Love Affair

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. I’m not making any money from this story.
Pairing: (eventually) Remus/Sirius
Author: Catium
Rating: NC-13
Word Count: 3205
Genre: Romance, drama.
Status: In progress
Warnings: Fluffy feelings, language, drama, slash, smut!!!
Summary: The story of Remus and Sirius’s friendship and love affair.
Note: This story is kind of a prequel to There Is a Thin Line between Hate and Love. In chapter 13 of There Is a Thin Line... Harry comes to Remus for an advice because he thinks he has feelings for Draco. Remus tells Harry that he and Sirius were a couple and after Harry runs out to talk to Draco, Remus starts to think about how he and Sirius became friend and later lovers. This story traces Remus and Sirius story of friendship and later love affair.

Thanks to everyone that have read this story so far. There is some smut in this chapter yeahh...!!! So here is chapter 6.

Chapter 6. – Suspicions

So Sirius and Remus kept silent for the next two years. Staying only friends despite having feelings for one another. To afraid of ruining their friendship, if they told one another about their feelings of the other.
The Marauders kept having their adventures at school. Making the Marauders map, tricking people and taunting
Snape.

Every month they would turn into Wormtail, Moony, Padfoot and Prongs and have their full moon adventures that usually involved something really dangerous that they would laugh about afterwards too high up over their own cleverness to care what might have happened if something would have gone wrong. Even Remus, after the first few months of having his friends with him when he got transformed to Moony, stopped thinking about the consequences and simply enjoyed their adventures.

Their 7’th and final year at Hogwarts came to soon according to them. They were excited to leave school but still thought of it with dread having to leave the fun and familiarity of the Hogwarts castle and grounds for the unknown, boring, normal life of adulthood.

Or that is what they thought their adulthood life would be like.
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“Only seven months left of school.” Peter said one day in November, during the Marauders 7’th year, as he sat down next to his friends in the Great Hall.

“Peter! Shut up!” Remus snarled at him getting irritated about this habit Peter had started with at the beginning of the year, of counting down how many weeks and months they had until they would graduate.

“What? I just said...” Peter started to say frustrated.

“And I just told you to shut up!” Remus snarled again shooting Peter such a dirty look that he went quiet right away.

Remus sighed when silence settled over their group burying his face in the palm of his hands, both trying to calm down and wake up a bit, dead tired from the four sleepless nights that always came with the approaching full moon now a days. These sleepless nights hadn’t started fully until Remus realised he had feelings for Sirius. Before then they would be difficult nights but he could still sleep. But now every time he tried to sleep, those nights before full moon, he would have dreams.

Usually involving himself and Sirius and intimate, sexual positions. It had only gotten worse after that first night his friends had transformed into their animal self with him. What had happened after Remus turned into Moony between him and Padfoot had hunted him in his wake and sleep for weeks afterwards. Eventually he had stopped worrying about it when Sirius hadn’t said anything to him. But what had happened shortly before the changing would still haunt his dreams.

And...” Sirius drew a deep breath. “...and I don’t think your body is an abomination.” Sirius told him quietly. Remus looked firmly in Sirius eyes. Searching for some answers. But then time ran out.

Remus would dream about what could have happened if he had found some answers and that was the reason for his insomnia. He couldn’t keep having sexual dreams about his best friend. He would wake up, out of breath, sweating, stiff and just as tired as he was when he went to sleep. The alternative, not sleeping at all, and not having the images from his dreams running through his mind at day was better. Not being incredibly hard the days before full moon was better. But the fact was images or not he was still incredibly hard most of the days before full moon. Because images or not he had the star of his sexual dreams right in front of him all day long, every day, bloody always. Sirius fucking Black. And Remus wanted to fuck Sirius fucking Black.

The normal racing hormones and never fully satisfied libido that followed being a 17 year old teenage boy didn’t help the matter either and adding on top of that the increased libido and racing hormones that being a werewolf gave him, made the situation unbearable and made it almost impossible for Remus to control his wolf before the full moon. Making him angry really easily and constantly irritated...and constantly horny.

Remus sighed again when these thoughts went through his head. Just the thought of the sexual dreams about Sirius he’d managed to avoid for some weeks now made him hard.

“Thank god for our school robes or I would’ve to be excused from classes before the full moon too.” Remus snorted at the thought of having to skip classes because of constant erection and laughed bitterly to himself. He could feel the ever present, concerned stares of his friends on his head when he snorted right before he heard Sirius ask tentatively.

“Are you feeling all right Remus?”

Remus looked up seeing the concerned and a bit scared looks and his friends’ faces and snorted again.

The infamous Marauders were afraid of the one everyone else considered to be the “shy one” in the group. Remus smiled a bit.

“I’m fine Sirius!” He said sarcastically. “Just fucking fantastic. It’s a beautiful, sunny day and tonight there’ll be clear sky and the full moon will cast it silver shine on the quiet grounds of Hogwarts.”

