Everything I Ever Wanted

Christmas sex!!! Review, please???





Chapter Six



It wasn’t until the day of the Christmas dance, over two weeks later, that the first person caught on to the true nature of their relationship. Alex and Remus were helping the prefects set up the Great hall for the dance that night and the conversation turned to the Headmistress.



‘I wonder if she likes women,’ said Alex, turning and throwing Remus a star to go on the tree. On hearing his words, Remus fumbled the decoration, dropping it to the floor. ‘What?’ he said, with a frown, pointing his wand at the broken decoration and watching it repair itself.

‘Well, I’ve tried everything I can think of to get her to agree to a date, but she won’t budge,’ he said, using his wand to wrap some tinsel around the tree.

‘And you think she’s gay because she won’t go out with you,’ Remus laughed, thinking how Billie would laugh when he told her. ‘Did it occur to you that she just may not like you?’

Alex looked horrified. ‘Of course not,’ he said, with certainty. ‘All women like me.’



Remus laughed, and looked at him. ‘You’re not her type, Alex,’ he said, moving around the tree to put up some decorations at the back. Alex moved around the tree as well, looking at him curiously.

‘And how do you know her type?’ asked Alex with a raised eyebrow. Remus smirked. ‘Belle’s a smart woman,’ he answered, without thinking. ‘I assume she’s got better taste.’



There was a moment of silence, and Remus froze, realising what he’d just said.

Despite their statement that they didn’t care if people found out, he and Billie had still been careful not to reveal anything unnecessarily, including the name only Remus called her.

‘Funny,’ said Alex, his tone casual, but his eyes fixed on Remus. ‘I remember her saying to call her Belinda or Billie. I don’t recall Belle being an option.’

Remus couldn’t help the guilty expression spreading across his face, and Alex saw it, looking at him with his mouth open.

‘You and Billie?’ he said, disbelievingly.



Remus closed his eyes and sighed. ‘How long has this been going on?’ Alex asked, looking a bit disgruntled now.

Remus opened his eyes. ‘Since the first day of term,’ he admitted, seeing Alex’s stunned face.

‘So all that time I’ve been going on about her ass, you’ve been getting to see it up close and personal?’ he said, shaking his head. Remus glared at him.



’You’re damn lucky I didn’t smack you in the mouth the way you’ve been carrying on about her,’ he muttered darkly, turning back to the tree.

Alex looked at him, amused. ‘I can’t believe she’d have you over me,’ he said, and Remus looked back at him with a frown.

‘Could you be more arrogant, Alex?’ he said.

Alex laughed. ‘Oh well, plenty more fish in the sea,’ he said. ‘But I want some details to help ease the pain of my disappointment.’







Remus laughed and shook his head. ‘Sorry, can’t help you,’ he said, waving his wand at the baubles and sending them flying up onto the tree.

‘Well, at least tell me if she’s as hot without her clothes as she is with them?’ Alex begged.

Remus shook his head again, but couldn’t help the broad grin that stretched across his face.

Alex groaned loudly. ‘God, you’re a lucky man, Lupin,’ he said, seeing Billie walking across the hall to them.



‘Hi!’ she said, looking up at the tree. ‘That looks great, guys. Thanks for helping out.’

‘No problem,’ Alex said, moving closer to her. ‘Save me a dance tonight, Billie? That is, if Remus doesn’t mind?’

Billie looked at him, then over at Remus, who’s face confirmed her suspicions.

‘I’m sure he won’t mind letting me go for a few minutes, will you?’ she asked, her tone light. Remus smiled.

‘I think I’ll cope,’ he said, marvelling at her calm. ‘Only just, though.’



Billie smiled and looked at Alex. ‘There you go,’ she said, smiling at him and walking away. Both Alex and Remus’ eyes were on her ass as she left.

‘Lucky, lucky man, Remus,’ Alex said, with a sigh.

‘Yeah I know,’ Remus said, grinning.



‘So, will the entire staff know before we get down to the dance?’ Billie called out later that night, getting ready in her room while Remus waited in her office.

‘Probably,’ he called back, brushing down his dress robes. ‘Are you worried?’

‘No,’ she replied her voice louder as she stepped out onto the stairs. ‘Just want to be prepared.’

Remus looked up as he heard her coming down the steps and he stopped breathing for a moment.



