Dark Chaos

Dark Chaos…….Chapter Four……….Discoveries


Harry woke, his heart beating so fast he thought it would burst through his chest. He sat up in the bed, he was soaked through with sweat and it was still dark outside. Since receiving the scroll from Tom he had been having the same horrid dreams. In this one Dumbledore and Tom had captured Sev and were using him to force Harry to be at their beck and call. He did horrible things at their bidding. At the end of the dream, just before he woke, they would rape and torture Sev in front of him, while Harry was tied up and his magic stripped away so he could do nothing to stop it. All because he tried to destroy them and because he loved Sev.

He wasn’t sure what upset him more, that he would do anything to save someone he once despised, and who he was sure hated him; or that he dreamt he loved that same person. He knew the dream was based on his fear of being caught. But the whole thing with Sev? It had become an obsession, to catch a glimpse of him. As each hour passed it became more and more difficult to not be around him. Harry found every reason he could to cross paths, but never said anything more than basic greetings and Sev always acted as if he could not get away fast enough. Harry’s heart stopped at the thought of not having him as a part of his life. He kept telling himself it was just a crush, Sev was so different since the spells and bindings had been broken. Harry decided to go for a walk while everyone else was still asleep. Although it was only 1:15 he didn’t think he could sleep, today was the day.

Of course what Harry did not know was that Sev was just a miserable. He would stay in his dungeon chambers, working, trying to distract himself. He did want to find a potion for Remus that would help him at the full moon. Yet, every time he closed his eyes he would see the same beautiful face and those endless emerald eyes…….
When he did venture out it seemed Harry was always there. When he saw him is made him all the more miserable, as he longed to touch him, to hold him, to love him. He knew, however, his feelings would never be returned there was too much between them in the past. It all made him feel like a school boy, too shy and too young. The dreams he had were similar to those Harry had. Only in his Harry was the one abused, in part because of the love Sev felt for him and the betrayal of Dumbledore and Tom. Sev thought he would go for a stroll, no chance of Harry being around this time of the day. He knew he would not get anymore sleep. WWho knew when he would see Harry again; his heart ached, taking his soul along for the ride.

Aimlessly wandering the corridors, Harry trusted that Cordie would not let him be disturbed or bothered. Cordie had other plans. She knew of the misery each man was in and wanted give Harry some happiness before his mission began. She moved her corridors until they would come face to face. Neither realized that the other was in front of them until they collided, ending in a tangle of limbs on the floor.

“Watch where you are going!” Sev snapped

“Look out!” Harry shouted.

They both stopped short, shocked at who they had run into. They stared at each other. Harry thinking Great, just what I needed now. Gods he is beautiful. How am I going to keep from taking him right here, right now? He wished for his robes instead of the sleep pants he wore. His attraction was patently obvious.

Sev could not believe that it was truly Harry before him. Sitting in the middle of the floor wearing only sleep pants. Now I am hallucinating. I have dreamed up the image of him. I am probably really asleep in my bed. Pinching himself on the back of the hand, trying to wake himself up, he continued to stare at Harry. His erection matching Harry’s. “It’s so easy to lose my self in those eyes, Merlin; I wish you were really here. I wish you were mine.” He said aloud, gently caressing the beautiful pale cheek.

“Then make me yours, I am already anyway.” Harry replied, his heart leaping at the thought that his attraction at least was returned.

Startled, Sev pulled his hand away and said “I am not asleep? This is not another dream?”
“You are stating the obvious and being redundant, you know? Are we just going to sit here or what? Though I love you being so close, I am not comfortable sitting on the cold stone floor.” Harry was emboldened by the late hour, the coming days and most of all the unintentional confession he’d just heard.
He stood up offering his hand to his former Professor.

“Mr. Potter that is highly inappropriate. I would never have said anything at all had I known I was not dreaming. I will be going back to my chambers and you should do the same, go to yours I mean. Forget this entire incident. You have a very eventful day coming. “Sev tried to save face. He stood on his own. He was thinking he would use oblivate and at most Harry would think he had a horrid dream. He wanted nothing more than to take the younger man into his arms and never let go.

“No too late. Now I know I’m not alone in my feelings I can’t let you go. I may die today or very soon. I want to spend the last night of freedom with you. It’s all I have wanted since coming back. It’s like I have traveled the world to come back chained and bound to you. I thought sneaking around watching you was going to be the closest I could get to you. Now here you are… “

“Har- Mr. Potter, I will admit that you are all I am able to think of. But, this can not happen I am your Professor and I would never want you to be hurt. I tried to stop them, I tried. Even then I knew you were special. I thought it was the prophecy. Now, I think you may be right about being chained and bound but it is me not you who is captive.”

Harry responded to the anguish in Sev voice by tentatively placing his arm around Sev, offering comfort. “You are not my Professor any longer. I was thinking my obsession with you was a just a silly crush, but…Oh my G.. Cordie is he the one? Professor Snape? Can it be, he is the one?” It had just dawned on Harry what Sev had said and how it echoed his own feelings. Was what they were feeling a life bond?

