Always and forever

Chapter 6

Disclaimer: J.K.Rowling owns everything except for the plot.

Summary: Harry and Draco finally realize how they feel for each other. But what happens when a certain Gryffindor finds out about them.

Dedication: To my reviewers: Shadoe, domino, weeping_fly, and DreamonDraco-see, it’s not bad, also to my wonderfully talented beta, Signeus!

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ t wat was a Saturday night and the two boys were laying in each other’s arms in a room in the Astronomy Tower. Harry turned his head around to face Draco and their lips met into another soft kiss.

“Draco…” Harry started.

“Yes, Harry?”

“I was wondering…what is this? Is this a relationship or what?” Harry asked. Draco sighed and sat up to respond.

“I was hoping it could be a well…you know…a thing, like a…”

“Like we are boyfriends…?” Harry stated.

“Well yeah…unless you don’t want to,” Draco said, hoping that this boy he loved so much would want to be. For an answer Harry just leaned over and gave Draco a deep, passionate kiss, erasing all of Draco’s worries. Harry pulled out of the kiss and said for a reply, “I want us to be together.” And Harry initiated the kiss again. Draco pushed Harry on his back and lay on top of Harry forcing the kiss as deep as it could go. Both teenagers knew that they would have to go back to their common rooms but none of them wanted to stop the kiss. Eventually Draco broke the kiss and silenced Harry’s whimper of regret with, “We have to leave now Harry,” and Draco got off of Harry and started to pull his robes over his uniform. “People will get suspicious.”

“Draco, are we going to tell anyone?”

“I don’t know,” Draco responded. “It might be best to keep it a secret for a little while. Then we could tell people who we trust, then eventually tell the school.”

“Oh that’s a little bit of a relief. I don’t think Ron even knows that I’m gay, Hermione has probably figured it out, but I still haven’t told her,” Harry said with some relief seeping through his voice.

“Well, I don’t think people would care if we were gay. The thing is, well, I’m a Slytherin and you’re a Gryffindor and…”Draco started but Harry interrupted him with another kiss.

“I get the idea,” Harry said. “I better get going.”

“Yeah…me too…meet me again tomorrow, same time?” Draco asked. But instead of a response, Harry pulled Draco into another kiss and whispered into his ear, sending chill’s up Draco’s spine, “Of course.” And Harry left the room with a simple ‘Good night’. Draco left ten minutes after Harry so no one would think they came out together. Draco didn’t care what the school thought, but he knew it would be best to break the news to their friends and let the rest come out after that. They only got together that night so neither of the boys felt their was a need to rush anything.

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Harry went to bed that night with the best dreams he had ever had in his life. He felt that the world was at peace and he wondered why he didn’t tell Draco how he felt sooner. ‘God, to think I could have been this happy last year. I’m such a damn fool sometimes’. Harry went to the Great Hall for breakfast and then Harry needed to go to the library to catch up with his homework…the homework he was supposed to be doing Saturday night. ‘I had better and much more enjoyable things to do that night,’ Harry thought.

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It was a beautiful Sunday morning and all Draco could do was think about Harry. He knew it wouldn’t be healthy dwelling on the same thing all day but he didn’t care. He was greatly looking forward to the evening. All of the sudden Crabbe came in and interrupted Draco of his thoughts.

“Draco, do you want to practice Quidditch?” he asked.

“What?” Draco inquired. “Oh…no thanks Crabbe. Maybe later.”

“Okay…me and Goyle will be in the Great Hall if you need us. Bye Draco.” Crabbe left the Slytherin common room and Draco realized that he had better get some work done so, after a quick lunch, Draco went to the library to get some work done. When Draco entered the library he saw Hermione looking at him strangely.

“What is it Granger?” said Draco trying, and failing, to have an icy tone to his voice.

“What’s going on between you and Harry?” she asked, noticing Draco’s tone, which proved her correct on her theory.

“W-What did you say…?”

