Under Cover

Chapter 6: All I ever wanted

Chapter 6: All I ever wanted.


 
 
He dropped his glass and it shattred to pieces. His eyes grew wide and his heart raced. He stared, hypnotic, at the big tattoo on her shoulder.

\"Josh? What?\" she turned to him, question in her eyes.

He kneeled down on the floor and started picking up the glass. His head pounded.

\"Nothing…\"stamstammered. \"I never thought you had a tattoo.\" He tried to cover.

\'Oh shhhhiiiiit…\' Zoey thought. \"Oh, yeah…I was a wild one.\" She tried to banter but his eyes seemed distant and he had a look of pure fear. \"Josh?\"

He lifted his hand and traced the red tattoo with his index finger. His light touch made her shiver and she stared at him.

\"What is that?\" he asked.

\"It\'s some kind of a legendary bird…a pheonix. Legends say it has healing power.\"

\"Healing powers?\" she was surprise at the bitterness in his voice. He got up from the floor and turned away from her, trying to block his memories. Her red pheonix tattoo reminded him everything he wanted to forget. The screaming echoed in his ears, his dying friends. He shivered violently.

\"Josh?\" he felt her standing infront of him.

He had to stop it! In his fight for control he did the only thing that made sense to him. He grabbed Zoey and kissed her hard on her lips. He pushed her against the nearest wall he could find and forced his tongue inside her mouth.

Zoey gasped with surprise and then with pain when her back hit the wall.

\"Wait…\" she gasped and he released her.

\"Oh…I\'m so sorry.\" He backed away from her. \"I wasn’t thinking, shit, I\'m sorry…goodnight.\" He headed towards the kitchen door but she stopped him.

\"No, wait! I don’t mind.\"

\"Don’t mind?\" he froze.

\"It\'s just that…don’t you have a bedroom or something?\" she blushed and looked away from him.

He stared at her, completely shocked. She basicly offered herself to him, without hesitation. Closing his eyes, he felt that he wasn’t strong enough, not noble enough to walk away from her and reject her offer. Sighing, he took her hand.

\"Are you sure?\" he asked.

\"Yes.\" She nodded.

He led her to his bedroom and she looked around. He had a double bad with blue sheets. A small dresser with a huge green candle \'probably apple scent\' she smiled inwardly. A small door to the left led to the bathroom. He was still holding her hand and now he carresed it with his thumb.

\"You like my room?\" he teased.

\"It\'s a man\'s room.\" She smiled.

\"Well, last time I checked I was a man.\" He grinned and then turned serious. \"I\'m truly sorry for earlier…I want to make it up to you.\"

With those words he leaned closer and kissed her softly, gently tracing her lower lip with his tongue until she opened her mouth and allowed him to explor further. She tried to stifle her gasp of surprise when his lips touched her. He was warm and gentle and his skillfull hands caressed her back, leading them towards the bad. They sat side by side, breatheless.

\"That was…better.\" Zoey smiled.

He kneeled down and removed her high heel boots and his shoes, then he sat next to her, facing her.

\"You should know something.\" He caressed her face. \"ly, ly, you\all all I ever wanted.\" She blushed. \"But I want you to feel comftrable so, if you want me to stop…at any time, all you have to do is tell me so.\"

\"You\'re saying it like you are the only one here. I want IT just as much as you do.\"

\"Want IT?\" he raised his eyebrows.

\"Yes!\" she giggled and he pulled her towards him, kissing her passionatly.
*

 
She tasted like the wine she drank earlier and he lowered his head and kissed her neck, smiling as she held him tighter and arched her back. Zoey moved her hands and tried to take off his shirt but he stopped her.

\"No, wait, keep the shirt on.\"

\"What?\" she was confused.

\"Don’t take off my shirt.\" He said again and she frowned at him.

\"Fine…if you keep your shirt then I\'m keeping mine.\" She shrugged.

\"What?\" he couldn’t believe it. \"You don’t understand I have lots of scars I don’t want you to see them…it\'s disgusting.\"

\"Josh…I won\'t break, you know?\" she grabbed his shirt again. \"Please?\"

\"Fine…\" he mumbled and looked away from her.

She took off his shirt and her eyes wandered around his broad chest. He closed his eyes, expecting her to leave any minute now. Her eyes widened at the sight of his left shoulder. The bite mark was clear and she reached for it and traced the outline of the scar with her finger. He shuddered, sighing.

\"I\'m sorry, did I hurt you?\" she removed her hand.

\"No…it\'s sensitive.\" He shrugged.

To his surprise she moved closer and kissed his scar. Her soft lips and hot tongue caressed it and he moaned softly, shuddering again. He felt her smiling and her hands moved lower, to his pants.

