Love is Love

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A/N: sorry for the delay! I am so busy with exams and preparing to travel that I had to do this chapter little bit by little bit. So I hope you like this and yeah…enjoy!

And I changed some things, like Harry’s age. I said that he was fifteen when Lily died, but I changed it to fourteen. So he is sixteen now. Kinda young but it fits better with the story line. And everything concerning Voldemort from the first to the fifth book has really happened, except Sirius is still alive. The sixth book will most likely be left out.

Here is a key type thingamajig:

~*~ Character Change~*~
"Talking"
'Thinking'
FLASHBACK...it is quite obvious...

#Flashback# …you get this one, right?
ON WITH THE FIC! CHARGE!

~*~James~*~

Sirius was looking at us with a look of curiosity. I felt like a bug, being studied and dissected for potions.

“So let me get this straight,” he said, waving a hand to silence me “ you love Harry, like that, and have for a long time, like, ever since he was thirteen. But you never did anything about it.” I nodded my head tiredly. We had been going over that bit for the last half hour, and I for one was getting tired of telling him over and over and over and…you get the point. I just wanted to tell him and get the bloody issue out of the way. But he isn’t the smartest guy around. I sighed and went back to listening to him figure out the first third of our story.

“But…you were married to Lily, she was still alive then. So you lusted after your son…while you shagged Lily!”

Harry sighed next to me. He was getting tired of this too.

“Sirius,” he said in a weary voice “ I was in love with James back in third year. It was more like a crush back then but it has developed into so much more. And you as my godfather should be happy that I am happy. It would mean so much to me if you were to accept this…bond between me and James, even if he is my father.”

Sirius started to say something but Harry stopped him with a waved hand

“ And you should be even more happy for James, because he has found love after Lily’s death two years ago. He is a happy man now, instead of the depressed man that he used to be. I know that you were worried about his. You though he would go and do something stupid and get himself killed. I felt that way too. But don’t you see how happy we make each other? Be happy for us. I have little to be happy about in my life. I have horrible night terrors about that night, when Voldemort killed Aunt Josephine.” He shuddered. He might not have the whole memory of that night, but the bits that he did remember were horrible in their own right. I put a comforting hand over his and gave a gentle squeeze. He took a raged breath and continued

“ It scares me to sleep at night...” his eyes clouded over with memory and emotion. “ and then I was sent to the Dursleys for five years. They were horrible. They …they would,” the shudder he let out was so big I felt it through the sofa.

“ Harry,” I said, “ we never wanted you to got to them. But Dumbledore said that you needed to be put in a safe place for a while because we didn’t know if he was really gone, somewhere we didn’t know about. And then we had to go and take care of the Death Eaters. Your mother and I got you out of there as soon as possible, but I still feel terrible about having to leave you with those…those fucknuts.” He giggled at the curse.

“ I understand, James.” He said. “ All that matters now is that I am home and have been for a while. And the best bit of all is that I never have to go back.” His smile lit the whole room.

Sirius shifted in his seat and cleared his throat, looking uncomfortable. He fiddled with the hem of his shirt and began “ I, um, I think I understand why you love one another. It is a bit…confusing, but I am happy for you and Remus will be too.” He gave a shy smile and shrugged.

“ Thank you, Sirius. I am glad that you will support us.” I stood up and gave him a hug of appreciation, Harry followed suit and went so far as to give him a peck on the cheek, which in turn caused him to blush. He cleared his throat and made his way toward the fire. He turned and looked at us with a questioning look as he reached for the floo powder.

“ You guys have had, um, sex right?” I nodded and he threw the powder of the fire. “ Ah, well I am supposing you remembered to used a contraception spell, right James?” He turned and stepped into the green flames, missing my look of shock. He chuckled and shook his head “like I have to tell you that. After all you learned the hard way in school when Lily conceived Harry.” And he was gone with a whoosh.

I turned to look at Harry. He had an equally shocked look on his face, before he blinked and we both made a mad dash up the stairs to get dressed and head for Hogwarts.

~*~Harry~*~

As I sat on the edge of the bed and watched Madam Pomfrey take my blood pressure, listen to my heartbeat, poke, prod, and finally take some blood and ask me to piss in a cup. She took it and walked back into her storeroom, coming back out with two small vials, on of clear liquid the other had a bluish tinge. She took a drop of my blood and put it in the blue one and a drop of my urine and put it in the clear one. She set them on the table and watched them intently. Slowly they began to change, clear turned blue, and blue turned black. Sighing she turned toward us, her expression told all. I was pregnant. Oh, shit.