“You heard what I said, Malfoy. I won’t say it again. Come here and answer me!” she responded.

“Okay,” Draco went over to Hermione’s table, littered with books, and sat down across from her. “How did you know?”

“Well…you two just stare at each other all the time during class, Harry’s been acting all odd lately, and you can’t even call me ‘Granger’ properly. But that doesn’t matter…how long has it been going on?”

“Well,” said Draco. “Tonight will be our twenty-four hour anniversary. So, not that long.”

“Oh…I have some thing to say to you Draco Malfoy so do not interrupt. First, if you hurt Harry, I will kill you. Second, if you are break Harry’s heart I will kill you. And third, if you really care about Harry, I wish you the best of luck.” Draco, not knowing what to say, responding with an “Okay…” As Hermione got up to leave the library, he added, rather quickly, “Granger, don’t tell anyone that you know. Harry doesn’t even know that you know. I’ll tell him tonight…please?”

“Okay…treat him good, okay Malfoy,” she said calmly.

“I love him…I promise I won’t hurt him. I promise.” And with that Hermione exited the library, and Draco sat down feeling a little relieved.

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A/N: I hope you liked the chapter. I had severe writer’s block with it. Don’t forget…if you want more action between Harry and Draco e-mail or review! Lots of love, Rose Eva. Review this chapter please!?!

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Chapter 6: Make love to me…

Disclaimer: I do not, nor does anyone else other than J.K.Rowling, own Harry Potter. I only own the plot line of this story.

Summary: Harry and Draco realize they feel love but they are to afraid to tell the other…until the night in the Astronomy Tower.

Dedication: To all of my reviewer: thank you for your support. I really hope you enjoy the last chapter of this story. I will be writing a sequel next, called “For the love of me”. It will go into detail about how Harry and Draco tell their friends and eventually, the school, about their relationship. Also to my beta Signeus: Thank you for your support and great advice. You are the best beta a person can ask for. I love you all, Rose Eva.

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Draco Malfoy was not a man to show much emotion and he was frightened. Frightened about what he was going to tell Harry. Draco has never loved someone before and he was scared. Later that night he and Harry were going to meet in the Astronomy Tower. They had been seeing each other in secret for months now, and they still haven’t told each other how they truly felt. Ever since Draco proclaimed to Hermione, that he loved Harry, he has been dying to tell his lover the same…but he was scared…scared of rejection.
‘Today is the day,’ Draco thought to himself. ‘I have to tell him that I love him…I just hope he feels the same…I just hope I won’t be afraid to say the words…’

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“Harry…wake up mate. We have to go to breakfast now, and eat quick, or else we will be late for Potions,” Ron said prodding Harry awake.

“Go away…I don’t think I’ll be going to classes today…I don’t feel well,” Harry replied. The truth was, Harry didn’t get much sleep that night. He had snuck back into the dormitory late last night after seeing Draco and Harry was nervous.
Harry is still a virgin, and despite what everyone thinks, he isn’t always that brave. Last night he knew Draco wanted something more from him, but Harry was scared…he didn’t know if it would be from rejection, or something else…he just knew he was a little nervous.
Harry loved Draco and he wasn’t going to give up his virginity unless he knew Draco loved him too. Harry decided he was going to tell Draco this tonight whaen they met and he was scared of what Draco would say. It didn’t help that he had a nightmare about it either…

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“Draco…are you here?” Harry asked, wanderinoundound the Forbidden Forest looking for his love, Draco. He spotted a lone figure sitting against the bottom of a tree, with his head in his hands. “Draco…?”

“What is it Potter?” Draco responded harshly. Harry was taken aback but the sudden lack of passion that usually could be found in Draco’s voice.

“What’s wrong?” Harry asked sounding scared. “Did something happen?”

“Yeah…you happened. I never was looking for love. I was just trying to piss you off. To get back at you for what you did to my father. But then you say you love me…I will never care for you. Just leave me alone…”Draco said with an icy tone to his voice.

