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Chapter 5
Chapter 5
Disclaimer: I, nor does any other than J.K.Rowling, Bsbursbury, and Scholastic, own Harry Potter or related indicia. I own this plot.
Author’s note: I am so, so sorry that it took me so long to update. I have been having troubled galore at FF.net so it was just a big ordeal. I want to thank all of my reviewers and give them big hugs! I love you all so much!
*When you see {italics} it means a flash back scene is going on. Present is just in normal text. Flash back is in italics. I hope that helps everyone – lol!
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Remus stared at the doorway in which Severus Snape walked through. He couldn’t believe that this was happening. All the feelings he once had for his past lover came rushing back to him like a cascade: The late nights in the Astronomy tower, the times they took swims in the lake, three years ago in Remus’ office during the Halloween ceremony.
He shook his head and tried to forget those thoughts but then he saw Severus standing even closer to him.
“Hello Severus,” he replied awkwardly, yet firmly to avoid suspicions. Ones that have already been confirmed. “How nice to see you!” Remus extended his hand which Severus took gracefully, he shook his hand sending shocks throughout Severus’ and Remus’ body.
Draco and Harry stared back and forth between the two older men and kept observing the nervous glances, and twitching body movements. Harry nudged Draco and they left the room, to Remus’ displeasure, saying “We have to get to transfiguration on time, so have a good day!” They left the room, making sure to close the door behind them.
“Well,” Remus started, a little too cheerfully. “I had better let you go and see Albus now.” He walked towards the door but was stopped by two strong arms pulling him back and slamming him against the wall.
“Wait,” Severus breathed out. He still had a firm hold on Remus but it was very gentle. Remus shivered at the close proximity.
“What is it Severus?” Remus said, looking at the floor. He was remembering times like this.
“Oh Severus,” Remus called out, running his hands through his lover’s hair. It was two o’clock in the morning and they were in the dungeons. Severus pushed a young Remus Lupin harder against the wall and shoved his tongue forcefully down the other’s throat. Remus moaned into his mouth, positioning his legs so they could rub against his lover’s erection.
Severus stared at Remus, wishing that he could just erase all of the horrible things he had done. He lo int into Remus’ deep blue eyes and got trapped in a world that they once shared.
“Tell me Severus, why are we doing this?” a seventeen year old Remus asked, watching his lover’s pale legs as he got up from the bed that they were just making love in, to get water. “Doing what?”
Severus blinked and switched his gaze back to the wall directly behind Remus’ head. He shivered thinking about how cold he was to Remus, the man he used to consider a lover.
“What is what?” Severus asked, rephrasing the question like he used to when things got awkward. He was fully aware of the position they were in, yet neither of them cared to move. Electric shocks flew from Severus into Remus’ body. Remus looked up at the cold black eyes when he heard the rephrased question and he remembered old times.
Severus had Remus pinned underneath him in the four poster that was in the room of requirement. He was thrusting his hard member into Remus faster and faster each second. Remus moaned and cried out Severus’ name which made him go harder. But then something happened that would change how Severus and Remus were up until the present; When Remus came, he said thwordwords that Severus just couldn’t say back. He had said “I love you”.
Remus gulped remembering the rejection he got after that evening. He thought three years ago that they would be back together but they weren’t. And Remus realized they never would be. “Why do you always torture me? Why do you hate me?”
Severus stiffened at the last question. He never hated Remus and he never would. He just couldn’t love him. Yet. So he let go and Remus left the room, wishing that Severus would call him back. Maybe come running after him. But it didn’t happen.
Disclaimer: I, nor does any other than J.K.Rowling, Bsbursbury, and Scholastic, own Harry Potter or related indicia. I own this plot.
Author’s note: I am so, so sorry that it took me so long to update. I have been having troubled galore at FF.net so it was just a big ordeal. I want to thank all of my reviewers and give them big hugs! I love you all so much!
*When you see {italics} it means a flash back scene is going on. Present is just in normal text. Flash back is in italics. I hope that helps everyone – lol!
~ * ~
Remus stared at the doorway in which Severus Snape walked through. He couldn’t believe that this was happening. All the feelings he once had for his past lover came rushing back to him like a cascade: The late nights in the Astronomy tower, the times they took swims in the lake, three years ago in Remus’ office during the Halloween ceremony.
He shook his head and tried to forget those thoughts but then he saw Severus standing even closer to him.
“Hello Severus,” he replied awkwardly, yet firmly to avoid suspicions. Ones that have already been confirmed. “How nice to see you!” Remus extended his hand which Severus took gracefully, he shook his hand sending shocks throughout Severus’ and Remus’ body.
Draco and Harry stared back and forth between the two older men and kept observing the nervous glances, and twitching body movements. Harry nudged Draco and they left the room, to Remus’ displeasure, saying “We have to get to transfiguration on time, so have a good day!” They left the room, making sure to close the door behind them.
“Well,” Remus started, a little too cheerfully. “I had better let you go and see Albus now.” He walked towards the door but was stopped by two strong arms pulling him back and slamming him against the wall.
“Wait,” Severus breathed out. He still had a firm hold on Remus but it was very gentle. Remus shivered at the close proximity.
“What is it Severus?” Remus said, looking at the floor. He was remembering times like this.
“Oh Severus,” Remus called out, running his hands through his lover’s hair. It was two o’clock in the morning and they were in the dungeons. Severus pushed a young Remus Lupin harder against the wall and shoved his tongue forcefully down the other’s throat. Remus moaned into his mouth, positioning his legs so they could rub against his lover’s erection.
Severus stared at Remus, wishing that he could just erase all of the horrible things he had done. He lo int into Remus’ deep blue eyes and got trapped in a world that they once shared.
“Tell me Severus, why are we doing this?” a seventeen year old Remus asked, watching his lover’s pale legs as he got up from the bed that they were just making love in, to get water. “Doing what?”
Severus blinked and switched his gaze back to the wall directly behind Remus’ head. He shivered thinking about how cold he was to Remus, the man he used to consider a lover.
“What is what?” Severus asked, rephrasing the question like he used to when things got awkward. He was fully aware of the position they were in, yet neither of them cared to move. Electric shocks flew from Severus into Remus’ body. Remus looked up at the cold black eyes when he heard the rephrased question and he remembered old times.
Severus had Remus pinned underneath him in the four poster that was in the room of requirement. He was thrusting his hard member into Remus faster and faster each second. Remus moaned and cried out Severus’ name which made him go harder. But then something happened that would change how Severus and Remus were up until the present; When Remus came, he said thwordwords that Severus just couldn’t say back. He had said “I love you”.
Remus gulped remembering the rejection he got after that evening. He thought three years ago that they would be back together but they weren’t. And Remus realized they never would be. “Why do you always torture me? Why do you hate me?”
Severus stiffened at the last question. He never hated Remus and he never would. He just couldn’t love him. Yet. So he let go and Remus left the room, wishing that Severus would call him back. Maybe come running after him. But it didn’t happen.