Dear Draco

Thanks again for all your encouraging reviews!!!

concerning ZooArmy's question:
You're right, the sentence is confusing, but aren't things always when you're in love? ; ) No, seriously, of course the idea is that Draco has been secretly in love with Harry since this day of the Battle at Hogwarts, but he was planing to keep it to himself and now that he knows about Harry's feelings for hum, he has decided to go for it whole-heartedly. I thought the line sounded nice, though.
I am planning to keep this in letter form except for the last chapter... I think it's more romantic this way.
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Dear Draco,

three weeks??? You tell me you want me and then you tell me I will have to wait for three long weeks until I can finally see you, kiss you, touch you?

These are going to be the longest three weeks I have ever been through. But since we can't help it anyway, I think I have to settle for receiving your letters.

Anyway, I am a little confused about the line where you say that you can dare to fall in love with me now. I thought, from what you wrote earlier, that you were already in love with me. Did I get anything wrong?

Whatever it means, I need you to know that there is nothing to be scared of. I want you, I need you like I have never needed anyone in my life. Neither Cho nor Ginny ever made me feel the way I feel now.

To make this clear once and for all: I don't know why and how it happened but I'm hopelessly, desperately and completely in love with you and I would never do anything that might hurt you.

Just thinking of you makes me feel hot and cold at the same time. I can't think of anyone, anything but you. All I can think is that I have to touch you, to hold you, to run my hands through your hair and over your skin.

I want to hear you call my name in a soft, loving voice! I want to feel your body shiver under my hands, I want to see your face twitch with pleasure, I want you to let go of all fears and submit completely to your feelings.

I will show you what love is like, I promise! Just don't be afraid any more! You belong to me now.

And I promise I won't blame you for whatever you did in the past. All that matters now is that you want me, too and that the future belongs to us.

I was very touched when you said that you would even try to befriend my Muggle relatives, but there won't be any reason for this. My relatives hate 'our lot' at least as much as your parents hate Muggles.

They always hated the sight of me even when I was a child and they treated me like dirt. To be honest, my life really began when I left for Hogwarts.

No, I am living on my own now, in a house I inherited from my dead Godfather Sirius Black. He was a relative of yours, actually but I don't think you ever met him.

Sirius was my father's best friend at Hogwarts and he would have raised me but then he was sent to Azkaban and I only met him when I was thirteen only to lose him again two years later.

Well, at least I don't have to return to my Uncle and Aunt's place now that I am of age, but it's quite lonely, alone in this big place.

How wonderful it would be, will be! to have you here with me. We will have the entire house to ourselves and we will be free to do anything we feel like...

Hell, does it really have to be three weeks. I am afraid I will go insane without you.

At least write me back as soon as you can. Tell me something about you, after all I don not know much about you either, except that you're the cutest, hottest, sexiest guy I have ever met.

In the meantime I will try to picture you in France, lying on the beach, wearing nothing but boxers...oh god, I will have to stop this or I won't be able to bear this long time until I see you.

I am counting the hours until I will finally hold you in my arms!

Yours (I will prove it, you will see)
Harry