Meant to Be

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More juicy sex in forbidden places.



Chapter Six



Remus woke first the next day, smiling to himself when he felt Jess under his arm. His face was pressed against her head and he lay still for a few moments, inhaling the scent of her hair. He raised himself to his elbow, lying on his side watching her sleep. He felt no guilt; no regret for what had happened between them last night, even though he knew he probably should. Running his finger over her cheek gently, he marvelled at how soft her skin was. His body began to harden as he gazed at her, and he shifted to kiss her shoulder lightly then moved to press his lips to her jaw. Jess made a soft noise in her throat and turned her head towards him as she opened her eyes.



‘Morning,’ he said, smiling down at her. She covered a yawn with her hand and then smiled.

‘Morning,’ she echoed, kissing him lightly. She stretched and Remus felt heat run through him as the sheet slipped lower. His eyes fell and his breathing quickened. He pulled the sheet off her, groaning as he ran his hand over her stomach.

Jess saw his arousal and grinned. ‘Again?’ she asked, then pushed him over onto his back. ‘You are insatiable, Remus Lupin.’

He laughed as she straddled him and kissed him, softly at first then letting it grow. She moved slowly on him as they kissed, then faster until she bit his lip and cried out, Remus quickly following her, his body arching up into hers as he moaned her name.



‘Jesus, woman,’ he said in a harsh whisper, holding her close to him. ‘I could definitely get used to waking up with you.’

She smiled and kissed him again. They lay together quietly for a while, Remus stroking his hands lightly over her bare back, raising goose bumps over her skin.

‘I should get back to my room,’ Jess said, lifting her head. Remus tightened his grip on her.

‘It’s the first day of the holidays,’ he complained. ‘Everyone is going home. They won’t miss you.’ Jess laughed and slid off him, breaking with some difficulty out of his embrace.

‘I can tell you weren’t a Ravenclaw,’ she said, repairing her torn knickers with her wand then pulling them on. ‘They notice everything.’



He rolled over and watched her dress, admiring her curves in a way that made Jess hot. ‘Will you stop?’ she said with a small smile, shaking her head as she pulled on her bra.

‘No,’ he said, smiling at her. ‘Come back to bed.’

She shook her head, quickly yanking her skirt up. ‘No,’ she said firmly. ‘It’s nearly eight o’clock. We’re taking a chance with me sneaking out this late.’

Remus looked disappointed and she sat down after she pulled her shirt back on. ‘Remus, what will happen if we get caught?’ she asked and he looked resigned.

‘I’ll get the sack,’ he said wearily.

Jess gave him a sad, closed mouth smile and stroked his hair as she said, ‘Exactly. We have to be careful if we want to do this.’



Remus frowned then sat up. ‘After my transformation on Christmas Eve, come to my house,’ he said suddenly. ‘There are plenty of teachers staying here; I don’t really need to. We can stay for the holidays and spend some time together without worrying about this crap.’

Jess looked at him for a moment then smiled. ‘I’d like that,’ she said quietly. He smiled at her and leaned over, kissing her softly.

‘Are you coming back later?’ he asked, smiling when she nodded.

‘Try and stop me,’ she said, standing up and walking over to the door. ‘I remember you waking me at two o’clock this morning and promising me just about anything if I did what you asked. I intend to collect.’

He laughed and she left, closing the door behind her.



There was no one in the corridor when she slipped out of his room, and Karen and the other Seventh Year girls had left already. Professor Dumbledore smiled when she entered the Dining Hall.

‘Jessica,’ he called, waving her to the table. ‘Come. Sit.’ She looked a little unsure but sat at one of the two spare seats.

‘It’s silly to keep all of the tables when there are so few of us here. Have you met Harry, Hermione and Ron?’

Jess shook her head and smiled at the younger students. She filled her plate, her activities last night had given her an appetite. She had just swallowed her first mouthful when Remus appeared, looking a little startled at the seating arrangements, but quickly taking the vacant seat next to Jess.



‘Good morning, everyone,’ he said mildly, smiling around the table. Jess felt his hand on her knee and jumped a little, jerking her leg so his hand fell off. She saw a smile twitch at the corner of his mouth as he reached for the bacon.

‘Are you staying for the holidays, Jessica?’ Dumbledore asked and she looked up at him. ‘For a day or two, Sir,’ she answered, feeling Remus’ leg brush against hers. ‘Then I’ve been invited to a friends’ house. I haven’t decided if I’m going yet.’

