I Will Remember You

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Chapter 5: Love. What have I done?

The broom closest was getting a little steamy. Hermione and Remus had been snogging for about 15 minutes. The sound of footsteps outside the door brought them back to reality. Hermione and Remus pulled away quickly waiting for the footsteps to die down. Assuming it was Filch or one of the Prefects, Remus and Hermione stayed dead silent. Hermione and Remus both nearly passed out with fear when the door flew open.

“There you are Moony, we’ve been looking everywhere…..”. Sirius began, but then noticed that Hermione was with him. “Oh, sorry, didn’t mean to interrupt, please continue”. Sirius smirked, then closed the door.

Remus pecked Hermione on the lips one last time, then opened the broom closet door. They were met by their friends rolling on the ground in laughter. Lily, James, Sirius, Alice, even Peter was there.

“I can’t believe it”! Sirius laughed, tears forming in his eyes.

Hermione and Remus were both bright red with embarrassment. Remus rolled his eyes at his friends, and Hermione half attempted to hide behind him.

“Ok, you guys, going to dinner now. We’ll see you there when you decide to start acting civilized”. Remus said grabbing Hermione’s hand and walking with her towards the great hall.

“We caught you in a broom closet snogging Remus, and you’re telling us to be civilized”. James choked out between laughter.

Remus once again rolled his eyes, and walked with Hermione to the great hall. Hermione was pretty sure she was still bright red. The walk to the Gryffindor table was silent. It was a bit awkward having just been caught by their friends. Remus and Hermione sat in their usual spot and began eating in silence.

“So…” Remus began. “Are you still looking forward to Hogesmead”?

“Yes, very much so”. Hermione answered. “Just, if you decide to snog me in a broom closet, can we make sure to lock it”? Hermione joked.

Remus laughed at this. “Yes, I think that would be a very good idea”.

The others joined them at dinner not being able to keep straight faces. Remus and Hermione couldn’t stop blushing. The group talked amongst themselves after a few more rounds of uncontrolled laughter. After dinner they headed towards the common room. Lily and Alice were anxious to get Hermione upstairs for a round of kiss and tell. Sirius, and James had the same idea. The group separated the new couple, dragging them to their separate dormitories. Hermione and Remus mouthed goodnight to one another before they were taken captive.

“Ok…spill it”. Lily and Alice said in unison.

“Well, what do you want to know”? Hermione asked innocently.

“Start from the beginning”. Alice said.

Hermione spent the next fifteen minutes telling the two anxious girls about her ‘snogging’ session with Remus. She told the short version, without a great deal of details. Hermione was not going to get away without giving every single detail.

“So, when he kissed you, did you know…touch anything”? Lily asked.

“Oh Merlin, I’m telling Harry’s future mom about my snogging session with my future professor”. Hermione thought to herself. “No, not too much contact, just a lot of lips, and tongue”. Hermione answered simply.

“So, do you think he’s the one”? Alice asked.

“The one”? Hermione asked.

“You know, do you think you’ll give it up to him”? Lily asked. “Oh, you’re not a virgin are you”?

“Oh..yes, I am. I don’t know. I mean it’s a little soon to tell. I just kissed him for the first time today”. Hermione answered, but she did wonder just how far she would go with Remus while she were here. Especially, if she were here a while.

The girls talked long into the night. Lily told her story about her first kiss with James, and the way he used to bug her until she finally decided to give him a chance at the beginning of the year. Alice also told her story about how she got together with Frank. This depressed Hermione a bit knowing what both of their fates would come to.

The girls fell asleep after wearing themselves out with talking so much. Hermione lay in her bed thinking of Remus. Her heart fluttered at his smile, he was so kind and intelligent. She did have a bit of a crush on him her third year, but she figured that it was just a childhood thing. She wondered what things would be like if she returned to her own time and confronted him about this. Would he remember her? Hermione finally fell into a dreamless sleep.

“Ouch, what was that for”? Hermione felt a pillow hit her back. She rolled over to see Lily and Alice standing over her.

“We’re going to Hogesmead today silly. Get up, we have to get you ready”. Lily exclaimed.

Hermione rolled out of bed and got in the shower, before she knew it Lily and Alice had picked out her outfit, and fixed her hair. Thank Merlin the fashion wasn’t too far from her own. She had a pair of bell bottom jeans and a black cardigan on. She didn’t look too bad. Lily and Alice did her hair up in a pony tail letting a few strands fall around her face. By the time they had finished it was time to meet with the other students in the courtyard.

Hermione and the girls walked outside scanning the crowd for their dates. Lily was spending the day with James, and Alice was going with Frank, Hermione was obviously going with Remus. Lily was the first to spot them, they were standing by a statue of a witch. Remus looked almost as nervous as Hermione felt. This made her falling even further into a state of aw. Lily and Alice pushed Hermione over to Remus.

“Hi Hermione, you look really nice”. Remus complimented her.

“Thank you, so do you”. She said in return.

They stood in awkward silence until the horseless carriages arrived to take them to Hogesmead. The three couples sat together in one carriage, but went their separate ways as soon as they reached the village.

“So, any particular place you want to go”? Remus asked.

“You know this place better than I do, I’ll let you choose”. Hermione was trying hard to conceal the fact that she had been here before, just in a different time.

