your my heart

Again, thanks to my beta for keeping the mistakes to the minimum.
You all know that I don’t own the characters.


After this everything disappeared and all Harry could see was white. In the middle of all the white he saw a little figure curled up. Harry walked to this figure and saw it was Draco; but not the Draco he knew. It was like the Draco in the beginning of the memories as little kid. His arms were wrapped around his knees and his head rested on them. When Harry came closer the boy looked up. Harry saw the tears in the child’s eyes. He felt his own tears running freely down his cheeks.

"Please don’t hurt me." The boy whispered. Harry sat down on his knees so he was the same height as the boy in front of him. "I will never hurt you. Why would I?" The-Boy-Who-Lived asked.

"Because I deserve it. I’m not good at anything, I’m just worthless, and it’s my fault mother died. Nobody wants me because I’m nothing." The pitiful boy muttered.

"That’s not true." Harry said. "I know you are an artist; you’re paintings are the most beautiful things I've ever seen. It’s Lucius' fault your mother died, and I want you because for me you are everything I ever wanted." The boy looked at him in disbelief.

"You are ashamed of me." He said. "You don’t want anybody to know about us; all we do is lie and sneaking around."

"That’s not true Dray, I didn’t tell anybody because I was scared for you. I wanted to protect you. I hoped that this way you’re father wouldn't find out. I wanted to prevent what happened to you." Harry explained.

"You’re lying!" Draco screamed.

"No pup I’m not. Listen to me, you are the most important thing in my life. I know I can’t live without you, so please come back with me." Harry began to beg.

"Why? Here there is no pain. Nobody can touch me. I’m safe." Draco smiled.

"But you will be alone here, nobody will love you here. Come back and let me love you. Please if you won’t come back you will die." Harry sobbed.

With sad eyes Draco looked at Harry. "I think I deserve that." He whispered. Gently Harry grabbed the boy’s chin and made him look in his eyes.

"Please Dray don’t speak that way. I know I’m selfish but I need you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I promise I tell everybody about us. As long as you come with me."

"I just found you and I don’t want to lose you. I wish you could see your true self in my eyes then you could know how special you were." Harry stood up.

"Where you going?" The boy asked.

"Home but only if you come with me." Harry held out his hand. He saw how slender fingers tangled with his. Not the fingers of a boy but those of a man. Harry looked right in the silver eyes of his love.

"As long you are with me maybe I can handle it." The blonde said. Harry smiled and hugged Draco.
"I will always be here for you." He whispered in Draco’s ear.

Harry woke up he still felt Draco’s hand in his. Slowly he turned his head. He saw how Draco was looking at him. A small smile appears on the raven haired boy's face.

"You’re back.” He said.

Draco nodded but a flash of pain darkened his eyes. Harry stood up "You’re hurt I will go get madam Pomfery." He walked to the door and opened it outside Dumbledore,Snape,McGonagall and Madam Pomfrey were waiting.

"Madam could you come in?" Harry asked "Draco is in a lot of pain." The nurse followed Harry back in. Harry walked to Draco’s bed and held his hand. Whispering to Draco while Madam Pomfrey healed him. After that the nurse gave Draco a dreamless sleep potion. She turned to Harry.

"Maybe you should go to you’re dormitory boy. I think you need the rest." Harry looked up at her. "Thanks but I promised Draco I wouldn’t leave him alone." Harry explained.

"Well he is under a very heavy potion right now. So I think you could get your pajamas and come back down without him waking up." She smiled at the dark hair boy as he ran out the hospital wing. It wasn’t long ago that she saw so much love.

Harry entered the empty common room and ran upstairs; opened his trunk pulled out some night wear. And stay just long enough to write Ron and Hermione a note that he was sleeping in the hospital wing for the night and he was fine, he would explain it in the morning.

After that he ran back to Draco. Where he snuggled up against his boyfriend. Harry protectively wrapped his arm around the Slytherin's waist. "I love you." He whispered in Draco’s hair. After that Harry fell asleep.

The next morning

Harry woke up at the sound of an argument. A little smile appeared on his face when he recognized the voices of his best friends.

"What do you mean we can’t see him! I thought he was okay!" Harry heard Ron scream.

"Calm down Mr.Weasley; Mr Potter is still a sleep as soon as he wakes up he will come and talk to you two." She said calmly.

"Pomfrey please tell us what’s going on." Hermione begged.

"Harry's been there for two days and yesterday we found this note saying that he is fine. But why is he here?"

"I’m sorry Miss Granger but I think it’s up to Mister Potter to tell you that." She was becoming annoyed at the students.

"But-" "No buts Mr.Weasley now go to breakfast!" She rushed them. After that Harry heard his friends leave. With a smile on his face he turned his head toward the boy besides him. He saw Draco was already awake. He looked sad.

"What’s the matter love?" Harry asked.

"Nothing." Draco replied. Harry looked deep into Draco’s eyes.

"Do you believe him? Do you think I’m ashamed of you?" Tears welled up in Draco’s eyes. "Why else are you not telling your friends?" Harry cupped his boyfriend’s cheek.

"The only reason I haven't told them is because I was scared that your father would find out. I thought I was protecting you. I promise after breakfast we going tell them. I want the world to know what you mean to me." Draco smiled and pecked Harry on the lips. "I love you." He whispered.