Sometimes

***Just fair warning people...though you have been such loyal readers so far...I must say you might quit after this chapter...I can not write smut...I just can\'t...somewhere in between I get embarrassed, and it goes away...so...if you can make it through this part and still think I\'m a good writer (thanks so much) then you guys are definately, DEFINATELY going into my book when I become a famous rock star...

It was the dream again. Voldemort was standing in front of me. The evil grin on his face almost as painful as his hold on me. I could see Dumbledore coming around the corner. I opened my mouth to yell but nothing came out. I heard Voldemort. Dumbledore dropped to the ground. I knew before I ever got there he was dead. I lunged at Voldemort, but it was too late. Everything had disappeared around me and I was now standing in a dark cold room. So alone.

“Harry. Harry wake up.” I felt Draco shaking me and I opened my eyes. There were cold tears on my cheeks. Draco looked frightened. “It was just a dream.”

Sobs choked me. I coughed out words but he didn’t understand. I took a deep breath and tried again. “They hate me.”

To my surprise Draco’s hand contacted hard with my face. The slap stung little, but hurt all the same. My mouth dropped seeing the anger in his eyes. “How could you even think that?”

“It’s my fault they’re not alive!” I cried, trying to force the tears away.

“I thought we went over this you thick headed mule. It’s. Not. Your. Fault. Potter. If it wasn’t for you Ron and Hermione would be dead. Oliver, Fred and George…all of them. If it wasn’t for you Harry, ‘I’ would be dead.” Draco took a deep breath, as if trying to calm himself. “I don’t want to hear any more of this ‘your fault’ business. You understand me?”

I was too curious not to ask. “What do you mean you would be dead?”

“I joined the Order because of you Harry. Because I wanted to be like you. Wanted to be good, and have everyone love me. Not despise me. If I had known how myou you needed me then I would have come to you a lot sooner.”

Twice in less than five minutes I was left speechless. What did Draco mean by ‘I would have come to you a lot sooner’? Sure there had always been attraction, but I always figured it was one sided. I decided not to press on. Instead I rubbed my still tingling cheek and grinned sheepishly. “You didn’t have to hit so hard Draco.”

Shaking his head, he let out a low seductive laugh. “I can make it all better if you want.”

Trying not to appear eager, I shrugged. “I don’t see what you could do to make it feel better.”

Hypnotized by his eyes I watched him lean forward. His tongue tracing a path from the edge of my mouth to my jaw. It was building inside me. I wanted him so bad I was going insane. His kisses trailed lower over my neck to the sensitive dip between my shoulder. I shivered, letting my head fall to the side so he could get better access.

Mumbled words tickled my skin. I could hardly make out what he was saying. He was moving back up my neck, nipping at my earlobe, “I want you Harry.” My body responded to his whisper by arching slightly into his roaming hands. Pushing me back slightly, his fingers deftly removed the sweater I was wearing and threw it aside. I gasped as the cold air hit my chest. “Cold,” he asked chuckling.

“J-just a surprise.” I stuttered. He was messing with me, his mouth hovering centimeters from my body. His breath fanning my skin causing shivers to run down my back. His lips curved into a smile. His knee worked between my thighs, rubbing against my ever growing erection.

“Bloody hell Harry, had I known this was awaiting me,” he laughed, running his hands over the bulge in my pants, “we would have done this a lot sooner.”

“Done what,” I managed to gasp out. His fingers were unbuttoning the zipper. Sliding into my jeans and freeing me. “So far you’ve only manago geo get me all worked up.”

He arched an eyebrow, and I suddenly noticed how beautiful he was. I brought my sweatshirt over his head and pulled him up to my lips. He tasted like rain. All the warm summer nights I was alone. I kissed his shoulder. Down his arm. Over each finger, taking time to nip at the lightly callused skin. Everywhere my mouth touched seemed to make up for every night I cried. For every person that I couldn’t save. For every breath I took without Draco y siy side.

Moving lower, he seared a path of pleasure down my chest. Over my stomach. My fingers slid into his hair. I saw his lips curve into a smile before taking me into his mouth. I nearly burst. My hips lifted off the bed, causing him to choke slightly. My hold on his hair tightened. Tears started at my eyes as his tongue ran over the head of my shaft. Down the underside. I was moaning and bucking. Crying out in pleasure I had never imagined possible.

“o, io, if you do that much longer I won’t last,” I coughed out pleadingly.

Pulling up, there was a half smile on his face. His pants landed with the rest of our clothes. I watched him get up and search through my bag on the floor. I stared at his body openly curious. His skin was like pale silk. A halo of white hair spilling around his face. Lean hard muscles, tapering down into a slim waist and perfectly curved arse. “You’re beautiful.”

Turning to me I saw a flicker of surprise in the silver of his eyes. He climbed back on the bed and pressed his lips to mine. His hand wrapped around me, grabbing my hair. There was something new in this kiss. A desperation to understand what he was feeling. He pulled away with a heartbreaking groan, “I need you. Now.”

The words hit me hard. I was at a loss. Nodding, I pulled him into another kiss. He sat up, positioning himself between my legs. He had grabbed the bottle of baby oil I used for lotion, and placed some on his fingers. As if an expert, he covered himself and slid into me. The discomfort was short and miniscule. I gasped as he pulled out and thrust into me harder.

Tears were falling from my eyes. Never had making love felt like this. Something had been lost for so long. A piece of myself. Draco and I fit together. I looked into his eyes. My body was building fervently around him. My head fell back. A loud moan escaped my lips as the world exploded beneath me.

“I love you Draco.”

*There it is...wow...the love words! WOOOO FLUFFY!!!*