“Well, let’s go to the Three Broomsticks and get lunch”. Remus suggested.

“Sounds good to me”. Hermione said. She and Remus walked hand in hand to the pub. They ordered food and began to talk.

“So, how do you like Hogwarts so far”? Remus was attempting to make small talk.

“I really enjoy it”. Hermione responded. “The people aren’t too bad either”. She winked at him. ‘Oh Merlin, am I flirting’. Hermione thought to herself. This made Remus blush.

“Well, I have rather enjoyed getting to know you. I hope to get to know you better in the future….no pun intended”. Remus mentally kicked himself. Had he really just said that.

“I’d like to get to know you better too”. Hermione responded. This got an unexpected reaction out of Remus.

He leaned over and kissed her, this wasn’t the kiss they had shared in the broom closet, this was a kiss full of hunger and lust. Hermione was shocked to find herself responding. This was so outrageous of Remus, he was so calm and had a gentle personality in her own time. Remus was the first to break the kiss, Hermione instantly missed the contact.

“We probably shouldn’t do this here”. Remus said looking around at a few of the nosey faces they were getting. “Do you just want to head back to the Castle after lunch”? Remus asked quietly.

‘Was he implying what she thought he was’? Hermione thought. “Yeah, that sounds fine”. Hermione answered a little too eagerly.

Their lunch arrived and they ate rather quickly. Remus paid the check refusing to allow Hermione to pay half. He really was a gentleman, even at this age. They returned to Hogwarts by one of the horseless carriages. They rode in silence for the better part of the ride.

Remus led Hermione up to the Gryffindor Common room. There was no one there, not even the first and second years were anywhere to be found.

“Do you want to go upstairs the boys dormitories”? Remus asked a bit shyly. “No one will be in there, so we could have some privacy. The others won’t be back until around dinner”. Remus assured her.

“Um..sure, that would be nice”. Hermione answered, not too sure where this was heading.

Remus lead Hermione up to the boys dormitories. She could tell which beds were Sirius’ and James. They were sloppy and messed up with quidditch stuff piled at the ends of their beds. Remus’ bed was neatly made. There were many dark arts books at the end of his bed on his trunk.

Remus led Hermione over to his bed and signaled for her to sit down next to him. He leaned over and began to kiss her softly. Not hard and possessive as he had in the Three Broomsticks. The small snogging session was nice, but both of them were ready for more. His hands started roaming through her hair and down her back, Hermione let out a soft moan urging him to continue. He started to unbutton her cardigan sweater revealing her black lacey bra.

“Are you ok with this”? Remus asked.

“Yes, I’m very ok with this”. Hermione answered.

“If at any point you want me to stop, just let me know”. Remus said sliding the sweater from her shoulders.

Hermione mimicked his move. She unbuttoned his shirt and removed it as well. As soon as it was off his shoulders he began fumbling with her jeans. She was doing the same with him. She was nervous and anxious, so it took her a little bit longer to loosen his belt. She finally undid his pants, he had already taken hers off leaving her just in the matching bra and panties.

Remus pushed Hermione back on the bed and started nibbling at the sensitive part of her ear. He then moved down her neck. He reached around and unclasped the lacy bra and removing it. He bent his head down and took one of her nipples in his mouth, Hermione began arching into him. She had never had a sensation like this before. He kissed down her stomach, then removed her panties, slowly sliding them off her legs. He kissed his way back up to her thighs.

Hermione stopped him. “Remus”. She gasped out pulling him up to her.

“Do you not want to go any further”? He asked kissing her lips gently. He was unaware that he was grinding against her thigh. She could feel his erection through the thin material of his boxers.

Hermione let out a small moan. “No, I don’t want to stop, I just wanted to point out, I’m completely undressed, and you still have on an article of clothing”. Hermione said returning his kisses.

“Well, we should take care of that then, shouldn’t we”? Remus slid off his boxers revealing his enormous erection.

Hermione felt a moment of panic, she was still a virgin and she had no idea how a thing that big was going to fit inside her.

“Don’t worry, it’s my first time to”. Remus said. “I promise to be gentle. I’ve heard it only hurts for a moment”.

Remus leaned over her. He slipped a hand down to her thighs and caressed her moist folds. He gently rubbed the sensitive nub feeling a new release of moisture. He then stuck one finger up inside her, she was tight. Hermione was loving this new sensation. He began to pump it in and out of her, he then added another finger. Hermione was wiggling underneath him begging for more.

He removed his hand and placed his tip at her entrance. Taking her mouth in a passionate kiss, he thrust inside her. Hermione tensed in pain. Remus stilled himself to let her body adjust to his size. Hermione began moving her hips, Remus took this as a sign to continue. He slowly slid in and out of her. Hermione’s pain slipped away and turned into pure pleasure. He was so gentle, so loving. Hermione felt a spasm between her legs. Her walls closed around Remus. She let out a loud moan of pleasure. Remus came slightly after her.

They collapsed in one another’s arms. They still had a few hours before anyone would return. Hermione listened to the steady breathing and heartbeat as she lay on Remus’ chest. She felt for once in her life she belonged here, in his arms. Tears began to weld up in her eyes when she began to think about returning home. She was in love with Remus Lupin, and she had just gave herself to him, and he gave himself to her, but worse of all he loved her back. What had she done?