Josh wasn’t really sure how but he was lying on his bad, naked and she took him in her mouth, slowly driving him insane. He groaneen sen she pumped him gently. He was too damn close. The sane part in his mind registrated the movements that made him whimper with ecstacy…her movements were almost mechanical.

\"Zoey?\" he managed to gasp. \"Is that really how you want me? I\'m not in highschool anymore…I\'ll be usless to you if you\'ll continue.\"

She stopped and looked surprised. Josh breathed for a moment, trying to summon some control. He looked at her but she averted her eyes from him. He sat up and reached for her shirt, pulling it off and tossing it to the floor.

\"Zoey? Why are you looking away?\" he tucked her hair behind her ears.

\"Nothing, I\'m fine.\" She wispered but didn’t fool him. His hand moved to her back and he released her black bra, then he leaned back and admired the sight before him.

She sat infront of him, like a statue, not meeting his eyes. She had beautifull breasts…she was beautiful.

\"You are very beautiful.\" He said and cupped one of her breasts. She gasped and he smiled. They were both very talkative…talking to her might help ease her tension. Gently, he pushed her down the bad and kissed her.

\"I hate my breasts.\" He heared her mumble.

\"Why?\" he cupped the other breast and slowly grazed his finger on the hard nipple.

\"They are too small…\" she moaned.

\"They fit into my hands.\" He kissed her neck.

\"Well…there are other man, you know.\" She sighed. \"With larger…hands.\"

He laughed softly, kissing her lips again and at the same time, reaching out for her skirt.

Soon, she was naked and he stopped again to adore the woman beneath him. Her eyes were closed and her mouth slightly open. She had creamy skin and amazingly long legs.

\"Nice undrwear.\" He smirked.

Her eyes flew open and she stared at the object he held in his right hand.

\"Oh. My. God. I can\'t believe you saw those.\" She covered her face with her hands, blushing all over. He tossed the white garment with the red strawberries to the floor and hugged her, laughing.

\"I like strawberries, they\'re very sexy.\"

\"There is nothing sexy about those underwear, my grandma had something like that.\"

\"Oh, thank you for that lovely image.\" He groaned and kissed her, meeting her eager tongue.

They kissed for a while and then he reached down and slowly entered one finger inside of her. He groaned at the sensation.

Zoey\'s eyes flew open with shock and he laughed, kissing her earlobe. She couldn’t stop herself from moving with his fingers. All those wonderfull sensations were new to her, she never felt like that with a man. She shook her head, trying to stop the horrible images.

She felt him slow his finger\'s movements and he soon stopped and replaced his fingers with himself.

\"Zoey? Do we need something?\" she noted the panic in his voice. \"Cause…I don’t have…\"

\"It\'s o.k…I\'m on a birth control po…pills.\"

He kissed her, relieved, and entered slowly inside of her.

\"OH…god…\" he groaned. She was so tight. He pulled out and thrustedagain, deeper. He heared her gasp and stopped moving.

\"Zoey, you\'re so tight…I don’t want to hurt you.\" He looked up and panicked, her eyes were full with tears and she had a hunted look on her face. \"Zoey? Honey, I\'m gonna stop, o.k?\"

\"No!\" she held him, still crying. \"Please, wait.\"

\"What\'s wrong?\" he caressed her cheek.

\"I\'m alright.\" Her voice was cold and she closed her eyes, shaking.

\"Don’t be afraid of me, please.\"

\"It\'s not you.\" She wispered.

He kissed hertly,tly, again and again until she responded and moved her hips.

\"Are you sure?\"

\"Yes…I\'m so sorry.\"

\"Shhh…\" he kissed her again. \"Don’t be sorry.\"

He thrusted inside her gently, deeply until he heared her sighing and he increased his rhythm. She moved with him and he felt like he was drowning inside of her, it\'s been so long for him.

A sudden shudder racked her body and she clenched her inner muscles, calling his name with utter surprise. He gro whe when she took him with her over the edge and held her close, kissing her passionatly.
*

 
 
\"You are crying.\" He observed.

Her head rested on his chest and her right leg rested between his own legs. He caressed her back with his hands, causing her shivers.

\"Those are happy tears.\" He heared her muffled reply.

\"I was that good?\" he wondered and she smacked him on his arm, laughing. He pulled her closer. \"Are you o.k?\" he asked.

\"I\'m fine.\" She smiled.

\"Good night, Zoey…sleep well.\" He said.

\"Good night, Josh.\" She snuggled to him and closed her eyes.

He continued caressing her back until he heard her steady breathing. Sighing, he tried to fall a sleep.

\"Beautiful, Zoey…\" he wispered. \"Who is the man that hurt you so much?\"

 
 
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