“W-what?” said Harry, tears filling his eyes.

“Leave me alone damnit! I don’t love you and I never will!”

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After that dream Harry didn’t get any sleep. He was just so scared. He tried telling himself it was just a dream…but it wouldn’t work. So Harry shoved his pillow over his head and cried silently for the remainder of the night.

“Harry…we have to go. We have a Potions exam before the Easter holidays,” said Ron, with a determination in his voice.

“Fine…I’ll get up,”ry gry grumbled. When he got done getting dressed he went downstairs with Ron to meet Hermione.

“Hi Harry…Ron. Is there something wrong?” she asked.

“No,” Harry replied, with a meaningful look in his eye. Hermione knew about Harry and Draco, and she was fine about it. She cared more about Harry’s happiness, than an old grudge. It also helped that Draco had stopped calling her ‘mudblood’. Ever since she questioned him, Draco had been more civil, and Harry was grateful.

“So,” Ron said. “Ready for breakfast?”

“You go on without us Ron. I have to talk to Harry about something.”

“Oh,” said Ron taken aback. “Okay…I’ll so with Dean and Seamus. I haven’t hung out with thor aor awhile. They are always busy together…I wonder what they have been up to?” and Ron left the two to go find Dean and Seamus.

“He’s so oblivious,” Hermione giggled. It was obvious that Seamus and Dean were lovers, but Ron didn’t pick up on those sort of things.

“Yeah…anyway…I have something to tell you…” Harry said, then he went on explaining the predicament he was in. “…and I’m afraid he won’t love me back…”

“Don’t worry Harry, he will,” she said.

“How would you know?” he asked suspiciously, giving her a look that said, ‘tell me what you know, now!’

“Oh, Harry…I’m a girl, and we can just feel it. Don’t worry. Just enjoy your day and hopefully you’ll enjoy tonight more,” Hermione said with a mischievous glint in her eye. Harry laughed and said, “Don’t forget. We have a Potions test to look forward to. I just hope Snape doesn’t poison me.”

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The rest of the day went like a blur for Draco, and before he knew it, it was time for him to meet Harry in the Astronomy Tower.

“Guess it’s now or never…” Draco said aloud. After bidding his cronies a good-bye, saying he’ll be in the library, he went to go meet Harry. He was walking through the dungeons, however, when he met Pansy.

“Hi Draco,” Pansy said with a sickly sweet voice. ‘Oh shit,’ Draco thought to himself, but said with a bored voice, “Hello Pansy.”

“What are you doing tonight?” she asked slipping her arm around Draco’s neck.

“I’m going for a little walk,” he said, getting out of her grasp. He might be Bi-sexual, but he still didn’t like Pansy. He was walking away when what she said next made him stop in his tracks.

“Going to meet your Gryffindor lover?” said Pansy.

“What did you say?” his voice getting nervous, yet very cold, at the same time.

“Well…it has to be someone…I mean, you can’t spend every night in the library. Is it Granger? Or let me guess…it’s Weasley,” she said adding a harsh laugh. Despite what many people thought, Pansy Parkinson was extremely intelligent. The fifth in her class, after Hermione, Draco, Harry, and Padma Patil.
Draco walked right up to her, and whispered in her ear, with a voice that could send chill up the spine said, “You wish…” and Draco backed away and left through the Entrance Hall and out the doors, to make his way to the Astronomy Tower. There is a shorter way through the castle but Draco didn’t want Pansy seeing where he was going.
But something she said made him nervous. He was now more scared than ever to tell Harry how he felt.

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When Harry entered the Astronomy Tower, Draco was already there, waiting. Draco looked so nervous. He was pacing back and forth talking to himself. He didn’t even know harry was there until he snuck up behind Draco and kissed him.

“Hello Draco,” said Harry using his sexiest voice.

“H-hello Harry,” Draco replied and kissed him. Harry started to deepen the kiss but then broke it off just as suddenly as he started.