“Hey it’s not reason to lash out on Sirius. Just like it was no reason to be so mean to Peter earlier.” James told Remus off. Usually the only one who would tell Remus off when he was like this. “They are only trying to make conversations. Or are we now not allowed to talk to each other before full moon.” He hissed in a low voice. “’Caus when you said few months ago you would appreciate it if we didn’t talk to loudly and laugh the days before, because it gave you headache I agreed to that since I thought that was a reasonable request but
these new rules every month are getting ridiculous.”

“If they are getting so ridiculous then why don’t you just leave?” Remus growled at James back bearing his teeth.

“Oh do not tell me you just showed me your teeth because I know that is a sign of threat for canines and since it’s this time of month I know you weren’t smiling at me.” James glared at Remus with a hint a discussed showing in his face.

“And what if I did?” Remus asked him back. “What are you going to do hmm?"

Sirius and Peter were looking at the exchange with fear. Remus’s temper had been getting worse every month and it had been driving James crazy. Until now he’d been understanding about it but these unnecessary attacks on them seemed to have been the final straw for James.

“It’s fine James don’t worry about it.” Peter told him.

“It’s not his fault James...” Sirius said then added in a lower tone of apologetic voice “...you know he can’t help it.”

James looked at Sirius irritated.

“You always defend him. He’s just going to have to start controlling his temper otherwise...” James looked back at Remus. “...he can leave.”

“James!” Sirius said shocked.

“Make me!” Remus answered James loudly.

“Remus!” Peter yelped.

“Maybe I will.” James answered Remus back his voice low and threatening.

James and Remus were now glaring each other, unblinkingly. Peter and Sirius were staring at them, staring at each other, fear etched in their features.

Then they were interrupted.

“Well, well, well what do we’ve here?” A smooth voice asked.

The tension broke as soon as the Marauders heard that voice and the four boys looked up glaring as intensely at their arch enemy as they had been glaring at each other few seconds before.

Severus Snape smirked at their hateful faces.

“Trouble in paradise?” He asked them.

“It’s none of your damn business Snivellus so why don’t you crawl back to the hole you come from and die?” Remus said in a deadly low voice and rose from his chair in a menacing way.

Sirius who was sitting next to Remus put a steady hand on Remus’s arm. Knowing that if he started a fight in front of the teacher they would all be screwed. Remus glared at Sirius ordering him.

“Let me go!”

“No!” Sirius told him back.

“Let him!” James spat at Sirius. “Better him than me.” He told Sirius beckoning at Snape.

“Believe you me I would love to. But not in front of the teacher.” Sirius hissed at James back.

“Indeed trouble in paradise.” Snape smirked his most dangerous smile when he saw the glares and heard the irritated voices. “What happened to the happy, cheery Marauders?” Snape asked them. “Hmmm...Let me guess?” He continued. “Lupin and Potter have been fucking each other. Then little Lupin not satisfied gets Black to stick his cock up his arse. After all Black’s already fucked every female in this school, he was bound to turn to the boys eventually. And when Potter finds out he’s jealous and the three of them start a little lover rivalry at the breakfast table. And they didn’t invite you Pettigrew how rude of them.” Snape smirked when Peter turned scarlet at his comment and chuckled. “I always knew you were a bunch of fag...”

Before Snape could finish the sentence Remus had ripped himself free of Sirius’s grip and was out of his seat advancing on Snape. Fully prepared to beat the living daylights out of him.

Sirius moved quickly and managed to grab Remus and with inhuman force keep him from kicking Snape’s butt.

“Get the fuck out of here!” He ordered Snape and Snape not having to be told twice hurried out of the Great Hall smirking in triumph.

“What’s going on?” McGongall asked loudly from the Teachers Table looking at Sirius struggling to keep Remus in check.

“Nothing Professor everything’s fine.” Sirius told her then he turned to James.

“We need to get him out of here and calm him down. Care to help?”

James was pale. The fight had gone too far for his liking.

“I don’t think I can help you calm him down now mate. You’re the only one who can handle him when he’s like this. Sorry.” He told Sirius apologetic.

“Fine then.” Sirius sighed and started to drag the furious Remus out of the Great Hall.

Remus didn’t put up much of a fight on their way outside from the Great Hall but once outside and Sirius started to drag him to a deserted corridor no one ever used in the opposite direction Snape had likely gone in he started struggling again.

“Let...me...go...” He said his breath ragged. “I’m...going to kill...that greasy haired...bastard...I...”

Sirius decided they were down the corridor far enough so no one standing in the Entrance Hall could see or hear
them. He pushed Remus against the wall, pinning him down in order to keep him from running away.

“What the hell’s wrong with you?” He hissed at Remus. “Are you fucking crazy? You are lucky we were sitting that far from the teacher table or we would be in serious trouble right now.”

“Fuck you Sirius!” Remus spit at Sirius back not bothering to answer his questions.

Sirius was shocked at Remus’s language. He rarely cursed and he never used the F word.

“Something must be really bothering him. He’s never acted like this not even before the full moon” He thought and decided that the best course of action would be to talk to him calmly. Then perhaps he would calm down.