He nodded and Jess glanced over at Remus, frowning at him. He smiled, quickly shoving some food in his mouth to hide it, but behaved for the rest of the meal, having gotten her message.



When they left the Hall, Harry grabbed Remus’ attention, while Jess walked up to her room. Remus caught up with her, looking around then dragging her behind a tapestry, kissing her hard.

‘You want to be sacked, don’t you?’ she whispered when he let her go. He chuckled softly.

‘There are about ten people left in the entire castle, Jess,’ he mumbled. ‘It’s unlikely we’ll be caught.’

His mouth moved to her neck and she let her head fall back. ‘Alright, but not here,’ she said suddenly, a mischievous smile creeping across her face.



She stuck her head out, then waved at him to follow. They both moved along the corridor quickly, a safe distance between them.

‘My room is in the opposite direction,’ he muttered, looking around.

‘Yes, but mine is closer this time,’ she said quietly, reaching the Ravenclaw common room.

His mouth dropped as she gave the password, and opened the door for him. ‘Jess,’ he hissed. ‘We can’t.’

‘I’m the only Ravenclaw staying here for the break,’ she said. ‘You’re giving that private tutoring session Dumbledore asked you to give me, right?’

His eyes closed as his better judgement fought the wave of lust that had overtaken him at the thought of having her in such an inappropriate place.

‘Fuck! I am a weak, weak man,’ he mumbled before slipping into the common room to the sound of her laughter.



She led the way up the stairs to her room, locking the door behind her. Remus grabbed her, incredibly aroused now, but she pushed him away.

‘Nope,’ she said. ‘Not yet.’ She indicated a bed off to his right. ‘That one’s mine. Make yourself comfortable.’

She disappeared into the bathroom and Remus sat on the bed, unbuttoning his shirt. He was lying on the bed in his boxers when she appeared again, dressed in her school uniform skirt, shirt and tie. His breath caught, and his heart nearly jumped out of his chest. She’d hiked the skirt up so it finished mid thigh, the shirt was partly unbuttoned and the tie was loose. It was the sexiest thing he’d ever seen, and he wanted her right now.



‘You are unbelievably hot,’ he said, sitting up. Despite himself, he had often watched her in her uniform, imagining having her with that skirt pulled up around her waist, bent over his desk.

‘I’ve seen you eyeing off the girls in their short skirts,’ she teased, flicking her skirt so it lifted a little, revealing more of her legs.

‘Girls don‘t do anything for me, Jess,’ he corrected, a gleam in his eye as he gazed at the three undone buttons at the top of her shirt. ‘But you…you are all woman, and you do insane things to me - especially in that outfit.’

Jess grinned and crawled onto the bed, waving her wand and sealing the curtains, also casting a Silencing Spell - just in case. She crawled across the bed, pushing him over and straddling him, raising her skirt so it bunched around the top of her thighs, giving him a look at her white plain knickers. The innocent knickers turned him on more than anything lacy lingerie he’d ever seen and he raised his hands to her breasts.



She slapped his hands off her. ‘Uh, uh,’ she said, her voice higher and more breathy than usual. ‘Professor Lupin, you shouldn’t be touching me there.’ He let out a loud breath and grinned.

‘Did you know, sir,’ she continued, looking at him through wide eyes. ‘That I have a bit of a crush on you?’ His grin widened and he shook his head.

‘I do,’ she said, biting her lip. She pointed her wand at him and he felt the scarves wrap around his wrists again.

‘Jess,’ he said in amusement, but she shook her head, flicking her wand and binding his legs as well, then Vanishing his underwear.



‘My goodness,’ she whispered, gazing at his erection. ‘Do you like me, Professor?’ He laughed now and she couldn’t help a smile.

‘I like you, Professor Lupin,’ she said, her eyes darkening now as she ran her hand down between her breasts. ‘I feel….hot when I think about you.’

Her hands moved to unbutton her blouse, parting the sides to reveal her virginal, white bra. ‘When I‘m in my bed at night, I think about you…and I ache,’ she said softly, not taking her eyes off him.

Remus too had his eyes fixed on her, his smile gone now and breath coming quicker. ‘Down here,’ she said, running her hand under her skirt, lifting it so he could see her run her finger over the front of her panties. ‘And it won’t go away until I touch myself.’