‘She is gorgeous,’ he thought, staring at her. Her bright red dress was strappy and short, showing off her legs, as well as some cleavage. When she spun around, he noticed it clinging over her ass. She had heels on, making her legs seem even longer than they were. Her hair hung loose and she had a little more make up on than usual. ‘Well, how do I look?’ she said, with a smile.



Remus moved quickly, grabbing her head and kissing her hard. They staggered back and hit the wall behind her, Remus pressing her into it, letting her feel how hard he’d suddenly become.

‘Oh my God,’ she gasped as his mouth moved to her neck.

‘That’s exactly what I was thinking,’ he mumbled, pulling the strap of her dress aside and kissing the skin along her shoulder. ‘You are as sexy as hell, Belle’



‘Do we have time?’ she asked, with a small moan as his hand moved over her breast. She pulled at the buttons on his robes, quickly pushing them off his shoulders.

‘I don’t give a fuck,’ he said, pulling up her dress roughly. ‘They can wait.’

Billie laughed, then cried out as his hand moved inside her underwear, finding her heat and sinking his fingers into her.

‘Jesus,’ she said, yanking down the zip on his pants and fumbling with the button, shoving them down far enough to release him.



He grabbed her thigh and lifted her leg, groaning as she wrapped it around him, pulling him up against her. Pushing her underwear aside, he felt himself rub against her heat. He pressed her harder against the wall, and lifted her other leg.



‘Hang on to me,’ he said harshly, and he pushed inside her. Both of them groaned loudly, and Remus set the pace, moving fast against her when he felt her already tightening around him.

‘God, Remus,’ she cried out, then he felt her bite his shoulder hard as her body convulsed around him.

He pushed into her a few more times then let go, squeezing her ass hard as he grasped her to him, wanting to be as deep inside her as possible.

‘Bella,’ he gasped in her ear, then nipped her ear lobe as his shudders threatened to send them both dropping to the ground.



Billie’s feet dropped back down to the ground, and she staggered a little on her heels. ‘So, I look alright then?’ she said, breathing heavily. Remus laughed and kissed her again.

‘Mmm,’ he said, with a shrug. ‘You’ll do.’

He laughed again as she poked her tongue out at him, then pulled his wand out of his pocket, using it to cast a Cleansing spell on herself, then him. While he put on his robes, and did up his pants, she straightened her dress and smoothed her hair.

‘Thank God for magic,’ she mumbled, checking her make up to see it hadn’t moved, despite their enthusiastic kissing.



Remus came up behind her and put his hands on her arms, looking at her in the mirror. ‘You are gorgeous, Belle,’ he said softly, kissing her neck. She smiled, and turned, wrapping her arms around his neck.

‘So are you, Remus,’ she said, stroking her hand down his scarred face, then leaning forward and kissing him gently. His arms came around her waist, pulling her to him as they kissed.



They were interrupted by a knock on the office door, and they pulled apart. Remus laughed a little, and Billie couldn’t help smiling. They were acting like guilty teenagers whose parents had just pulled up in the driveway. She opened the door to see one of the Seventh Years standing there.



‘Professor Johnson,’ he said, his eyes widening a little as he took in her appearance. He stopped talking for a moment, his eyes flicking down to her chest.

‘What can I do for you, Andrew?’ she said firmly, watching as his eyes quickly moved back up to her face.

‘The band are finished setting up and Professor Sprout sent me to see if you were coming.’

Billie tried to repress her smile at the boy‘s unintentional double entendre, and she heard Remus laugh behind her as he moved into the boy’s line of vision.

‘Tell Professor Sprout we’re on our way, Andrew,’ he said with a grin, seeing the teenager glance from him to a blushing Billie and put two and two together correctly.

‘Sure, Professor Lupin,’ he said, his face flushing and trying unsuccessfully to hide a grin as he ran back down the stairs.



Billie turned around to look at him. ‘You know by the time we get down there, not only will all the staff know about us, but all the students as well?’ she said, a corner of her mouth turning up.

‘Yep,’ he said, putting his arms back around her. ‘I don’t care who knows. Do you?’

Billie smiled at him and shook her head. ‘No,’ she replied, taking his face in her hands. ‘I don’t.’ He smiled and kissed her again.

