Hello Harry

They found him on a bench, by the little pond, sobbing heartbreakingly.
“Shh honey it’s alright. Just have a good cry.” whispered James after they sat beside him and embraced him from two sides.
“I saw him fall down…Bellatrix that bitch has hit him with a spell and he fell behind a veil in the Department of Mysteries. They said he’s dead. I couldn’t believe it and Remus had to keep from running after him. It’s my fault that he’s dead.” said Harry as he’d calmed down a bit.
“How could it be your fault love?” asked Lily quietly.
“If he hadn’t come to save he wouldn’t have get killed. If I had listened to Severus, Sirius wouldn’t have had to come and save me. I was just too stupid to recognise it as a trap. And if it hadn’t been for that Umbridge bitch, I wouldn’t have had to step in the trap.” he told them.
“When has all this happened? Dumbledore told us that all members from the inner circle were dead and so were Voldemort.” James asked curiously.
“It’s now two years ago, but I miss him so much. He was all the family I had and then his own cousin comes and kills him.” Harry said “But could we stop talking about this right now? I think you should ask Dumbledore what happened, I just can’t go through all that again.” he added.
“Of course honey. Though I’d like to ask you a bit about Sirius if that’s alright with you.” James said quietly.
“That’s okay what do you want to know?” asked Harry.
“Why didn’t you live with Sirius after we… uhm… died?” asked Lily.
“Well everybody thought that he was our secret keeper so the ministry sent him to Azkaban. Though he managed to flee in my third year at Hogwarts, everybody thought he would come to kill me, even Remus because Peter managed to trick Siri before he was sent to Azkaban. He shouted at him that it was his fault, that he betrayed you and stuff like that. Then he blew up a street with muggles and faked his own death. Well after he came to Hogwarts to kill Peter, who was performing as the pet of one of my roommates, me and ‘Mione managed to help him flee after Sev captured him. And after that he was on the run from the ministry.”
“Good luck he was the smartest marauder I bet he tricked them on false routes.” said James.
“Well you could say that. Though it was a spy from the Order at the Ministry who told them that he was somewhere he wasn’t.” chuckled Harry.
“Did you see each other while he was on the run?” asked James.
“Not often but with the help of Albus, we managed it as often as we could. In my fourth year, we had steady owl contact, because I was one of the Champions in the Triwizard Tournament and only ‘Mione believed me that I didn’t cheat my way in. His letters comforted me pretty much. At the third task Voldemort managed to resurrect himself and killed a classmate before my eyes. I managed to flee with his dead body before Tom could kill me too. After that only Sirius could comfort me, he was the only one who understood what I felt. Sev had to spy again and Albus revived the Order of the Phoenix.” said Harry.
“I heard you dream about Sirius last night. What did you see?” asked James carefully.
“Uhm it started nice, like a teenage dream. But then he turned me down and said that it was my fault that he’s gone and that he hated me because I got him killed.” answered Harry.
“How do you feel about him honey?” asked Lily.
“I love him. Please don’t hate me for that but I love him with all of my heart.” said Harry and bent his head.
“We don’t hate you silly. How could we? We love you son.” assured James and he and Lily embraced him tightly again.

Later that day they all sat in the living room as suddenly Fawkes popped in with a letter from Dumbledore.
James jumped from his seat, grabbed the letter and read it out loud.

Hello my dear friends
I’m sorry for my disruption but I have very important news.
Please come to my office immediately.
The password is ‘Robbie Rocks’.

Yours truly
Albus Dumbledore

“’Robbie Rocks’?” frowned James as Harry laughed out loud.
“I knew he loved my birthday present, but I never thought he loved it that much.” he gasped out.
(A/N: Dumbie’s got birthday in the first week of the holidays.)
“What did you buy him?” asked Lily smiling.
“I bought him a collection of Robbie Williams CD’s because I thought he needed a little bit of interruption from his chamber music.” chuckled her son “Don’t worry dad, Remus has them also, I think you can borrow them sometimes.” he added as he saw the confused look on his fathers face.
“Great to hear but I think we should go. The letter sounds urgently.” his father said and they all apparated before the Hogwarts grounds and walked up to the office.


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