Remus’ jaw dropped and his body surged, so aroused now it almost hurt. Her hands raised to her breasts, pulling down the cups of her bra to circle her nipples with the tips of her fingers.

‘I do this, imagining they’re your fingers touching me,’ she whispered, biting back a smile when she saw him fight against the binds around his wrists.

She ran her hands down to her legs, running them up her thighs until they were in between her legs, hearing him moan.

‘Then I have to touch myself here,’ she told him, pulling her skirt up, then let him watch her slide her fingers into her knickers.

‘Fuck, Jess,’ he groaned, yanking hard against the scarves binding his hands.

‘Yes,’ she said quickly. ‘that’s what I imagine you are doing when I touch myself, Professor. Fucking me.’



Jess moved her fingers, closing her eyes as she bought herself closer to completion.

‘Jess, please,’ he begged, arching himself off the bed.

‘I pretend it’s your tongue touching me,’ she moaned, biting her lip now. ‘And I pretend that you are in my mouth, and I can almost taste you.’

Remus squeezed his eyes shut, half in pain, half in arousal as he fought not to come just watching and listening to her. Jess quickly spun around, so her ass was near his face. He could smell her arousal and thought he might just die if she didn’t let him taste her. Fortunately, that was her plan. She quickly pulled her knickers off, letting him see her properly now, moving her fingers over herself. When she heard his curse and saw his hips jerk, her body tensed. She stopped her fingers movement, knowing she was very close.



‘I wonder what it would be like to have your tongue on me instead of my fingers,’ she said, pushing her hips back towards his face.

Remus smiled then ran his tongue over her, moaning when he felt how wet she was. She moved again, this time spreading her legs further and lowering herself to his face. As his tongue moved inside her, fucking her, her mouth found him, making him cry out into her. Jess made a noise in her throat, and pushed herself back harder, Remus taking the hint and stroked his tongue over her, circling her clit then flicking it hard. Her fingers moved to help him access what he needed and he thrust his hips up, knowing that he was finished.



‘Fuck, Jess,’ he cried. ‘I can’t wait.’ He pushed up hard into her mouth as he let go, his release making him arch right off the bed.

As he came down, he became aware of her touching herself and added his tongue again, only taking a few seconds to make her shatter and grind herself down onto him. She threw herself down onto the bed next to him, waving the wand at his restraints and making them disappear.



Remus lay still for a few seconds, catching his breath, then he rolled over and came to rest on top of her. He looked down at her for a moment, then lowered his head and kissed her, deepening it quickly. His tongue ran gently over her lip and teased her until she moaned and grasped his head. He continued until they were both breathless and Jess felt weak.

‘Thank you, Jess,’ he whispered, looking down at her, stroking her hair. ’That was amazing.’

She smiled and said, ‘Anytime, honey.’ She blushed and shut her eyes in embarrassment when she realised what she’d said, but he grinned.



‘Honey, huh?’ he said with a little laugh.

‘Sorry,’ she said, looking away but he turned her face back to him.

‘I like you calling me honey,’ he told her softly, running a finger down her cheek. ‘I really like it.’

Jess smiled, but it soon faded as Remus continued to touch her face lightly, as if he was afraid he’d break her.

‘Have I ever told you how beautiful I think you are?’ he said, tracing a thumb over her lips. She shook her head and he smiled faintly.

I should have,’ he murmured softly, running his finger down her face. ‘You are. So very beautiful, Jess.’



At his words, Jess felt an ache in her chest that she’d never felt before. The way he was looking at her made her feel scared, but incredibly happy all at once and it unnerved her. Remus, too, was realising that he had come to care for her in a way that he hadn’t cared for another woman in a very long time. The moment was becoming too intense so he smiled and kissed her again.

‘And you, my beautiful Jess,’ he groaned, rolling off her. ‘Have buggered me for the day.’



Jess laughed and moved to lie beside him, sliding under the bed covers. ‘Buggered myself as well,’ she said with a yawn.

She rolled onto her side, then felt him climb under the sheets as well, curling his body into hers, pressing against her back.

‘You feel good,’ she murmured, closing her eyes.

He mumbled, ‘So do you,’, sleep already beginning to take hold on him.