“ Well I guess you already know the answer, don’t you?” Pomfrey shot me a sympathetic look. “ Now I have some questions, if it’s alright with you, of coarse.”

I knew what was coming and I think James did, too. Glancing over I asked him with my eyes if it was all right. He gave a slight nod and a small sigh. Looking back at Poppy I nodded my consent

“ All right first off, do you know who the father is?” she looked from me to James and back again. James cleared his throat.

“ I am.” It was a quiet mutter that was barely audible, but she heard it.

“What?” she nearly dropped the clipboard that she had conjured and the self-writing quill gave a loud scratch as it jolted against the parchment, causing a big black line to appear from the top left corner to the middle of the sheet.

Coughing slightly again James said, “ I am the father of this baby.” It was a bit louder than his previous answer and I knew for sure that she heard this one.

“Oh my. This is…unexpected. Have you told Albus?” our silence was our answer. “ Well I recommend telling him as soon as we are done, okay?” James nodded “ okay, lets carry on.”

She had a lot of odd questions like, how long have you known about this pregnancy? Do you feel you are ready to be a mother? and so on, until I gave a hugely fake yawn.

“ Well I think that is enough. I want to see you in here in exactly one month. And don’t hesitate to come in if you feel something isn’t right. All right?” both of us nodding she smiled and gave me a hug “ I am happy for you, even if it isn’t a normal circumstance. You both deserve to be happy, and I could not find better people for you to be with. You deserve each other.”

Turning to James she hugged him as well “ you are a good man, James.” And then she slapped him “ but how dare you seduce your own son! You have not changed one bit, James Potter!” she slapped him at every word, and the last word brought the hardest slap.

James raised his arms to ward off the blows “ I didn’t seduce him! He seduced me!” her arm stopped in mid-air.

“Oh. Sorry dear. Bu your reputation goes before you.” She straightened her apron and then her hat “ now, off with you. You need t tell the headmaster.”

We made our way to the door but were stopped just before exiting by her voice, “ Harry, dear. I was just wondering, what are you going to do when term starts?”

I hadn’t thought about that. What was I going to do when term started?

“ I don’t know, ma’am. I will discuss it with Dumbledore.”

“ Professor Dumbledore, Harry.” She reminded me in a sing song voice.

I rolled my eyes and rushed out of the room before she could comment.

Dumbledore looked at us with that annoying look of calm through out the whole explanation. And then that damn twinkle had to appear.

“James, Harry, I am shocked to hear this from you.” A muttered ‘coulda fooled me’ came from James, but Dumbledore paid no mind.

“ I see no way to protect you in this, and you do need protection. Voldemort has gained more power, as you know Harry, and the ministry is trying to get me to hand you over to them. They still don’t believe that he has returned, and want to bring you in so as to test you for insanity. I told them that I was not your secret keeper, so could not reveal your location.”

“ Insanity?” James’ voice held a slight amusement “ Harry is as sane as any of them, plus ten. Fudge is the insane one!”

I snorted into my cup of tea, James was right; I was twice as sane as fudge. Just because he was an idiot and didn’t want to believe me, didn’t mean that I should be put in the loony bin. Fudge was the real nut, he did, after all, see Voldemort with his own eyes and yet he was blind as a bat at that exact moment.

“Head master, if I am wanted by the ministry and Voldemort, what do propose we do? I mean, I don’t want to be kept indoors for the next two years. And I don’t want to have to go around under the invisibility cloak, so what are we going to do to keep the cracked freaks off my back?” James sat up in his seat; he wanted to know, too.

“Well,” uh-oh, the twinkle was back and more conspicuous “ I think that it would be best if you hid in muggle London for a while.”

“ But what about Harry’s education? He has to finish his schooling, he is so close after all, just one more year.”

“ I can arrange for him to be tutored at home. I am sure the other professors wouldn’t mind a change in scenery. This school can get quite tiresome.” There were three people in the world that I though were true nuts. Fudge, Voldemort and Dumbledore and right now he had just gotten another mark on my ‘ the headmaster is crazy’ chart. He wanted us to move to muggle London and live like muggles. There was just one problem.

“ Uh, sir. How are we going to blend with the muggle crowd if I’m pregnant? I don’t think that they have a lot of pregnant boys in their community.” He gave me a smile that I didn’t really like. It was kind of…creepy.

“ I think that there are ways to hide what you are. If I am not mistaken there are plenty of teen age girls that are pregnant.”

Oh…

My…

God.

This man was insane.

TBC…

A/N: okay so it was longer than the others. Hope you liked it.

And yeah there might be a chance of cross-dressing, but I think that it isn’t that much of a disturbance since this fic is incest and mpreg, so what is one more warning? :-P

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