‘Well, by now they all will.’ He took her hand, and led her down the spiral staircase. ‘May as well make an entrance,’ he said, and she smiled.



They entered the hall hand in hand and anyone who didn’t know, soon figured it out. Remus stayed close to her all night, both of them relaxing in the informal atmosphere. A few of the teachers’ looked a little disapproving at first, but soon chilled out and were chatting freely to them after half an hour. Billie did a few sweeps of the yard with a couple of the other teacher‘s, chasing the snogging couples they found back inside; Billie warning them they would have to attend a sex education class if she caught them again.



Alex came to claim his dance, and his hand wandered down to her butt as they danced to a slower song.

‘Do that again, Alex, and I’ll make you supervise detentions for the rest of the year,’ she threatened, and he smiled.

‘So, tell me what it is you see in Remus?’ he said, moving his hand and gripping her waist firmly.

‘He’s not an asshole,’ she said, looking at him meaningfully. ‘That helps.’

‘You think I am?’ he asked, with a raised eyebrow.

‘No,’ she said. ‘I just think you need to get rejected occasionally to deflate that ego a bit.’

He laughed and pulled her closer to him.

‘I could show you a good time, Billie,’ he said, his eyes darkening as he looked at her. She shook her head, her face serious.

‘No, you couldn’t, Alex,’ she said, pulling out of his grasp and walking away.



‘Alright?’ asked Remus, with a frown as she moved over to him. She nodded, and took a bottle of drink from the table next to them. They watched the teenagers energetically dancing, laughing at their attempts to outdo each other. Another slow song came on and Remus put down his drink.



‘Now this I can dance to,’ he said, taking her drink as well. He led her out to the dance floor and they swayed to the music.

‘You realise we are being watched?’ she said, looking around and watching heads swivel away.

‘We’ll be watched like hawks for the next few weeks,’ he said, with a grin. ‘They’ll be wanting to catch us snogging.’

Billie looked at him for a moment. ‘Well, let’s not make them wait,’ she said, pulling his head towards hers and kissing him.



Remus was surprised, but didn’t waste any time in responding, pulling her closer to him. It was short, but sweet, and when they surfaced, they saw almost every head turn away from them.

‘That was a surprise,’ he said, keeping her close to him, resting his face against her hair. He wondered if he’d ever felt this happy before; this accepted before. If he had, he couldn’t remember.

‘Mmm,’ she said, her lips brushing his jaw. ‘Told you I had poor impulse control.’ He smiled and kissed the side of her head.



Just after the midnight end to the dance, Remus and Billie were busy chasing the lingering couples out of the hallways and back to their rooms. Remus was walking some Sixth Years back to their common room, having found them several times in different hiding places. Unfortunately for them, he knew the castle’s secrets better than any of the students.



Billie had walked some Slytherin students back to their common room, warning them about showing their faces again tonight. She yawned as she walked back up the stairs to meet Remus in his room, then stopped at the top of a staircase to take off her heels, rubbing her feet for a moment.



She was startled when a hand grabbed her arm hard and pulled her into an alcove. She smiled, thinking Remus had found her, but gasped when she saw Alex’s face.

‘What the hell are you doing?’ she hissed at him, trying to wrench her arm out of his hand.

‘I don’t like being made a fool of, Bella,’ he said, spitting her name out sarcastically. ‘Don’t call me that,’ she said, angrily, still struggling. ‘Let go of me!’

‘You let Lupin call you that,’ he said, moving closer to her until she felt his breath on her cheek.



‘What do you see in him? Like it a bit rough? Like the thought of doing it with a werewolf?’ he spat out, and the look in his eyes was beginning to frighten her.

‘Alex…’ she said warningly, but he kissed her, mashing his lips hard against hers.

‘Stop it,’ she said loudly, gasping when she felt his hand come up to cover her mouth.

‘It’ll be my word against yours, Bella,’ he said, and she felt his hand fumbling with her dress, pushing it up.

‘Everyone saw you kissing Lupin tonight. They won’t believe you aren’t fucking your way through the staff.’



Billie tried to bite his hand and kicked out at him, catching him in the knee and feeling it buckle. She did it again and his hand slipped off her mouth as he slipped.

‘Help!’ she screamed, before feeling his hand come up again.

