Tainted Soul

She was at the pond when she heard someone call her name. She stood and turned
around. That was when she seen him running towards her. He was there and she didn’t
know how to act. She knew that she wanted him there but she knew that there was
someone else she ahs been thinking about for a while every since that day in Dumbledore’s
office. “Rose oh you don’t know how much I miss you.”
The next thing she knew he wrapped his arms around her and was pulling her closer to him.
She wrapped her arms around him and said, “I miss you too.”
It was true she did miss him but now that he was there she didn’t know if she wanted him there.
“I took time off to see you. I will be missing three games to be here.”
“You didn’t have to do that.” She said to him.
“I wanted to. You don’t know how much I have missed you and thought about you. I had to see you.”
He said to her.
She smiled and looked up at him. When she did he crushed her lips with his. She couldn’t help but melt
into the kiss. It was better then the goodbye kiss that she has replayed in her mind over and over again.
When he broke the kiss she smiled and hugged him closer to her. “How is Seth?”
“He is great. I brought him with me.” He said to her.
“No tell me you are joking!” She said as she pulled away from him.
“No he wanted to see you. So I brought him with me.” He told her as he took her hands.
“What’s wrong Rose?” He asked her softly.
‘I told Snape he was a father a few days ago. He has been after me to marry him
said it was law. So I lied and told him that we were engaged.” She whispered to him.
“Will you marry me?” Viktor asked her.
“Yes I will marry you.” She said as her hands started to shake.
He slipped a box out of his pocket and opened it. There was a ring that had its diamonds
were in shape of a single rose. He took it off and slipped it on her finger. “You just made
me the happiest man in the world.”
“You just made me the happiest woman in the world.” She lied.
“SETH SHE SAID YES!” Viktor shouted over to the kid.
The kid jumped up and down and then he ran into his mother’s arms.
Snape watched from the tower as she hugged the boy like there was no tomorrow.
“That must be my son.”
“Yes Snape that is him but you cannot go and want to see him. Allow her to bring him
to you.” Lupin said to him.
“I know I have been told the rules. You knew too didn’t you.” Snape stated.
“I knew that she was with child I didn’t find out until a year ago that it was yours.
She swore me to secret or I would have told you.” He said to him.
“Everyone hates me because of what I did. I know because I hate myself for doing it.
I had no control and when I did it was only long enough to write that note to Dumbledore.
Then it was gone again. My life up to the moment I met rose was nothing to me. I didn’t
care weather I lived or died. But then when I first saw her I felt something inside sing. I knew
then I would try to live through this war. I didn’t mean for this to happen to her. I didn’t want
her to be hurt like that. I never wanted to hurt her. Lupin I loved her from the moment saw her.
A fourteen old child got my heart racing like no woman did before not even Lily had it racing like
that.” Snape said to him.
Lupin placed his hand slowly on his shoulder and sighed. “I forgave you along time ago Snape.
I know that if it was me I wouldn’t have been able to fight as strongly as you did.”
“Look at her and tell me why I cannot let her go? Why must I go after her knowing she will never
love me again?” Snape said to him.
Lupin looked down at her and smiled softly. “You think she is happy? She doesn’t know what it is
to be happy. She is going with the flow and to me that means that you still have a shot.”
“Why so I can see the pain I caused her. We are both better off if I just leave her alone.” He said
to him.
“You don’t know that is true. She has to feel the pain. She has to feel it to get over it. I know that
it doesn’t make it good but still if she moves on you might be the one that she wants.” Lupin said to him.
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Rose was in a cage and her hands were chained to the bars in front of her and her legs were chained
to the floor spread into a triangle. Blaise had her by her hair and he was driving into her hard. “Don’t
worry you can scream in fact it might make it easier on you if you did. Scream for me Rose scream my
name as your body betrays you over again.” He bent some in his knees as he pulled out of her and
positioned his dick at her ass. He thrust forward not worrying about hurting her. Why should he no one
else did. She just stared straight ahead and locked as with the man that she had trusted when everyone
else told her not to. There was no hate in her eyes there was nothing in her eyes anymore. They were blank
as they looked at him but still he held the gaze of sickness on his face. He didn’t even recognize her
anymore. Her hair was now white with stains of red form the blood. Her eyes were now empty and soulless.
She had lost about forty pounds and she was way too thin.
Blaise pulled her hair as he ripped into her one last time spilling his seed in her ass. She didn’t even show
a hint of the pain that she was feeling. He moved out of her and pulled her head back and stared into her
eyes. “You are such a good little whore.”
There was a flick in her eyes but he missed it because she was now staring at Snape. He had seen it. She
was still in there. “Snape I believe it is your turn. Why don’t you take a spin on your little whore?”
The flick was there again and it stayed longer. Now he knew how to get her back How to get her to fight.