“I need to talk to you Draco,” Harry said, with fear starting to show through his voice. “I have like you for a long time and I know…or I hope you like me,”

“I do like you Harry,” Draco interrupted.

“Let me finish Draco, this is important.,” Harry said, and after receiving a nod from his lover he continued. “Like I said…I’ve liked you for a ling time, but now I feel that like isn’t a good enough word to describe how I feel…Draco, I love you…and I want to make love to you,” Harry said looking his lover, Draco, in the eyes. Draco was at such a loss for words that he didn’t respond. Harry thought it was rejection so he got up to leave. Draco suddenly came back to his senses and said…

“…Harry, wait!” Draco said looking at his lover with sad desperation in his eyes, “I love you, you fool!” Harry turned to face Draco. With confusion in his eyes and a warmness in his heart he said, “You do?”

“Of course I do!” replied Draco looking thoroughly relieved that his lover didn’t leave, “I will always love you no matter what anyone says.”

“But you still want to keep it a secret don’t you? You’re afraid of what everyone will say.”

“Harry, I don’t give a damn what anyone says as long as you’re here by my side.”

“Always and forever Draco, always and forever,” Harry replied, walking over to Draco and pushing him on the bed that situated in the corner of the room.

“Harry…are you sure you want to do this?” Draco asked.

“I have never been surer about anything else,” and Harry leant over Draco and kissed him hard on the mouth. The kiss got more passionate when Draco forced Harry’s mouth open with his tongue and started to explore Harry’s mouth. He was satisfied when he heard a moan of pleasure escape Harry.
Draco turned Harry over so he was on top and started to unbutton Harry’s shirt, taking his time, making sure it was alright with Harry. When he got an encouraging nod from Harry, he slid of his shirt and proceeded to take off his own. When both boy’s were topless, Draco started nibbling on Harry’s skin making soft little love marks and the smoothing them over with his tongue. Draco moved to Harry’s left nipple and started to bite at it, ever so softly. Harry moaned appreciatively and put his hands in Draco’s hair.
After teasing Harry for another five minutes, Draco lowered himself to take off Harry’s pants. After he undid the button and slid them off, he saw beautiful silk boxers bearing Gryffindor’s colors. Harry sat up and unpatiently started pulling at Draco’s pants. Eventually he managed to pull them off to reveal beautiful black, satin boxers lined with a faint green and silver.
Harry laid back down on the bed while Draco was slowly caressing his lower body. All of this teasing was like torture for Harry, so he flipped around so he was on top of Draco, and while kissing Draco’s jaw line he started to rock back and forth, ever so lightly, that it was causing a pleasurable yet annoyingly small, amount of friction. Draco groaned loudly and harry knew it was time.
Harry turned Draco over so he was lying on his stomach and Harry was sitting on top of him. He reached for his wand, muttered a hurried incantation, and both were lubricated in the right areas.
Harry took Draco’s cock in his hand and started to rub it ever so lightly while he stuck a finger into Draco’s opening. Draco gasped with pleasure as Harry stuck another finger in. When Harry took his fingers out, Draco whimpered but was rewarded when harry stuck his cock into Draco and started moving in and out slowly.
Both men were filled with a passion only two lovers could share, while they were making love that night. After they were finished, both boys laid in each other’s arms to fall asleep. Before they drifted off into a land of dreams and fantasies Draco said, “I love you Harry, and I always will.”

“I love you too, Draco. I just wonder what the school will think?” harry replied.

“I don’t care what the school thinks as long as you are here with me,” Draco said with a deep love in his voice.

“Me too Draco, I will love you always and forever.”

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A/N: How was that? I hope I ended it well…I will be posting the first chapter of the sequel some time this week. Again I would like to thank all of my reviewers and the people who just read my story. I never would have found the confidence to keep writing if it weren’t for you all. I would also like to thank Signeus, for being a sweet and encouraging person, who has given me great help while writing this story. I love you all so much. Much love, Rose Eva.

**The sequel has more action***