“Harry. Yes, he is the one. I could not bear the pain you both shared but suffered through alone. I made this meeting happen. I wanted you to be happy. Severus you are allowed to be happy. You deserve to be happy. The things that have been done to you and that you have been forced to due are despicable. You have suffered enough. Harry will explain things. Take this short time to be together.”

“Who the Hell is that?” Sev said looking around.

“It’s a long story, I will fill you in. Cordie whose chambers are closest? I don’t have any idea where we are.”

“Harry, Severus’ chambers are closer, and more comfortable.”

“In the dungeons?”

“You would be quite surprised what can be done where, Mr. Potter. Come on, your skin is getting goose pimples, and I want this straightened out as soon as possible.” Sev replied as he conjured a shirt for Harry.

Harry followed Sev back to his chambers. Harry thought it was a wonderful way to travel as Sev arse was spectacular. “You can call me Harry, you know.”

“I think not, Mr. Potter.” was all Sev had to say.

Once they arrived at Sev’s rooms, he told the portrait the password. They entered the rooms. Harry looked around the first room with wonder. Who knew dungeons could be so plush. Who knew Sev had it in him. He let out a low whistle. “Wow, I stand corrected. This is really nice.”

“Thank you, Have a seat, do you want refreshment?”

“Thank you, and no the only thing I want is you. “
“Okay Mr. Potter you can stop now or I will send you back to you chambers.” Sev said while thinking he wanted nothing more than to give in to the suggestion.

“No you won’t. For several reasons. First, my power has grown a lot in the recent past. I came of age, you know. Second, Cordie would not let you, she loves me. Third, you want to know what’s going on. Finally, you want it as much as I do. I saw that earlier.” Harry smirked at Sev.

“Very well, Mr. Potter get on with it. I do want to know what is going on.”

“First, you need to call me Harry. Please, I need you to, Mr. Potter is too formal. You are not my Professor any more and you will never be again.” Sev waved his hand for Harry to continue. “First about Cordie, now this is a secret and you can not share it with anyone else, she is the spirit of Hogwarts. Wait, I know it’s unbelievable just hear me out.” He told Sev what he knew about Cordilla and her history. “Anyway she told me I would find my mate. I didn’t know what to think about that. Like everyone, I hoped there was someone for me. It was especially hard being around Ron and ’Mione. I felt so lonely. I searched; I tried to find love everywhere we went. I learned a lot but nothing serious. I couldn’t let anyone know who I really was. I felt lost. She told me the only ones I could share her secret with were Ron and ’Mione and my mate. She wanted me to share it with you tonight. Does that tell you something?”

“So you’re telling me a castle told you I am your soul mate? And you believe it? Come now Mr.-”grimacing at the look Harry gave him he continued” Potter, you are smarter than that. “

“Yes, a castle told me you are my soul mate. And yes, I believe it. I have to; since I came back here and saw you I have been drawn to you. You are all I can think about. Everything comes back to you. I close my eyes I see your beautiful face. I dream, I dream of you glorious body. I even dream of us together in a non-sexual way, just being together. How’s that for an eighteen year old man? I do believe it, and I think if you are honest you believe it too.” Harry’s voice was raising, he felt very frustrated.

“Okay, okay. You’re right. I have longed for you since I walked into Minerva’s chambers the other day. I told myself it was because you have matured so much, you are exquisite. I still don’t know if a life bond is what it is or if it is a good idea. Harry,” He smiled at the look on Harry’s face when he said his first name. “I don’t want you to regret anything. The coming days will be hard, I don’t want to make them harder. I wish I could take you away or that I had succeeded in killing that damn Dumbledore. Harry, do you know how many times I have dreamed of being your hero? But, I‘m afraid there is no time for us.”

Harry stood and walked over to the sofa where Sev had sat down. The anguish in Sev’s voice was breaking his heart. He sat down next to the older man, putting his arm across his shoulders. “Don’t do that to yourself. You did more than anyone else, and you had spells and bindings on you. Do you know how miraculous that is? You already are my hero. I could never regret anything about you. I don’t even regret how things were when I went to school here, its part of who we are. Don’t you see I want only you? I don’t understand it but I know you are the only one for me? And anyway, I don’t think you have a lot of choice in a life bond. Please, I don’t want to lose anymore time. I now know that we will destroy the evil duo, and their death eaters. I want to be with you, forever.” Harry was surprised at his own vehemence. “We have to make time for us, it‘s what will make us all the stronger. “

“Harry” Sev started.

“No, Sev enough argument. I am a man now, you are no longer my teacher and no one can accuse you of wrong doing. I need you; I need you to be with me. Please, give me one hour to kiss you. That’s all I ask, nothing more. If you decide there can be more, I will love you until daylight comes, until I have to leave. Just one hour.”

“Oh, Harry…” Sev started again. He leaned closer to the young man next to him, caressing his cheek. , running his thumb across Harry’s bottom lip. He looked deeply into his eyes. “So beautiful, I want you too. Please. “He begged, as he gently kissed Harry. Tentatively at first, still not sure of Harry. Harry whimpered and kissed him back, more desperately. Both of them getting lost in the kiss. Tongues fighting for dominance, neither winning nor losing. After a time they came up for air. “Gods, I need you! “ Harry moaned.