‘Fighting me only turns me on, Bella,’ he taunted her, his hand now rubbing her between her legs. He grasped her underwear and tugged it hard, tearing it off her. Billie was struggling hard now, kicking and punching at him; refusing to be a victim again, but he was so strong. He held her up against the wall, and unzipped his pants. She shook her head vigorously, trying to scream against his hand.



He tried to push a leg between hers, but she squeezed them tightly together. He put his hand down to part them, but she fought him. Finally he moved his hand off her mouth. She screamed again, but it was cut off as he slapped her hard across the face. She tasted blood in her mouth.

‘Prick!’ she yelled, and he hit her again, this time she felt her nose break, and screamed again.



All of a sudden, Alex was gone. Now he wasn’t pinning her to the wall, she fell to the ground. She heard yelling from the corridor and she struggled to her feet, moving towards the noise. She saw Remus punch Alex in the face, then pick him up off the ground and throw him against the wall.



‘I’ll fucking kill you, you son of a bitch,’ he yelled, then Hagrid, the groundskeeper appeared.

‘Wha‘….’ he began, before moving forward quickly and grabbing Remus, who managed to hit Alex again before the much bigger half giant Hagrid overpowered him.



‘Let me go, Hagrid!’ he yelled, fighting the man to get back to Alex. Billie moved quickly to him, and grabbed his arm.

‘Stop!’ she said loudly, her voice nasal and flat due to her smashed nose.

‘Remus, leave it. Leave him,’ she repeated, standing in front of him. He looked down at her and for a second, his anger faded and left only concern.

‘God, Belle,’ he said, grabbing her head in one hand.

‘You bastard,’ he spat at Alex, who was struggling to his feet.

‘She wanted it, Remus,’ he insisted. ‘She said she liked it rough - you should know that.’



Remus, in a burst of strength, shook off Hagrid, and pushed past Billie, grabbing Alex’s shirt and hitting him again, this time connecting hard and Alex went limp as he lost consciousness. He fell to the ground heavily, when Remus let go. He stood for a moment looking down at him, then turned back to Billie. Holding her face in his shaking hands, his face contained barely controlled anger and concern.

‘You need to go to the hospital wing,’ he said, putting an arm around her shoulders. ‘Come on.’

She walked with him. ‘Hagrid,’ he called back to the giant of a man. ‘Can you bring him?’



Hagrid nodded and picked up Alex easily, following Billie and Remus to the infirmary. Madame Pomfrey healed Billie’s nose quickly, and gave her a potion for pain. She then healed Remus’ hand, which he had broken with that last punch. When she heard what had happened, she checked that Alex was not going to drop dead, then left him - refusing to heal his injuries.



Remus took Billie back to her room and got her a drink of Firewhiskey, which she gulped down quickly, then ran to the bathroom to throw it up. Remus followed her, holding her hair back as she emptied her stomach. He turned the shower on and stripped her, moving her into the shower. When he saw her eyes glazing over in shock, he took his clothes off as well, getting in the shower with her, washing the blood off her face, neck and hands. Then, he held her as she began to cry.



Once she was all cried out, he dried them off and handed her pyjamas to put on, pulling on a pair of boxer shorts he‘d left there previously. They crawled into bed, Remus pulling her close to his chest, and Billie felt safe again. She felt Remus’ hands running up and down her back, and eventually, sleep overtook her.



Remus lay wide awake, anger and adrenaline still surging through him, but he felt fear as well now. He had never attacked anyone like that before. He’d told Alex he’d kill him, and if Hagrid and Billie hadn’t stopped him, he believed he would have killed the man.



Remus shuddered and pulled Billie tighter against him, feeling her heart beating against his chest. When she wasn’t in his room, he’d gone looking for her along the most direct route back from the Slytherin common room, and heard her scream. He didn’t remember pulling Alex away from her, just hitting him, over and over, wanting nothing more than to hurt him as much as possible.



He heard Billie moan softly, and looked down at her face. She sighed in her sleep, then was still. Remus stroked her cheek, his eyes on her face, taking in each feature as if he’d never seen her before. Anger began to leave him now, leaving an ache that increased as he looked at her. He didn’t ever want to let her go; just wanted to stay here with her and keep her safe. He sighed, pulling her close again. He knew his feelings for her were changing rapidly, but the intensity of his emotions frightened him.