“Remus look at me.” He told Remus who hadn’t looked him in the eyes the whole time after they left the Great Hall.

Remus turned his head even more refusing to look Sirius in the eyes.

Sirius used his right hand to grab Remus’s chin and force Remus to face him.

“Look at me!” He demanded again.

Remus drew a deep breath and looked upwards slowly meeting Sirius’s eyes.

“What’s wrong Remy?” Sirius asked using Remus’s pet name that no one used but him and usually only when they were alone together.

Remus’s golden eyes were still blazing with barely controlled anger.

“I’m constantly irritated and I get angry so easily that it’s scaring me. It’s like the real me retreats to some hidden place in my mind and I’m watching my other self, a really scary other self, say and do those things. Like for the last half an hour. I wanted to stop but still...I didn’t. It’s like the wolf is breaking that line between him and me. He’s crawling slowly into my human self. It’s getting worse every month. And to make matters worse I’m not only irritated and angry but ho...” Remus seemed to catch himself in time and Sirius watched as a blush crept over his cheeks. Remus didn’t finish the sentence, he looked desperately at Sirius but still with that anger burning in his eyes and said in a husky voice. “It’s so hard controlling it. It’s getting harder by
the month and I’m afraid I’m losing. Sirius I can’t control it.”

Sirius watched the desperation in Remus’s eyes and wanted it to go away.

“You can control the wolf Remus! You can control it! Don’t let it control you!” He told Remus using everything he got to make his words convincing so Remus would believe what he was saying. Because if Remus would believe it he might manage to control the wolf.
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“You can control the wolf Remus! You can control it! Don’t let it control you!”

Remus heard Sirius say and he got irritated at how convinced Sirius sounded. It didn’t help the matters that he was still trying to suppress the anger he was feeling towards Snape and that Sirius’s presence was making his libido go in extreme mode. And before Remus could stop himself he heard himself growl deep in his throat, low and predatorily.
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Sirius eyes widened in shock when he heard the growl coming deep from Remus’s throat. He had heard him speaking in a way that sounded like a growl million times. Usually right before full moon but he’d never heard him growl like that when he wasn’t in his werewolf form.

Sirius opened his month to say something but before he could utter a word Remus kissed him hard. Their teeth crashed together when Remus’s lips hit Sirius’s. Sirius was shocked at first but started to kiss Remus back.

Again Remus growled, this time the growl sounded more satisfied than angry. He bit roughly on Sirius’s lower lip demanding for an access, splitting Sirius’s lip and drawing blood.

Sirius moaned when the taste of his blood mixed with the taste from Remus’s lip, he opened his mouth eagerly, granting Remus’s demand for access. The slight pain Sirius felt in his lip didn’t put him off either. He had been having these fantasies about doing it rough but it was limitations to how rough you could get with girls. With Remus, who was stronger than him there were no limitations. Sirius was really pleased. He’d been wanting to do more than friendly things to Remus for three years and this kiss was fulfilling some of his wanting.

Their kiss was hard, fast and frantic. There was nothing sweet or tender about it.

After some time that could have been less than a minute or more than a day, Sirius felt something pressing against his thigh. Something hard and big!

Remus’s hands that had been roaming over Sirius’s hair and back were now starting to make their way under Sirius’s shirt tugging it up and moving slowly but firmly up his chest and over Sirius’s nipples.

When Sirius felt Remus’s hands on his nipples along with Remus’s very impressive big and hard prick pressing against his thigh he gasped.
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Remus heard Sirius gasp when he moved his hands over his chest and felt his impossibly hard dick pressing against Sirius’s thigh.

He came back to reality with a crash.

“I’m kissing my best friend on the hallway standing so close to him that he can feel that I want him with every fibre of my being.”

Remus managed to take his hand out from Sirius’s shirt and with a huge effort broke the kiss. Remus looked wide eyed at Sirius as he opened his eyes staring at him back. Remus watched scared out of his wits when Sirius mouth opened. He couldn’t take the words he knew were about to come out of Sirius mouth.

Remus broke away from their embrace and ran away.
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Sirius felt when Remus’s sweet lips left his and his hands stopped touching his chest. Sirius opened his eyes staring into the wide and scared eyes of Remus’s. There was no anger in them anymore. He started to open his mouth to put Remus at ease and tell him it’s okay but before he could say anything Remus broke their embrace and ran away.

Sirius couldn’t move to run after him.

“I’ll talk to him later. We are in the same house after all. The same dorm. And take almost all the same classes. He can’t avoid me for long.”

Sirius sighed and leaned against the wall touching his kiss swollen lips lightly, running his finger over his lips, wincing slightly when he touched the bottom lip where Remus’s bite had split it.

He smiled feeling both satisfied from the kiss and not satisfied that the kiss hadn’t gone further.

“There will be enough time to finish what we started since...” Sirius thought smirking when the thought came to him.

“...I suspect Remus might like me after all.”

TBC

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