Sev snickered. “To use your words, then make me yours.” Harry grinned and pulled Sev closer, determined to make full use of the hour. He was sure that he would have more time than that, if Sev‘s reaction was any indicator.


Later, that morning Harry woke. He lay there enjoying the feel of the bed. An arm reached around his waist from behind, pulling him back against Sev. He heard Sev say in his sleep “Mine, really mine.” Harry smiled; he had never felt so content in all of his life. His smile grew as he thought about the earlier that morning. When neither man could take any more of just kissing, Sev took him by the hand to this very bed. He felt himself react to the memory of Sev making their clothes disappear. How beautiful Sev was, although he was still thin he had filled out very well, very well indeed. Harry’s mouth watered thinking of the beautiful pecs, and how wonderful those pert little nipples felt between his lips. He shivered. Sev reacted to the movement. His erection pushing against Harry’s arse. Harry whimpered yet again, he found he had been doing that a lot this morning. Sev ground his cock into his Harry. Harry thought about when they consummated their bond. How he had never felt anything so wonderful. How they melded together. How he could feel all that Sev felt and vise versa. He could feel Sev in the back of his mind. How glorious that felt, he knew he would never be alone again. That made him think of what lay before him, today. It was 8:30, still some time before he had to leave. He wondered if he should wake his lover, he smiled, for breakfast. He thought breakfast could wait; they could always have a house elf bring them something. He did think he would wake his mate. He wanted as much of him as he could get before he had to leave. He turned in his lovers arms, to face him. He stared at him for a long while, reveling in the beauty he saw. ‘Who would have thought the love of my life, and he is, would be Professor Severus Snape. Who would have thought he would be the most beautiful man alive.’
Harry caressed his cheek, ran his fingers through his ebony hair and down his muscular back to his buttock. He leaned forward, said “You are my life now.” and gently kissed Sev’s pouty lips. He woke him up kissing, nipping, and sucking starting with the lips and moving to even more fun places.

Sev was dreaming again. He was sure he would wake up and everything would be a dream. Wow what a great dream, though. He could still feel Harry laying next to him. He didn’t want to wake and find himself all alone in the bed, yet again. Then he felt Harry turn over. Felt him caress his face, kiss his lips, heard him tell him he was his life, and wake him. How wonderful, it all was real, they really were bonded. How had he ever lived without the Harry part of himself? ‘That damn brat.’ He thought before he fell deep into the abyss of the ‘Boy Who Lived’.


Even later that morning, Harry was awakened by Cordilla. “Harry, it is time. You can wait no longer. Severus you must wake too. He needs to ready himself.” Harry felt a chill of fear travel up his spine.

“Harry, I don’t want you to do it. It is too dangerous. Surely someone else can infiltrate their lair.”

“My darling, I don’t want to go. But we both know it’s the only option. Wizards have been trying for years. No it has to be me. Don’t worry, though, I will be successful. I have to come back to be with you. We have so much to learn about each other. So much, life to live. As wonderful as today has been, it’s not enough. I need more of you. I need all of you. Now, let’s go to meet with the others.”


“I still don’t like it.” Sev pouted, which was really very cute.


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Harry stood in front of the Leaky Caldron, where Cordie placed him. He was scared, very scared, but he knew this was something he had to do. It was five minutes until noon. He took a deep breath and walked in. He walked through quickly, hoping no one would recognize him and slow him down. He didn’t know where he would be contacted. Luckily, no one noticed him. He stepped out of the Leaky Cauldron again, this time into Diagon Alley. He stood there looking around, trying to guess the best place to wait when he heard a familiar voice.

“Bloody Hell, is that you Potter?”

Harry groaned as he did not have time for this. “What the hell do you want Malfoy?” he asked as he turned around.

“What have you been doing since you disappeared. You look good enough to eat, slowly and completely.” Draco purred.

“I said what the hell do you want? I’m busy.”

“Didn’t I tell you? I’m here for you. My Lord sent me for you. Come on lets go for a little walk, we will floo to Him. Oh, you better give me your wand. Just to be safe you know.” Draco smirked.

Harry’s heart jumped to his throat. The last thing he wanted to do was go anywhere with Malfoy, or to give him his wand. It figured that they would send him. Harry pulled his wand out. “You better not try anything, Malfoy.”

“No need to worry, My Lord said you were to be unharmed, at least until he discovered if you are legitimate or not. Here put it in this pretty little case.”

Harry went with Draco. He had never been to the part of Diagon Alley Draco lead him to. They went into what looked like an abandoned shack. Once inside Draco lead the way to the kitchen, where a small fireplace sat in the middle of a wall.

“Well Potter, lets see if you are for real. Either way works for me. I get to watch over you” He wiggled his eyebrows and leered at him. They stepped into the fireplace.

A/N Please R/R. Thanks