can do to help?”
“No thanks, dear, the elves
have it under control. Please dress
formal though, I’m sure our guests will.
“Just who have you
invited? Gwen asked warily.
“Narcissa Malfoy and her
husband and son”
Gwen felt her stomach drop,
she did not want to see Lucius with her parents around ever, and for sure not
the first time since he had violated her.
“Um maybe I should head back home early instead,
I have a lot of things to do to get ready for work next week.” Gwen tried to
get out of staying.
“Oh no, I am sure Narcissa
will be thrilled to see you. She said
how nice you were the day she ran into you at the book store. I would hate to
disappoint her if you weren’t here.”
“I don’t know
“Don’t forget their son,
Draco, will be here also, you would be a great help entertaining him.”
“What am I supposed to
do? Juggle and dance.” Gwen was getting
snotty now.
“You are quite
father and I are. It would do you good
to see what the younger kids are up to these days.”
“Geeze ,
Mom, I’m not ancient and decrepit yet you know.”
“Yes, dear, I know.
mother said kindly. “It will be a nice
change for you to socialize with a well to do family instead of the riff raff
you usually hang around with.” This was
an old argument between them.
“Okay, I’ll stay.”
react when he saw her here.
As she dressed for dinner,
Gwen played several possible scenarios in her head.
table in front of both families. ‘Get a
grip on yourself, he’s going to be just as thrown when
he sees you as you are now.’ She told
herself over and over. She finally
finished dressing and headed down the stairs.
“Well, here she comes now,”
her father said when he saw Gwen enter the room.
“Of course father,” Gwen
replied.
“And have you met Lucius and
Draco?” Her father took her arm and
pulled her over to where Lucius was standing.
“Yes, we’ve met,
Lucius’ eyes.
“How lovely you look tonight,”
Lucius said taking her arm and pressing his lips to the back of her hand.
bruise she was sure.
“Mr. Malfoy,” she said
politely, “how nice to see you again.
And this must be Draco,” Gwen tried to gently pull her hand from his
with no luck.
Having been thoroughly coached
on how to act this evening by his father, Draco was nothing but charming.
Wharton.”
“Why thank you.
who still had a grip on her hand. “What
say you and I go for a stroll in the garden before dinner that will give our
parents a chance to catch up on all the news.” Gwen
said taking Draco’s hand in her free one.
‘Any excuse to get out of this room’ she thought.
“That would be very nice,
thank you,” Draco replied. The fact that
his father was still holding her hand had not escaped him.
“Right through here,” Gwen
said as she stepped away, Lucius had no choice but to let go of her.
walked through the door and out into the garden.
Once away from the adults
Draco relaxed a bit. “I was under the
impression that you and my father knew each other very well,” he said with a
smirk just like his father’s.
“Not all that well.”
“Hmm I guess I’m
mistaken.”
Little snot, Gwen thought to
herself. “So what year are you in
now?”
“Sixth.”
“That makes you, what,
sixteen?” She asked.
“Almost seventeen,” he was
leering at her. Looking her up and down
with the same look Lucius always gave her.
Gwen was starting to feel very uncomfortable.
Hogwarts?”
“Sneaky way of asking how old
I am.” Gwen replied.
“You prefer the direct
approach? Alright, how old are you,
then?”
“Old enough to not be
impressed by a little snot like you,” she retorted. They were far enough into
the garden that they could not be seen from the house.
Draco responded by grabbing
her by the hair and pulling her to him, he kissed her roughly.
thrust his tongue into her mouth. ‘What
is it with these Malfoy’s’ she thought.
Having no other choice she bit his tongue hard enough to make it
bleed. Draco pushed her away from him
and as he was wiping blood from his lips he said, “I’ll make you pay for that!”
“Not hardly
“You have a lot to learn about women, most of us don’t like to be
forced.”
“And I suppose if I had asked
nicely you would have kissed me?” Draco
sneered at her.
“Maybe, but, now you’ll never
know will you?”
Draco’s mouth dropped I open
in shock. “There is no way you would
have kissed me if I hadn’t forced you.
Don’t try to play those games with me, I know better than that.”
“Next time try asking first.”
He stopped and looked at her
looked up at her from under his lashes, “would you consider allowing me to kiss
you?”
Gwen looked at him and thought
how much like his father he was, ‘not a good thing to be thinking,’ she told
herself, ‘course this would really piss Lucius off.’
“Sure, kid, only this time,
try being gentle,
okay?”
Draco stepped toward her and
slipped his arms abound her waist, pulling her close.
was rewarded by her kissing back. Taking
advantage of the situation Draco reached up and roughly squeezed her breast.
Gwen broke away immediately,
not wanting him to get the wrong idea.