“It would be a pleasure.”
Her eyes instantly filled with hate when he said this. The one under the spell smiled while his heart broke
even more. He removed his robe and shirt. “Draco get me my whip.”
The look of hate disappeared and she went inside herself. The blank stare was back and he knew that
she wouldn’t come back today. He grabbed the whip and cracked one time before he walked up behind
her. “Has my little whore missed me?”
She didn’t say a word and he cracked the whip the seven strips hit her back and ass. It tore the skin
and she bled. “Answer me whore did you miss your master?”
Still she didn’t utter a word. He cracked the whip twice and they struck the same places it did the first
time. The bleeding was moving faster now but he knew that he wouldn’t be able to stop himself from
doing more to her. “Take her Snape we have had enough of your whip.”
“I think her father should take her this time.” Snape said to him.
Voldemort looked at him and smiled. “Why didn’t I think of that?”
“You would have lord.” Draco said to him.
“Logan do your daughter for me.” He said to her father.
“Yes my lord.” Her father said as he undid his robe.
He got behind his daughter and looked down at her bruised body. It turned him on to see his
daughter like that Snape could tell by the way his dick jumped in his hands. He bent and pushed
into her flesh as hard as he could. He didn’t soften his thrust a bit in fact he pushed in harder
and faster. Still there was no screaming as her own father fucked her. She stood there and stared
straight ahead at the wall. Her eyes were dead just like they were before Snape called her his little
whore.
Dumbledore couldn’t take the memory any longer and pulled out. The other that was with him pulled
out too. They looked at each other and their eyes dropped for they knew at that moment she might
never get past what happened to her. “We must make her forget.”
“What you are talking about is illegal. Even if it is for a good cause I cannot condone this.” Harry
said to him.
“You don’t understand Harry if she goes on she might just kill her. She may be happy now but
she isn’t really happy she doesn’t know how to be happy. That disappeared four years ago.
We all have seen it.” Dumbledore said to him.
“We can help her get through this. We just cannot push her into it. We must allow
her to go through it when she is ready.” Harry said as he stood up.
“Think about it Harry. Tell the others what we have talked about we all must agree
on this I will not do it if even one person doesn’t agree.” Dumbledore said to him.
“You already have that one person.” Harry said to him.
Dumbledore watched as he walked out the door and sighed. He should have known
that Harry wouldn’t give up on her now. He never gave up on her even when she
wasn’t there to believe in. He had always believed she will get through this. So
why couldn’t he believe the same thing? Why wasn’t he able to do the same?
Why wasn’t he able to believe that a strong girl that they all never thought was
that strong proved them wrong and made it through hell would be able to live
through the pain that she hid four years ago? All he knew was he didn’t believe
anymore.
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Rose walked with Viktor and her son down to the office of the one man she didn’t
really want to see but he had a right just as Seth did to know him. She knew that
it would be hard for her but she knew that this wasn’t for her it was for Seth. They
stopped at his office door and she knocked.
“Come in.” he called.
She opened the door and walked in first. Seth and Viktor followed behind her. “Serevus
I would like you to meet you son Seth Snape.” She said as she stepped out of the way.
He looked just like Snape but his eyes. They belonged to his mother. Green eyes with
black straight hair that was already down to his chin. It looked silky and soft. “So you
are my father.”
His voice reminded him of his when he knew it was a fact but was being a pain. He
stood and walked towards him. “Yes I am.”
Seth looked up at him and smiled. “I hope I am as tall as you.”
“You most likely will all the men in my family were as tall or taller then me.”
Snape said to him as he got down on his knee.
“Seth is a good family name. I like it.” He said to the boy.
“I do to.” Seth said with a smile.
“Would you like to stay and talk for a little while? It will give your mom and
Viktor sometime alone.” He asked the boy.
“I think so.” The boy said as he looked at Rose. She nodded and he smiled.
“Yes I would like that.” He said to his father.
“Rose you can come and get him anytime you like.” Snape said to her.
“You can spend a night or two with him if you like. He knows everything he likes
and doesn’t like. I think he got that from you.” She said softly.
“I think that would be great. Thank you Rose for this chance.” He said to her.
She looked at him with a soft smile and nodded. “You two have fun now.”
They both nodded and she walked out with Viktor on her heels. “Are you sure that is wise?”
“He has a right to get to know his son Viktor I cannot hold him away.” She said to him.
“I know but for you to allow him to stay with that man over night after just meeting
him. That isn’t wise.” Viktor said to her.
She stopped in the hallway and looked at him. “Seth will call for me if he doesn’t
want to stay there. I don’t not fear for him. I don’t fear that man. I fear the way
my life has turned out because of him.”
“Viktor!” A female voice said from behind Rose in
surprise.