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Ron was lost. He didnt know what to do. Harry's lips were on his, and he almost kissed back until the taste of blood hit him. He pulled back, Harry couldnt take it. He jumped at Ron, he needed somthing anything. Just a touch. Ron gasped. He'd never seen Harry act this way. Harry had his arm, not letting him move away. His grasp was so strong. "Harry, it wasnt you, it was just the...the blood" Ron had to find somthing to calm Harry down. Harry reached his tounge out, remebering what he'd been caught doing. HArrys sudden violence and urge left him.

"sit with me" Harrys voice was broken, he seemed on the verge of more tears. Ron didnt show it, but he was reluctent. How was he to trust Harry? He hadnt really done anything yet, but the boy infront of him was so broken, so desperate that Ron wasnt sure what he would do. Ron sat beside Harry, the curtians were closed now. Harry nuzzeled his face into Rons chest, making them both lie down. Ron wrapped his arms around Harry. to protect him, from what he wasnt sure. Ron just felt like Harry needed to be protected, most likly from himself.

"Harry, can you...can you explain this?"

*sigh*

"Please, im just so lost, and I cant help you unless I know whats going on" Harry almost laughed, "I dont know. I just know what I want, what I need... and the only thing I could think of for months now is blood. Its everywhere, in my dreams, and Ron it hurts so much. Everything hurts. everything except *you*" "oh" Ron didnt know what to say...it was all confusing. He still didnt know what was going on. "I just, it started to hurt so bad, i found out that pain would make it go away. Not for long, but five minutes without the other pain was worth it. Then this morning I could'nt take it, I *had* to try it, and it was like nothing I'd ever felt. I felt so clear headed and warm, the first time Id felt warm in awhile. But it faded and I know I need more, and if I could get someone else's blood i *KNOW* it will go away for longer. Besides, I like the taste."

Ron almost shuddered in disgust. He hated blood, and Harry was talking about it like it was a sweet. "Harry, i mean, no offense but this is just"

"Crazy?" Harry intercepted, "Yea, I know, but if you only knew what it was like, how it feels. But the strange thing is, you make me feel warm too." Harrys mouth was now free of any remaining droplets of blood. Harry cupped Rons face gently, and kissed him again, this time Ron kissed him back. He couldnt believe the rush of feeligs. It was a gentle kiss, mouths slightly open, no tounges. Ron tasted like life. Harry slipped his hand into Ron's robes and up his shirt, trailing a finger down the curve of his side. Ron illicited a moan, but then pulled away. "We cant do this Harry", Ron grinned, "We have class. I'll make you a deal, let me heal your arm, and I'll give you *whatever* you want tonight..."

How was Harry supposed to refuse that? There was a slightly tousled, very handsome man standing in front of him, offering him anything. He had never looked at Ron (or any guys for that matter) in any sense other than friendship. But, somthing about Ron was different than anyone else. He knew he would never look at anyone other than Ron with those same feelings. Ron bent down and wispered a few words over Harrys arm, which healed instantly. Though, almost to scream at him for daring comfort, the pain had returned, in full swing. He grabbed his stomach and fell over, Ron pressed his lips to Harry's. Harry could feel the pain ebbing away.

"Sleep, Ill explain to the professurs." Harrys eyes got wide, Ron chuckled, "That you dont feel  well...what now you think *IM* mad?"

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The next two chapters will be the good ones. Dark, SLashy, Angsty. And both of the boys will be left with the reprocussions.