She was only playing with him, after all, just to get back at his father
who was sure to find out about this. Didn’t young boys always brag to their
fathers about their conquests? “I think
we had better head back to the house now,” she said gently.
“Okay,” he seemed surprised
she had allowed him to touch her at all.
As they entered the living room,
everyone looked toward them, but, only Lucius noticed that Draco had that cat
that got the canary look about him.
‘Well, just in time to sit
down to dinner,” Mrs. Wharton said.
“Shall we head into the dining room?”
Soon they were all seated; in
what Gwen found a most uncomfortable arrangement.
right. Several times during the meal one
or the other of them would reach under the table and caress her leg.
whole table what was going on, so she kept quiet, allowing Lucius’ hand to stay
where it was and always gently removing D’s.<’s.
waist, and was stroking her inner thigh very close to the junction of her legs,
all while carrying on a conversation with her father about real estate, when
Draco slid his hand under the table and across her leg to grab at her crotch,
Gwen didn’t know who was more surprised, her that Draco would be so bold, Draco
at running into his fathers’ hand in the very place he wanted to be, or Lucius
at suddenly being found with his hand in Gwen’s most private place by his son
who wanted to be there also. For a
second no one moved, then Draco hastily removed his
hand, casting a look at his father hoping Lucius would not react.
and continued his conversation without missing a beat.
Dinner seemed to drag on for
hours, but, it was only a short time later Gwen realized that the Malfoy’s were
preparing to leave. Mr. Wharton mentioned that Gwen needed to go back to the
city for work the next day.
”Lucius, do take Gwen with you in the carriage, Draco
and I can apparate home from here, he needs the practice,” Narcissa said.
“Oh no, Narcissa, that won’t
be necessary, I wouldn’t want to take Mr. Malfoy out of his way,” Gwen
protested.
“Nonsense, my dear, it would “No really I couldn’t…” Gwen “I insist,” Lucius said. “Go ahead, dear, it will be And so, Gwen found herself in Lucius eyed her coldly and “Your son is more like you Lucius laughed, “Well, at least he has good “I’ll take that as a “As you
be my pleasure to take you home.” Lucius damn near purred at her.
was interrupted.
fine,” her mother smiled.
a richly appointed carriage totally enclosed from prying eyes with Lucius.
said, “Just what were you doing with Draco out in the garden?”
than you know, the little creep jumped on me.”
the first real laugh Gwen had heard.
taste.”
compliment,” Gwen said
should.”
her to him, kissing her deeply.
Gwen reached up and ran her fingers through his hair pulling him even closer to
her. He slid one hand up under her skirt
and pulled her panties off with one yank.
Flipping her skirt up and exposing her to the cool night air.
planted his mouth firmly between her legs.
His tongue swirling and thrusting into her, making her moan in
delight. He wasted no time, bringing her
to a quick and violent orgasm, as she screamed in ecstasy.
Gwen knew exactly what he
would want now. She reached down to free
his erection from his pantsidiniding her hand up and down the length of
him. Slowly she took him into her mouth
savoring the taste and feel of him. She
sucked him to the brink of climax, then gently blowing on him to cool him down;
she started again, this time taking him all the way to completion.
accelerating only slightly at the end, never making a sound as he came.
Gwen sat up and looked at
him. Lucius was refastening his pants
and not paying any attention to her.
“Lucius?” she said softly.
He raised an eyebrow at her.
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“Do you never make any real
noise when you come?”
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“What!”
“All the time we’ve been doing
this, and all I ever hear is an occasional groan, once in a while a growl.
move and make almost no sound, and you act as if it were no big deal.”
“It never occurred to you that
it might not be a big deal to me, did it.”
He was deliberately trying to anger her.
“Fine.
Gwen looked at him, he was calm and cool, and no one would ever guess he
had just come. She on the other hand was
thoroughly disheveled. “You could at
least acknowledge a job well done,” she muttered.
Lucius cupped her chin in his
hand and tilted her head up to meet his eyes. “Have I complained?” He loosened
his grip so she could shake her head, “no, I haven’t, you should be happy withat.”at.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” she
said barely audible.
Lucius heard her, but, choose
to ignore her as they were pulling up in front of the building she lived in.
Gwen was scrambling around
looking for her panties when the carriage door opened and Lucius motioned for
her to get out.
“Fine I’ll leave my underwear
here for Narcissa, or worse Draco, to find,” she said as she climbed out.
Draco, he was after all being just like you.
Thanks for the lift, see you around,” and she walked into the building
without a backwards glance.
Lucius smiled, and tucked her
panties into his pocket, as the carriage moved away.
didn’t need to know how.