just like old times

“Wait…” I started, but he cut me off.

“Relax. Just let it happen,” he whispered. “I want you, and I always get what I want, as you very well know”.

“Yeah. Why is that?” I asked, trying to postpone the moment when I would have to deal with what was about to happen.

“All due to my boyish charm and ridiculously good looks” he answered, and lowered his mouth to my ear. “Postponing this won’t work by the way,” he whispered softly.

I smiled slightly, and felt my body tremble and my heart racing like mad. Why couldn’t I just enjoy the moment I had been dreaming of for so long? I felt mad at myself. He looked at me, and started to look worried.

“You’re trembling,” he said. “Do you want me to stop this?”

“No” I said, and he smiled, giving me a brief kiss. “But…” I began, but he stopped me with a passionate kiss. He took my hand, and put it up under his shirt. I felt his skin and his muscles, as I rubbed his upper body. I started removing the shirt, and he smiled at me.

“That’s it,” he whispered as he removed my shirt as well. With a smile he kissed my bare skin as he began to unzip my pants and lying me down. I was shaking a little, but he kept on arousing me, showing no mercy. I felt my pans being pulled down my body, and sat up in panic as I realised I only had on my boxers. He calmly lay me back down once more and repeated, “just let I happen” as he kissed me once more. I felt my boxers being pulled down, and breathed very heavily now. God I was scared.

Sirius threw the boxers on the floor, as he started kissing my chest. I felt his hands on my sensitive area, and I felt an erection, as not even my nervousness could fight my desires anymore. I closed my eyes, but opened them again as I felt his kisses moving down my body, and I realised where he would end. I moaned as I felt his warm mouth surrounding me, and saw the satisfaction in his eyes. As I felt him beginning to gently suck on me, I pushed the pillow over my head trying to minimize the sound, but he removed it.

“I put a silencing spell on this room. Nobody can hear you. So feel free to scream, cause I plan to make it impossible for you not to” he said and kissed his way down to continue what he had been doing. His words send shivers down my spine, as I had to admit that he was good at seduction, as well as what he was doing to me at that very moment. And scream I did as I felt every muscle in my body flex. It felt like a spasm, and then I came right in his mouth. I lay exhausted on the bed as he reappeared, licking his mouth.

“That was amazing” I said and blushed.

“Why, thank you” he said with a smile, sitting besides me in the bed. “I’m just glad you let me do it”.

“Well, tank goodness I didn’t have much of a choice” I said with a grin. “Had it been up to me that would have been postponed forever”

“I know” Sirius said with a smile. “But I couldn’t wait any longer, and I don’t think you really wanted to wait either. You were just scared”.

“You got that right, I was terrified!” I said, and we both lay there laughing.

“What is this room anyway?” I asked.

“This is where James parents usually sleep when visiting here,” he explained.

“God, if they found out!” I said horrified, but couldn’t help but laugh a little.

“I’ll make sure they don’t” Sirius assured me, laughing as well.

After a while I got up and started kissing him, laying him down. He looked at me as I started to unzip his pants.

“You don’t have to…” he began, but I cut him off.

“Just let it happen,” I whispered, and with an amused smile he helped by kicking of his pants. I took off his boxers, and nervously trying to mimic what he had done I kissed my way down his body. He moaned as I surrounded him with my mouth, and I suddenly forgot to be scared, just doing what I had seen him do, and gladly hearing that it had the right effect.

“My god that felt good” he said afterwards.

“I know,” I said, resuming my spot beside him in the bed.

“Why didn’t we do this years ago?” he asked.

“I don’t know. I guess we were to busy not talking to each other” I said with a slight laugh.

After just laying there for a while I looked at him. He looked so beautiful as he was lying next to me, and I had to smile.

“How could you be so sure about the impact you have on me?” I asked.

“Well, no one can resist me, regardless of their sex” he said cocky, and I laughed. “Oh, and I just went with the effect you have on me, pretty sure the feelings were mutual”.

“You know….” I began, and he looked at me bemused. He already knows that you love him, just say it! A voice said inside of my head.

“Well, I might, seeing as I am fairly intelligent, but I can’t be sure without a bit more specifics” he answered with a grin.

“I love you” I said, and looked him in the eyes. A sparkle shone within them, and I tried to figure out what it meant when he smiled.

“That I do know,” he said. “But what you might not know is that I love you even more”.

“I consider that to be impossible, but all the same I’m very pleased to hear that” I replied, giving him a tender lingering kiss.

“You know, I have way to much room in that big house of mine,” he said. ”So what do you say you leave your apartment, move in, and make this a permanent ritual?”.

“Sounds good,” I said with a slight grin. I knew that life would never be the same again – but I liked it, and wouldn’t want it any other way. Now the only problem was telling my friends, cause even though they already knew about my feelings, I could only hope that they could accept a relationship between us.