Two hours later, Jess opened her eyes, looking straight into Remus’ bare chest. She’d shifted in her sleep, rolling into his arms, head against his chest. Lying there, she felt safe and protected in a way she’d never felt before. She could feel him stroking her hair and she kissed his chest.

‘Hi,’ he said, looking down at her. ‘I didn’t know you were awake.’

He bent his head and kissed her, making her smile. ‘Did you sleep?’ she asked, stretching. Remus nodded, and yawned. ‘I did,’ he confirmed. ‘But I’ve been up for a little while. Literally.’



He smiled smugly and Jess laughed. ‘Well, I’m afraid you’ll have to wait,’ she said, catching sight of the time. ‘With so few people in the castle, I think it’ll be noticed if both of us miss lunch.’

He groaned, making her laugh again as she rolled out of bed. ‘Come on, gorgeous,’ she said, smacking his leg then stripping out of her uniform quickly.

Remus smiled, watching her as a warmth spread through him. And as aroused as he now was, he knew that had nothing to do with the way he was feeling. He sighed and sat up, shifting off the bed.



‘Wow,’ she said, looking him over and feeling heat rise in her when she saw his erection jutting away from his body. ‘You do have a bit of a problem, don’t you?’

He grinned and looked down as well. ‘I did tell you,’ he said, stopping when he saw her walking towards him, wearing only the plain white bra and knickers.

‘This is probably the only time I’ll tell you to hurry up, alright?’ she said with a smile as she grasped him.

‘Jess, you don’t have to…’ he began but when she pushed him back onto the bed, he stopped talking.

‘Can’t have you going to lunch like that,’ she murmured then stripped off her knickers.



Remus let out a sharp breath as she crawled over the top of him and sank down.

‘Fuck!‘ he moaned as she moved hard and fast on him.

‘God, you don’t have to do a damn thing to get me going,’ she whispered. ‘You only have to be in the same room and I’m ready.’

Remus grabbed her as he sat up and rolled them over so Jess was under him. He thrust hard into her and Jess moaned loudly.

‘I want you so badly, Jess,’ Remus said, feeling her beginning to shake. ‘I think about you all the time. I want you all the time.’

He heard her cry out and she tightened on him as he also lost control, pushing his body deep into hers, trying not to yell out her name as they exploded together.



Several seconds later, Jess had just about caught her breath then wriggled out from under him and sat up, smiling. ‘Better?’ she asked.

He nodded, unable to string a sentence together.

‘Here,’ she said, grinning. She tossed him his clothes and stood up. ‘Get dressed.’

He did quickly then, as they moved towards the door, he grabbed her and spun her around. Kissing her hard, he held her tight to him.

“What’s that for?’ she asked breathlessly when he let her go.

‘Because you’re fantastic?’ he said and Jess giggled.

‘Because you like getting head from a woman dressed as a school girl more like,’ she retorted, turning before he pulled her back to him.



‘Ok, I’m not going to pretend that I don’t enjoy your enthusiasm for that particular task,’ he said with a smile. ‘But you are fantastic, Jess. You are funny and sweet and sexy as hell.’ He leaned down and kissed her again. ‘And I really do care very much for you.’

Jess blinked and stared at him as though she didn’t quite believe him. ‘I care about you as well, Remus,’ she said quietly. ‘Oh, and I’ve never been shy about that particular task, but you’re the first man I’ve enjoyed doing it to, and the only man I’ve ever let come in my mouth.’

She kissed him quickly, not seeing the strange look in his eyes. ‘We should go.’



Jess pulled out of his embrace and unlocked the door, poking her head out. They left the common room, talking quietly on the way to lunch, Remus going in first, Jess following ten minutes later. A few of the other teachers were eating and Jess got into a discussion with Professor McGonagall about her Transfiguration class, trying hard not to look over at Remus, who was sitting alongside the Headmaster. Remus was also forcing himself not to stare at Jess, but suspected he’d failed when he caught the Headmaster frowning at him.



Walking out after lunch, he fell back to talk to her. ‘We should keep some distance from each other this afternoon,’ he said quietly. ‘I think Albus suspects something.’

She nodded and said, ‘Do you still want me to come and see you after dinner?’

Remus nodded this time and smiled at her. ‘See you later,’ he said.

She mouthed, ‘Bye’ at him and walked towards Ravenclaw tower. Remus spent the afternoon marking assignments, while Jess studied and finished her own work, both of them frustrated that they had to go through this charade.